I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

In a blink of an eye, the Spring Festival is over.

This Spring Festival I am extremely irritable, maybe as I am getting better and better, I finally know me and all my past; I don’t want to go home anymore, knowing that every New Year is not happy; the shadows of those past events floated leisurely in me mind

But I still listened to what my elder brother said, and followed my fourth brother home

The fourth brother picks up his sister-in-law at his mother-in-law's house

The night before, I had repeatedly told me not to speak casually or my sister-in-law would get angry.The night before yesterday, my sister-in-law and my fourth brother quarreled all night

I get up early in the morning

groggy all the way

Finally arrived after the sky turned pale, my aunt cooked dumplings for me,

Perhaps feeling the warmth of a family that I haven't felt for a long time made me very moved.I gave her the branded socks I represent.I regretted it later because it didn't feel worth it

Because when I got home, my fourth sister-in-law quarreled with me during the Chinese New Year, which reminded me that I used to live in a quarrel environment. Under the shadow, there was no love at all, it was all hurt.

It turns out that the past is all hurt

so clear now

The shadows of those past events are so deep (I still remember the time when I was kicked out of the house by my sister-in-law during the time when I couldn’t eat or talk in Suqian, took my key away and didn’t let me go home, and the time when I was kicked out of her house for no reason Homeless and at a loss on the street)

I finally know how lucky I am to have met you.catch you.

If you weren't here, I might have died long ago.

YZ, how much I miss you right now.Want you by my side, thank you for being by my side and keeping me alive

This winter is not so painful because of you in our life

I'm getting better, like you said, recovery is just around the corner, and I'm getting better and better.I'm getting more and more beautiful, as beautiful as ever

As I told you, I now know that the dance mat I bought many years ago is brand new, and I haven't had time to dance yet.And the clothes in my second sister's closet

For example, I have already started to know how to cook today. I fried lotus root slices for them on the morning of the quarrel.

Today I came to my niece, I was a golden partner with her many years ago, she would take me to Chu Street to eat my favorite potato noodles

I am always happy with her.

I am happy to think that I made two vegetarian dishes for her today

In the past, we often went shopping together and smeared each other.

The time with her is always happy. I have been covering her since I was very young. My hair is my niece. Edamame, peas on boiled yam leaves

let's play games together

Looking for fun in the mulberry field in groups

As I said to YZ, when I was very young, I picked mulberry algae and sold them. I ate them while picking them from the trees on the ground. Feed pigs, feed rabbits,

In those distant pasts, pain and happiness, no matter how hard it is, I don’t feel bitter, because I feel that there is old 5

Once all my dreams became stronger because of his departure

Later on, I didn't have a good life until today I lost my memory and got severe depression

I miss you very much

I am so embarrassed

I seem to have been abandoned by the world