years and years

You Yezhi didn't go to the company and drew pictures at home, but he couldn't calm down because of distracting thoughts in his heart, and he was not satisfied after drawing for a long time.Finally, when the computer was turned off, he sat there in a daze, turned his head and looked out the window, and then changed his clothes and went out.

As always, he was dressed in black, and he even wore a black hat. With a height of 186, long legs full of screen, and a heroic face, he looked so cool that he looked like a black guy.The aunt and the little girl in the supermarket looked directly at him, seeing that he was picking vegetables and helped him pick some fresh ones. You Yezhi nodded politely and said thank you, went to weigh the price, and then pushed the cart to the fresh milk section.

In the past, he used to buy things in the supermarket and go straight away, but now he was taken by Shuci, and every time he came to the second floor, he would visit the fresh milk section again before going to check out.Picking up a coconut, he suddenly remembered the last time we went out to eat together, the phrase "eat coconut rice with coconut milk" that Shuci said.

You Yezhi had to wait in line at the checkout, and you Yezhi lowered his head. Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of the box after box of things on the shelf, and the next second he thought that after dinner that night, he was drunk but sober, and asked the book in his hand. What are you carrying.

- "Poker".

He opened the package with his mouth.

You Yezhi closed his eyes, and cursed inwardly that he was thinking about something.Throw the receipt in the shopping cart and put it away, take out the one dollar coin, and when you leave the supermarket, there are two old men playing erhu on the side of the road.He remembered the last time Shu Ci praised them for their talents, and stuffed the only 50 yuan bills he had into the iron tank.

As soon as his footsteps stopped, You Yezhi took out a 100 yuan bill from his pocket, bent slightly and put it down.

The supermarket is not far from home and can be reached within 10 minutes.You Yezhi stopped to wait for the red light, and there were still more than 50 seconds left. He remembered that he was in this position, Shu Ci waited for the red light with him, and squeezed his palm when he was not paying attention.

Almost every place and every road is full of memories, it's too scary, diction has occupied his whole life, and he will be very sad if he is a little cold and distant.

You Yezhi lowered his head, half of his face was covered by the brim of his hat, and he sighed softly.

He thought to himself, how can this be done.

The phone rang, You Yezhi entered the house and put down the key, opened it to see the message from his father You Fan.After returning briefly, I changed clothes and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

The washing time was longer than before, and when he came out, his cheeks were flushed with boredom, he was only wearing a bathrobe, and he took off the jade around his neck.

Calculate the time to cook, troublesome, many steps.After working for a while, when I looked up again, it was already getting dark outside.

Shuci put the book under his arm after class, and the two left the teaching building. Cheng Cheng asked him, "Want to eat together?"

"No, I'll go to C&M to get the ring, and then go straight home."

Cheng Cheng deliberately buried him: "Why did you go home? I didn't go back at noon."

Shuci turned to look at him and said, "If I don't go back, I won't be in touch with him for a day. Do you want me to be dumped?"

When he got downstairs, Shu Ci looked up, and unexpectedly found that the light in his room was on.Guessing wildly in my heart, my heart was beating fast, and I stepped over a few steps in one step. I just wanted to get the key to open the door, but after thinking about it, I pressed the doorbell.

The people inside didn't know what they were doing, they were dawdling, the door was opened, Shuci looked up and saw You Yezhi in a bathrobe, his expression changed from impatient to see him to slightly surprised.

Probably thought it was someone else knocking on the door, Shuci knew.

The two of them just looked at each other for a while, Shuci looked at the cross neckline of his bathrobe, and said without looking at him again when he entered the room, "Don't open the door like this next time."

I thought it was He Jianqi, but I didn't expect it to be Shuci.Standing behind him, You Yezhi let out a soft and bewildered "huh".

Hearing this voice, Shuci's heart softened, he closed his eyes and went back to the room.Only to find that not only the lights were on, but also You Yezhi's notebook and some of his clothes were on the table.

I took off my T-shirt and pants, changed my clothes and went to take a shower.Shuci was still holding dirty clothes in his arms, and went straight to the bathroom when he went out, You Yezhi called him after him: "Shuci."

Shuci didn't look back: "What's wrong?"

"Take a shower and eat."

"it is good."

