Yokohama Future Lovers

That was a few weeks ago.

When No. 0619 entered the consciousness space, only No. 002 was sitting at the head of the meeting room, and he didn't know what he was doing.

"No. 002." No. 0619 called him, his voice was small, with the peculiar greenness of a boy of this age.

"No. 0619, you are here." No. 002 recovered from the things in his hand, and greeted him in a gentle tone.

"What are you doing?" No. 0619 walked over and asked.

The surroundings were still pitch black, and the air seemed to be frozen, making people breathless. There was an unspeakable sense of loneliness in the solemn silence.The chairs are neatly arranged around the huge long table, which somehow reminds people of tombstones.

In the middle surrounded by these oppressive and dark "tombstones", No. 002 sitting here alone has a smile on his face, and the red line on his hand is as bright as blood.

No. 0619 looked around with no expression on his face, and turned his attention back to No. 002.

"You'll know it just by looking at it." As No. 002 said, moving his fingers nimbly, a pattern in the shape of a crab came out. He said, "I'm flipping a flower rope."

Saying so, he raised his hand in a showy manner, so that No. 0619 could take a closer look at the red string on No. 002's hand.

It's just that No. 002's face is pale, and now he is in the darkness and stretches out his hand with a smile to show the red rope in his hand. No matter how you look at it, it's a weird and scary scene.

But No. 0619 was not frightened, he just said: "Turning the rope? This is something that children can play with."

He couldn't be scared, couldn't be afraid.Because the other party is him, and he is the other party.

They are individuals in a different world, closer than any other person in the world.Even if the hearts of each other are dug out, they can be perfectly placed on each other.In other words, they even have the same blood.

While talking, No. 0619 pulled the chair next to No. 003 and sat down in front of No. 002.

"After all, I'm really bored here alone." No. 002 sighed, then raised his eyebrows and looked at No. 0619 who came over, and said, "Do you want to play this kind of 'children's game' too?" ?”

"Unlike you, my age does belong to the range of 'children'." The stall owner at 0619 said.

"It's so strange to hear another self say that he is a child." No. 002 complained, and then asked: "But can you play rope?"

"No. I've never played before." Saying this, No. 0619 looked at the red rope in No. 002's hand and fell into deep thought.

It is true that he has never played with the rope, but he has seen other children play it, so it should not be difficult to play.

"Then let me teach you." No. 002 said, and taught No. 0619 carefully: "Look, first make these three lines parallel, and then..."

No. 002 moved deftly, and a simple five-pointed star appeared. No. 0619 read it once and learned it. He took the red string from the opponent's hand and made another five-pointed star himself.

"It's very interesting." No. 0619 stared at the five-pointed star in his hand, and rarely said childishly.Cheeks look soft when you smile.

No. 002 looked at him, was silent for a while, and said with a chuckle, "Do you know? About the meaning of the five-pointed star."

"Meaning?" No. 0619 shifted his attention away from the red string.

"That's right." No. 002 crossed his arms, nodded, and waved his hands like a witch who tells stories to children in fairy tales.

"When it comes to the five-pointed star, it is easy to imagine the magic circle, right? But the five-pointed star is also related to other aspects. The five-pointed star is used in religion, astronomy, art, etc. Although "symbolic Meaning” is still interpreted by people in the final analysis, but when this symbol can appear and be applied to various aspects, it has also become a special pattern.”

002 took out a piece of chalk in the consciousness space.

No. 0619 watched the other party draw a five-pointed star on the black tabletop with white chalk, and his drawing method was uninterrupted from the first starting point to the end.

No. 002 looked at the five-pointed star drawn on his desktop, smiled contentedly as if he thought it was perfect, and noticed No. 0619's eyes, he let out a laugh and said, "Oh, you noticed it."

The chalk turns on the slender fingers of No. 002, like a dance. Looking at the five-pointed star on the table, No. 002 said: "Although this special pattern can also be drawn in other ways. The five-pointed star drawn by some people is even "broken", which is composed of different lines. .Those five-pointed stars that have to be very precise are still drawn using the golden section point."

"But I like to draw it like this. It can be connected and continuous from the very beginning to the end. At the end, it can return to the starting point in the same direction as before."

"The starting point is the end point, is the end point also the starting point?" No. 0619 looked at the five-pointed star in his hand and murmured.

No. 002 didn't say much on it, the words just now might just be his casual words.After all, he was really bored, and after finally waiting for No. 0619 to come over, he couldn't help but say a few more words.

The man in a black coat and a red scarf reached out and patted No. 0619 on the head, and said softly, "Okay, let's continue playing the game."

002 said with a smile.

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Osamu Dazai was falling continuously in the darkness.

Some people can realize that what they are in is a dream even when they are asleep.Obviously, Osamu Dazai is this type of person.

He knew very clearly that he passed out in reality, and the place he was in now must be a dream.

——It’s just that he didn’t want to just wake up like this.

Gollum.

In a pitch-black space, bubbles are constantly flying upwards, Dazai Osamu's whole body becomes light and floating, he seems to have suddenly grown wings, and the snow-white wings are constantly waving on his back, But Osamu Dazai just let himself fall continuously.

He closed his eyes and suddenly remembered what happened a long time ago.

That was Osamu Dazai—or in other words, when No. 0619 just picked up the book and entered the space of consciousness for the first time.

I don't know if it's a coincidence or what. At that time, there happened to be only No. 002 who had been there all the time in the entire consciousness space.

Facing this little guest who was like Alice who strayed into Wonderland, No. 002 put down the book in his hand in surprise, and he called softly: "Ah, this little guest. You Okay, I'm Dazai, Osamu Dazai... I seem to have said some nonsense, sorry, forget it."

