Qu Yan felt that it was all his fault, wishing to turn back time, but Li Heng took all the faults on himself instead.

Doing so made Qu Yan even more guilty and distressed.

"Heng Heng, it's not your fault, it's all my fault, let's not talk about it, okay?" Qu Yan squeezed Li Heng's hand, and said softly: "Are you hungry, I'll cook noodles for you. "

Li Heng hadn't eaten Qu Yan's cooking for half a year, and remembering the days when he went home every day, he really wanted to eat Qu Yan's cooking noodles.

It's a pity that Qu Yan is now a sick person.

"Forget it." Li Heng said, "Let's talk about it when you're better. I'll order takeaway."

Li Heng ordered a few light dishes, and while waiting for the takeaway to be delivered, he said to Qu Yan solemnly, "Now let's talk about Jiang Yuqiu and Sun Yujia's taking the bait, and about quitting drugs."

Li Heng looked like an interrogator. Qu Yan fixed his eyes on Li Heng, raised his hand to touch the corner of Li Heng's eye, and said distressedly: "The corner of his eye is red from crying, please take it easy. I am the same after eating." Tell you."

After eating, Li Heng was afraid that Qu Yan would regret it after eating.

"No, tell me now." Li Heng slapped Qu Yan's hand away and asked him, "What does it mean that Jiang Yuqiu has already taken the bait?"

"I asked a reporter before to help me find out about Jiang Yuqiu's derailment. I found some people. I sent her photos of her and those people one by one. She seems to be unable to sit still recently."

photos?

Qu Yan actually came up with such a trick.

"Oh." Li Heng gave a thumbs up: "Then you must have someone Jiang Yuqiu cheated on?"

"I'm not sure." Qu Yan shook his head and said, "Do you still remember the time I met you? I was going to meet someone. Zhao Zhiming, the young owner of Jiang Yuqiu's company, is probably the person Jiang Yuqiu cheated on, so I went to find someone. Unfortunately, Zhao Zhiming has too many lovers, and his family is not sure if he has anything to do with Jiang Yuqiu. The clues are broken here, so I want to use an empty plan to let Jiang Yuqiu show his feet."

Send the photos to Jiang Yuqiu one by one. The person she reacts the most or doesn't respond at all may be the person Jiang Yuqiu cheated on.

"When I reached an agreement with her before, I asked her to announce who she was cheating on if she missed the appointment. She seemed to be very resistant. Maybe what happened back then was really a thorn in her side."

"I think Zhao Zhiming is the most likely one. Someone will send me the photos of Zhao Zhiming and Jiang Yuqiu the day after tomorrow. I'll see them later."

"Success, let's take this matter for a while, what about the drug withdrawal." Li Heng immediately wanted to get angry when he mentioned this.

He held back and didn't want to explain, and finally went to eat sustained-release tablets, which is simply an idiot.

Li Heng is still angry, but now is not the time to be angry enough to ignore Qu Yan.

These things are half related to him, and Li Heng can't ignore them.

The point is, seeing Qu Yan like this, Li Heng really couldn't bear it.

If he doesn't go back to the country, he just doesn't want to see Qu Yan, for fear that he won't be able to hold back, and he will stick to him again.Unexpectedly, after hiding for half a year, in the end, he would end up with a soft-hearted life after seeing Qu Yan's life is not good.

"I will quit the medicine." Seeing Li Heng's face darken, Qu Yan knew that he felt uncomfortable when talking about this matter.

"I was thinking to solve Jiang Yuqiu as soon as possible, so that you don't have to face these troubles after you come back. I was wrong."

"Excuses." Li Heng rolled his eyes: "You are all excuses, you never thought about me, never thought about discussing with me to solve these things. I remember when you were still on the boat, I said, Promise to Jiang Yuqiu first, and discuss what to do after I go to meet."

"Yes, they are all excuses. I didn't think about it. I promise, I will quit the drug."

Even if he and Li Heng respected each other as guests for the rest of their lives, Qu Yan didn't want him to run away from him again.

"Okay, what you said, I'll watch you from today on." Li Heng looked at Qu Yan suspiciously.

"Well, you look at me."

"Well, I'll discuss with her what to do when the doctor comes tomorrow."

Quitting drugs was not an easy task, it was too tough and Li Hengan was afraid that Qu Yan's body would not be able to bear it, and Qu Yan had already lost a lot of weight.

