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When Lin Chuxue heard the sound coming from the house, she immediately rushed in from the living room, and as soon as she opened the door, she saw Zhan Xingchen slumped on the bed, and Qi Feng was about to hold Zhan Xingchen's shoulder with one hand.

Lin Chuxueguang saw the teardrops on Zhan Xingchen's face, and didn't pay attention to Qi Feng's reaction for a while, but hurried over to stop Qi Feng's half-raised hand, and said nervously: "Qi Feng?"

Qi Feng looked at Lin Chuxue who suddenly appeared inexplicably, and then suddenly realized the reason why Lin Chuxue rushed in, frowned in embarrassment, and said, "No, I didn't."

Lin Chuxue was startled: "The stars..."

"I didn't stand firm..." Zhan Xingchen sniffed and whispered, "I hit the table, did it scare you..."

"...Not really." Lin Chuxue coughed lightly, thinking about how to explain the current situation to Zhan Xingchen would be more appropriate. Qi Feng's thoughts were still stuck on the last topic, and he didn't intend to explain for Lin Chuxue. Seeing this, Chuxue could only say awkwardly, "I'm just here to ask, what's your Wi-Fi password?"

Qi Feng: "..."

After Lin Chuxue obtained a string of passwords, she consciously left the bedroom. Qi Feng looked down at Zhan Xingchen's still red eye circles, and wanted to say something, but he didn't know where to start. If he had known that Huo Ting was talking about this Such an innocuous matter, Qi Feng would not take such a big trouble.

"I, I feel a little dizzy when I cry, I'm sorry."

Qi Feng looked at Zhan Xingchen with complicated eyes, did he regret it?Because I have investigated and suspected Zhan Xingchen?

Qi Feng shook his head secretly in his heart, no, no, if he did it again, he still wouldn't be able to fully trust Zhan Xingchen, likes whatever he likes, but trusting...is too difficult.

Zhan Xingchen took a deep breath, trying to restore the oxygen supply to the brain to normal, and then got up steadily, but it turned out that he was still a little anxious.Zhan Xingchen staggered a step under Qi Feng's complicated gaze, Qi Feng repeated the action interrupted by Lin Chuxue just now, supported Zhan Xingchen, and said, "Sit down and rest for a while."

Zhan Xingchen quickly shook his head: "I'm not tired."

As a result, he shook his head and became dizzy again. Qi Feng finally pushed Zhan Xingchen back on the bed and sat on the bed semi-compulsively. Zhan Xingchen was like a kitten waiting to be forgiven by his master. Miss any of Qi Feng's expressions.

Qi Feng's eyes softened, and he said helplessly, "Why do you love to cry so much?"

"No, no." Zhan Xingchen immediately wiped away tears with the back of his hand, "I won't, I won't cry."

Qi Feng was silent for a while, but decided to confirm the reason why Zhan Xingchen was crying, and asked, "What did Huo Ting tell you?"

"Just... I told you everything, and, if you don't come, you just don't like me."

"that's it?"

"Hmm..." Zhan Xingchen hesitated. He didn't want to say it at first, but Qi Feng said that he can do anything but don't lie to him, so Zhan Xingchen still said uncomfortably, "And said that if you don't like I... let me go find him."

"But I definitely won't go!" Zhan Xingchen immediately answered, "Whether you like me or not, I will never go to someone else."

Qi Feng smiled in satisfaction, and deliberately asked: "Then if I really don't like you..."

"Why, why?" Zhan Xingchen frowned hurriedly, and asked, "It's me, what did I do wrong? I really have nothing else to hide from you, and I will definitely not be like this in the future... "

"Then if...you really don't like me anymore, I..." Zhan Xingchen gritted his teeth, summoned up his courage and asked, "Can I chase you?"

Qi Feng had mixed feelings in his heart, to be honest, he didn't understand Zhan Xingchen's intentions.