While taking a shower, he was still thinking about it, his mind was in a mess, the water from the shower splashed on him, Shuci closed his eyes and cursed.Blaming myself for my indifference and expression just now, I clearly thought about taking the initiative to coax him to reconcile.

It takes a long time to get dressed, and I usually wash it in about 10 minutes, but now my hair is half dry after getting dressed.

When he went out, he looked up to the kitchen, and found that You Yezhi was already sitting there waiting for him.Shuci walked over under his gaze, sat down, and the two of them moved their chopsticks without saying a word.

The atmosphere was too depressing, eerily quiet.Tonight's meal was quite sumptuous, Shuci was chewing on beef, wondering if he should take the initiative to find a topic.

You Yezhi is going to sleep in his room tonight, and he has been soft again and again, so he can't push himself further, right?What if You Ye Zhizhen got angry and broke up with him?

He was so full of inner drama that he didn't notice that You Yezhi looked at him several times.

"This beef curry rice and foie gras salad, I made it once before, and I'm waiting for you to go home after it's done." You Yezhi's voice was very soft, and he took Shu Ci's gaze, and said: "It's here I was waiting for you to come back, but unfortunately I didn't arrive."

He wanted to take the initiative to find a topic, but You Yezhi took the lead again.Clutching the chopsticks tightly in his hand, Shuci rolled his Adam's apple and asked, "What was I doing that day?"

You Yezhi said: "The girl who likes you celebrates her birthday that day."

He remembered that it was Li Jiayue's birthday that day.You Yezhi was drunk at home, and when he came back, he said that he had no conscience.

I memorized every single word of the diction, and You Yezhi said that night: You don't come back after the meal is ready.

"……I have no idea."

You Yezhi smiled slightly, looked at him and said, "It's okay, I don't know what's wrong with you."

Shuci was still chewing on the rice, unable to speak for a moment.

“I’ve loved this since I was a kid because my mom made it once. First the foie gras salad, then the beef curry rice. Then I would make it myself, but I didn’t because my mom would make it for me. I'll eat." You Yezhi's expression was indifferent, and the smile on his mouth was not obvious, he lowered his head and continued, "Later, my mother passed away, and I dare not eat this dish or rice again."

Shuci raised his head and looked at him with piercing eyes.

You Yezhi pinched the edge of the bench with his fingers, his fingers turned white, resisting the pain in his heart, he lowered his head for fear that Shuci would see it.

His voice was trembling, and he said: "...Because every time I see her, I will think of her, and I don't want to experience that feeling again."

"Leaf..."

"Books." You Yezhi interrupted him softly, "From now on, I will only eat these meals with you. I want it to be beautiful and unforgettable. I think my mother will definitely support it."

Shuci clenched his chopsticks tightly, looked down at the rice on the plate, and suddenly felt very uncomfortable.There seemed to be a piece of iron stuck in his throat, he couldn't swallow or spit it out, his heart was filled with sadness, and his mind was full of regrets.

He suddenly picked up the spoon and stuffed the rice into his mouth with big gulps.He knows what that means and he can't live up to it.But what did he do yesterday and today, didn't he just not tell him, forget it, it's not important, he didn't care about it and didn't ask.Just thinking, thinking about not neglecting You Yezhi anymore and leaving him alone.

After the pain completely disappeared, You Yezhi sat next to him and put his hands on the back of his head: "I'm sorry, it's my fault that I didn't tell you the truth yesterday."

Shu Ci swallowed his meal, turned his head and looked at him.

"You will be more worried if you conceal it, I understand." You Yezhi stretched out his other hand, tugged at the hem of Shuci's clothes, and said, "Let's not be unhappy because of this kind of thing anymore, shall we?"

The coaxing he learned from Huzi was useless, but You Yezhi was coaxing him all the time.You Yezhi's voice was soft and fragrant, Shuci's emotions were mixed together, and he was instantly dazed.

He reached out and pulled the man in front of him, bowing his head to kiss.

The familiar numbness spread all over his body, You Yezhi's fingertips were held by Shuci, this kiss was eager and domineering, sucking and biting, entangled without leaving a single gap.

I don't know how long the kiss lasted, You Yezhi couldn't breathe and wanted to shrink back, Shu Ci held the back of his neck and refused to let go.Step by step, from the living room to the bedroom, You Yezhi's bathrobe has already been taken off most of it, and it hangs loosely around his waist.

