I have a Secret

The movie is still playing, and the interlude is very soft, like the whisper of a sympathizer.

When Huang Dan heard the whispers around him, he realized that the man had noticed something wrong with his eyes. He pressed his light-colored lips together, released them, and then pressed them together again. This subtle movement revealed his unrest.

"Lu Bandit, don't cry."

Lu Bandit covered his face with his hands, buried his head in his knees, and his whole body was shaking from crying.

Huang Dan groped and touched the man's hair, and he stroked it lightly, "It's only temporary, I'll be fine, don't cry."

There was a choke in Lu Bandit's throat, one after another, his anger, sadness, and panic all spewed out in an instant, despair grew in his heart, it exploded with a "bang", and his internal organs throbbed unbearably.

Huang Dan could only hear the suppressed cries of the man, and he felt uncomfortable. He inexplicably felt that this task had a one-month deadline, and it was the third brother who was hinting to him that time was running out.

At the end of the movie, the lovers pulled away from the love of the hero and heroine, and walked outside with their significant other, talking and laughing.

That kind of happy atmosphere skipped a place, and it was obvious that they were not treated uniformly.

Lu Bandit hoarsely said, "Give me your hand."

Huang Dan touched the man's arm and put it into his wide palm.

Lu Bandit led him up, "Go home."

Huang Dan walked slowly, every step was very strange, as if the road under his feet was no longer the one he took when he came here, full of unknowns.

Lu Bandit clasped the young man's fingers, "If you're afraid, grab my hand."

Huang Dan said he was not afraid.

Lu Bandit's red eyes were full of pain, "Didn't you say that you are lucky? This is what you call good luck?!"

Huang Dan said, "I'm only temporarily blind. Compared with others, I'm pretty good."

Lu Bandit said who asked you to compare with others? "Why do you want to compare yourself with others? Ji Shiyu, you have to get better for me, do you hear me!"

Huang Dan rubbed the sweat off the man's palm, "I heard you."

There were no obstacles at his feet, but he still staggered uncontrollably.

There was a lot of voices around, Huang Dan heard a man's voice, coming from in front of him, with a domineering voice that could not be refused, "Come up."

He reached out and touched the hard back.

The land bandits urged.

Huang Dan got on his stomach and put his arms around the man's neck.

Lu Bandit carried the young man on his back, "Take it easy, you want to strangle me to death?"

Huang Dan let go.

Lu Bandit lost his temper again, "Why don't you put your arms around me? Do you want to fall?"

Huang Dan said, "Lu Bandit, calm down."

Lu Bandit panted heavily, and his intuition was filled with fishy sweetness, "Calm down? How do you tell me to calm down? If it's me who is blind, can you calm down?"

Huang Dan stopped talking, his lips fumbled and touched the back of the man's neck, leaving traces of comfort.

Lu Bandits burst into tears.

One day, two days, three days... Huang Dan's eyesight hadn't recovered, and he knew he couldn't see at all.

Blindness is a feeling he has never experienced before. The whole world is black, as if a lamp is broken, and it may be repaired soon, or it may never be repaired.

In that black world, there was a voice accompanying Huang Dan, and hands leading him forward, giving him a warm embrace.

Lu Bandit doesn't go to the company, all his heart is on Huang Shandan, he just wants to be his eyes and hands and feet.

At first, the yellow sheet was only blind to the eyes, and then there were problems with the hands.

That night, Lu Bandit took Huang Dan to the sink in the bathroom, squeezed toothpaste for him, and handed it to him.

Huang Dan called out in the dead silence, "Lu Bandit."

Lu Bandit said hoarsely, "I'm here."

Huang Dan's eyelids moved, "Take me to the hospital tomorrow."

Lu Bandit said yes, he raised his toothbrush, "Mrs. Lu, open your mouth."

Huang Dan opened his mouth obediently, and the smell of mint rushed into his teeth. He let the man brush his teeth, and said in a vague voice, "This is the first time I let someone else brush my teeth."

There was a strong nasal voice in Lu Bandit's voice, "This is also the first time I've brushed someone else's teeth."

