Chapter 3·The Grudge·Our Home

Song Chao realized that he was a little timid, and he had already retreated steadily before he even asked him why he ran over suddenly.

It's not that he doesn't want to be a brother with Shangxi. For many years in the past, he felt that he had done a good job, but after receiving the diary, all the fortresses collapsed overnight. When you know that the person you have liked for many years is indeed I really like myself, even if I shouldn't, I'm afraid no one can maintain reason.

So now he and the man on the other side of the bed wearing a camouflage vest and holding the quilt are facing each other.

"You want to sleep here?" Song Chao had a headache.

"It's us."

Song Chao was dumbfounded. When did the idiot become so succinct and brazen?

"Then I'll sleep on the sofa." Song Chao picked up the pillow and wanted to leave.

"Can't sleep."

Song Chao blinked, "How come?" Shangxi's inability to sleep does not mean that he cannot sleep.

Shang Xi had already started spreading the quilt, without raising his head, he said, "There is no room for two people."

Song Chao: "..." Where's the face?

The room was silent, Song Chao cursed himself secretly, it was only nine o'clock, why did he subconsciously turn off the lights?

It's as if you want something to happen to you.

Although the heating was turned on in the room, the quilt was still a bit cold, and Song Chao's hands and feet were prone to coldness. At this moment, it seemed that the blood in his whole body was rushing to his heart with tension. He could only hear the violent beating of his heart in the silence.

"What are you doing?"

The peach blossoms in the Song Dynasty opened their eyes wide open, and wrapped themselves in the warm body temperature that could be felt even under the quilt.

Shang Xi turned sideways and embraced Song Chao who was rolled into spring pancakes, his quilt was covering the two of them.

Even though he was still separated by the quilt, Song Chao inexplicably felt the firm texture of the man's arm, how many times the movement was repeated in his dream...

Stop!

Song Chao hurriedly dispelled the reverie in his head. Normally, he would naturally be willing to think about it, but he was so close, he really didn't want Shangxi to find out that he had any strange reactions...

"Song."

"...En?" Song Chao trembled, and Shang Xi's warm breath patted on his ear.

Song Chao didn't dare to turn his head to look at him, because the classic plots of movies and novels would definitely kiss him later.

"Chaochao, do you... still like me?"

Song Chao thought, he would rather repeat the classic plot, at least he can get rid of this ghost problem.

Like it?Song Chao couldn't tell, but actually the closest contact between them was the time when Shang Xi kissed him after he was drunk. They didn't even meet each other in the next 17 years. He once wanted to wish his descendants a happy life. , the future is bright.He also tried to go on a blind date, and he didn't want to spend his whole life guarding someone who didn't belong to him.

But don't you like it?He is not interested in those men and women. Someone wanted to introduce him to someone. He thought for a while and said, he should be three centimeters taller than himself, so that he can kiss with him if he raises his head slightly; if he can carry himself on his back, he feels safe; Handsome, but you have to have good facial features and a straight nose bridge; don’t be short-sighted, kissing is too troublesome; it’s better to have been a soldier, have a sense of justice, have good marksmanship, be good at fighting, and be able to fight for yourself...

The buddy who listened to his speech looked helpless, "If I want to know this kind of thing, I will leave it to you? I don't believe you know it, and if you know it, you will let it go?"

Song Chao blurted out, "Of course I..." Before finishing speaking, he flattened his mouth, "Drink."

When that buddy had already found a high-quality lover, and the two were inseparable, Song Chao was still single.

At a party, the buddy was drunk and fell on top of his tall boyfriend and asked him, "Are you still thinking about your brother soldier?"

Song Chao responded subconsciously, and only recalled the incident after waking up from the wine, sighed and restrained his love thoughts.

***

I don't know how long Song Chao has been thinking wildly, and the arms holding his body tightened, Shang Xi's voice was a little hoarse, "...you don't like me?"

I can't see the face, and the voice is pitiful, as if it was the boy who refused to apply medicine and wanted to eat fried rice more than 20 years ago, and the big boy who pulled him away 17 years ago, and the boy who shouted to see him on the phone 12 years ago Little by little his majors overlapped...

Song Chao pursed his lips, "I..."

Shang Xi suddenly covered his mouth, "Forget it, let's go to sleep."

After a day of ups and downs, Song Chao gradually fell asleep under the strange but familiar temperature and smell of that person.

After a long time, in his dark and sweet dream, a voice came in softly, "... Chao Chao, can you like me again?"

