I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

I have waited for you too, maybe you have waited for me for too long; I just want to be your bride in this life, but maybe I will never be your bride.You saved me?I rely on you?Or did you wait a long time ago?Or are you my lifesaver?So much so that I now think I'll never see you again...or that you never came.Otherwise, how could I start to be in a trance.To be your bride I've passed everything through life and death just to meet you.Who do you love the most in your heart, I love you the most in my heart, and it finally ends with my lips and teeth.Because the more time passes, the older I get, the more I recover.The me who used to be cold, the childishness and innocence of amnesia, I will finally disappear day by day as I recover day by day.But I can laugh when I meet you, the only man in this world who can make me laugh, now I am a little at a loss, at a loss, at a loss