years and years
Chapter 89
Today is Thursday, fortunately there is no class.Shuci stayed at home all morning, and whenever You Yezhi appeared in his line of sight, he stared at him closely, wishing to say happy birthday to him hundreds of times, but he knew he couldn't say it yet.
The rain stopped outside the window, You Yezhi came back from the balcony and met Shuci's eyes.
You Yezhi stopped and stood in the living room, with his mouth slightly pursed, his brows frowned, his head tilted, he looked at the book and said, "You are very strange today."
"Huh? What's wrong?" Probably too obvious, Shu Ci knew, "It's so cute?"
You Ye was stunned, but couldn't help laughing again.Go to him and sit down: "I always feel that you are weird today."
Shuci said: "No."
"To be honest, you haven't moved after sitting here for a long time." You Yezhi took a sip of coconut juice, thought for a while and then said, "You seem to be waiting for something."
"Ah, is there..."
Shuci felt a little guilty, because he really couldn't wait to go to Bai Xingxing's house to make cakes.
You Yezhi looked back at him: "And you always look at me."
"You look good." Shuci didn't change his face, and started talking nonsense, "I heard you calling my husband in your sleep last night."
"..." You Yezhi almost choked on a mouthful of milk, coughed for a long time, then looked back at the book uncertainly, "Did I really yell?"
Shu Ci still kept his face unchanged, and nodded: "I heard it really, that voice is so soft, and you are acting like a baby. You only call my husband when you say, what did you dream about last night?" ?”
You Yezhi's face turns red and turns white: "...But I didn't dream about you last night."
"..."
"Did I really yell?"
Seeing that he was still thinking about it, Shuci became more and more suspicious of himself, he stretched out his hand to hold You Yezhi's hand: "Okay, I didn't dream that I still called me that, it means you love me enough."
You Yezhi frowned again and pouted, staring at him without speaking, as if he was still thinking.
"Okay." Shuci coaxed softly, "Call it, I'm your husband."
You Yezhi's thoughts turned at least eight times: "...do I have a problem with talking in my sleep?"
Why did he become serious again, Shuci couldn't help laughing, and said with a smile: "No, I'm just kidding you."
You Yezhi's expression changed, and he kicked him.
When cooking at noon, Shuci was washing vegetables beside him, and he didn't leave after washing, standing aside and watching You Yezhiqie.His eyes slipped away from the white and slender fingers, and slowly stopped on You Yezhi's well-defined side face.
Every time he looks at You Yezhi, he wants to sigh that he is handsome, even though they can see each other and fall asleep hugging each other every night.But every time I looked at this person carefully, I felt like I was amazed when I saw him for the first time.
He was watching intently, and You Yezhi turned his head slightly to meet his gaze. The person who had been expressionless outside, squinted his eyes and stuck out his tongue at him at this moment.
Suddenly, Shuci's heart was hit, and waves of hot current flowed through his heart. The smile on his mouth became wider and wider, and finally he couldn't stop laughing out loud.
You Yezhi knew what he was laughing at, and saw that he was laughing harder and harder, and couldn't cut any more vegetables, so he stopped and looked at the book with a helpless expression.
As if the switch was touched, the laughter would be contagious, You Yezhi looked at him for a while and shook his head, then finished cutting the vegetables with a smile on his face.
Unexpectedly, after Shuci stopped, he laughed again after a while, You Yezhi couldn't help it: "Stop laughing."
"I can't think about it." Shuci said, "You are too cute just now."
He is a 24-year-old big man, so big, he was praised as cute, You Yezhi took a deep breath: "Go and read, don't stay by my side."
Shuci didn't seem to hear: "Spit out another one and let me see."
"Spit out your head."
"Ah, stick out your tongue and let me have a look." Shuci leaned towards him, whispering seductively, "Just like just now, slightly."
After he finished speaking, he learned it again, and You Yezhi couldn't help but curled his lips and smiled when he saw it, because, really, it was so cute.
This joy lasted for half an hour, Shuci would always laugh while eating, and You Yezhi stepped on his foot under the table to stop his smile.
Shuci took the last bite of his meal: "I have a class in the afternoon, and then I will go to Professor Song to ask about the postgraduate entrance examination. I may come back later."
"... Oh." You Yezhi responded, "How much later?"
"nighttime then."
"……Oh."
Seeing his reaction, Shuci clicked his tongue.You Ye's attachment to him is beyond imagination. Although he really wants to stay at home and watch a movie with the two of them, laughing and playing, but today's life is very important, so you can't be sloppy.
After finishing cleaning the dishes, he turned around and saw You Yezhi standing not far away looking at him, and walked over to coax him: "It's only one afternoon, are you waiting for me at home?"
"Yeah." You Yezhi nodded, looked out the window, the sun was coming out, but he was still worried, "Take the umbrella."
"Okay." Shuci took the umbrella, changed his shoes, stopped before going out, and looked back at You Yezhi.
Actually it wasn't like this before.No matter how much You Yezhi clings to him, he won't be the same as he is now, knowing that he has a class, he still doesn't give up watching him go out.
Shuci thought, although You Yezhi didn't say anything, maybe he also wanted to stay and spend this seemingly ordinary day with him.
My heart softened, sour and sweet.Shuci walked to You Yezhi's side and kissed the bright red lips, it seemed that all the unspoken emotions were left between the lips and teeth, lingering in each other's hot and chaotic panting, and finally swallowed back into the stomach with saliva.
The phone rang, probably a colleague in the store sent him a message.
Shuci let go of him, ended the frequent kiss, and said, "Wait for me at home."
You Yezhi's eyes recovered and he watched him walk out of the house.
He took a taxi and reported the address of Bai Xingxing's home, and turned on the phone, not only was there a message from his colleague, but also a message from Bai Xingxing, asking if he had gone out.
He went back one by one, and when he got off the bus, he saw a person getting off the bus not far away. It was his former colleague Wang Minghao from the dessert shop.
Shuci turned to him and said, "Here it is!"
Wang Minghao got out of the car and ran over, saying, "It's pretty close."
"My friend's house." The two of them walked into the community, Shuci said, "Please come and come and have dinner with us in a few days."
When they were in the store before, the relationship between the two was okay, and Wang Minghao had been in the back kitchen, so he didn't have much time to talk to him.He groaned and scratched his head: "It's a small matter... But I won't go for dinner, it's not suitable."
"What's inappropriate, you've seen my friends before." Shu Ci said, "They don't look easy to mess with, but they are actually very nice."
Went downstairs to the unit, Shuci went in and pressed the elevator, Wang Minghao thought for a while and asked, "You made the cake for your girlfriend, right?"
Shuci thought: "It's for the object."
"Oh--"
The elevator stopped with a "ding" and slowly opened.The door of Bai Xingxing's house was open, probably the door was specially reserved for him, but before he reached the door, he heard footsteps getting closer, and a figure of Bai Dian came out.
She specially left the door for Shuci, her eyes were wide open at this time, with an uncontrollable excitement on her face: "Brother Shuci."
"En." Shuci responded, went into the room to change his shoes, looked around, "Where's your brother?"