***

Song Chao looked at the ceiling in a daze, pinched his neck, felt a little dizzy, and the quilt next to him had turned into a regular block of tofu...

Tofu cubes? !

What about Sang Hee?

Song Chao suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of grievance, didn't he just not answer you?Why did you leave without even saying a word?

I ran out with bare feet, but saw that the person who thought he was leaving was wearing a ridiculous apron, and the tall figure covered the pots and pans in front of him tightly, as if eggs were being beaten in the pan, making a sizzling sound Sounds and bursts of aroma.

Shangxi looked back at him when he heard the voice, frowned, biting an unlit cigarette, his voice was a bit vague, "Go put on your shoes."

Song Chao nodded in a daze, and walked to the door to get a cotton mop by himself.

When Shangxi turned the spatula over, the egg was turned over, sprinkled with some soy sauce, and a beautiful sunny egg appeared in front of Song Chao.

"Drink milk, I added sugar."

Shang Xi cherished words like gold, but his hands were unambiguous at all, and he poured down two bowls of noodles in a short while.

Song Chao drank warm milk, poked the sun egg with his chopsticks, and a warm orange color flowed out of it, which seemed to be just like his mood at the moment, bright and joyful.

It's a pity that the person on the opposite side answered the phone and told Song Chao helplessly that he was going back to the military area and the car was waiting for him below.

That warm night followed by a beautiful morning was like comforting his 17-year lonely Huang Liang dream, but when he saw the person standing at his door again half a month later in the Song Dynasty, he finally realized that it was not a dream, but his group. The red thread that has become a ball of yarn is finally about to start unraveling.

Every time Shangxi came to his place, he didn't stay for too long. At the beginning, Song Dynasty would be uncomfortable with the two of them sharing the bed, but later he could calmly tell himself that he slept together when he was a child, but Shangxi Xilai's timing was always in good time, often when he got off the operating table and was too lazy to move, that person would fall from the sky, with a built-in chef's housekeeping system and a bed warming function, it was really impressive.

So when Song Chao looked at the chandelier above his head that was darkened on one side, he yawned, thinking drowsily, let Shang Xi come to change the light bulb next time...

This thought dispelled all the drowsiness in Song Dynasty in an instant. In the past half a year, Shangxi's performance could not be chasing himself like boiling a frog in warm water?So he is a frog boiled in warm water?

No, that must be the Frog Prince too, Song Chao touched his face in the mirror and told a cold joke.

***

"Why, haven't you brought him back yet?"

Old Master Shang sipped the tea from the teacup Song Chao gave him last time and asked.

Shangxi's footsteps paused, "I'm pursuing him."

Mr. Shang choked on a sip of tea, "Xiao Chao has someone he likes?"

Shangxi frowned and didn't like this assumption from the bottom of his heart, he thought for a long time and said, "No."

Mr. Shang coughed again. His eldest son was cute and silly when he was young, but he changed after he got married. Cheng's current face doesn't even have an expression... At first, he thought it was his son who had grown up, but he didn't expect it was just a dead heart...

Sighing, he adjusted his reading glasses. The old man felt that if he knew about this at the beginning, he would have shot the idiot. Even if Shang Ming's mother had picked on him when she was about to leave, it would have cost him about the same amount of time. It took four or five years to accept that his son didn't like women, and the person he liked was Song Chao, whom he had raised as a son since he was a child. But after he figured it out, he felt that Shang Xi and Song Chao were so innocent.

When he was young, his love and love had long since passed away in the war-torn years, but every time he saw the Song Dynasty who was laughing and talking freely, he would always pick the time when Shangxi was not around to see him, watching him use the study as a bedroom, and never sleep all day long. Shang Xi, who had a smiling face, felt unspeakably uncomfortable in his heart.

"You're so silent, who knows what you're thinking?" The old man hated iron but felt that he was probably the first father in the world to teach his son to chase after his boyfriend.

"he knows."

Grandpa Shang: "..."

Mr. Shang said earnestly: "I am teaching you to chase your daughter-in-law, be more romantic and considerate, and don't bring the army's tricks to you. You are against your daughter-in-law, not your class enemy."

Shang Xi frowned and thought about it carefully, and finally determined that his attitude towards the Song Dynasty was not towards class enemies.

"Speaking of which." The old man sighed and rubbed his temples, "You have time to chat with Shang Yu."

