[Comprehensive] The growth record of the god judge

The twilight is heavy, the street lamp outside the window emits dim light alone, the sky seems to be covered with a huge and heavy curtain, even the last ray of moonlight is swallowed by dark clouds, the wind is rustling, and the big trees on the roadside are rustling. It feels lonely and weird.The curtains in the room were rolled out of the window, and the unlocked window slammed on the frame with a bang, making a harsh sound.

In the room, Shiya was sitting in the corner of the room, Mustache was lying on his chest, his hands were firmly grasping Shiya's clothes, his ears were tightly pressed against his thin chest, desperately trying to find that even humble rhythm.

Come on, why not?

The warm warmth came continuously, and the touch under the palm could clearly feel the distinct bones even though the clothes were not thin, the tip of the nose was sore, and the shame and regret were like spring grass after the rain. His chest protruded and grew wildly. He searched hard for the beating of his chest, but he covered his eyes in despair in the cold silence and silence.

He couldn't find it.

Shi also sat on the floor leaning against the cold wall, with his two long legs spread apart, Fu Sangshen collapsed backwards, and slowly knelt on the ground.

He opened his bloodshot eyes, the blue and black under his eyes were clearly visible, he looked at Shi Ye in despair and hope, his right hand was placed on his left chest, as if he was careful not to damage him.

"Why... is there no movement?"

you ask me?

A sense of absurdity arises spontaneously, and from time to time, he spits out a stream of air from his nose almost in disdain. He is a very educated person, and he seldom makes such impolite actions, but at this moment he snorted coldly. , the corner of his mouth curved into a mocking arc.

you ask me?

"What do you say?"

He asked back, the sarcasm made Higaki almost feel ashamed, the shame of being stripped naked in broad daylight made his whole body burn red, but on top of that, there were more burns from the feet Pain burning at the end.

Seeing Hidekiri's painful expression, he suddenly felt a sense of revenge, which made him unable to bear the sarcasm.

"I remember it very clearly... Speaking of which, I would like to thank you for telling me the truth with great mercy..." Shiya held Hikakiri's wrist, leaned forward, and approached Hikakiri's suddenly pale face , muttering maliciously in his ear.

"About... the truth that Sanriyue doesn't really like me."

The hot and humid air spraying against his ears warmed Higiri's pinnae, but the words that came out of it made him hate and regret.This soft-spoken sentence was like a sharp nail piercing straight down from Tianling, causing him severe pain as if his intestines were ripped open.

That scene appeared again in a trance before Higakiri's eyes.

He remembered very clearly that the night was rainy and stormy, and there was lightning and thunder outside the window, except for the flashing lightning from time to time, there was no light to be seen.The interrogator sat in his room, still by the window, without turning on the light.

When Mustache came in, a bolt of lightning struck outside the window, and a flash of blinding light illuminated the small area by the window.The judge sat there upright, his whole body was drenched by the rain that swept in from the window, his half-length black hair was tightly attached to his forehead and cheeks, making his face paler.

A crooked water line slid down the corner of his clothes, and before he knew it, a small puddle formed under him.

Have you been hit so hard?

A sudden sense of irritability rose up, and Mustache couldn't help but frowned heavily, the anticipation and eagerness to try when he just entered the door could not be seen at all with such a cold face now.

"Heh, who is this for? What are you pretending to do? Anyway, San Riyue won't really love you."

Mustache didn’t know why he said such hurtful words. At that time, he seemed to be blinded by evil spirits, and the vicious words spit out like sharp knives, as if only in this way could he vent his inner feelings. anxious.

The inquisitor seemed to be stimulated by "San Ri Yue", the room was very dark, Hu Qi couldn't see his face, he just vaguely felt him move a little, and then spoke slowly and hoarsely.

"Please don't say any more."

After all this, do you still want to protect that old man?

At this time, Mustache suddenly thought of the sweet "San Riyue" who the God Judge usually followed behind San Riyue, but when he saw the polite and alienated "Higakiri Temple", he couldn't help feeling even more irritable.

"I won't say it? Even if I don't say it, others will say it, right? I see what you look like now, did that Juhe tell you something?"

Mustache leaned against the door frame, and couldn't wait to continue talking, full of bad emotions that were not purely malicious, gloating and cruelly instilling even more terrifying things for the fragile judge in front of him who was almost broken at the touch of a touch .

"Let me tell you, do you think that Sanriyue Zongjin likes you? Don't think too much, the God-inspector before you and him are the real lovers. If it wasn't for the accidental death of that adult, you thought Sanriyuezong would take a look at you." ?”

The upright body of the judge swayed a bit, his hands on his knees tightly grasped the soaked clothes, his knuckles were icy cold and pale, making him look even more fragile.

Higakiri stared down at the judge in front of him, and spat out the last blow.

"You're just an abandoned cat he picked up from the side of the road. If you like it, you pet it twice, and if you don't like it, you kick it aside. The little wild cat will always be the little wild cat. What important role do you really regard yourself as?"

Like the last straw that broke the camel's back, the god judge finally collapsed. He bent down overwhelmed, and covered his face tightly with his hands. I don't know if it was rain or tears. Spilled from the cracks, accompanied by low sobs.

"Please, don't say it...I know...don't say it..."

The judge cried.

A huge sense of accomplishment instantly filled Higekiri's empty heart, but it was followed by a greater inexplicable desire that could not be filled.Hidekiri opened his eyes wide in excitement, his pupils were almost overflowing with desire and greed, he hurried forward a few steps, knelt down on one knee in front of the judge, and put his hands on the shoulders of the judge .