"he--"
"Coming!" Bai Xingxing came out of the room and greeted Wang Minghao when he saw him.
Shu resigned to unpack the express delivery, all of which were needed for cakes, he bought a lot, Wang Minghao looked at it and said, "Why did you buy so many, these few are not needed."
"I don't know either." After taking apart the book, they looked at it, "But it's better to buy more than less."
"If you have money, don't you want to spend it?" Wang Minghao then put the bag in his hand on the ground, and took out all the tools for making cakes in the shop.
There were spatulas and serrated knives, Bai Xingxing looked at it and said, "Fuck, I'm well prepared."
Wang Minghao said, "Heat the milk."
Bai DianDian stretched out her hand and said, "I'm coming!"
Shuci was about to crack eggs, Wang Minghao said: "Separate the egg yolks and whites into two containers. There should be no water or oil in the container where the whites are placed, otherwise it won't froth after a while."
Bai DianDian stretched out her hand and said, "I'll come, I'll come!"
"Ah, then you can do it." The book was handed to her, and she ran to sort things out.
If you don’t do it, you don’t know. Once you do it, you will find that there are many steps, which are very cumbersome, and you must be very careful not to make mistakes.Do not put more or less, for fear of bad taste.
After fully mixing the egg white and egg yolk batter, according to Wang Minghao's instructions, pour the mixed cake batter into an 8-inch cake mold, and gently shake the mold on the table twice with your hands to release large air bubbles.
"And then?" Shuci asked.
Wang Minghao said: "Okay, it can be baked in the oven."
"for how long?"
"About an hour."
For a while, I concentrated on making bread, and the time passed quickly, and it was almost two hours.
There was nothing to do during the baking period. Wang Minghao wiped his hands and asked him, "I never thought you would put so much effort into dating and make cakes by yourself."
Bibliography: "Hmm..."
Wang Minghao thought for a while: "Why have I never met your girlfriend, and you haven't posted on Moments, when did you get together?"
Shuci smiled, and only replied: "Send it."
Bai Xingxing gnawed on the apple, took other fruits and passed them over, and said, "It's gone, take a closer look."
Wang Minghao took the fruit, and really took out his mobile phone to look carefully. This person must be very straight, but he didn't find the ambiguous photo of the two boys. He raised his head and said, "I didn't see a girl."
Shuci did not speak, Bai Xingxing pointed to the cabinet not far away: "Look at that."
Looking in the direction he pointed, Wang Minghao finally saw a Nendoroid that was out of place, quite large in size, and carefully packaged among various antique vases and jade stones.
He recognized one of them, pointed to it and said, "Oh, that looks like you, Shuci."
Bai Xingxing said: "That's him."
Wang Minghao: "Oh——I said so."
Only then did he take a closer look at the Nendoroid next to him. He was short-haired, black-clothed, male, and seemed familiar.
"Wait..." He squinted his eyes and thought for a while, then turned on his phone and went to Shuci's circle of friends.The clothes of the person in the photo don’t match, but the face is very similar. Wang Minghao’s eyes widened in a blink of an eye, and he suddenly realized, “He he he he!!! Shuci you you you——”
This look is a bit funny, and Bai DianDian couldn't help laughing out loud.
Shuci nodded: "That's what you think."
Wang Minghao was shocked and remained silent for a long time.Bai Diandian said: "My reaction was similar to his at the time."
Before Bai Xingxing finished eating an apple, Wang Minghao's shock finally subsided, and he let out a long sigh of relief.
"As for?" Shuci couldn't help asking.
"No, Shuci." Wang Minghao said, "Because you are too, too, what, too—"
Bai Xingxing helped him find an adjective: "What a man, he looks like a straight man of steel."
"Yes!" Wang Minghao nodded heavily, "I never expected that you would...that's why I was so shocked."
Shuci said: "Nothing can be said for sure."
"Too."
Several people chatted for a while, then resigned to cut the fruit, and the bread was ready. Under Wang Minghao's supervision and guidance, there would be no mistakes. Sure enough, the bread was round and delicious.
Shuci took out the whipped cream bought online for a few hundred yuan, and beat it with an electric egg beater. After it was ready, spread the cream on the cake embryo, and then put in the cut red dragon fruit.
Next, use a spatula to spread a layer of cream on the side of the cake, but Shuci is a novice after all, so he can't smooth it evenly. In the end, only Wang Minghao can complete this step.
Then came the most important step, mounting flowers.
Shuci said: "There is no fruit on it, let's leave some space to write a few words."
"Okay." Wang Minghao nodded, "The flower frame should be smaller."
After resigning from the book, I found a few stickers in the courier box, cleaned them up and pasted them on the pure white cream.Bai Diandian focused on watching from the beginning to the end. After seeing clearly, he said, "Coconut tree?"
"Hey—" Bai Xingxing rubbed his arms, "I really know how to play."
Mounting flowers was too difficult, so Wang Minghao gave him a demonstration first, and in the end Shuci did it all by himself, squeezing cream around it for decoration.
Wang Minghao asked him: "What kind of characters do you want to write, you can do it yourself."
"Yeah." The blank space is just that big, Shuci thought for a while, and wrote a sentence, "I wish my brother a happy birthday every year."
This sentence stunned the three of them, Bai Xingxing asked suspiciously, "Who is Niannian?"
Wang Minghao asked: "Are you dating your brother?!"
Shuci didn't want to explain, and said, "Don't make random guesses."
There are three small coconut trees posted next to a birthday greeting, and the diction looks quite satisfactory.Simple and cute, I chose the simplest one for mounting flowers, so as not to make it too ugly.
It's getting late, and it's getting dark outside.Shu Ci patted Wang Minghao on the shoulder: "Thank you, you have worked hard."
Wang Minghao was very enthusiastic and said it was all right.Bai Xingxing went to the room and picked up a bag and handed it to Shuci, saying, "Help me hand it over to Designer You, and you must say it was from me."
Bai Diandian also came out with a packing bag and said, "I really don't know what to give as a gift, so I chose some gadgets. I bought them abroad before, and they are quite interesting. You can give them to him for me."
"Why are you so polite." Shuci was about to put the cake into a carton.
"I'm sure you don't have to be polite with you, but game designers are different." Bai Xingxing said, "He's your date, and it's his first birthday, so you have to express it anyway."
When it was finished, he checked the diction again, turned his head and patted Bai Xingxing's shoulder, then turned to Wang Minghao and said, "I invite you to dinner in a few days."
The gifts from the others were still at Cheng Cheng's place, and Cheng Cheng made a special phone call and delivered them over, and they talked for a while at Bai Xingxing's house.Shu Ci glanced at the time, it was almost seven o'clock in the evening, it was really late for him, the main reason was that he was afraid that You Yezhi would be waiting in a hurry, so he was anxious to go home.
Shuci said: "I'm leaving, Cheng Cheng helps me get things."
"it is good!"
Cheng Cheng followed him with the Nendoroid, and together with Wang Minghao, the three of them took the elevator out of the building together.