Shangxi frowned, thinking of the mess that his eldest son had made up before, and a few playboys from Xu's family who made up a leather bag company and wanted to get involved in the military business. Now that the old man mentioned it, he also told him The old man explained the ins and outs of calling Shang Yu over and scolding him last time.

As a result, the half-life old man was so angry that he slapped the table directly.

It was Shangxi who calmed down, "Dad, I will talk to him, but...would you like to take Shang Shuo with you."

The old man narrowed his eyes, "Are you dissatisfied with Shang Yu?"

"Yes." Shang Xi nodded, "As a father, I can tolerate his youthful recklessness, but if he is your promising successor, I don't worry."

Although their family is not ordinary, Shangxi and his father have always been very close, and he has no habit of playing tricks on his own father.

The old man took another sip of tea, "I want to know the reason."

Shang Xi frowned, "Shang Yu is too much like Xu Qing."

The old man was dumb, but said with disapproval, "I know you don't like that woman, and neither do I, but the child is innocent, and he is your child, so you can't blame them."

Shangxi laughed, "If we talk about children, none of them were born under my expectations, but I will not blame them. You are right, they are also my children. If you really resent, the last three The child is the accident, Shang Yu... After all, this is what I agreed with the Xu family at the beginning."

After a pause, he continued: "After Xu Qing left, I talked to Shang Yu, and I also talked to him about Shang Yu's incident with Shang Ming. I don't know who taught him those things, but it's so shameful. At least I won’t use it for my family. I won’t let him go to his grandpa’s house, and this is the answer he gave me.” His leather bag company was set up with a few cousins ​​of the Xu family .

"Dad, the Xu family has too much heart."

Mr. Shang took a sip of tea and fell into deep thought. Marriage and being controlled by others are definitely two concepts. The Xu family did some small things to Shang Yu...

"Why is it Shang Shuo and not Shang Ming?" Old Master Shang once again stopped Shang Xi who was about to leave.

"Shang Ming is not suitable." After speaking, he turned and left to go to the study.

As he walked through the long corridor, he thought of the pale woman who always smiled and said, "Promise me that he will grow up in peace, that he will leave the vortex of power, and that he will be happy and happy."

He thought that sometimes a person's strength does not always depend on her appearance, but on her heart.

Xu Qing is used to being aggressive, but Shang Xi sees the bravado of arrogance in her, and sees the insecure selfishness under her appearance as she walks among the flowers.Where is Shang Ming's mother?She is as soft and weak as a dodder flower, and she hardly left the bed after giving birth to Shang Ming, but after this woman left, everyone found that they underestimated her, the old man didn't pay attention to her, but she pried it open The old man's mouth made the old man slightly shaken about the matter between him and the Song Dynasty.The Xu family didn't take her seriously, but she made Shang Ming stand up steadily in the Shang family, protected by Mr. Shang, and pained by all the uncles.Shangxi hated her for sneaking in, but because of her sincerity, it finally turned into four words—fate tricks people.

Shang Xi has tried his best not to let the relationship between himself and Xu Qing affect the children, but with little success, at least he knows that Shang Yu is resenting him, and Shang Xuan and Shang Shuo, although their births are questioned by all parties She was born under the eyes of Xu Qing, but she spends too little time with Xu Qing, so her personality is more like herself and the old man.

He still remembered the morning when he had a splitting headache, looking at Xu Qing who was wrapped in a wine-red bathrobe, he felt disgusted from the bottom of his heart.Xu Qing smiled arrogantly, "Tell me, if the person you miss finds out that you slept in my bed again, what do you think will happen to him?"

Shangxi resisted the urge to vomit and washed himself from the inside out with a cold face, "What are you going to do? I don't think you like me."

"Oh, I don't like you, so what? Just because I don't like you doesn't mean you can think about others."

Shangxi was dumb, clenched his fists, and restrained his urge to hit the woman, "What do you want? I remember that when we got married, we said it very clearly. You should first bring it up and play your own way. If one day you want to be free, you can get a divorce. That's something everyone knows."

"Then let's divorce now."

"Okay." Shang Xi didn't even blink, turned his head to get a document from the safe, and threw it in front of her, "Sign it."

"You..." The red wine glass in Xu Qing's hand tilted, almost spilling the wine all over the floor.

"We have been independent in property since we got married. If the child stays, I will give you your child support, but it will be paid at one time. You will not be welcome in the Shang family in the future."

"I... I am Shang Yu's mother!"