For dinner, Li Heng ordered something light, but Qu Yan had no appetite, so he drank some white porridge.

Li Heng packed the leftover porridge in a thermos bucket, fearing that Qu Yan would be hungry at night.

After dinner, Li Heng went upstairs to call Xu Qianwei and asked if he had sent Lian Qing to his place of residence. Xu Qianwei said yes and helped him buy some things.

Then Li Heng told Qu Yan's situation again, Xu Qianwei was silent for a while, and asked Li Heng: "So you are planning to forgive him now."

"Yeah." Li Heng said, "Seeing him like this, I really can't bear it."

"After listening to you say so much, Qu Yan is not really sorry for you. I can only say that what happened to the two of you is really nonsense." Xu Qianwei sighed helplessly: "Now that he has quit the entertainment circle, solve the problem." You should be much better after these things. I can also see that without Qu Yan, you are a walking dead. Last time I saw you, you were in a bad mood. If this is the case, you can think about it yourself, and I don’t say what."

"Well, don't worry, I have a plan in my heart."

"That's it. Even Qing's side is in the same neighborhood. If you're too busy, I can take care of her for you first."

"Well, go if she needs help, I'll give her a call later." Hearing Qu Yan go upstairs, Li Heng glanced outside and said, "That's it first, I'll go and see Qu Yan."

"Well, hang up."

Li Heng hung up the phone, Qu Yan came up from the living room, stood at the door and asked, "Heng Heng, do you want to go back and see Lian Qing?"

"No, Xu Qianwei will take care of her for me." Li Heng saw that Qu Yan was only standing at the door, stared at him for a few seconds, and asked, "What are you doing standing there?"

"I'm going to sleep in the guest room, take a shower and go to bed early." Qu Yan smiled, looked at Li Heng and still couldn't hold back, walked into the room, took Li Heng's hand, lowered his head and kissed his forehead: "Heng Heng ,Good night."

"You don't sleep here?"

Qu Yan paused, smiled and said, "I'm afraid you might feel uncomfortable."

Li Heng was taken aback for a moment, thinking that he might really feel uncomfortable, "Well then, just call me if you feel uncomfortable."

"OK, good night."

Qu Yan walked out of the room, looked back at Li Heng, and closed the door.

Li Heng stood there for a few seconds, then went to the closet to find clothes to take a shower.

It was only after nine o'clock after taking a shower, and Li Heng was lying on the bed without any sleepiness.

There was the smell of Qu Yan on the bed, the difference was that the smell of the perfume seemed to be weak, the smell of the perfume that Qu Yan used to used seemed to be tainted with a smell of medicine, sticking to the quilt.

Li Heng turned back and opened Qu Yan's bedside table. The sustained-release tablets were still inside, and there was also a bottle of ordinary painkillers.

Li Heng didn't know much about LSD. He didn't know how much Qu Yan suffered from the pain, but he was inexplicably startled when he saw these medicines.

Cancer patients and patients after surgery, those who can't stand the pain, will use sustained-release tablets.

How much pain does Qu Yan have?

Li Heng turned on his phone and searched for LSD, and followed every website from beginning to end. After reading it, he didn't feel sleepy at all.

There was a flea in my heart, and it was itchy and painful to be poked.

With such a horrible drug, it's no wonder that Qu Yan couldn't bear to take sustained-release tablets. If the dose was higher, Qu Yan might have gone crazy.

The room next door was very quiet, Qu Yan seemed to have fallen asleep.

Li Heng turned off his phone and got off the bed, walked around the room twice with bare feet, feeling more and more uneasy.

What if Qu Yan felt uncomfortable at night and couldn't hear?

Li Heng scratched his hair agitatedly, then carefully opened the door and went out.

There was still a light in the crack of the door, Qu Yan was not asleep.

When I saw Qu Yan in the morning, he was sleeping and took sleeping pills. Could he be unable to sleep now?

Li Heng looked at the light coming from the crack of the door, and suddenly asked himself in his mind: "Are you planning to say goodbye to Qu Yan after he quits the medicine, or do you want to rebuild the old one?"

Li Heng struggled for a long time, thinking it should be the latter.

Living without Qu Yan for the past six months, Li Heng felt that he couldn't bear it any longer.

Since they wanted to be together, it meant that they had to accept the fact that Qu Yan slept with someone else.

Li Heng sighed and put his hand on the door lock.

We can't all sleep separately in the future, that's boring, it's better not to be together.

