I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

Maybe you'll never come, or how come you don't know come back to me 'Maybe you're bored.It's been 20 days now, maybe I'm not like before, I can't leave and have to find you, but this time, after I get better and better, I can't find you like before.I don't know, don't know, except don't know or don't know@

All my thoughts make me so silent, how much I want to touch your face, want your hug, want to do so many things with you.My YZ. I lost my memory three years ago, and my hair has grown again. Now my hair has grown to waist length. How about you come back?Don't leave me, forever?I pray to God that you will love me forever and stay with me until I die...I used to be dying and can't leave you. Now I love you and can't leave you...

In fact, I can still think: You can't blackmail me just because I like you, you always eat me to death, yes you said you were not allowed to make demands, but you always scare me, but I am really afraid of you but If you really go, I think I will let you go too,,,,,, I once promised you so