After saying goodbye to Wang Minghao, he resigned and took a taxi by the side of the road, with a cake on his lap, very cautiously.He pondered for a while in the car, then sent a message to You Yezhi: What are you doing?
The other party replied quickly: Waiting for you.
Shuci clicked his tongue, with a rippling smile on his lips, but he still didn't forget the business.
Ci: I want to eat that fried chicken in the shopping mall on the south side. I'm not on the way. Why don't you go out and buy it?
.:When will you come back?
Ci: On the way back, you will go home directly later.
.:good.
There was a bit of a traffic jam. After arriving at the place, Shuci looked at the window on the third floor. It was dark. You Yezhi probably had gone out.
Cheng Cheng delivered it to the place and left. Shuci put a bunch of presents at the door, took out the cake and put candles on it. Only two numbers, 18, were inserted.
Counting the time in his mind, he turned off all the lights, went back to the room and looked down.After a while, You Yezhi came over, carrying a bag of fried chicken in his hand, and looked up at the window to see if he had come home.
Shuci knew that his heart was sour and then sweet, he went to the living room and lit the candles quickly, then went to the kitchen and squatted down.
The door was opened, as if he didn't expect that Shuci hadn't come back yet, You Yezhi didn't turn on the light, took out his mobile phone and dialed Shuci directly.
The bell rang in the room.
You Yezhi was stunned for a moment, and walked towards the house with his mobile phone in his hand, shouting as he walked, "Shuci?"
Street lights shone in, and there was no one in the room, but the mobile phone was indeed in the room.You Yezhi didn't know why, so he exited the room and prepared to turn on the light.
Almost every household is preparing for dinner, the house is very quiet, and the outside is also quiet.Just as You Yezhi's hand touched the light switch, he heard a voice rang out slowly, that voice was so familiar to him that he couldn't be more familiar with it.
"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you..."
You Ye's hand froze, looking towards the place where the sound came from.
The white and quiet light of the street lamps shone in from the window, and sprinkled on the man who was walking towards him holding a cake in the singing of the birthday singer.The voice was getting closer and closer, and with the two small flames, You Yezhi could clearly see Shuci's face.
He was still singing, but he didn't lose his tune: "Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you...Happy birthday! Ye Zhi."
Without turning on the light, the two looked at each other in the faint candlelight.
You Yezhi heard Shuci calling him.
"Ye Zhi." Shuci shouted again.
You Yezhi didn't respond, he held the phone in one hand and the bag in the other, as if he had entered a dream, which prevented him from recovering.
The candle was still burning, and Shuci laughed: "Happy birthday."
Shuci was saying happy birthday to him.
Shuci knows that today is his birthday.
"...You," You Yezhi's voice trembled, "how do you know?"
"It's not important." Shuci still held the cake and said, "The important thing is that today is your birthday, and I will spend it with you."
You Yezhi clenched his hand tightly, holding the phone firmly in his hand, as if he wanted to crush it.
Shu Ci approached him, his voice was very soft and light, like he whispered into You Yezhi's ear every night when he hid under the blanket: "I will spend every birthday with you from now on."
The two numbers were half burned, and You Yezhi could see what it was.
"Everything is getting better." Shuci said, "18 years old does not represent the countdown of life, it does not represent the end, but the beginning of life."
His voice was so soft, it was so soft that it warmed my heart.You Yezhi was at a loss for words, thinking of his 18th birthday that year, the whole family was with him, watching him cut the cake, and watching him fall to the ground clutching his heart.
At that time, he didn't know what the cause was, and he didn't know whether it could be cured. After a few years, the heartache tortured him more and more every day. He gave up, gave up finding a cure, gave up moving forward, gave up There is a path of light.
He stayed alone in the dark, quietly waiting for the end of his life.
You Yezhi didn't dare to think, if he hadn't moved here, hadn't met Shuci, hadn't been with him, would his current self have been turned into a handful of ashes long ago, and no one would cry again except his father shed tears for him.
There are too many unbelievable things, starting from the heartache, starting from that dream, starting from the time he knew the past life and the present life, and from the time he discovered that Shuci was his younger brother in the previous life.
It turns out that there is really a fate in the past and present, and the fate that was not completed in the previous life has been left in this life.
It turned out that the way to save his heartache was——
"Book Ci." You Yezhi spoke, trying to hold back his voice so that it would not tremble.
"It's here." Shuci responded, and said, "Hurry up and make a wish, the burning will be finished soon."
After You Yezhi looked at it for a few seconds, he put down the things in his hand, clasped his hands together, and slowly closed his eyes.
In less than ten seconds, he opened his eyes, and with a light blow, the flickering candle went out, and the surrounding area became much darker.
Still didn't turn on the light, Shuci looked at his dimly shining eyes by the light of the street lamp: "Happy birthday, I love you."
I love you.
Something stuck in the throat, sore and swollen.You Yezhi raised his hand to touch his face in the dark, and stood there for a while before Shuci went to turn on the light.
He saw You Yezhi's eyes were red.
Shuci smiled, but there seemed to be tears in his eyes, he didn't cry, he was enduring it.Pull him into the bedroom and sit down, turn on a small night light.
"Look, I made a cake."
You Yezhi lowered his head, and saw two almost burnt candles, a few stickers of coconut trees, and that line of small, neat words.
Tears fell on the cream without making a sound, Shuci saw it, and resisted not looking up at him, just looked at the cake, and read it again: "I wish my brother a happy birthday every year."
Another tear fell, Shuci still didn't look up, he kept smiling and didn't want the smile to disappear.He asked softly, "Did I say that in my last life?"
Said, said every year, they all remember.
I remember that every year he loves to bully Sui Sui, but actually there are worries hidden in his heart that he doesn't even know.
I remember that when Suisui celebrated his birthday, Niannian didn't say anything, and after dinner, Suisui ran into Niannian's room to say happy birthday to Niannian.
I remember that on the night of Sui Sui's birthday, I would go to the backyard to plant platycodon flowers, and stuff notes into the soil every year - I wish Sui Sui a safe and sound year.Hope it will bloom like a seed.
I remember pushing every year to go to the backyard to see the flowers, and the two of them sat in silence for the whole spring, summer, autumn and winter.
I remember Nian Nian saying that he didn't hate Sui Sui, I remember that night they slept together for the first time, Nian Nian opened his eyes, Sui Sui couldn't sleep until midnight, but he didn't dare to open his eyes.
I remember that Suisui vomited blood and fell into a coma again and again, and I remembered that in the end, Niannian had a knife inserted into his heart, trying to keep Suisui alive.
They all remember.
Shuci held back his tears and was so tired, he said: "You committed suicide because of me, and your heartache is because of me. You have endured years of pain in this life for nothing in order to save me."
He finally raised his head to look at You Yezhi, tears rolled down his face, so hot, but the other party's eyes were already moist.
"Ye Zhi, thank you for coming here, thank you for letting me meet you." Shuci looked at him, reached out and took out the jade, and said, "I hope you will be safe every year."
You Yezhi stared at him firmly, tears swirled in his eyes, his vision became blurred, and the face with two tears falling down the book became clear.