"Forget it." Li Heng sighed and pushed open the door.

Qu Yan lay on the bed with his eyes open, and when he heard the door knocking, he glanced towards the door and sat up from the bed: "Heng Heng, why are you still awake?"

"I'm afraid you won't feel well." Li Heng closed the door and went to the bed, pulled the quilt back and lay down: "Sleep."

Qu Yan's body shook violently, moved a little to the side, thought for a while and then moved back, hesitantly stretched out his hand to support Li Heng's shoulder: "Heng Heng, you don't have to do this, I will tell you if I feel uncomfortable."

"Shut up!" Li Heng raised his hand to turn off the light: "Are you going to sleep?"

Qu Yan looked at the bulging quilt in the dark, stretched his hands back and lay down after a long time, and slept on the side of the bed with a large part of Li Heng separated.

Li Heng felt the air coming from his back and felt pain in his heart. He asked Qu Yan: "Do you want me to leave after you quit the medicine, or do you want me to stay in the future?"

Qu Yan didn't answer, he didn't know how to answer.

Li Heng's meaning is very clear. If he wants to leave, it's no problem to sleep in separate rooms on the day of drug withdrawal. If he doesn't leave, will it continue to be like this in the future.

"Speak." Li Heng turned over and looked at Qu Yan.

Qu Yan held the quilt with his hands, and his heart was tightly held together.

"I don't want you to go." Qu Yan said: "But Hengheng, I really don't know what kind of mentality I should use to keep the same as before. You can't even stand the scandals I caused, let alone something that actually happened."

Li Heng couldn't take it anymore, thinking of those ambiguous voices on the phone made him uncomfortable.

However, the self in the past six months has proved that it is not so easy to separate from Qu Yan.

No matter which way to go, it is equally difficult to choose.

"I think I'm crazy." Li Heng laughed, moved over to hold Qu Yan's hand, then moved a little closer to Qu Yan, put his arm around his waist, and leaned his whole body on his shoulder.

"I obviously can't accept it and feel sick, but I still can't bear it."

Qu Yan shook violently in Li Heng's arms, and a big hole was cut in his heart.

"Hengheng." Qu Yan turned over and pulled Li Heng into his arms: "What should I do, what should I do, what should I do to erase this fact, I will be driven crazy like you. Without you, I feel like I live like a moving corpse, but when I think of me and Sun Yujia..., I wish you would leave me and never look back."

Li Heng smelled the familiar smell, and the breath in his throat was close to suffocating himself.

What to do, do you want two people to torture each other?

Sun Yujia made this move really well, a perfect move.

Even if the two reconcile, there will always be a wall between them, which cannot be overthrown. This is Sun Yujia's brilliance.

"If I quit, will Sun Yujia be able to marry you naturally?"

"No." Qu Yan hugged Li Heng, his hands still shaking: "I promised her to hold the wedding until the child was born, just to delay until she gave birth to the child. The grievances of adults should not involve the child, the child is innocent of."

Li Heng can fully understand this sentence.

The child has made no mistakes, and once he has taken root, he has the right to survive.I have suffered enough, I can't be like myself after looking at a child.

"I won't let her succeed." Li Heng raised his head and kissed Qu Yan's chin: "I care so much, but I follow her way. She wants to get you, but I won't let her do it!"

Qu Yan flinched back a bit, was pushed back by Li Heng's shoulders, kissed to the corner of his mouth, and then rolled to his lips.

Missing him for half a year, the person he missed day and night, how could Qu Yan bear it.

Li Heng felt Qu Yan loosen, and immediately pushed his lips away: "Kiss me."

Qu Yan couldn't restrain himself, as if he knew that he was committing a crime but still committed it, he kissed Li Heng tremblingly.

Li Heng felt sick for a while, put his hands on Qu Yan's chest, and after a moment of recovery, he pulled Qu Yan back.

The discomfort in his heart could not overcome the physical desire, Qu Yan kissed deeper and deeper, and finally when he felt that he was about to be unable to restrain himself, he slowly let go of Li Heng and lowered his forehead to pant.

"I don't want to forgive you, but I can't find a reason not to forgive you." Li Heng said, "I can't let go."

"Hengheng." Qu Yan's eyes were sour, his heart was instantly filled with a huge flood, and the embankment would burst immediately.

Li Heng felt Qu Yan's scorching tears on his face, and his heart melted.

This is Li Heng, seeing Qu Yan cry for the first time.

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