It is true that Qi Feng likes Zhan Xingchen now, and he is pursuing Zhan Xingchen, but this does not mean that he has no bottom line.Dare to keep showing favor to Zhan Xingchen precisely because Qi Feng knows Zhan Xingchen's feelings for him. If one day Zhan Xingchen loses affection for him, Qi Feng has no doubts that he will cut off this relationship immediately, and will never forget it for the rest of his life. See you again Zhan Xingchen.

In Qi Feng's view of love, Zhan Xingchen is the principle and the only one, so it is true to say that anything about Zhan Xingchen can be tolerated.But there is one thing that Qi Feng didn't say - Zhan Xingchen is unique to love, but love is very little to Qi Feng.

Too many things can be higher than love, so Qi Feng can't bear to give Zhan Xingchen such love, but Zhan Xingchen is willing to let go of everything to please himself, he doesn't even know the real self.

Qi Feng looked at Zhan Xingchen with Yu Hong's eyes, he really wanted to ask someone, why such a person who is afraid of getting angry and crying, has such great courage when it comes to love?

If you really brought him into your life, would he still be the same as before?

If he can't, and he is already ready to be with him for the rest of his life, how will this "farce" end?

Let him have no place in this city like everyone else?No, it's obviously impossible to do it. If you can't do it at this moment, if you really get to that step, you can't do it.

Qi Feng smiled wryly and shook his head, what the hell are he doing?

What is the significance of this kind of temptation for Zhan Xingchen?According to Zhan Xingchen's obedient and obedient character to himself, it would be easier to just ask for it instead of guessing.

"Xingchen, I have no position to be angry with you, and I have something to hide from you." Qi Feng changed his posture to ensure that he could see all of Zhan Xingchen's reactions at a glance, and then continued, "Some things I may not remember. It's very clear, can I ask Lin Chuxue to come in?"

Zhan Xingchen nodded blankly, his only purpose was to make Qi Feng not be angry with him, and for the rest, no matter what Qi Feng said, he would agree.

When Lin Chuxue knew that Qi Feng was going to confess, she wasn't as surprised as Qi Feng expected, but Zhan Xingchen's big eyes became uneasy for a moment—confess?confess what?

It was probably the first time Qi Feng spoke but he didn't know how to speak. After deliberating for a long time, he said: "Xing Chen, I told you before that maybe I'm sick too, remember?"

Zhan Xingchen blinked, that was what Qi Feng said when Zhan Xingchen admitted to Qi Feng for the first time that he had social phobia, but wasn't that to comfort himself?

"Ever heard of emergency barriers?"

Zhan Xingchen shook his head, Qi Feng continued: "I haven't been with you all this time, one is because I'm afraid of hurting you emotionally, and the other is because I'm afraid physically."

Zhan Xingchen still doesn't know why.

"There are many types of emergency disorders, but Qi Feng is quite special. It belongs to short-term amnesia caused by emotional control disorders." Lin Chuxue said, "That is to say, when encountering certain extreme situations, Qi Feng is likely to be out of control. Control your emotions, abuse, fight, and even kill, but you will forget the process afterwards."

Qi Feng was afraid that Zhan Xingchen would not understand the seriousness of this problem, so he continued: "It means that if one day I can't control my emotions towards you and hurt you with my hands, I will only ask you afterwards, 'Who hurt you' , instead of remembering that I did it all."

Lin Chuxue nodded: "I came today because Qi Feng was afraid that something like this would happen. He was afraid that he would not be able to control his emotions, including the fact that I rushed in just now because I misunderstood that Qi Feng had done something to you."

"Ah..." Zhan Xingchen struggled to figure out what the two of them said, nodded to himself, and said, "That's why you always... insist on chasing me and not being with me, because of this..."

"..." Qi Feng felt very troubled by the focus of Zhan Xingchen's attention, so he could only add, "Xingchen, this is not something that can be explained in a few words. You won't feel guilty at all, even if you are wronged, you can only bear it yourself, understand?"

Just as Zhan Xingchen was about to speak, Qi Feng said again: "No, even if you can't bear it, even if you tell me, I don't really feel it, understand?"