"After the age of 18, before I met you, I really thought my life was over like this, for no apparent reason." You Yezhi's eyelids were pink, he grabbed Shuci's hand, and said with a sob, " I love you."
Shuci lowered his head, put his hand on his lips and kissed again and again.
"I love your calligraphy." You Yezhi repeated, "I love you."
Shuci's voice was trembling, saying that I know.
A whistle sounded outside, but after a while it stopped.You Yezhi's eyelashes were wet with tears, and he said, "Do you know what I wished just now?"
Shuci looked up at him: "Don't say it, you won't be allowed to say it."
You Yezhi laughed: "That's all fake."
After finishing speaking, he didn't say what kind of wish he made, but raised his head to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, and called out: "Sui Sui."
"Hey." He replied.
"Ciji."
"Hey." Shuci responded.
You Yezhi said: "Until very old."
Shu Ci looked at him.
"I'll be by your side until you're very old."
His fingertips burned, and crystal clear tears rolled down his face.
Shuci grabbed You Yezhi's hand and rubbed it restlessly and unwillingly, and couldn't help crying.
You Yezhi wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and looked down at the cake: "Did you make it?"
"Yeah." Shuci's eyelashes were still wet, and he lowered his head to read with him, "I didn't go to school in the afternoon, I went to make cakes."
"Ah, really." You Yezhi laughed, took a knife and cut a small piece, "Open your mouth."
Shuci obediently opened his mouth, watched You Yezhi take a bite, and asked, "How does it taste?"
You Yezhi said: "It's delicious."
No one touched that line. You Yezhi said: "I have been afraid of birthdays since I was 18, because every year is one year less. When I was 19, my dad ordered a cake, and I threw it on the ground. , I haven't eaten cake since then."
Listening to Shuci, he stroked the back of his hand, trying to give him the company and comfort he had missed in those years.
"It's okay." You Yezhi's voice was very soft.
Shuci called him: "Ye Zhi."
You Yezhi didn't respond and kept looking at him.
"So you've given up a lot since then, have you?"
You Yezhi lowered his eyes: "It's nothing, that's not important."
"No, it's very important." Shuci looked at him, "From now on, you have to find it little by little, and you have to find the important ones that you think you can't do anymore."
You Yezhi held his hand tightly and then let go, but he was speechless.
Shuci said: "Don't be afraid, I have always loved you. So you go."
You Yezhi suddenly raised his eyes to look at him, with a suspicious light in his eyes.
"We all have the right to pursue our dreams, to become a better version of ourselves. Don't give up, and don't stop for anyone." Shu Ci's voice was very soft, but firm, "Remember what I said? Even if I'm not with you on the road."
Even if we are not on the same path with you, we can move forward together in a better direction.
You Yezhi was stunned: "Shu Ci..."
"You go." Shuci interrupted him, "Go and fulfill your unfulfilled dreams. I'll wait for your return, shining brightly."
You Yezhi's lips trembled and shed tears, he heard Shuci say——
Go ahead.
Go follow your dreams, I'll wait for your return.
Don't be afraid, I've always loved you.
We can all be better versions of ourselves.
All emotions poured into his brain, You Yezhi collapsed, he rushed forward and hugged him: "I don't, I'm not going anywhere, I'm here, I want you here..."
Shuci patted his back lightly, and said calmly, "I'm right here, I'm not going anywhere."
You Yezhi was still repeating: "I don't want..."
"Ye Zhi." Shu Ci supported his shoulders, making him face to face with himself, "We will never get separated, we will never be separated, we will always be here."
The ring on the ring finger was glowing warmly, and Shuci touched his hand: "I am preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination here, and you are continuing to study there. We are all working hard for each other's future, aren't we? We have never been apart ,never."
You Yezhi's tears fell silently, Shuci wiped them off with a smile, and said, "I'm going to get something, I made it myself."
He walked in a hurry, afraid that if it was a little later, You Yezhi would see his tears.
Shuci stood in front of the two Nendoroids, not daring to cry, but looked at the ceiling and wept.After taking something for a few minutes, You Yezhi knew that these few minutes eased each other's emotions.
"Look, don't you look like it?" Shuci took out the Nendoroid, "You're handsome, your clothes are the ones I wore when I first met you."
This is the first time You Yezhi saw this kind of thing, the key is that it really resembles him."Did you do it yourself?" he asked.
The book said: "There is a master teaching me by the side. This kind of delicate work is very torturous. I almost failed."
You Yezhi touched it in his hand, then poked the bridge of the nose of another Nendoroid Shuci, and smiled: "The eyes are very similar to yours, very pretty."
Shuci also laughed together: "You take him with you when the time comes."
"Shuci, I..."
"Be obedient." Shuci interrupted him, "It's not like you don't come back once a year, we are all adults, and we can still use mobile phones to communicate."
For the first time, You Yezhi had an anxious expression on his face: "But I can't see you anymore."
Shuci looked at him for a while and said, "Go again next year, okay?"
"I don't want you to leave suddenly, so I will go again next year, okay?"
You Yezhi couldn't say anything, threw himself into his arms and called his name, over and over again, nothing was enough.
The phone was ringing, and I didn't know who it was. Neither of them had time to care about it, so they automatically ignored it.Shuci caressed his back, heard that he was silent, and said, "Don't cry."
You Yezhi's voice was muffled: "Yes."
Shuci coaxed him, and said with a smile: "It's nothing else, the study abroad is only two or three years, during which you fly over and I fly over, how long does it take?"
Not wanting to mention this, You Yezhi put his forehead on his shoulder and said, "I don't want to talk about this now."
"Okay, I won't talk."
After each took a bite of the cake, they put it there, and You Yezhi pulled the book and left the rooftop.
This place, which he had visited once, was very high, and he could see the bustling night scene of city A, with bright lights and high-rise buildings, covering the small crowd.
The city is still bustling. Some people are still running around for their livelihoods. Some people go to nightclubs to relax. They are drunk and have crooked footsteps. In fact, they have already fallen asleep under various pressures.
No one knows what happened to the stranger who passed by. No matter how painful it is, this city will not change even a little bit because of you.
It was as if no one knew that Shu Ci and You Ye had a predestined relationship between past and present lives.
And they will be together forever, appearing in every street, and their figure falls in everyone's eyes.
Everyone has something on their minds, and everyone lives in this bustling city that doesn't care about anyone.
Some people are tired of running around, and some people have no choice.
And they are lucky, they still have other choices in life.
Go ahead, follow your dreams, become a better and better person, and walk side by side.
-We can all be better ourselves.
The day just cleared was foggy, Shuci looked at the night sky and turned to look at You Yezhi, his eyes were so bright.He smiled and said, "I see the stars."
You Yezhi looked up: "Where?"
Shuci laughed: "In your eyes."
You Yezhi froze for a moment, met his gaze, and smiled at each other.
The ten fingers are entangled with each other, and the fingers are slowly intertwined.
As tight as he made a wish tonight.
——The regrets and unwillingness, remorse and pain of the previous life will eventually return to dust.In this life, I just want to spend my life with Shuci in peace, and I have nothing else to ask for.