The soft tongue was entangled, Shuci bit his lip, let go after a few seconds, and licked his lip again, never stopping.You Yezhi hummed a few times unbearably, Shuci opened his eyes to look at him, the look in his eyes seemed to swallow him alive.

The bedding was a bit cold, but the two of them were hot.You Yezhi changed his posture, put one leg on Shuci's waist, and slowly lowered it actively.

Shuci looked at him with his eyes open, and when he understood what he was going to do, he stretched out his hand and said in a terrible hoarse voice, "...don't do this."

You Yezhi's hands were not idle, he looked up at him, his mouth was still glistening, he shook his head and did not agree.

"Ye Zhi..." Shu Ci looked at him unexpectedly, all words were blocked in his throat.He raised his head, and the hand wanted to pull him away, but he couldn't help but use force to cover the back of his head.

Tormenting people, the heart is still itchy.Shu Ci panted heavily, took his hand and brought him into his arms, watched the red lips and kissed him heavily again, in the gap between breathing, he said: "I don't want you to do this."

You Yezhi said: "That's why I love you."

Shuci listened softly, but was still surprised, held his face and asked in a low voice: "Did you watch the movie?"

The two of them were hot, You Yezhi pursed his lower lip: "...um."

"You are really..." Shuci said helplessly, but he couldn't say anything, "Ancestor, you tortured me to death."

You Yezhi laughed and burrowed into his arms: "It's fine if you don't get angry."

It was too hard to say, he was afraid that You Yezhi would break up with him, but You Yezhi was afraid that he was still angry.The two of them always cared about each other and didn't think about anything else.

Stretching out his hand, Shu Ci untied the belt around his waist, and slowly opened the bathrobe before he held him down and said, "I'm also at fault, and I shouldn't have ignored you all the time. It's not been a day yet, I'm It always feels long because I miss you so much."

You Yezhi lifted up his snow-white legs, raised his head and kissed him: "I will definitely tell you the truth in the future."

Shuci listened, but suddenly remembered something else.He closed his eyes, let go of him, and the kiss slowly descended, resting on his neck with fiery ferocity.

"Why didn't you wear anything..." Thinking about just entering the house and having dinner, You Yezhi only had a bathrobe hanging on his body, Shu Ci's heart was burning hot, and he looked up at him, "Are you ready to wait for me?"

Is it worthless to watch the film, You Yezhi raised his head: "Yeah."

Shuci buried her face in the crook of his neck, panted heavily, and murmured as if in recognition: "What should I do, I feel like I'm falling into your hands."

You Yezhi's heart trembled, and his throat suddenly became sore and hot. He stroked Shuci's black hair and said, "Me too."

The kisses were fine and dense, and they didn't stop at one place, and there were far more than dozens of kisses.It's only been a few hours since we didn't contact each other, but Shu Ci always feels that he's lost and he's been lost for many years.

Maybe Huzi is right, don't care who is wrong, since he doesn't want You Yezhi to be sad, he should take the initiative to coax and pamper you.In his heart, there is no right or wrong, just please don't be left out, just don't stop.

how so.

Shuci held him down, then raised his head to bite You Yezhi's red ear tips, and then bit the cartilage up, obviously feeling the person in his arms tremble slightly.

He laughed, and reached for the packing bag on the chair next to him, You Yezhi turned his head and opened his eyes to look in a daze, but Shuci turned back and kissed him.

You Yezhi noticed that he was not moving, pressed against his lips, and gasped, "What are you doing... still not well?"

The book was teased by him and he gritted his teeth: "Don't worry baby."

After opening, the box was randomly thrown on the ground, making a crisp sound, Shu Ci took out his ring and pinched it with his index finger.Lifting it up and then falling down heavily, the person in his arms trembled like something, the voice was still pleasant, he lowered his head and kissed it, and put the ring into his hand.

It was quite cold, You Yezhi opened his eyes in a daze: "...what?"

"I've never been in a relationship, and I don't know how to treat people well, and I don't know how to pamper them. But I found that love, even if you don't know how to do it, it will take your heart forward." I took the one I took directly, and slowly clasped You Yezhi's hand, lifted it up and handed it to the two of them, and said in a hoarse voice: "My name is Shuci, I am 22 years old, and I love someone, and his name is You Yezhi." .”