Saying so, he laughed lowly as if he thought it was amused, and the bandages wrapped around his eyes fell loosely with the shaking of his body.

The man in a black coat and a red scarf laughed for a while before he stopped. Regardless of the indifference and doubts of No. 0619, he said in an extremely hoarse and sweet voice with that face that people couldn't take his eyes off: "In short , I am "Osamu Dazai" from the parallel world No. 002, you can call me No. 002. As for you, if I am not mistaken, you should be "Osamu Dazai" from the parallel world No. 0619. Ah, what a good number , don't you think so?"

For some reason, No. 0619 felt that his voice was very strange.

If you insist on describing it, it is probably like the sound of a person who has been in the desert for a long time and suppressed the madness when he suddenly sees an oasis.

Obviously he was smiling, but it looked like he was struggling in despair.

Of course, judging from the smile on No. 002's face and the eyes staring at him quietly, the illusion is only an illusion after all.

After introducing himself, No. 002 patiently explained the current location and the parallel world to No. 0619.

Perhaps because the other party is his peer, No. 0619, who should have found it difficult to let go of his guard, unconsciously got close to No. 002.

"Of course. Because you are me, and I am you." No. 002 said so, reaching out to touch No. 0619's face.

They are all "Osamu Dazai", but the face of No. 002 has a more special and beautiful decadence and sickness.

As long as 002 thinks, when he stares at the other party tightly, no one can refuse him, even if the other party is himself in another world.

No. 0619 was stunned for a moment, and repeated involuntarily: "You are me, and I am you?"

As he said this, he felt as if he were reciting an ancient and beautiful spell.

"Of course." No. 002 looked at No. 0619 with extremely soft eyes, as if looking at a loved one, and the hand stroking the other's cheek followed the outline of the body until it touched No. 0619's hand.

No. 002 grabbed the opponent's hand and pulled No. 0619 towards him.

No. 0619 frowned. Before he could say anything, he saw No. 002 closed his eyes and said softly, "Listen."

— plop plop.

No. 002 held No. 0619's hand close to his heart.

— plop plop.

No. 0619 opened his eyes wide in disbelief, and a very wonderful feeling, like the fetus returning to the mother's body, came to him.

Feeling the beating of No. 002's heart, No. 0619 can also feel his own heart beating in exactly the same rhythm.The heartbeats of the two overlapped.

— plop plop.

It seems that part of the hole that has been missing in my heart has been filled in because of this, even if it is only a very small part, it is enough to make No. 0619's heart beat faster, showing a bewildered expression like a real child.

The two "Osamu Dazai" who were different in appearance despite their different ages held each other's hands tightly.The hair strands of the two were intertwined, and their body temperatures became extremely similar.

After a while, No. 0619 finally took a breath.

"Maybe you don't know, I am so ecstatic about your appearance." No. 002 lowered his eyes and said in an extremely calm voice.

"How many girls have you said similar things to?" No. 0619, who came over slowly, raised his eyebrows and asked.

"This is really a misunderstanding. I only said this to you." No. 002 shook his head and said.

Unknowingly, the atmosphere between them became relaxed.It's not the ambiguity between lovers or the warmth between family members, it's just that the blood is boiling and wants to break through the body and flow out, rushing into another person's body.His bones, blood, and flesh all ached as if they were burning, and his whole body was as warm as if soaked in a bathtub of blood.

They were entwined as tightly as twins in a mother's womb.

The two were silent for a while.

"Before entering consciousness space, what were you doing?" In the silence, 002 asked.

"Look at which river can commit suicide." No. 0619 said in a relaxed tone, as if talking about what to eat tonight.

"I knew it." No. 002 said with a smile.

"Because if it were you, you would do the same?" No. 0619 asked curiously.

"Huh? Me?" No. 002 closed his eyes and sighed, "The old words will indeed go."

"But you didn't do that later?" No. 0619 raised his eyebrows.

"Yeah, because I found something very important and must be done." When No. 002 said this, he looked a little happy, and he even waved his hands a little childishly, and there was light in his eyes.

"I achieved a very good ending. Although it is a little regrettable, I think it is really great." No. 002 said to No. 0619: "I saved a friend who would have died, so that he can go to the bright side. Rescue orphans and realize my dream of being a writer. The disciples who were originally pulled into the darkness by me also went to the light again under my rearrangement. The whole of Yokohama will also move towards a better future."

He lowered his eyes, his pale face was naked. His exposed eyes were as soft as a lake, and he whispered in a raving voice as if he was afraid of destroying his dream: "That's really a very, very good ending, don't you think so? ?"

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Fragments of those memories floated up like bubbles and shattered quietly.

Gollum.

Osamu Dazai was still sinking.

He finally raised his head and tried to swim upstream, but the purpose was not to break free from the deep sea, but to be able to catch those flickering bubbles in the endless darkness.

——"That's really a very, very good ending, don't you think so?" No. 002 said with a smile.

Maybe, maybe it was a really good ending, but I still honestly feel that maybe it wasn't a very good ending.

No. 0619 thought so.

——Because you showed a sad expression.

The author has something to say: Just in case, please don’t make any remarks about the characters under the comments, especially _(:з」∠)_ that involves the IF line, I will be very sad when I see it.

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Small Theater: Faced with the weird atmosphere between No. 002 and No. 0619, the other Zai Zai said that they were all Zai Zai, and you two actually started it behind our backs (not)

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The relationship between No. 002 and No. 0619 is complicated

Wake up in the next chapter~

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Thanks for the time:

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 Zhiye without an umbrella;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 58 bottles of Mr. Dazai; 2 bottles of patience; 1 bottle of Dian Mo Tage;

Thank you very much for the support of little angels (づ￣3￣)づ