heroine everyday

Dear Mother:

Mother, I've arrived at Yeyi's Mansion!I was supposed to write to you a few days ago, but too many things happened and I was in a hurry, so I delayed it a little.

It's been a month since I wrote, and I know you're going to ask me how I'm doing again.Don't worry, I'm in good health, I seem to have grown a bit taller than when I was at Dongfang's house, but I don't have leg cramps or anything in the middle of the night, I feel so lucky.

Tell you about the Yeyi Mansion where I went to school?Dad is super bad, he already knew my class, and he didn't tell me. I didn't know that no friends were in the same class as me until it was reported!ah!When Dad comes home, you must help me punish him, and help me vent my anger!That mischievous Ouyang Weiwei was assigned to Class Chen, Dong Fangque was assigned to Class Yin, and I was assigned to Class Mao.Hehe, it is said that Chenyi class is talented, our class is local talent, and Yin class is genius.The little sparrow is really powerful...

Yeyi's Mansion is quite big. Xu Qianting, who I told you before, is also in Yeyi's Mansion, and she happens to be in the same class as Ouyang Weiwei, so she is very destined.On the first day of reporting, she led us around the school. It was very beautiful and there were many places for activities.If you want to come over, I can also take you around our school~ Over the past few days, I have been able to recognize my way a little.But I haven't gone out for a stroll in Yeyi City yet, let's wait for a while, after I get familiar with all the affairs in the school.

In fact, this time I wrote this letter because I wanted to ask my mother about something else, which has bothered me for many days.

On the first or second day of school, we had a school-wide competition.I didn't get very good grades. My (crossed out) senior (crossed out) classmate Moore said it was because of my lack of actual combat experience, and it would be good to fight a few more times.I believe that by the time I get home, I must have become very powerful.Ouyang Weiwei's grades are not bad. He is No.1 in their class. It can be seen that he has grown up a lot with his father's travels.What bothers me is the sparrow...well, I don't mean she lost the fight or anything, on the contrary, she won, and she won beautifully.

Of course I'm not jealous of her grades, I'm just... How should I put it, I always thought that the two of us were already friends who talked about everything.In the past three months, I can already see a little bit of meaning in just talking about her every move without talking about anything else.As you can see from the letter before I left for school, I really like this friend—although she is really reticent, she has always listened carefully to my words, which makes me feel and believe There is a spiritual communication between us.However, the facts don’t seem to be like that. What happened on the second day of the competition made me feel that I may have been too self-indulgent all along.

You also know that your daughter is a chatterbox and loves to worry about others.After I started communicating with Xiaoque, I felt that Xiaoque should not hate me for worrying too much. After all, I have not shown boredom in taking care of her all the time.But that day in the competition, I told her to pay attention to safety. (cross out) Xiao Que (cross out) Xiao Que, she will obviously use a very powerful invisibility technique!But she didn't use it, she insisted on using a very bloody illusion of feigning death (I don't know, it seems to be a kind of illusion that can make people hallucinate.), and she didn't tell me in advance!I really thought she accidentally bumped into the enemy's sword!

I felt a little hurt, and I also felt that the blood that spewed out didn't fly to the enemy's face, but to my face, which made me feel the burning pain on my face!

To be honest, I didn't hide from her, she knew almost everything about me.However, it wasn't until that day that I discovered that reticence meant that I knew almost nothing about her.This unequal emotional contribution made me feel a little tired in my heart.

I said it, mother, don't laugh.I really feel that I have experienced the hard work of being a parent, "working hard" (actually it is not that exaggerated, but I really worked hard) to take care of her, but she quietly gave me (crossed out) a The big news (crossed out) made such a big battle but didn't inform me in advance, or let me be mentally prepared or something!I'm (crossed out) as dumb as everyone else! (cross out) at a loss!Is this because in Dongfang Que's heart, I have the same meaning as other strangers! ?A person who is not worth telling her not to worry about herself, a person who I don't want to tell her that I won't get hurt at all, maybe I am such a person in Dongfang Que's heart?