Shangxi showed a sneering smile, "Oh? Take the child to meet his lover, leave him alone for three hours, and then turn around and tell him that I'm looking for a woman behind your back? Is this your way of being a mother? "

"Xu Qing, I don't know what resentment you have about this marriage. You are unwilling, and I am even more reluctant than you, but if you are unwilling, you should go to your parents who decide your marriage, not me. This marriage is a marriage between two families." , I’m afraid you don’t want to see the two break up.”

Xu Qing bit her lips tightly.

As for the two accidental little lives, although Shangxi hated the accident deeply, it did not prevent him from loving his children.

As for the woman who didn't even have confinement after giving birth, she left a letter and signed the divorce agreement and eloped with a foreigner. What was left behind was a Shang Yu who didn't want to listen to anyone's explanation, who lost her life at birth. The mother's two children and a rich and powerful circle who were abuzz because of this incident.

Shangxi felt that he never knew what Xu Qing was thinking, just like he didn't know what his eldest son was thinking either, and he could only get more paranoid thoughts after all the reasoning.

Closing his eyes, he suddenly missed Song Chao, thinking about those beautiful peach blossom eyes and asked him worriedly, what's wrong with you?

……

"what happened to you?"

"It's nothing."

"The voice is not right, is there anything bothering you?" Song Chao's voice was a little worried.

"Chaochao."

"……kindness?"

"sorry."

"You... what are you talking about?"

"I miss you."

"..." Song Chao closed his eyes, and there was another person stepping on the red carpet in front of him, who called him and told him that he was getting married again.

"Shang Xiaolang."

Shang Xi was stunned, Zhan Lang was given to him by others in the army, and the domineering and majestic name came to Song Chao's mouth every time - Shang Xiaolang.

"You didn't apologize to me. I stayed where I was not for you, but for myself. We made no promises or agreements. Shangxi, you never apologized to me." Song Chao admitted for the first time that he left in disguise because of I like Sang Hee.

Shangxi clenched the phone tightly, and his breath became stagnant for a while, this is, to draw a clear line with him?

Song Chao's voice came over, "So don't embarrass yourself, you did what you should do."

The muzzle of the cannon was facing him, and Shang Xi, whose heart was never beating halfway, could only hear the beating sound of his heart beating out of control at this moment.

"I want to buy furniture next week, are you coming?"

***

"I'm very satisfied with you, what do you think of me?"

Song Chao looked at his friend helplessly, cleared his throat and said to the person opposite, "Sorry, I have someone I like."

The man opposite showed obvious disappointment, "Then let's be a friend first."

Song Chao smiled, "Sorry, my boyfriend tends to be jealous, and Mr. Yi will find one that suits you."

The mature man put away his phone and raised his eyebrows, "I'm sorry, with all due respect, are you sure your boyfriend is suitable for you? Really don't want to try with me? I just want to settle down now, and I can see that you also want to be stable." People who live, can your boyfriend give it to you?"

home?Song Chao lowered his eyes.

***

Shangxi's next week's trip finally missed the appointment because of the drill, and when he went to S City again, fine snowflakes had already begun to fall and melted at the touch of a touch.

"What color do you think the furniture is good for?"

From the bottom of his heart, Shangxi didn't want Song Chao to buy furniture, which meant that he would really settle in S City, but he still couldn't just talk to him casually, and said after a long time, "White."

Song Chao frowned and said, "Really? I'm afraid that the room will be arranged like a hospital."

Shang Xi raised the corners of his mouth, "White is better."

Song Chao in his impression has always been a very clean person, even if he did something bad, he would make people angry. He was dressed in a white coat, which never stood out from him, and only had the feeling that this person should wear white by nature... He I remember that when I asked Song Chao to be the best man, I was stupid enough to ask him to wear a white suit.

At that time, Song Chao said with a smile, "That's not acceptable, white is for brides."

But I never understood the meaning of it.

"... Chao Chao."

"Huh?" Song Chao turned his head.

"White looks good."

"Okay, then it's white." Song Chao's peachy eyes smiled crookedly.

***

Song Chao reported the data to the waiter and set a delivery time.

"Do you want to buy a house?" Shang Xi pursed his lips.

Song Chao was still drawing design sketches in his mind, and said absently: "Huh? Oh, I chatted with others that day and felt that I was about to settle down."

Shang Xi's heart sank.

"Chao Chao, call."

Song Chao's voice came out through the water mist door, "You answer it for me, just say I'm taking a bath."