He wiped off the toothpaste foam from the corner of the young man's mouth, "Mrs. Lu, your husband has never served anyone like this in his life."

Huang Dan said, "I know."

"Knowing is not enough, you have to remember, don't forget."

Lu Bandit handed the mouthwash cup to the young man's mouth, "Wash your mouth."

Huang Dan's lips and teeth touched the mouth of the cup, and he gargled, "I will always remember it."

The corners of Lu Bandit's lips were always pressed, "You know what I mean, right? How is it? Are you moved?"

Huang Danxin said that he was moved when he heard it for the first time.

Sometimes, falling from heaven is not the scariest thing, but falling into hell, falling into the abyss is the scariest thing.

Lu Bandit got angry in the hospital. If Huang Dan didn't stop him, he would have smashed the office.

Life and death are up to fate, you can't force it.

No matter how hard Huang Dan exercises, he can't control the symptoms caused by cerebral hemorrhage. He will wake up in the middle of the night, and he can feel at ease when he touches someone by his pillow.

Because Lu Bandit was out smoking in the middle of the night a few days ago, smoking a few packs a night without stopping, he was committing suicide slowly.

He didn't sneak out to smoke until Huang Dan wanted to touch him at night.

Lu Bandits searched for doctors and prescriptions for Huang Dan all over the world, hoping that he could live longer.

Huang Dan cooperates at all times, he is afraid that one day he will not be able to speak, so he always finds something to talk to men.

Lu Bandit noticed it, and while he thought he was nagging, he responded, and his eyes turned red unconsciously.

"You gossip with me every day when you wake up, is your throat okay?"

Huang Dan said, "You forgot, I don't feel pain."

Lu Bandit cursed, "Damn, who forgot? You don't feel pain, you always have other feelings, right? Don't fucking take yourself seriously, Ji Shiyu, you are mine, all of them!"

Huang Dan twitched, "Okay, I'm yours, all of them."

Lu Bandit's heart ached all of a sudden, and he couldn't breathe in pain. Frowning, he paced around the bed, then walked back, leaning over to crush and bite the young man's bloodless lips.

There was a drop of warm liquid on Huang Dan's face, he reached out to touch it, and touched the man's wet eyes, "Crying?"

Lu Bandit stuck his tongue in, swept away the bitter taste of the medicine from the young man's mouth and swallowed it. He pressed his forehead against the young man, and said in a deep voice, "I'm mad at you."

Huang Dan smiled at him, "Don't be angry."

An indistinct voice came from Lu Bandit's throat, which seemed to be choked up, "If you tell me not to be angry, can I not be angry?"

After saying that, Lu Bandit pulled the young man up, clasped his waist with one hand, and supported his arm with the other, "Move around more, don't lie down all the time, be good and don't get angry."

Huang Dan hummed, "I'm good."

Lu Bandit stared sideways at the young man's pale face. He pouted and showed him a warm smile, even though he couldn't see it.

Seeing that it was already winter, Lu's father and Lu's mother came to find his son before he came home.

As soon as they entered the hall, they sensed that something was wrong.

The daily necessities at home are for two people, but there is no sign of the child.

Mother Lu asked, "What about him?"

Lu Bandit said, "Sleeping."

"Sleeping in the room during the day? Young, not motivated at all."

Lu's mother looked at her son's too thin face, "What's the matter with you? It's only been a while, why are you so skinny?"

The bandits didn't respond.

Lu's mother stared at her son, "If you don't tell me, parents can find out."

She thought of something, a blood clot in her brain, pinched a nerve, not much better, but unimaginably bad.

"Is the person paralyzed?"

Lu Bandit wanted to serve tea, but was stopped by his father, "Your mother is asking you something!"

He said flatly, "That's it."

Lu's father and Lu's mother were shocked when they heard their son's reply.

A paralyzed person is a disabled person who can't take care of himself. Trivial things can make people collapse. They can't understand how they can keep him in the house so calmly because they are not related to the child.