Now that I think about how I felt at that time, I still feel very sad.At that time, I really wondered if I was really too self-righteous, and I also thought that although Xiaoque was not bored with my care all the time, she did not show joy.At that time, I thought, maybe it was Xiaoque who quietly endured it because of her own upbringing, or for the sake of my father, she couldn't fight with me too stiffly.There wasn't even a clear emotional exchange between us!It's all about me talking about what I like and what I don't like, but Xiaoque has never expressed an opinion in this regard.It was always because I thought she would like it, so I gave it to her, and Xiao Que just accepted it politely.

The more I think about it, the more I feel like a failure.

Later, Xiaoque said that she didn't do it on purpose, but just out of habit.I don't quite believe it. I think this is the excuse she made, and it's a not very clever excuse.The old man said that Xiaoque had been protected in the most hidden place of Dongfang's house, and it was only this year that she stepped out of that hidden place for the first time!What happened to such a young lady who really didn't leave the door and didn't go out, what happened to make her get used to letting herself appear in front of the enemy with such a terrifying death scene?It can't be that Uncle Yu will never die every time he fights with her, right? ? ?

But what I want to ask my mother is not this matter, but another matter.What I just said is the prospect summary!

It's like this, although I've been very sad these days, but maybe I'm used to it, I can't help but pay attention to Xiaoque, I obviously don't want to see her again...I'm angry with my own eyes!Angry with my hands, my feet are all unbelievable!Although I think Xiaoque lied to me and didn't tell me the truth, but these days Xiaoque seems to be really trying to save me?I'm not quite sure if it's just my self-indulgence again...

Because in the past, I was the one who took Xiaoque away.Of course I don’t want to go with her these days, but Xiaoque is still following me silently. She doesn’t even seem to be cultivating. Every day except following me is following me, (cross out) I feel as if I know what to do Wrong puppy~ (cross out) I feel very guilty!Obviously she didn't regard me as a friend!It's not that I didn't regard her as a friend! ! !Even Ouyang Weiwei thought it was my fault, me, me!I can't find any adjectives to describe what my mood looks like!Anyway, I don't want to see Xiaoque for a short time!But as soon as I saw Xiaoque abandoned by me and lost her way in the chaotic crowd, I couldn't help but go back to find her...

Mother, tell me, Xiaoque, is she just not used to not having such a nosy person like me to take care of her for a while, isn't she trying to save my friendship?But she refused the maid's service again, maybe it's not because she's not used to it, but because she's really trying to keep me?No, no, I really can't think about it anymore, if I continue to be so self-righteous, I will look down on myself!

But Xiao Que seems to be really acting. She used to call me only a few times a day, and sometimes she didn’t call me once a day. Now when we go back to the room and there are only two of us, she will call me in a low voice. , And reached out to hold my hand!This is not my carelessness, is it?It should be what I mean?

But, but!If you really care about me, you should tell me, instead of playing me around! (Strike out) I really cried at that time! (cross out) I was really worried about her at the time!Then he lied!Unforgivable!How can you be so perfunctory among friends!It's good to find a more reliable reason!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! !Mom, help me analyze it, am I thinking too much?Is Xiaoque really trying to keep me?Or should some privacy be given between friends, and I shouldn't be so stubborn about this matter?

Mother, tell me, should I get along with Xiaoque? ? ?

Gu Ling

(A small note is attached)

By the way, mother, please help me to remake some of the balas I wear. I seem to have grown up a little bit, and it is a little tight.None of the maids I brought to the school can do what I want, and you are the best, mother!Make two more like the ones I wore when I first started to grow. I seem to have accidentally touched the little sparrow this morning and it started to grow... I just don’t know if she wants it or not.

The author has something to say:

Gu Ling was talking about bra, so she is wearing a bra now, and then she is wearing a bellyband and a middle coat.It is really well protected ORZ

In fact, she is not used to the feeling of emptiness!

Readers, tell me, do you want to get together?

I don't know if this chapter shows Gu Ling's psychological journey?A kind of entanglement and anxiety of a girl, after all Gu Ling is just an ordinary girl.No matter how careless a girl is, she will have her own slender nerves, and if she just pokes it, it will be a violent storm.Gu Ling is now in a state of being very unconfident but doesn't want to really separate from Dongfang Que, very confused.

Thank you Mo Shang, Mobai officials and Xiao Luo officials for the land mines~ What? (??`?)