I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

I have him, he will give me the world!And you, finally became my world. YZ. I never wanted to be close to anyone in my life.Countless times, countless people have guided me to take only one step, and he will take the remaining 99 steps...  As for you, it turns out that now I have learned to walk 99 steps toward you, but I still can’t reach the end...

Or like what I said to you at the beginning, what do I want, I really don’t know, maybe I just want to overcome depression..., maybe I never thought I would fall in love with you, I fell in love with someone else It's one thing, something I can't control; like me, now, I'm standing in the shadow of my former self, in a daze, thinking of you, just thinking of you faintly... Maybe I'm telling you silently, I miss you, but I'll never reconcile like I used to be 'Cause I'm back to the same old way.During that period of amnesia, I even looked like a child, and now I have returned to the past.And at this moment I thought of 'When I can't help typing to you, stop me at the right time: go to sleep.And I used to be unable to understand at all, those many, many incomprehensible, finally have to pass