"What are your plans? What about surgery? If you can do it, let him do it. The risk is high. Even if you die on the operating table, it's better than suffering every day. No one will suffer from that kind of torture." gone."

Lu's mother said, "If he doesn't want to, send him to the best hospital, where there will be professionals to take care of him."

Lu Bandit still said in the same tone, "He's not going anywhere, he just lives here."

Lu's father slapped the table, "What kind of bastard are you talking about? Who do you think you are? It's not a doctor or a nurse. If you let someone who is so sick live here, do you want him to die sooner?"

Lu Bandit said, "Dad, don't you and Mom die at the same time. It sounds harsh to me."

When Father Lu saw his son's sunken eye sockets, which was almost skinny, he felt panicked.

For a moment, Father Lu was thinking, forget it, let them be together as long as they survive.

But who can guess God's mind?

Mother Lu exchanged glances with her wife, but the old couple did not leave.

In the afternoon, Lu's mother waited for the opportunity. She took advantage of her son's inability to leave, and immediately opened the door and walked into the bedroom.

Huang Dan's eyes were closed, he couldn't see, but he could still hear with one ear, "Auntie, is that you?"

Mother Lu was surprised by his sensitivity, "Xiao Ji, I know everything about you."

Huang Dan didn't speak.

Lu's mother held his hand, "What did the hospital say? How sure are you for an operation?"

Huang Dan shook his head, "I can't do it."

Lu's mother tongue was earnest, "Why can't it be done? It's too risky, and Lu Bandit doesn't agree with you to do it? Or is it your own idea? Xiao Ji, even if the chance of success of the operation is only [-]%, it's better than if you continue to deteriorate like this."

Huang Dan said, "I want to spend more time with him."

Mother Lu's patience is still there, "I should be very clear about your current state, and I don't know how long you can last. Staying by his side will only drag him down."

Huang Dan said more bluntly than her, "I will not leave until I die."

Mother Lu's eyes widened, her patience disappeared instantly, and she shook off the young man's hand, "I thought you were naive before, but now I realize that your greatest strength is selfishness! You know you won't live long Why are you dragging him?"

Speaking of the latter, Mother Lu scolded her regardless of her appearance, she lost her composure, she couldn't see through the heart of this child, isn't love selfless?Isn't it all right as long as the other party is doing well?Why hold on tight?

While Huang Dan learned to rely on in this world, he also learned to be selfish, purely selfish.

He has become a stranger to himself, but he can't reject it, and doesn't want to reject it.

"Auntie, I won't let go."

Mother Lu was so angry that she raised a hand and waved it down on the young man's face, but was grabbed and pushed away by the land bandits who rushed in.

Lu Bandit didn't speak, didn't curse, didn't get angry, just looked at his mother with a look that had never appeared before.

Mother Lu was heartbroken, and slammed the door and went out without looking back.

The room fell silent.

Huang Dan's spirit was very poor, he asked softly, "Is it dark?"

Lu Bandit glanced out the window, the sun was shining brightly, his throat rolled, "Yeah."

Huang Dan said, "Why isn't the pudding called? It's time for dinner."

Lu Bandit rubbed his hair, "There is dog food on the plate, it will eat it by itself when it is hungry."

Huang Dan snorted and fell asleep slowly. He never mentioned the names of Lu Bandit's parents from the beginning to the end.

The days are running out, Huang Dan doesn't want to bother with other people's affairs, he just wants to stay in this world for one more day, so he can talk to men more.

How fast time passed, Huang Dan only felt that after a few rains and a few nights of strong winds, he had the premonition to leave.

At night, Huang Dan said, "Lu Bandit, I'm leaving."

Lu Bandit rubbed his face, "Where are you going?"

Huang Dan said, "If you leave, you just leave. Don't look for me, I won't find you."

Lu Bandit suddenly raised his head, his eyes were scarlet, "Who the hell said they wanted to find you? Let's go, hurry up!"

Huang Dan said sadly, "I don't want to leave."

