mountain snow

What Yue Sheng meant was that becoming a star was my choice, and teaching in a mountain village was his choice, and neither of us should interfere with the other's choice.

But I don't follow, I don't understand!

He is my brother, how can he draw a line with me like this?

I don't want him to go to Yunshan County, I want him to stay in Xucheng!I said I disagree, shouldn't it be?

If he doesn't want me to sing and dance, he can also stop me.

Why do we say that this is our respective choice?

Why can't we interfere with each other?

I was so angry that I locked myself in the room until Yue Sheng knocked on my door and told me to eat, and I didn't come out.

"Brother." I was sullen for a long time, and finally calmed down a bit.

When I was young, whenever I acted like a baby, Yue Sheng would let me go.I know, he spoils me.

Then if I act like a baby with him again this time, will he promise me to stay in Xucheng?

From now on, he will be a teacher in middle school, and I will make records, film movies, and appear on TV.I can make a lot of money. I want to stand on the biggest screen in Xucheng and buy him the most expensive villa in Xucheng.

"Huh?" Yue Sheng put the plate with meat in the place closest to me as before.

The soup bowl closest to him is in the way.

"Brother." I looked at him eagerly, and my voice was very soft, "Don't go to Yunshan County, okay? You can teach in Xucheng, okay? I can't bear you."

Yue Sheng's gaze was so peaceful, like a lake without waves under the night sky, silently accepting the faint starlight.

"The notice has come down." He said, "I will leave in mid-September."

My heart sank helplessly.

I suddenly felt very wronged.

Why?If you say go, you must go, there is no room for negotiation.

"I was still there when you started school." Yue Sheng said again: "I will accompany you to report."

"I'm full." I didn't want to hear any more, I put down my chopsticks heavily, picked up my unopened bag and walked towards the door.

Yue Sheng asked, "Where are you going?"

"I'm going back to the dormitory." I didn't turn my head. "School is about to start. No one else is going to high school. Only I have to go to high school. I have to hurry up and train."

I couldn't hear what Yue Sheng said later.

I hastily closed the door and rushed downstairs.

The scorching wind at the end of summer hit my face, but it couldn't blow away my tears.

Where did I go back to training, the moment I turned my back to Yue Sheng, I started crying.

I cried for as long as I ran.

It gets dark late in summer, and there is light everywhere. I want to find a dark place to hide myself, but I can't find it.

Before I knew it, I ran to the commercial center that Yue Sheng brought me to when I first came to Xucheng.

On the giant screen at the side of the square, an advertisement for a popular male star was playing.I wiped my tears under the light of the screen, gasping for breath.

Many passers-by looked at me, and they didn't know why I was crying so sadly.

Even myself, I don't understand how I cry like this.

It was already midnight when I returned to the dormitory, and my roommate Chen Xing asked me why I came back.

He is two years older than me, not from Xucheng, and has been living in the dormitory.In the assessment that just ended, I ranked third, and he was even better than me, ranking second.

I didn't want to say anything, just fell asleep.

Outside the quilt, I heard Chen Xing say that those of us who are ranked in the top three may not necessarily be selected in the end.

I was so full of Yue Sheng that I couldn't listen to what he said.

In retrospect, I feel that even if I listened to it, I must not have cared about it.

I am good-looking, I dance the best, my voice is not the best, but it is one of the best, even I will not be selected, who else will be selected?

This may be called young and frivolous, young and ignorant.

On the first day of high school, Yue Sheng came to pick me up from the company dormitory.

I really wanted to see him, but I did see him, but it was awkward.

I really want to tell him, you see, your brother has lost a lot of weight these days because of too much worry.

In the past, I would definitely say.

But I got angry with him unilaterally, and the last time I acted coquettishly didn't work, so I couldn't open my mouth.

Yue Sheng was doing everything as usual, he even asked me if I wanted to eat Pizza Hut on the way.

When I was a child in Qingli, Dexter was the best fast food.After I came to Xucheng, I realized that besides Dicos, there are also McDonald’s, KFC, and Pizza Hut.

But I don't want to eat Pizza Hut at all right now.

The more normal Yue Sheng behaved, the sadder I became.

We had a fight, why am I the only one who cares so much?

After the registration procedures were completed, Yue Sheng stayed to hold a parent-teacher meeting for me.I peeked at him from the back door, feeling both proud and sad.

Proud that he is the youngest and most handsome parent.

