mountain snow

"Ning Ye?" Yue Sheng repeated these two words in a low voice, looking a little confused.

I have said "I am Ning Yi" in front of many people, but when I heard Yue Sheng say these two words, I felt strange and unpleasant.

It seems that Ning Ye is another person's name, but my name is still Yue Shanxue.

"Brother!" I was in a hurry to explain, but I was out of breath because I just finished dancing.

I should have told him about the stage name when we met at the train station.

No, I should have said it when he called me.But I just forgot.

A wave of panic welled up in me.

I'm afraid he will blame me.

The name Shanxue was given to me by him, when I was young, I didn’t even have a name.Later, when I grew up, I realized the preciousness of this name more and more. It was like a vow witnessed by snow-capped mountains.

And I changed my name without him knowing.

Will he be sad?Will you be disappointed?Or did not react at all, just feel lost?

Yes, it must be a loss.Otherwise, he wouldn't be looking at me like this now.

My heart is beating extremely fast.I must explain.

"Brother, listen to me." I went back to the dining table, anxious and nervous, sweat dripping down my cheeks, "I didn't mean to change my name behind your back, I called before signing the contract, but I couldn't get through ,I……"

Yue Sheng suddenly took my glass, filled it with strawberry wine, handed it to my hand again, and said softly, "Don't worry, take your time, Ning Yi is the stage name given to you by the company, right?"

I looked at him in surprise.

He actually guessed it!

"Brother, I..." If he is angry, I can continue to explain to him, but there is no anger on his face, his eyes are calm and gentle that I am familiar with, I am even more speechless when he looks at me like this .

"There is no signal in the mountains." Yue Sheng said, "I understand."

My nose became sore all of a sudden, but instead of being angry, I became angry with myself, lowered my head and said, "I changed my name without telling you."

Yue Sheng smiled, "You will soon be 17 years old, you are an adult, you should learn to make your own decisions."

I raised my eyelids and looked at him, "Ke Shanxue is the name you gave me. Brother, are you really not angry?"

Being good to Yue Sheng is a skill I have learned since I was a child. I know that I am a bit despicable, but I just can't help showing weakness on purpose so that he will pamper me.

"You just got an extra stage name, and it's not like you're abandoning Shanxue." Yue Sheng scalded a few more pieces of meat for me, "Eat quickly, I won't be angry."

I pursed my lips and smiled, and told him a lot of things that happened recently, and pointed to the balcony as if asking for credit and said, "Brother, I came back to clean the balcony the day before yesterday, and the balcony was full of snow, I shoveled it all night to clean it. "

Yue Sheng kept adding food to me, "Then eat more."

The little sun was jumping up and down restlessly on my head, and I yelled at it, "If you jump again, I'll wipe you off!"

It wasn't even afraid, it croaked for a while, relying on my love for it, it pecked my hairstyle from the famous Tony into a mess.

I think I am very similar to Little Sun in the point of being arrogant.

Didn't I act like a baby to him unscrupulously and make demands on him because of Yue Sheng's doting on me?

It's New Year's Eve soon, big stars have jobs, and we trainees who haven't debuted yet are given a holiday.Ji Chi and Qi Sheng were going on vacation abroad and asked me if I wanted to go with them.

Of course I won't go.

What's so good about foreign countries.A place with Yue Sheng is better than sunshine and beaches.

We spent a peaceful and warm Spring Festival at home. Yue Sheng learned how to stuff sausages and smoke bacon with the aunt next door, and I was there to help.

There is a string of bacon sausages hanging on our balcony, and I feel grounded and happy just looking at them.

After the seventh day, I started to get busy.Yue Sheng was about to prepare for the trial lecture after school started, so I returned to Xingteng.

Brother Qin said that the company plans to let us officially debut in the summer vacation, and add one more member to the original five members. The group name has already been decided, called SORA.K.

Although there are still five months left before our debut, it is not easy for us. We have to practice dance, record songs, and do business. Every day is full of time. It is difficult for me to go home, let alone go back to the dormitory.

But fortunately, Yue Sheng has already returned to Xucheng, so I will call and send him a message when I have time, and hearing his voice is more effective than beating chicken blood.

Ji Chi was uneasy and kind, saying that I was chatting with my girlfriend.I immediately refuted, saying that was my brother.

Unexpectedly, he secretly took a photo of me, threw the phone to me and said, "I don't believe it, it must be my girlfriend, otherwise why are you smiling so sweetly?"

I was also shocked when I saw the sneak photo.

Is it this expression when Yue Sheng and I send messages?

Qi Sheng booed, saying that I will laugh like this when I make idol dramas in the future, and I will keep countless young girls' hearts.