Lu Bandit lay on the young man's heart, listening to the beating of his heart, "Have no conscience... Ji Shiyu, you really have no conscience... Why do you give up so easily when you say you don't want to leave?"

He grabbed the young man's hand and put it to his lips, "I know you can't hold on anymore, I know it all, Ji Shiyu, hold on a little longer, I beg you, please..."

Huang Dan fell asleep.

The next day, Huang Dan lost consciousness on one side of his body.

After the snow cleared, from the outside, the castle was magnificent and magnificent, but no one knew that the inside looked like a tomb.

The most serious consequences still occurred.

Huang Dan couldn't move, couldn't hear, see, or speak, and had difficulty swallowing, but his consciousness was clear.

Lu Bandit's mood became more and more violent. He smashed the house into a mess, and he squatted in the mess and cried bitterly.

No one scolded him, so he didn't care.

The Shiba Inu didn't dare to pass by the Lu Bandits, so he walked away from it at a long distance.

On the eve of the junior year, Lu's father and Lu's mother received a call from Chen Mi, and only then did they know that something serious had happened, and the two elders rushed over from home in a hurry.

Chen Mi said the matter, nothing more than a life is gone,

It took Lu's mother a long time to react, "Where is Lu Bandit? Where is my son? Where is he?"

Chen Mi said it was upstairs.

Lu's mother stumbled and ran upstairs, but Lu's father supported her in time when she was shaking, "Slow down."

"The boss doesn't open the door."

Chen Mi, who came over, hesitated to speak, "He looks very abnormal."

Mother Lu panicked, "What is abnormal?"

Chen Mi recalled the scene not long ago, and her heart was still cold. She brought a few doctors here, and when they got here, they were already dead.

But the boss insisted that the person in his arms was not dead and was still angry. He yelled loudly, and looked like a madman at that time.

Taking a deep breath, Secretary Chen described what he saw.

When Lu's mother heard this, her whole body exploded. She turned to look at her husband, and the corners of her wrinkled eyes were moist.

"That kid asked me to give him a year in the first place. I asked him to leave some time ago, but he refused. What is this now? I can't enjoy my life and leave. Why do I have to harm our family? What is the intention? No, I want to go in and have a look."

Mother Lu slapped the door vigorously, trembling with anger, "Bandit Lu, open the door for Mom!"

Father Lu sighed, "Everyone is gone, why are you talking about this?"

"What? What are you talking about?"

Lu's mother stared at him, "Didn't you listen to what Chen Mi said? My son doesn't even have a human face!"

Father Lu wiped his face, and tried to speak several times but didn't know what to say.

If there is anything wrong with that child, it can't be blamed.

A person's death is like a lamp being extinguished. It doesn't matter if you say more or less about what happened before you were alive.

Lu's mother paced back and forth outside the door, "Old Lu, although we are not satisfied with him, we didn't really do anything to him. This is his fate."

Lu's father opened his mouth, "You mean, this is also my son's life?"

Mother Lu suddenly lost her voice.

It was only at the age of thirty that I met someone I liked, but I lost it as soon as I had it, and all my dreams and plans turned into a pile of vain.

People are gone, what's the use of thinking more?

No one can bear such a huge blow.

Lu Bandit didn't eat or drink, and didn't make arrangements for his funeral, so he locked himself in the room with a dead body.

Lu's father and Lu's mother didn't go anywhere, just stood guard outside the door, kept talking to the son inside the door, her voice became hoarse, she fainted, and she woke up and continued to shout.

On the third day, the door opened.

It wasn't Lu Bandit who opened it from the inside, Father Lu finally ordered the bodyguards to kick the door open with the other two in turn.

The bodyguard committed a big taboo and acted without the order of the employer. This is never allowed in the industry, but he had to be forced by the situation.

They were all tough guys with five big and three thick, and when they saw the scene in the room, they gasped in shock.

The employer, whose hair was mostly gray, was sitting on the head of the bed. The young man was lying in his arms, with his head resting on his shoulders. He was hugged tightly, his eyes were empty, his face was dead gray, and his body was covered in a stench.