Shangxi pressed the answer button, and without waiting for Shangxi to speak, he said bluntly: "Hey, Song Chao, I think the buddy from that day was pretty good, he was interested in you, he is handsome and reliable, and he said he would give it to you." Your family, you can find such a good place wherever you go with a lantern..."

Shangxi only felt that his heart was tightly clenched by a palm.So... Did the Song Dynasty start to decorate their home?With a man he doesn't know...

Amway, who was still eloquent over there, was the blind date partner who died without a problem last time.

Shang Xi interrupted with a hoarse voice: "Sorry, Song Chao is taking a bath, I'll ask him to call you later."

"Eh——?! You're not Song Chao? Ah Chao is taking a bath?!! Wait, answer my question first." The voice suddenly became mysterious.

Shang Xi is not in the mood to chat with a stranger at all now, but seeing that he has a good relationship with Song Chao, he can only answer patiently, "Say it."

"Are you a soldier?"

"Yes, it's okay. I'll ask him to call you later. Goodbye." Shangxi hung up the phone in a bad tone.

The person holding the phone on the other end of the phone was dumbfounded, "Brother Bing!!"

His lover is not happy, "Brother soldier? I can hug you even if I have never been a soldier."

"Who told you this?" He cast a glance at the man, and said mysteriously lying in his lover's arms, "Tell your friend that he is useless." His expression became gossip again, "Binggege, the Song Dynasty is mysterious Brother Bing finally appeared."

***

Song Dynasty sent Shangxi to board the plane, Shangxi hesitated to speak several times.

He asked curiously, "What's wrong?"

Shang Xi pinned his wind-blown hair behind his ears, he admitted that he was selfish, he always wanted to abduct Song Chao back to the capital, to the place where they grew up, he always felt that Song Chao was more reluctant to go back and prove him The knot in my heart became heavier, and I chose to forgive and not blame for some things, but it did not mean that I could face it with ease. This was the case with Shangxi, and it was the same with Song Dynasty.

But now he regrets it, he really wants to tell Song Chao, can you not talk to that person, I can also give you a home.

But when the words came to his lips, he couldn't speak them.

"Chaochao."

"kindness?"

Shang Xi took out the wallet on his body, took out all kinds of cards in it and stuffed it on Song Chao.

Song Chao didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "What are you doing? I'm rich."

Shangxi watched pitifully again that all the cards he sent were returned.

Song Chao straightened his clothes, "How old are you, and you still look like a child, so it's not that we haven't seen each other anymore? Or are you saying that you won't come next month?"

"Can I still come?" Shangxi blurted out.

Song Chao blinked, "Of course." He waved his hand, indicating that it was time for him to queue up.

When Shang Xi was about to enter the security check.

Song Chao suddenly shouted his name.

Shang Xi made a wrong step and left the team.

Song Chao seemed to be running back, his voice was panting.

"Shang, Shangxi..." Song Chao rubbed his cheeks with his hands and seemed a little nervous.

After taking a deep breath, he took out something from his pocket and quickly stuffed it into Shangxi's hand.

"This is?" Shangxi felt something in his palm, his eyes were stained with surprise, and his mouth opened.

"Cough... this is... the key to... the house." Song Chao was a little shy, but since he said it, he stopped coddling it.

He originally wanted to talk about it next time, but when he retreated to the end of the line to watch Shangxi go through the security check, he realized later that he thought that Shangxi was just confessing his love to him?

Song Chao spread his hands, "Give me the card, and I will have half of yours."

Shang Xi hurriedly stuffed the wallet.

Song Chao was actually teasing him, but looking at Shangxi, Song Chao took his wallet and it looked like a big pie fell from the sky.

He couldn't help laughing and said: "You are really..." As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he felt that he didn't seem to have any position to talk about Shang Xi.

Don't talk about anyone, two big men in their 30s, you look at me and I look at you, no one speaks, just laughs all the time.

Shangxi entered the gate, turned around and waved to Song Chao, and spread out his palm, it was a key that Song Chao was holding profusely, Shangxi could imagine how nervous that person was when he handed it to him,

His court.After chewing the four words repeatedly, Shang Xi felt as if his heart was tied to a hydrogen balloon, soaring into the sky with a whoosh.

He put the key on the inside of his belt against his chest and pressed it, with an unconcealable smile on his face.

If Song Chao were here, he would definitely pat him on the head and say, "Stupid."

Although the expression on his own when he sent the plane off was not very clever.

Well, our home.

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