I threw the phone to Ji Chi, and asked him to send me the photos after dancing.

At night, when I was so tired that I could sleep as soon as I closed my eyes, I quietly looked at this photo, and my drowsiness subsided a lot.

I narcissistically set this photo as my phone desktop.

In July, SORA.K debuted. I am the dancer and also the face.

In September, Yue Sheng officially joined Xucheng No. [-] Middle School.

Seeing him as a teacher, I feel that I no longer have to be afraid of him leaving me.He is in Xucheng, not going anywhere.

After my debut, I was busier than when I was a trainee, and gradually saw the complexity of this circle.

We made our debut with a song, but the song is far from the most important thing, the follow-up resources are.For artists like us, there are many stars, and debut is just a starting point.

Brother Qin has some resources, such as supporting roles in TV dramas, men's team talent shows, and dancer contestants.

Ji Chi and Qi Sheng were assigned TV drama resources, and Xiao Su, who was airborne, decided to participate in the men's team draft.Brother Qin took me out to dinner, met with the assistant director of Wu Zong, and booked a spot for me.

The other two people in the regiment have no resources.

I already know the backgrounds of Ji Chi and Qi Sheng. They came to the entertainment circle just for fun, and maybe someday they will go home and inherit the family business if they don't want to play anymore.I don't know what Xiao Su's background is.As for me, I and the two people who have no resources are "civilians".

I have resources, but they don't, it's just because on the basis of absolute strength, I still have a little bit of luck - Chen Xing is right.

But I was still too young at that time, and I figured out one truth, but I didn’t know another truth, that is, background is your confidence all your life, but luck is not.

SORA.K is a very loose group, except for the period when we first debuted, we were always together, and then we went our separate ways.

Ji Chi and Qi Sheng were speculating on CP while they were filming. I didn’t go back to Xucheng for nearly four months because I had to record a dance drama, and I even missed the Spring Festival.

Yue Sheng is in Xucheng, but I spend less time with him than before.

But I always have a clear goal in my heart, I want to be popular, earn a lot of money, buy the best villa, and move in with Yue Sheng.

So I am not afraid of hardship, and rehearsing all night is common for me.I know my strength, all I need is a chance to prove myself.

But the dance competition is not only about ability, but also about companies and connections.

Xingteng is a high-ranking company in the entertainment industry. If it wants to support someone, that person will definitely be popular.

Regrettably, Brother Qin did not win the company's "praise" for me. I ended up in the quarterfinals and failed to win the crown of the dancing king that should have belonged to me.

When I got home, I got into Yue Sheng's arms and cried aggrievedly.

No matter how tired I was during the game, no matter how cold I was because I had no background, I never cried.I'm 17 years old, I think I'm strong enough, I even know that this kind of thing will continue to happen in the future.

I want to be red more and more.

At night, after a long absence, I got into Yue Sheng's bed, insisted on sleeping with him, and asked him to tell me interesting stories about him in No. [-] Middle School.

He slipped his mouth, and I didn't know that he would go to the mountains to teach again during the summer vacation.

The teachers in No. [-] Middle School work very hard, and the winter and summer vacations are the only time for rest.I don't want him to be so tired.

"Brother." I repeated the words again, "I feel sorry for you."

Yue Sheng pulled back the quilt that I kicked away, "I'm not tired."

"You talk nonsense." I muffled, "How can you not be tired?"

Yue Sheng was silent for a while, "But people live a lifetime, while compromising, they should also do something they want to do."

I covered most of my face with the quilt, only showing my eyes.

I know what he means by "compromise".

Because of what I yelled at him last year before I ran out of the house crying.

Without me, he would not choose to teach in No. [-] Middle School.He compromised with me.

I had no position to say anything else, so I hugged him and told him my grievances.

He didn't say "then don't do it" or anything like that, he just told me not to let myself down.

During the irritating summer, a member of our regiment terminated his contract with Xingteng, saying it was for his studies, but the real reason was that he could not get resources.

When I debuted, I never imagined that SORA.K would fall apart less than a year after its establishment.And after Wu Zong, Brother Qin never gave me decent resources again.The popularity of the group is very different. Ji Chi and Qi Sheng have already gained many fans through TV dramas and variety shows, and many people love their CP.The worst one was the one who quit the group. Xiao Su and I were so-so, I broke into the top eight in the dance competition, and he was only one step away from his debut in the men's group draft.

None of us were successful, but not too much of a failure.

I received a message from Brother Qin, and he asked me to go to his office.I didn't know until I went that Xiao Su was also there.

Brother Qin showed us a plan.

Xiao Su glanced at me lightly and said, "I'm fine."

But I refused on the spot, "I don't want to fire CP."