Anyone who sees it will feel that there is not one corpse on the bed, but two corpses.

Father Lu's eyes were bloodshot, and he was old and ugly, "Your mother and I are not dead yet, you just torment yourself like this, you want me and your mother to have a hard time, right?"

The bandits didn't respond.

Father Lu burst into tears, "Son, you don't have enough fate with Xiao Ji, it has nothing to do with you and him, this is God's arrangement, you want to open it."

Lu's mother is more ruthless than his wife. She was too angry, hated, blamed and resented outside the door. Now she didn't want to say anything more, so she pointed to the corner of the table and said, "Lu Bandit, if you don't want your mother to be killed here, you can kill Ji immediately." Let go of Shi Yu's body!"

Father Lu grabbed his wife's hand, "It's already this time, why are you making trouble?"

Lu's mother broke free immediately, she sneered, "My son is neither human nor ghost, and his family is not like a family. What's the point of my life?"

"Dad, Mom, don't disturb him."

This was the first sentence Lu Bandit said after the young man left. His throat was so severe that every word smelt of blood.

Lu's mother hurriedly coaxed, "Okay, mom and dad will stop arguing, you put him down."

Lu's father also echoed, "Son, put Xiao Ji down, his position will be uncomfortable."

After finishing speaking, he held his breath with his wife, hoping that his son would come out.

My son is still young and has a long way to go, so he can't just fall down like this.

A few minutes later, Lu Bandit hung down holding the young man's arm.

At this moment, two bodyguards stepped forward, one on each side restraining the employer.

Lu Bandit was severely dehydrated and had been self-destructing his body functions for the past few days. After struggling a few times, he passed out.

When Lu Bandits woke up, his lover had already been buried in the ground, and all he could see was a cold tombstone.

Since then, Lu Bandit has never shown any expression of despair, and his life has become busy again. He eats and lives in the company. Anyone who sees it thinks that he is wasting his vitality and doesn't want to live anymore.

Spring goes, autumn comes, spring comes back again, a year ends at the snap of a finger, and a new year arrives at the snap of a finger.

If there are no people and things worth stopping, a year is just two words.

Zhang Yiming went to the company to find Bandit Lu, and looked at him across a huge desk, "Time flies so fast, more than four years have passed in a blink of an eye."

Lu Bandit sorted out the documents and put them aside, "Is there a case?"

Zhang Yiyi said no, he took a sip of coffee, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Didn't I get shot last year? I hurt my back, and my dad let me continue to work in the bureau clearly, but secretly didn't let me do anything." Come on, I'm a loser."

Lu Bandit said, "He's doing it for your own good."

"I know."

Zhang Yiyi put down his cup and put his hands on his forehead, "But I have hands and feet, making me a useless person, isn't it worse than death?"

Lu Bandit sat deeply in the leather chair, his face was shrouded in smoke, his expression was blurred, "Can someone take care of you?"

Zhang Yiyi blurted out what to say, "I'm not Xiao Ji..."

The words stopped abruptly, Zhang Yiming almost bit his tongue, he really wanted to slap himself, he smiled stiffly, "Sorry."

Lu Bandit didn't change his face, it seemed that the surname and title were already unfamiliar to him, and he couldn't remember them.

Seeing his old friend like this, Zhang Yiming not only did not breathe a sigh of relief, but was even more worried. He said hoarsely, "Lu Bandit, don't hold anything in your heart, it will cause problems."

Lu Bandit flicked the cigarette into the ashtray, and wrote lightly, "What can I hold back?"

Zhang Yiming said, "Let's have dinner together in the evening. It's been a long time since we got together for a table."

Lu Bandit rubbed his eyebrows, "Not tonight, I have dinner."

"Forget it, next time."

Zhang Yiming patted his old friend on the shoulder, but didn't say what he wanted to say. The comforting words seemed pale back then, but now they are even more ridiculous.

Once it exists, it will definitely be imprinted, it cannot be erased, it can only be eaten by time.

One night in April of the same year, Lu Bandit received a call from Zhang Yiyi. He said on the phone, "Lu Bandit, I don't have a father anymore."