Under the faint candlelight, under the watchful eyes of Shuci, You Yezhi made this wish.
He opened his eyes and wanted to say to Shuci——
Your love is the best salvation.
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The rain stopped outside the window, You Yezhi came back from the balcony and met Shuci's eyes.
You Yezhi stopped and stood in the living room, with his mouth slightly pursed, his brows frowned, his head tilted, he looked at the book and said, "You are very strange today."
"Huh? What's wrong?" Probably too obvious, Shu Ci knew, "It's so cute?"
You Ye was stunned, but couldn't help laughing again.Go to him and sit down: "I always feel that you are weird today."
Shuci said: "No."
"To be honest, you haven't moved after sitting here for a long time." You Yezhi took a sip of coconut juice, thought for a while and then said, "You seem to be waiting for something."
"Ah, is there..."
Shuci felt a little guilty, because he really couldn't wait to go to Bai Xingxing's house to make cakes.
You Yezhi looked back at him: "And you always look at me."
"You look good." Shuci didn't change his face, and started talking nonsense, "I heard you calling my husband in your sleep last night."
"..." You Yezhi almost choked on a mouthful of milk, coughed for a long time, then looked back at the book uncertainly, "Did I really yell?"
Shu Ci still kept his face unchanged, and nodded: "I heard it really, that voice is so soft, and you are acting like a baby. You only call my husband when you say, what did you dream about last night?" ?”
You Yezhi's face turns red and turns white: "...But I didn't dream about you last night."
"..."
"Did I really yell?"
Seeing that he was still thinking about it, Shuci became more and more suspicious of himself, he stretched out his hand to hold You Yezhi's hand: "Okay, I didn't dream that I still called me that, it means you love me enough."
You Yezhi frowned again and pouted, staring at him without speaking, as if he was still thinking.
"Okay." Shuci coaxed softly, "Call it, I'm your husband."
You Yezhi's thoughts turned at least eight times: "...do I have a problem with talking in my sleep?"
Why did he become serious again, Shuci couldn't help laughing, and said with a smile: "No, I'm just kidding you."
You Yezhi's expression changed, and he kicked him.
When cooking at noon, Shuci was washing vegetables beside him, and he didn't leave after washing, standing aside and watching You Yezhiqie.His eyes slipped away from the white and slender fingers, and slowly stopped on You Yezhi's well-defined side face.
Every time he looks at You Yezhi, he wants to sigh that he is handsome, even though they can see each other and fall asleep hugging each other every night.But every time I looked at this person carefully, I felt like I was amazed when I saw him for the first time.
He was watching intently, and You Yezhi turned his head slightly to meet his gaze. The person who had been expressionless outside, squinted his eyes and stuck out his tongue at him at this moment.
Suddenly, Shuci's heart was hit, and waves of hot current flowed through his heart. The smile on his mouth became wider and wider, and finally he couldn't stop laughing out loud.
You Yezhi knew what he was laughing at, and saw that he was laughing harder and harder, and couldn't cut any more vegetables, so he stopped and looked at the book with a helpless expression.
As if the switch was touched, the laughter would be contagious, You Yezhi looked at him for a while and shook his head, then finished cutting the vegetables with a smile on his face.
Unexpectedly, after Shuci stopped, he laughed again after a while, You Yezhi couldn't help it: "Stop laughing."
"I can't think about it." Shuci said, "You are too cute just now."
He is a 24-year-old big man, so big, he was praised as cute, You Yezhi took a deep breath: "Go and read, don't stay by my side."
Shuci didn't seem to hear: "Spit out another one and let me see."
"Spit out your head."
"Ah, stick out your tongue and let me have a look." Shuci leaned towards him, whispering seductively, "Just like just now, slightly."
After he finished speaking, he learned it again, and You Yezhi couldn't help but curled his lips and smiled when he saw it, because, really, it was so cute.
This joy lasted for half an hour, Shuci would always laugh while eating, and You Yezhi stepped on his foot under the table to stop his smile.
Shuci took the last bite of his meal: "I have a class in the afternoon, and then I will go to Professor Song to ask about the postgraduate entrance examination. I may come back later."
"... Oh." You Yezhi responded, "How much later?"
"nighttime then."
"……Oh."
Seeing his reaction, Shuci clicked his tongue.You Ye's attachment to him is beyond imagination. Although he really wants to stay at home and watch a movie with the two of them, laughing and playing, but today's life is very important, so you can't be sloppy.
After finishing cleaning the dishes, he turned around and saw You Yezhi standing not far away looking at him, and walked over to coax him: "It's only one afternoon, are you waiting for me at home?"
"Yeah." You Yezhi nodded, looked out the window, the sun was coming out, but he was still worried, "Take the umbrella."
"Okay." Shuci took the umbrella, changed his shoes, stopped before going out, and looked back at You Yezhi.
Actually it wasn't like this before.No matter how much You Yezhi clings to him, he won't be the same as he is now, knowing that he has a class, he still doesn't give up watching him go out.
Shuci thought, although You Yezhi didn't say anything, maybe he also wanted to stay and spend this seemingly ordinary day with him.
My heart softened, sour and sweet.Shuci walked to You Yezhi's side and kissed the bright red lips, it seemed that all the unspoken emotions were left between the lips and teeth, lingering in each other's hot and chaotic panting, and finally swallowed back into the stomach with saliva.
The phone rang, probably a colleague in the store sent him a message.
Shuci let go of him, ended the frequent kiss, and said, "Wait for me at home."
You Yezhi's eyes recovered and he watched him walk out of the house.
He took a taxi and reported the address of Bai Xingxing's home, and turned on the phone, not only was there a message from his colleague, but also a message from Bai Xingxing, asking if he had gone out.
He went back one by one, and when he got off the bus, he saw a person getting off the bus not far away. It was his former colleague Wang Minghao from the dessert shop.
Shuci turned to him and said, "Here it is!"
Wang Minghao got out of the car and ran over, saying, "It's pretty close."
"My friend's house." The two of them walked into the community, Shuci said, "Please come and come and have dinner with us in a few days."
When they were in the store before, the relationship between the two was okay, and Wang Minghao had been in the back kitchen, so he didn't have much time to talk to him.He groaned and scratched his head: "It's a small matter... But I won't go for dinner, it's not suitable."
"What's inappropriate, you've seen my friends before." Shu Ci said, "They don't look easy to mess with, but they are actually very nice."
Went downstairs to the unit, Shuci went in and pressed the elevator, Wang Minghao thought for a while and asked, "You made the cake for your girlfriend, right?"
Shuci thought: "It's for the object."
"Oh--"
The elevator stopped with a "ding" and slowly opened.The door of Bai Xingxing's house was open, probably the door was specially reserved for him, but before he reached the door, he heard footsteps getting closer, and a figure of Bai Dian came out.
She specially left the door for Shuci, her eyes were wide open at this time, with an uncontrollable excitement on her face: "Brother Shuci."
"En." Shuci responded, went into the room to change his shoes, looked around, "Where's your brother?"
"he--"
"Coming!" Bai Xingxing came out of the room and greeted Wang Minghao when he saw him.
