Long and short feet

When Ran Xinyang opened his eyes, Ran Xinhai's face was close at hand, and he had an illusion that they were actually young, they didn't understand anything, and they didn't remember anything.

He is four years older than Ran Xinhai, but he is cared for like a younger brother. Although his physical defects have caused him a lot of injuries, these injuries will heal quickly under Ran Xinhai's care.Sometimes, Ran Xinyang is full of gratitude to Ran Xinhai, and this kind of gratitude will make him do everything for his own good.

"Xinhai, wake up."

Confused, Ran Xinhai hugged Ran Xinyang even tighter, and even hummed a few times as if acting coquettishly, Ran Xinyang smiled helplessly, then pushed Ran Xinhai and said, "Get up soon, I'm going to cook, you get up and wash up Go to school quickly."

"En...brother...brother...are you awake?" Ran Xinhai quickly withdrew his hands from Ran Xinyang's waist when he woke up, then sat up, looking at Ran Xinyang helplessly.

"Well, I'm going to cook, you get up quickly and go to class." Ran Xinyang said while getting dressed.

"No class today, Sunday."

"Oh, I forgot, well, you sleep more, I'll cook first."

"Brother, you should sleep for a while, it's still early."

"No, you go to sleep." Ran Xinyang put on his coat and went outside.

"Brother, are you worried about what I will do to you?" Ran Xinhai's voice sounded frustrated, he drooped his head and dared not look directly at the person in front of him.

"No." Ran Xinyang was not worried about anything, but he would inevitably think of embarrassing things when he was awake.

"I know, brother, I won't come to you in the future, when we forget those things, let's see you again." Ran Xinhai took a deep breath to suppress the sadness in his heart.

"Xinhai, it's not like this. The relationship between us is still the same as before. It hasn't changed. Do you understand?" Ran Xinyang turned and looked at Ran Xinhai seriously. There are grudges, there are some traces that cannot be erased.

"It hasn't changed? Brother, you lied to me, how could it not have changed?" Ran Xinhai raised his head, his eyes were melancholy, and he looked at Ran Xinyang with pain on his face. He has been trying hard to recover, has been trying to rescue him, but in the end he was dying together with him .

Silence was like an invisible wall built high between the two, Ran Xinyang sighed in his heart and said: "Xin Hai, we will all forget it, it's just a matter of time, as long as we don't mention it, nothing will change, trust me, okay?"

"Forget, don't mention it, hehe, brother, I know how unworthy my feelings are, but I really like you. I once wondered if I made a mistake, but I knew I didn't. Of course, I I also know that my feelings are against ethics, so I won't embarrass you."

"Xinhai, in the same way, don't embarrass yourself. It's impossible for us." After Ran Xinyang finished speaking, he walked out. The moment he closed the door, he breathed a sigh of relief. Many releases, Ran Xinhai's feelings cannot be touched, and his refusal is the antidote.

In the dark room, Ran Xinhai buried his head in the quilt and panted heavily. The sadness in his heart was about to burst out. Although his eyes were sore, the tears refused to flow down stubbornly. He raised his head and exhaled. Take a deep breath, then lie down and hide the whole person under the quilt.