"San Riyue doesn't want you anymore, so why don't you come to our place?"

Mustache's hands tightly grasped the shoulders of the judge, forcing him to lift his head and neck, the force was so strong that it almost crushed the bones of the judge who were not hard at the moment.

"boom!"

There was a sudden thunder, lightning and thunder, and one after another of glaring lightning split the heavy night. Mustache clearly saw the psychic's pale cheeks with transparent water, red eye circles, and an expression of panic that he had never seen before. And myself with a morbidly excited face in my pupils.

"You like knee pills, right? Come to us, let knee pills be with you every day, he likes you, he likes you more than me, he will never betray you, never hurt you, never let You are sad..."

Mustache moved his Adam's apple up and down thirsty, and the rain outside the window was icy on his cheeks, but it couldn't quench his burning heart.

At that time, his consciousness had not yet awakened, but his body first opened the mouth for him to coax the treasure he had always wanted.

"So...do you want to come to our place?"

With his consciousness back, Mustache finally paid for the naive and hateful behavior at that time. Using such despicable and vicious behavior to hurt his sweetheart himself is even more terrifying than evil spirits.

From time to time, I also saw him in a trance, leaving his ear rather boringly and preparing to get up, but Mustache keenly noticed his movements, and caught off guard with a pair of iron arms tightly wrapped around the body that was close at hand.

"sorry."

Shi Ye was about to struggle and curse, but was stopped by Mustache's hoarse words, and Fu Sangshen held his identified master tightly in his arms, confessing in pain.

"I don't want to do that. I'm sorry. I didn't know that at the time. I was just jealous of him. I was jealous of Mikazuki Zongjin. I was jealous of why he made you like him so much. Isn't it because he had a pretty face? I was also jealous of Kagemaru, jealous What little secret does he have with you that I don't know, obviously I am the elder brother, obviously I am better than him..."

Mustache spoke incoherently, the proud fusangshen could finally confess himself completely in front of important people at this moment, dug out a heart that was riddled with holes and blood, and spread it in front of Shi Ye. He can take a look.

Shi Ye's tense body slowly relaxed, and quietly lay on Mustache's shoulder, but Mustache seemed to have turned on some switch, and was still talking in a babble.

"...Why are you so stupid? If the war is over, just smash the knife, so what, we guys are so bad, so don't worry about it, just be good, it hurts so much...so painful... How could you do it back then... I have been trying to forget you every day for these years, but I just can’t forget, sitting under the tree and resting, thinking of you watching the cherry blossoms, and thinking of you when I hugged the girl The smell is really pungent and not as good as yours. Sometimes when I look at the knee pill, I think of you...you said...if you are really, really...sorry, I was really wrong..."

What Mustache said was thoughtless, stuttering, and listening quietly from time to time, the warm moisture spread from the back of his neck, sometimes the tip of his nose was sore, and his eye sockets became hot unconsciously.

Why is this so?Obviously it shouldn't be like this, you understand it too late, and I know it too late.

Shi Ye felt mixed flavors in his heart, and the sour and soft feeling slowly spread and fermented, his throat was blocked and he didn't know what to do.

Does he hate mustache?No, he didn't hate him that much, he didn't want Toshikiri to die, and he didn't want him to be in such a mess, and even though the scar in his heart was aching, it reminded him of the past that failed him all the time, but no matter what, the memory was always in his memory The mottled picture that cannot be washed or erased, even if it hurts and itches, but there is also an unforgettable sweetness.

Don't deceive yourself, Sanada Tokiya, you can't forget Fusangshin, Honmaru, and every bit of what you used to be a god judge.

Mustaki babbled a lot, and listened carefully from time to time. The dampness behind his back was getting bigger and bigger, and after the heat dissipated, it became icy cold.After talking about it, Mustaki finally pulled Tokiya up by pressing his shoulders, and instead held his cheeks.

Fu Sangshen slowly and tentatively pulled into the distance, and from time to time silently stared at Mustache's slowly enlarging face. Finally, the two finally touched their foreheads and their noses were facing each other.

Mustache's face was full of tears, and he confessed piously and painfully:

"I like you... no, I have loved you for a long time... the main hall."

Shi Ye knelt on the floor silently, Mustache let go of his hand slowly, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and quietly waited for the judgment to come. And don't crush him in anger.

It's not that he is greedy for life and afraid of death, but just wants to see him more while alive.

"...I don't know what a lover should behave. I'm ashamed to say that I still don't understand this aspect, but it's definitely not what you used to be."

After a while, Shi Ye said calmly, putting his hand under his lips, as if thinking.

The subtle light in Higakiri's eyes gradually extinguished, and the coldness of despair spread throughout his body, and he began to freeze icily.

"...But I'd love to see what it should be like, to like a person's performance, so can you tell me what it's like in the next few days, Higiri."

Shi Ye uttered the word "paying funeral" clearly, and Mustache raised his head in disbelief, and saw his master stretching out his hand to him calmly, without hatred, nor emotion or tenderness.

"Let's get to know each other again, but I may be angry for a long time, so be careful."

The author has something to say:

Get rid of Higiri, I wrote this chapter with a little fever in my eyes, and I am going to let my grandpa go online together with Xiaohumaru Hasebe in the first phase, and finally I feel sorry for my grandpa who was hacked miserably and Kemaru who was forced to be a wingman.

This Sunday is the interview, God bless me.

Finally... emmmmm, let me ask you something quietly, if I build a reader group, will anyone come?If there is no one, I will secretly delete this sentence, pretending to have amnesia.