Lu Bandit glanced at the time, it was [-]:[-] in the morning, "What happened? Slow down."

Zhang Yi said incoherently, saying that his father had a fall and had a cerebral hemorrhage and could not be rescued. "He also promised me at night that he would cook some dishes for me tomorrow so that I could try something new. Why was it so sudden? Lu Bandit, it was too sudden Oh, I... I seem to be dreaming..."

Lu Bandit sat on the head of the bed, listening to Zhang Yiming's crying. He touched the cigarette case and took out one, took the lighter and lit it.

I once vowed to quit smoking, but now no one cares about him, so let's just do it.

Lu Bandit swallowed in silence, and lit another after one burned out. He didn't comfort Zhang Yiming, because he knew that at this time, no matter what others said, there was no way to stop the empty heart.

Where it is empty, it is empty, and the wind, rain, and frost will occupy every corner, except for an inch of sunshine.

Every moment a new life is born in this world, accompanied by anticipation and laughter, and some people pass away, but there is only pain and tears.

The earth is always turning, and it will not stop for a minute and a second because of who is born and who leaves.

On the 13th, Lu Bandits returned to China to attend the funeral of Zhang Yiyi's father.

The weather is bad, the storm is wandering in the whole world, and the trees around the cemetery are swaying wildly, and they will be dragged and thrown into the sky at any time.

Lu Bandit was wearing black clothes and black trousers, holding a black umbrella in his hand. He looked the same as before, with no missing nose, eyes, arms or legs, but there was no warmth in those eyes, just like those in the cold pool. of an ice stone.

"Life always goes on."

This is not so much said to Zhang Yiyi, but to himself.

Zhang Yiming did not open an umbrella. He knelt in front of the tombstone, his wet hair pressed against his pale cheeks, and his body was extremely thin from the heavy rain.

"Yeah, we still have to live on."

The death of the helmsman of the Zhang family made Zhang Yiming age a lot overnight. Standing with Lu Bandits, he was a pair of brothers and sisters tortured by fate. Both of them were in their 30s. A skinny one is out of shape.

That night, Lu Bandit and Zhang Yiming got very drunk. They didn't communicate with each other while drinking. They poured a muffled sound into their stomachs. After drinking, they lay down on the table and cried bitterly.

The person closest to me leaves, but I can do nothing, I can only watch helplessly, that feeling is too painful.

But no matter how uncomfortable and hopeless today is, the sun will still rise, set, and rise again tomorrow, day after day, just go on like that.

It will come to an end, and life will end at that time.

On the morning of September [-]st, when the genius was dim, Lu Bandit left home. He left a note to his parents, saying that he was going to look for Daguan High School, and that Ji Shiyu was waiting for him in class.

Lu's father and Lu's mother came over and saw the note, they were shocked speechless, the son is crazy, there is a nine-year age difference between him and that child, how could they be in the same class?Isn't this crazy what is it?

Zhang Yiyi rushed over after receiving a call from Lu's father and Lu's mother. He didn't mean to ask someone to find Lu Bandit, but said, "Uncle and Auntie, Lu Bandit has lived like a ghost these past few years. Apart from being able to Breathing is no different from death, just let him go."

Lu's father and Lu's mother were in tears.

Zhang Yiming's throat was choked, and he endured it, but his eyes were still red, and he said with sobs, "I will be your son in the future."

After comforting the two old people, Zhang Yiyi was sitting on the steps smoking a cigarette. He raised his head and looked up at the sky with a vicissitudes of smile. good."

One year passed, and another year, Zhang Yiyi stayed with the old couple and never saw Lu Bandits again.

Where are the bandits?Maybe he is already dead, dead in a corner, lonely and desolate, or he is not dead, he is searching all over the world for the high school that appeared in his dream, class 105, first grade, he crazily believes that as long as he When you walk into the classroom, you can see your lover sitting in the first row.

It's better to be crazy for a lifetime than to be sober.

******

When Huang Dan woke up, he was still lying on the small bed in the hospital, but it was not the third brother who treated his wound, but a nurse.

