I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

Today all the positivity and all the courage in the past suddenly disappeared.At this moment, I really want to leave completely.

What a cruel reality, this is the first time I have quarreled with my eldest sister since I grew up.I am so thankful for what she said everyone hates you.

I don't understand the kind of blatant accusations, this picture is like many years ago, how much I want to live freely.From the moment she smashed the duck eggs that Dad prepared for her in front of me, I knew that this was life

Even the quarrel was watching my mentally ill mother put her arms around me and said she was facing me.

I don't know why I could communicate with her calmly at that moment

When I asked her why she stopped me, she said I couldn't beat her.

Actually I don't know what I did wrong, everyone hates me.

I'm tired, only my mother doesn't hate me.Oh, but I cried inexplicably when I saw it

Yz. I'm finally recovering day after day and finally decided to let you go, you're tired of it; actually I've had enough too

Who knows what the future holds?I don't want to meet you again, I still miss you in this life

Life made me cry quietly, I recovered, but I can never go back to the past

I will never look for you again, and I will never leave the room to meet you again.

I never dared to tell you how those difficult days came to you little by little.

Walking here, I feel like I want to stop everything.This is the last time, I will never look for you again

I loved you

in the past

in hell

in the cloudy sky

In the sky of every city I go to

I'm really tired by myself, it's okay to rub shoulders with you.

2017-6-23 Forever.