Shu resigned to unpack the express delivery, all of which were needed for cakes, he bought a lot, Wang Minghao looked at it and said, "Why did you buy so many, these few are not needed."
"I don't know either." After taking apart the book, they looked at it, "But it's better to buy more than less."
"If you have money, don't you want to spend it?" Wang Minghao then put the bag in his hand on the ground, and took out all the tools for making cakes in the shop.
There were spatulas and serrated knives, Bai Xingxing looked at it and said, "Fuck, I'm well prepared."
Wang Minghao said, "Heat the milk."
Bai DianDian stretched out her hand and said, "I'm coming!"
Shuci was about to crack eggs, Wang Minghao said: "Separate the egg yolks and whites into two containers. There should be no water or oil in the container where the whites are placed, otherwise it won't froth after a while."
Bai DianDian stretched out her hand and said, "I'll come, I'll come!"
"Ah, then you can do it." The book was handed to her, and she ran to sort things out.
If you don’t do it, you don’t know. Once you do it, you will find that there are many steps, which are very cumbersome, and you must be very careful not to make mistakes.Do not put more or less, for fear of bad taste.
After fully mixing the egg white and egg yolk batter, according to Wang Minghao's instructions, pour the mixed cake batter into an 8-inch cake mold, and gently shake the mold on the table twice with your hands to release large air bubbles.
"And then?" Shuci asked.
Wang Minghao said: "Okay, it can be baked in the oven."
"for how long?"
"About an hour."
For a while, I concentrated on making bread, and the time passed quickly, and it was almost two hours.
There was nothing to do during the baking period. Wang Minghao wiped his hands and asked him, "I never thought you would put so much effort into dating and make cakes by yourself."
Bibliography: "Hmm..."
Wang Minghao thought for a while: "Why have I never met your girlfriend, and you haven't posted on Moments, when did you get together?"
Shuci smiled, and only replied: "Send it."
Bai Xingxing gnawed on the apple, took other fruits and passed them over, and said, "It's gone, take a closer look."
Wang Minghao took the fruit, and really took out his mobile phone to look carefully. This person must be very straight, but he didn't find the ambiguous photo of the two boys. He raised his head and said, "I didn't see a girl."
Shuci did not speak, Bai Xingxing pointed to the cabinet not far away: "Look at that."
Looking in the direction he pointed, Wang Minghao finally saw a Nendoroid that was out of place, quite large in size, and carefully packaged among various antique vases and jade stones.
He recognized one of them, pointed to it and said, "Oh, that looks like you, Shuci."
Bai Xingxing said: "That's him."
Wang Minghao: "Oh——I said so."
Only then did he take a closer look at the Nendoroid next to him. He was short-haired, black-clothed, male, and seemed familiar.
"Wait..." He squinted his eyes and thought for a while, then turned on his phone and went to Shuci's circle of friends.The clothes of the person in the photo don’t match, but the face is very similar. Wang Minghao’s eyes widened in a blink of an eye, and he suddenly realized, “He he he he!!! Shuci you you you——”
This look is a bit funny, and Bai DianDian couldn't help laughing out loud.
Shuci nodded: "That's what you think."
Wang Minghao was shocked and remained silent for a long time.Bai Diandian said: "My reaction was similar to his at the time."
Before Bai Xingxing finished eating an apple, Wang Minghao's shock finally subsided, and he let out a long sigh of relief.
"As for?" Shuci couldn't help asking.
"No, Shuci." Wang Minghao said, "Because you are too, too, what, too—"
Bai Xingxing helped him find an adjective: "What a man, he looks like a straight man of steel."
"Yes!" Wang Minghao nodded heavily, "I never expected that you would...that's why I was so shocked."
Shuci said: "Nothing can be said for sure."
"Too."
Several people chatted for a while, then resigned to cut the fruit, and the bread was ready. Under Wang Minghao's supervision and guidance, there would be no mistakes. Sure enough, the bread was round and delicious.
Shuci took out the whipped cream bought online for a few hundred yuan, and beat it with an electric egg beater. After it was ready, spread the cream on the cake embryo, and then put in the cut red dragon fruit.
Next, use a spatula to spread a layer of cream on the side of the cake, but Shuci is a novice after all, so he can't smooth it evenly. In the end, only Wang Minghao can complete this step.
Then came the most important step, mounting flowers.
Shuci said: "There is no fruit on it, let's leave some space to write a few words."
"Okay." Wang Minghao nodded, "The flower frame should be smaller."
After resigning from the book, I found a few stickers in the courier box, cleaned them up and pasted them on the pure white cream.Bai Diandian focused on watching from the beginning to the end. After seeing clearly, he said, "Coconut tree?"
"Hey—" Bai Xingxing rubbed his arms, "I really know how to play."
Mounting flowers was too difficult, so Wang Minghao gave him a demonstration first, and in the end Shuci did it all by himself, squeezing cream around it for decoration.
Wang Minghao asked him: "What kind of characters do you want to write, you can do it yourself."
"Yeah." The blank space is just that big, Shuci thought for a while, and wrote a sentence, "I wish my brother a happy birthday every year."
This sentence stunned the three of them, Bai Xingxing asked suspiciously, "Who is Niannian?"
Wang Minghao asked: "Are you dating your brother?!"
Shuci didn't want to explain, and said, "Don't make random guesses."
There are three small coconut trees posted next to a birthday greeting, and the diction looks quite satisfactory.Simple and cute, I chose the simplest one for mounting flowers, so as not to make it too ugly.
It's getting late, and it's getting dark outside.Shu Ci patted Wang Minghao on the shoulder: "Thank you, you have worked hard."
Wang Minghao was very enthusiastic and said it was all right.Bai Xingxing went to the room and picked up a bag and handed it to Shuci, saying, "Help me hand it over to Designer You, and you must say it was from me."
Bai Diandian also came out with a packing bag and said, "I really don't know what to give as a gift, so I chose some gadgets. I bought them abroad before, and they are quite interesting. You can give them to him for me."
"Why are you so polite." Shuci was about to put the cake into a carton.
"I'm sure you don't have to be polite with you, but game designers are different." Bai Xingxing said, "He's your date, and it's his first birthday, so you have to express it anyway."
When it was finished, he checked the diction again, turned his head and patted Bai Xingxing's shoulder, then turned to Wang Minghao and said, "I invite you to dinner in a few days."
The gifts from the others were still at Cheng Cheng's place, and Cheng Cheng made a special phone call and delivered them over, and they talked for a while at Bai Xingxing's house.Shu Ci glanced at the time, it was almost seven o'clock in the evening, it was really late for him, the main reason was that he was afraid that You Yezhi would be waiting in a hurry, so he was anxious to go home.
Shuci said: "I'm leaving, Cheng Cheng helps me get things."
"it is good!"
Cheng Cheng followed him with the Nendoroid, and together with Wang Minghao, the three of them took the elevator out of the building together.
After saying goodbye to Wang Minghao, he resigned and took a taxi by the side of the road, with a cake on his lap, very cautiously.He pondered for a while in the car, then sent a message to You Yezhi: What are you doing?
The other party replied quickly: Waiting for you.