When the nurse looked up, her face was full of astonishment, "Sir, why are you crying?"

Huang Dan closed his eyes tightly, tears wet his pale cheeks, his lips trembled slightly, his voice was hoarse, with a clear crying voice, "I'm afraid of pain."

The nurse was an intern. Seeing the young man crying so painfully, she blamed herself very much. She quickly apologized and lightened the bandaging of her hands.

Huang Dan comforted, "It has nothing to do with you, you did a good job, it's my own problem."

The nurse's teardrops were very low since she was a child. This extremely beautiful gentleman didn't have any complaints, and he was still affirming her. Just a simple sentence made her nose sore. She took a deep breath and concentrated on continuing to bandage.

"All right."

The nurse showed a friendly smile, "Sir, the wound should not be exposed to water for the time being, pay more attention to rest, do not eat spicy food, try not to exert too much force on this leg, I wish you a speedy recovery."

Huang sat up with one hand supporting the bed, "Thank you."

The nurse reminded Huang Dan to get a tetanus, and then to pay for anti-inflammatory drugs, and pointed out the specific direction for him.

At around 02:30, Huang Dan dragged his injured leg out of the hospital. The pain caused him to break out in a cold sweat. He planned to drive home and lie down to rest instead of going to the party. He was in no mood and energy .

It’s just one night and half a day, and you can’t do much, but the yellow list has passed a few lifetimes.

Every time he completely peels off the mission world and returns to the real world, Huang Dan always thinks, will there be a reunion next time?he does not know.

But at the same time, I couldn't help but look forward to it.

What if there is further development?Nobody can tell.

Huang Dan's car was still parked at the supermarket, and he stood in the taxi waiting area of ​​the hospital, a little upset.

Not long after, a taxi drove over, and a figure suddenly rushed forward from behind the yellow ticket, opened the car door and got in without stopping.

Huang Dan glanced indifferently, but had no other reaction.

The sky is drizzling with fine snow particles, and the first snow of this winter has already appeared and will greet everyone soon.

Huang Dan buttoned up his coat, held the medicine bag in one hand and put the other in his pocket, his expression was colder than the winter rain.

Huang Dan narrowed his eyes in discomfort as the bitter wind blew past.

Another taxi came, this time no one jumped in line, Huang Dan sat in the back seat, and sneezed as soon as he gave his address.

The driver was a chatterbox, and he started looking for something to talk to after the car drove out of the hospital.

"Where are you from, young man? I don't think you look very good, are you sick? Hey! Don't open the window, my heater is on."

Huang Dan's nose wafted a smell of plastic, mixed with the smell of leather, and there was also a smell of smoke, he said to open up a little to breathe.

The driver thought Huang Dan was motion sick, and was afraid that he would vomit in the car, so he let him go. "The weather forecast is not accurate. If there is sun in the morning, it will change in the afternoon. It is better to wear thick clothes when going out."

Huang Dan had no intention of talking, so he kept silent after a few perfunctory sentences.

While waiting for the traffic light, the driver listened to the radio program and babbled, saying that those who own a car can’t drive well these days, and those who walk can’t walk well.

"Young man, are you feeling better? Close the window, my heater won't work even if it's on."

Huang Dan raised half of the windows, and in the cramped space, the smell instantly became turbid.

There was a car accident on the road to be crossed, and the driver had to take a detour, so he informed Huang Dan in advance, so as to avoid misunderstandings, he deliberately detoured.

Huang Dan asked casually, "Is the car accident serious?"

The driver turned the steering wheel, "It's serious. According to reports, five or six cars rear-ended, just under the viaduct."

Huang Dan, "Oh."

He didn't ask any more questions, but he couldn't stop the driver in front.

"Fortunately, no one was killed. They were all traumatic injuries such as smashing their heads and hitting their arms and legs."

The driver smacked his lips, "When driving, you can't answer the phone, you can't fall asleep, you can't chat with passengers, you have to concentrate, otherwise..."