The sad thing is that he wants to draw a clear line with me and go to teach in Yunshan County.

"Call me someday if you want to come back." After everything was done, Yue Sheng said, "I'll prepare your favorite dishes in advance."

I didn't do residential study, but I have to go to Xingteng to train every day after school and live in the Xingteng dormitory, so I can't go home every day like I was in junior high school.

I said angrily, "I want to eat sweet and sour pork ribs, boiled pork slices, stir-fried pork loin, roast beef with potatoes, and duck with sour radish when I go home for the National Day. Can you make it for me?"

Yue Sheng frowned and looked at me silently.

He doesn't look angry, but I know I'm making it hard for him to answer.

I bothered him.

But my head was hot, my eyes were red, and I refused to let go, "Brother, tell me, will you do it for me?"

We were deadlocked, and Yue Sheng said, "I'll make it for you when I come back from the Spring Festival."

I turned and ran.

"What's wrong with Xiao Shanxue? Didn't you always smile before, why are you always angry recently?" Ji Chi took advantage of the break and ran over to chat with me.

He is also a trainee. When there were still 35 people, he was assigned to me several times and knew me very well.

But he is average in singing and dancing, only one face is good-looking-but not as good-looking as mine.

I was afraid that he would be eliminated during the assessment at the end of August, but it was probably because he was lucky and performed well. Several classmates who were usually better than him were eliminated, but he stayed.

I originally planned to help him watch Wu more, otherwise he would be eliminated sooner or later, but because of Yue Sheng's matter, I was really not in the mood and ignored him.

"I'm not angry." I pushed Ji Chi's approaching face away, "Why are you sweating all over?"

Ji Chi smiled and said, "Because I worked hard."

He farts.

The least hardworking of all of us is him.

"Xiao Shanxue." Ji Chi said, "Do you have something on your mind? Tell me and my brother will give you advice."

The word "brother" means a lot to me. I only have one brother, Yue Sheng, and no one else is a brother.

After being glared at by me, Ji Chi smiled and avoided, "Xiao Shanxue is so fierce when she gets angry, you can take the beautiful and fierce route from now on."

Hearing this sentence, Qi Sheng was surprised and said, "What? Shanxue wants to take the route of beautiful breasts? Where did he get his breasts?"

I:"……"

In the blink of an eye, it was mid-September, and Yue Sheng sent me a message saying that he would leave tomorrow.I was standing at the bus stop outside the school gate, wanting to go back and see him, but I was still angry.

The bus I was waiting for was about to pull in, and when I didn't know what to do, Ji Chi sent me a message, saying that the dance teacher had extra classes tonight, and told me to hurry over after school.

When I came back to my senses, the car had already left.

Instead of going home, I crossed the road and got on the bus to Xingteng.

Three days later, Yue Sheng called me on a landline.I had no idea it was him when I saw the number.

He said that he has already arrived in Yunshan County, but the school is in a village below Yunshan County. The transportation and communication are inconvenient, and the mobile phone has no signal.

No one knows better than me what a backward village looks like.

Hearing Yue Sheng's voice, and remembering that he left such a place, but ran back by himself, my nose suddenly became sore.

I shouldn't be angry with him, I shouldn't go back and say goodbye to him before he leaves, he is the only one who loves me, how can I be angry with him?

"Brother..." I called him, "Brother."

Yue Sheng's voice was very gentle, "Huh?"

"Brother, take care of yourself." I tried not to cry, and said insincerely, "I support you to teach, and I will make sweet and sour pork ribs for me when you come back from the Spring Festival."

I heard Yue Sheng laugh in a low voice, "Okay, take care of yourself too."

I suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, "Where is the little sun? Do you have time to take care of it?"

"Gah-"

An ugly cry came.

"I wanted you to raise it." Yue Sheng paused, "Don't worry, it's also very adaptable here."

I feel guilty again.The little sun followed us from Qingli City to Yuejiazhai, and then from Yuejiazhai to Xucheng, and finally settled down. I should raise it, but I didn't pick it up because I was angry with Yue Sheng.

Yue Sheng seemed very busy, he only talked to me for a while before hanging up the phone, when I heard someone calling "Teacher Yue".

Saying goodbye to each other, I sat on the floor outside the practice room with my mobile phone in my hand, and buried my face in my knees.

It's only been a few days, and I miss him so much.

miss my brother.