"I..." Zhan Xingchen opened his mouth and said, "Then I won't make you angry..."

"It's not a question of whether you make me angry or not. In other words, I don't know what will make me sick. Maybe you think it doesn't matter, but I suddenly exploded. This is unavoidable. " Qi Feng said, "I don't remember beating Huo Ting in the bar, that's why."

Qi Feng whispered: "Actually, I don't remember what I did to him at all."

"Ah, I see."

Lin Chuxue: "..."

Qi Feng: "..."

Qi Feng gritted his teeth: "Do you understand what I'm saying? I said..."

"Listen, I understand." Zhan Xingchen glanced at Lin Chuxue and then at Qi Feng, "Just... you tell me, you want to ask if I won't dare to talk to you because of your... this situation. together."

"No." Zhan Xingchen shook his head innocently, "I still like you."

Qi Feng thought about Zhan Xingchen's countless attitudes after hearing these words, but he never thought about this one. Where does a person who is usually so soft and sticky get so much courage?

"Liking is not enough." Before Qi Feng could speak, Lin Chuxue suddenly said, "You know about the car accident four years ago, right?"

Qi Feng was taken aback, but Lin Chuxue didn't expect Lin Chuxue to suddenly bring up that matter. Lin Chuxue continued: "That day our car was pinched from front to back, and there was no way to hide. It was obviously an accident deliberately arranged by someone, but the driver in the end was just Charged with DUI."

Zhan Xingchen received Lin Chuxue's message in shock. Qi Feng was interrupted by himself in the middle of what he said last time. What was deliberately arranged... Zhan Xingchen had no idea.

Lin Chuxue blinked slowly, as if observing Zhan Xingchen, and as if thinking about whether to continue afterward, Qi Feng frowned, as if realizing what Lin Chuxue was going to say, and simply said: "At that time The accident happened just two days ago, and the driver had not been detained during the investigation, so that was the first time I had an emergency obstacle.”

Qi Feng said: "I don't really remember the situation at that time. I only know that I was still in danger in less than 48 hours after the operation, but I ran out of the hospital."

"After that..." Qi Feng paused, as if he didn't really want to bring up that disgraceful past, Lin Chuxue snorted and took the words, "If I hadn't found Qi Feng to stop him, he would have died with that driver. "

"I could barely move one leg at the time, so I found that man with crutches and beat him to the ground, convulsing and foaming." Qi Feng said, "However, even if I can clearly describe the process to you now , nor in my own memory, she told me afterwards."

Qi Feng motioned to Lin Chuxue, another person involved, and continued: "So I still don't think that any disability on that person's body is related to me, because I don't remember."

"I don't even remember where I hurt her when she stopped me." Qi Feng glanced at Lin Chuxue and said by the way, "Although you didn't tell me, I know it's impossible."

Lin Chuxue shrugged: "The bumps and bumps are nothing serious."

Qi Feng knew that Lin Chuxue couldn't tell the truth, so he didn't intend to force him to ask. He just turned his gaze back to Zhan Xingchen. Zhan Xingchen and Lin Chuxue received two almost identical gazes at the same time, and Zhan Xingchen stirred awkwardly. Pointing his finger: "What do you want me to say?"

Qi Feng said seriously: "You can say whatever you want, even get angry."

"Then I... I said it." Zhan Xingchen met Qi Feng's gaze carefully, and asked, "Well, about Huo Ting... No, no, those things I kept from you, are you not angry?"

Qi Feng was startled, huh?Is this the subject of discussion now?

Zhan Xingchen: "If you don't get angry anymore, can you sign the contract..."

"Contract?" Lin Chuxue looked at the two people inexplicably. She didn't think that Qi Feng would reach any business cooperation with Zhan Xingchen. Qi Feng was also puzzled by this point, and asked with a frown, "What contract?"

"It's just... the contract for proof of property..." Zhan Xingchen whispered, "Sign, sign that, to prove...I won't touch your money."