Huang Dan interrupted, "Uncle, you've been talking."

The driver's wrinkled face suddenly became embarrassed, he coughed twice, and fell silent.

Huang Dan turned his head to look at the rapidly receding scenery outside the car window. It was already blurry, but after being washed by the rain, it seemed to be broken into countless small dots, and he couldn't see anything clearly.

After an unknown amount of time, the car stopped, and the driver's voice sounded, "Young man, we're here."

Huang Dan asked how much it was.

The driver said it was 46, "It's snowing lightly."

Huang Dan pulled up the sleeve of his coat and looked at his watch. The party started at three o'clock, and it was already ten past three, so he took a one-hundred-dollar bill from his wallet and gave it to the driver.

"The whole thing? No change? Wait a minute."

The driver rummaged for a while before collecting the change and handing it over, "Go slowly."

Huang Dan got out of the car and fell into the snow.

Although it is a small snowflake, when it hits the face, the coldness can still make the frozen scalp tighten.

Huang Dan lowered his head to avoid the pedestrians one by one, endured the pain and walked towards the parking spot. He walked fast, feeling blood oozing from the wound, and the pain became more and more painful.

Sitting in the car, Huang Dan let out a heavy breath. He took out a handkerchief and wiped the sweat from his forehead, face, and neck, feeling that he was not suitable for going anywhere in this state.

I don't know what's going on, but when Huang Dan was about to drive back the same way, he hesitated strangely again, since he had already left home, and he wasted so much time in the afternoon, there was nothing he could do when he went back, how about answering the appointment?

Want to go?

Huang Dan leaned his head back against the back of the chair, rubbing his forehead once and for all, not wanting to go, received a call yesterday when he was about to get off work, the only old classmate he still had contact with said on the phone that he would propose to his girlfriend at the party, Wish he could come over, he said yes.

After entering the community for a long time, he crossed inexplicably, and when he came back after the end, he received a reminder call from his old classmate, telling him not to forget about the party. The other party seemed very concerned about whether he could be there.

The only friend who was still in contact asked for marriage, hoping that he could send blessings. Huang Dan put his hand on the steering wheel and tapped a few times casually. He was thinking about something when the phone rang, and it was the person calling.

The background on the other side was noisy, Jiang Long's voice was caught in it, and it was raised a lot, "Huang Dan, where have you been? Didn't you go to the restaurant? The place for the dinner was temporarily changed, and we just transferred there."

Huang Dan asked, "Changed?"

Jiang Long said that it was changed to the side of the school, "The hotel is the one on the east side, you remember, we are going to go for a walk in the school first, it happens to be snowing again, we can take pictures of the snow scene, and then go to class 105, Isn't it winter vacation now, the classroom is empty, and the head teacher will show up then."

His tone was brisk, "I think the face of the head teacher who appeared at the window back then was my nightmare for three years in high school, hey Huang Dan, I still remember that you became the champion of science, and his tears filled his eyes, just like my son As if he won the number one scholar in science, he knew you would come, he was very happy, and said he wanted to ask about your recent situation."

head teacher?Huang Dan couldn't remember, couldn't remember at all, he said, "Are you ready for the marriage proposal?"

Jiang Long laughed on the phone, "Of course, it was prepared a few months ago, just waiting to give my Xiaoxiao a surprise, it must come, I told everyone, don't you dare to try it try!"

Huang Dan lay on the steering wheel, "Has everyone gone?"

Jiang Long said he was right. For the first time, he made an appointment with 45 people in the class. He also said that there was still one person who hadn't arrived. "I didn't say, Huang Dan, you two made an appointment, right?"

Huang Dan was taken aback, "Us?"

Jiang Long said angrily, "Yes, isn't it you and Chen Yue?"

Huang Dan was very unfamiliar with this name, "Who is Chen Yue?"

Jiang Long stayed quiet for a long time before yelling, "Damn you, don't you, you don't even remember him? He was a well-known gangster back then, the old man who always sat in the last row and smoked with his legs crossed."

Huang Dan frowned, the gangster, is that him?he's just casual