Shuci clicked his tongue, with a rippling smile on his lips, but he still didn't forget the business.
Ci: I want to eat that fried chicken in the shopping mall on the south side. I'm not on the way. Why don't you go out and buy it?
.:When will you come back?
Ci: On the way back, you will go home directly later.
.:good.
There was a bit of a traffic jam. After arriving at the place, Shuci looked at the window on the third floor. It was dark. You Yezhi probably had gone out.
Cheng Cheng delivered it to the place and left. Shuci put a bunch of presents at the door, took out the cake and put candles on it. Only two numbers, 18, were inserted.
Counting the time in his mind, he turned off all the lights, went back to the room and looked down.After a while, You Yezhi came over, carrying a bag of fried chicken in his hand, and looked up at the window to see if he had come home.
Shuci knew that his heart was sour and then sweet, he went to the living room and lit the candles quickly, then went to the kitchen and squatted down.
The door was opened, as if he didn't expect that Shuci hadn't come back yet, You Yezhi didn't turn on the light, took out his mobile phone and dialed Shuci directly.
The bell rang in the room.
You Yezhi was stunned for a moment, and walked towards the house with his mobile phone in his hand, shouting as he walked, "Shuci?"
Street lights shone in, and there was no one in the room, but the mobile phone was indeed in the room.You Yezhi didn't know why, so he exited the room and prepared to turn on the light.
Almost every household is preparing for dinner, the house is very quiet, and the outside is also quiet.Just as You Yezhi's hand touched the light switch, he heard a voice rang out slowly, that voice was so familiar to him that he couldn't be more familiar with it.
"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you..."
You Ye's hand froze, looking towards the place where the sound came from.
The white and quiet light of the street lamps shone in from the window, and sprinkled on the man who was walking towards him holding a cake in the singing of the birthday singer.The voice was getting closer and closer, and with the two small flames, You Yezhi could clearly see Shuci's face.
He was still singing, but he didn't lose his tune: "Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you...Happy birthday! Ye Zhi."
Without turning on the light, the two looked at each other in the faint candlelight.
You Yezhi heard Shuci calling him.
"Ye Zhi." Shuci shouted again.
You Yezhi didn't respond, he held the phone in one hand and the bag in the other, as if he had entered a dream, which prevented him from recovering.
The candle was still burning, and Shuci laughed: "Happy birthday."
Shuci was saying happy birthday to him.
Shuci knows that today is his birthday.
"...You," You Yezhi's voice trembled, "how do you know?"
"It's not important." Shuci still held the cake and said, "The important thing is that today is your birthday, and I will spend it with you."
You Yezhi clenched his hand tightly, holding the phone firmly in his hand, as if he wanted to crush it.
Shu Ci approached him, his voice was very soft and light, like he whispered into You Yezhi's ear every night when he hid under the blanket: "I will spend every birthday with you from now on."
The two numbers were half burned, and You Yezhi could see what it was.
"Everything is getting better." Shuci said, "18 years old does not represent the countdown of life, it does not represent the end, but the beginning of life."
His voice was so soft, it was so soft that it warmed my heart.You Yezhi was at a loss for words, thinking of his 18th birthday that year, the whole family was with him, watching him cut the cake, and watching him fall to the ground clutching his heart.
At that time, he didn't know what the cause was, and he didn't know whether it could be cured. After a few years, the heartache tortured him more and more every day. He gave up, gave up finding a cure, gave up moving forward, gave up There is a path of light.
He stayed alone in the dark, quietly waiting for the end of his life.
You Yezhi didn't dare to think, if he hadn't moved here, hadn't met Shuci, hadn't been with him, would his current self have been turned into a handful of ashes long ago, and no one would cry again except his father shed tears for him.
There are too many unbelievable things, starting from the heartache, starting from that dream, starting from the time he knew the past life and the present life, and from the time he discovered that Shuci was his younger brother in the previous life.
It turns out that there is really a fate in the past and present, and the fate that was not completed in the previous life has been left in this life.
It turned out that the way to save his heartache was——
"Book Ci." You Yezhi spoke, trying to hold back his voice so that it would not tremble.
"It's here." Shuci responded, and said, "Hurry up and make a wish, the burning will be finished soon."
After You Yezhi looked at it for a few seconds, he put down the things in his hand, clasped his hands together, and slowly closed his eyes.
In less than ten seconds, he opened his eyes, and with a light blow, the flickering candle went out, and the surrounding area became much darker.
Still didn't turn on the light, Shuci looked at his dimly shining eyes by the light of the street lamp: "Happy birthday, I love you."
I love you.
Something stuck in the throat, sore and swollen.You Yezhi raised his hand to touch his face in the dark, and stood there for a while before Shuci went to turn on the light.
He saw You Yezhi's eyes were red.
Shuci smiled, but there seemed to be tears in his eyes, he didn't cry, he was enduring it.Pull him into the bedroom and sit down, turn on a small night light.
"Look, I made a cake."
You Yezhi lowered his head, and saw two almost burnt candles, a few stickers of coconut trees, and that line of small, neat words.
Tears fell on the cream without making a sound, Shuci saw it, and resisted not looking up at him, just looked at the cake, and read it again: "I wish my brother a happy birthday every year."
Another tear fell, Shuci still didn't look up, he kept smiling and didn't want the smile to disappear.He asked softly, "Did I say that in my last life?"
Said, said every year, they all remember.
I remember that every year he loves to bully Sui Sui, but actually there are worries hidden in his heart that he doesn't even know.
I remember that when Suisui celebrated his birthday, Niannian didn't say anything, and after dinner, Suisui ran into Niannian's room to say happy birthday to Niannian.
I remember that on the night of Sui Sui's birthday, I would go to the backyard to plant platycodon flowers, and stuff notes into the soil every year - I wish Sui Sui a safe and sound year.Hope it will bloom like a seed.
I remember pushing every year to go to the backyard to see the flowers, and the two of them sat in silence for the whole spring, summer, autumn and winter.
I remember Nian Nian saying that he didn't hate Sui Sui, I remember that night they slept together for the first time, Nian Nian opened his eyes, Sui Sui couldn't sleep until midnight, but he didn't dare to open his eyes.
I remember that Suisui vomited blood and fell into a coma again and again, and I remembered that in the end, Niannian had a knife inserted into his heart, trying to keep Suisui alive.
They all remember.
Shuci held back his tears and was so tired, he said: "You committed suicide because of me, and your heartache is because of me. You have endured years of pain in this life for nothing in order to save me."
He finally raised his head to look at You Yezhi, tears rolled down his face, so hot, but the other party's eyes were already moist.
"Ye Zhi, thank you for coming here, thank you for letting me meet you." Shuci looked at him, reached out and took out the jade, and said, "I hope you will be safe every year."
You Yezhi stared at him firmly, tears swirled in his eyes, his vision became blurred, and the face with two tears falling down the book became clear.
"After the age of 18, before I met you, I really thought my life was over like this, for no apparent reason." You Yezhi's eyelids were pink, he grabbed Shuci's hand, and said with a sob, " I love you."
Shuci lowered his head, put his hand on his lips and kissed again and again.
"I love your calligraphy." You Yezhi repeated, "I love you."
Shuci's voice was trembling, saying that I know.
A whistle sounded outside, but after a while it stopped.You Yezhi's eyelashes were wet with tears, and he said, "Do you know what I wished just now?"
Shuci looked up at him: "Don't say it, you won't be allowed to say it."
You Yezhi laughed: "That's all fake."
After finishing speaking, he didn't say what kind of wish he made, but raised his head to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, and called out: "Sui Sui."
"Hey." He replied.
"Ciji."
"Hey." Shuci responded.
You Yezhi said: "Until very old."
Shu Ci looked at him.
"I'll be by your side until you're very old."
His fingertips burned, and crystal clear tears rolled down his face.
Shuci grabbed You Yezhi's hand and rubbed it restlessly and unwillingly, and couldn't help crying.
You Yezhi wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and looked down at the cake: "Did you make it?"
"Yeah." Shuci's eyelashes were still wet, and he lowered his head to read with him, "I didn't go to school in the afternoon, I went to make cakes."
"Ah, really." You Yezhi laughed, took a knife and cut a small piece, "Open your mouth."
Shuci obediently opened his mouth, watched You Yezhi take a bite, and asked, "How does it taste?"
You Yezhi said: "It's delicious."
No one touched that line. You Yezhi said: "I have been afraid of birthdays since I was 18, because every year is one year less. When I was 19, my dad ordered a cake, and I threw it on the ground. , I haven't eaten cake since then."
Listening to Shuci, he stroked the back of his hand, trying to give him the company and comfort he had missed in those years.
"It's okay." You Yezhi's voice was very soft.
Shuci called him: "Ye Zhi."
You Yezhi didn't respond and kept looking at him.
"So you've given up a lot since then, have you?"
You Yezhi lowered his eyes: "It's nothing, that's not important."
"No, it's very important." Shuci looked at him, "From now on, you have to find it little by little, and you have to find the important ones that you think you can't do anymore."
You Yezhi held his hand tightly and then let go, but he was speechless.
Shuci said: "Don't be afraid, I have always loved you. So you go."
You Yezhi suddenly raised his eyes to look at him, with a suspicious light in his eyes.
"We all have the right to pursue our dreams, to become a better version of ourselves. Don't give up, and don't stop for anyone." Shu Ci's voice was very soft, but firm, "Remember what I said? Even if I'm not with you on the road."
Even if we are not on the same path with you, we can move forward together in a better direction.
You Yezhi was stunned: "Shu Ci..."
"You go." Shuci interrupted him, "Go and fulfill your unfulfilled dreams. I'll wait for your return, shining brightly."
You Yezhi's lips trembled and shed tears, he heard Shuci say——
Go ahead.
Go follow your dreams, I'll wait for your return.
Don't be afraid, I've always loved you.
We can all be better versions of ourselves.
All emotions poured into his brain, You Yezhi collapsed, he rushed forward and hugged him: "I don't, I'm not going anywhere, I'm here, I want you here..."
Shuci patted his back lightly, and said calmly, "I'm right here, I'm not going anywhere."
You Yezhi was still repeating: "I don't want..."
"Ye Zhi." Shu Ci supported his shoulders, making him face to face with himself, "We will never get separated, we will never be separated, we will always be here."
The ring on the ring finger was glowing warmly, and Shuci touched his hand: "I am preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination here, and you are continuing to study there. We are all working hard for each other's future, aren't we? We have never been apart ,never."
You Yezhi's tears fell silently, Shuci wiped them off with a smile, and said, "I'm going to get something, I made it myself."
He walked in a hurry, afraid that if it was a little later, You Yezhi would see his tears.
Shuci stood in front of the two Nendoroids, not daring to cry, but looked at the ceiling and wept.After taking something for a few minutes, You Yezhi knew that these few minutes eased each other's emotions.
"Look, don't you look like it?" Shuci took out the Nendoroid, "You're handsome, your clothes are the ones I wore when I first met you."
This is the first time You Yezhi saw this kind of thing, the key is that it really resembles him."Did you do it yourself?" he asked.
The book said: "There is a master teaching me by the side. This kind of delicate work is very torturous. I almost failed."
You Yezhi touched it in his hand, then poked the bridge of the nose of another Nendoroid Shuci, and smiled: "The eyes are very similar to yours, very pretty."
Shuci also laughed together: "You take him with you when the time comes."
"Shuci, I..."
"Be obedient." Shuci interrupted him, "It's not like you don't come back once a year, we are all adults, and we can still use mobile phones to communicate."
For the first time, You Yezhi had an anxious expression on his face: "But I can't see you anymore."
Shuci looked at him for a while and said, "Go again next year, okay?"
"I don't want you to leave suddenly, so I will go again next year, okay?"
You Yezhi couldn't say anything, threw himself into his arms and called his name, over and over again, nothing was enough.
The phone was ringing, and I didn't know who it was. Neither of them had time to care about it, so they automatically ignored it.Shuci caressed his back, heard that he was silent, and said, "Don't cry."
You Yezhi's voice was muffled: "Yes."
Shuci coaxed him, and said with a smile: "It's nothing else, the study abroad is only two or three years, during which you fly over and I fly over, how long does it take?"
Not wanting to mention this, You Yezhi put his forehead on his shoulder and said, "I don't want to talk about this now."
"Okay, I won't talk."
After each took a bite of the cake, they put it there, and You Yezhi pulled the book and left the rooftop.
This place, which he had visited once, was very high, and he could see the bustling night scene of city A, with bright lights and high-rise buildings, covering the small crowd.
The city is still bustling. Some people are still running around for their livelihoods. Some people go to nightclubs to relax. They are drunk and have crooked footsteps. In fact, they have already fallen asleep under various pressures.
No one knows what happened to the stranger who passed by. No matter how painful it is, this city will not change even a little bit because of you.
It was as if no one knew that Shu Ci and You Ye had a predestined relationship between past and present lives.
And they will be together forever, appearing in every street, and their figure falls in everyone's eyes.
Everyone has something on their minds, and everyone lives in this bustling city that doesn't care about anyone.
Some people are tired of running around, and some people have no choice.
And they are lucky, they still have other choices in life.
Go ahead, follow your dreams, become a better and better person, and walk side by side.
-We can all be better ourselves.
The day just cleared was foggy, Shuci looked at the night sky and turned to look at You Yezhi, his eyes were so bright.He smiled and said, "I see the stars."
You Yezhi looked up: "Where?"
Shuci laughed: "In your eyes."
You Yezhi froze for a moment, met his gaze, and smiled at each other.
The ten fingers are entangled with each other, and the fingers are slowly intertwined.
As tight as he made a wish tonight.
——The regrets and unwillingness, remorse and pain of the previous life will eventually return to dust.In this life, I just want to spend my life with Shuci in peace, and I have nothing else to ask for.
Under the faint candlelight, under the watchful eyes of Shuci, You Yezhi made this wish.
He opened his eyes and wanted to say to Shuci——
Your love is the best salvation.
end
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