Jiaotong Yanxi

After being bored in the house for so many days, Lian Xi felt that he was about to ascend to immortality, and he walked lightly, and he even suspected that the voice coming from outside the door was his own auditory hallucination.

After all, he was going crazy thinking about Jiao Tongyan these days.He didn't dare to turn on his phone, he was worried that the fortress he built in his heart would collapse if he saw any news about Jiao Tongyan.

In his days and dreams, all he thinks about is that Jiao Tongyan who has a naughty smile.

The door opened, and Jiao Tongyan, who was standing behind the door, saw Lian Xi wearing loose house clothes, with disheveled hair, stubble on the corners of his mouth and chin, and now he finally believed that Lian Xi was 6 years older than himself Seeing Lianxi in this state, Jiao Tongyan wanted to call him "Dad".

However, Jiao Tongyan saw that Lianxi, who was slightly vicissitudes and tired, was quite different from his usual shrewd and capable state, but it gave him a different feeling.

The first time Lian Xi saw Jiao Tongyan, he pinched his finger, it hurt a little, this was not a dream.

Then there were tears in the eyes, and he tried his best to restrain the desire to hug the person in front of him tightly.

"Mom," Lian Xi realized that his voice had become hoarse when he opened his mouth, probably because he smoked too much.

"Don't blame me, Xiaoyan came to the door by himself, but I didn't do anything. I just want to do it, so you have to give in..." Lianxi's mother knew what he was going to say as soon as Lianxi opened her mouth. Today, she has been trying to contact Jiao Tongyan, but Lianxi stopped them all. Lianxi must think that Jiao Tongyan was found by her.

"Lianxi, what's going on with you? If I don't come to you, you plan to stay in the room forever, right?" Jiao Tongyan held back a lot of words and wanted to talk to Lianxi.

"Xiaoyan, you two have something to talk about. I'll go and prepare lunch for you. Come down to eat after you've settled down." Lian's mother patted Jiao Tongyan on the shoulder, then turned her head and went downstairs.

"Why, are you going to let me stand and talk like this all the time?" I just ran all the way, and my legs are still a little weak now, so you don't even ask me to sit in the house for a while.

Lianxi leaned over and moved aside, Jiao Tongyan gave him a glare and went straight into the room.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and the curtains were closed tightly, making the room pitch-black. If the eyes were a little bad, I would have to be in the room with a bruised nose and a swollen face today.

Jiao Tongyan walked slowly to the window, and opened the curtain with two or three strokes.

The sunlight shone into the room through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and Lian Xi quickly blocked it with his hand.Although the light of the morning sun was not very strong, it was quite a stimulus to Lian Xi who hadn't seen the light for a long time.

"Lian Xi, don't you have anything you want to tell me?" Lian Xi, why don't you explain to me why I haven't heard from you these few days, why you have to torture yourself like this in your room.

Lian Xi lowered his head, dragged his feet slowly on the ground, then sat down on the ground with his back against the bed, took out a cigarette and lit it.

"Okay, since you don't want to say it, then you just listen to me." Jiao Tongyan sat on the bed, picked up the "Sleeping Beauty" picture on the bed and smiled.

"Lianxi, are you planning to break up?"

Jiao Tongyan stroked the painting lightly, and Lianxi's sleeping face under the moonlight appeared in his mind again.Maybe it was at that time that I secretly fell in love with Lianxi.

"I don't know if it's because of the incident that I pushed you away. Indeed, the moment I saw Fairy Tale, I admitted that I was really scared. I was afraid that Fairy Tale would find out about all this, and I was afraid of what happened because of the leak of our relationship. A series of chain reactions, I'm afraid the end result is losing you."

The cigarette in Lian Xi's hand was almost half lit, but he didn't take a puff. Every word Jiao Tongyan uttered was like a knife made of honey, cutting his heart, but he felt it was sweet.

"Do you know what a stupid mistake I made?" Jiao Tongyan looked out the window and smirked twice, "I always thought that the breakfast was brought by you, and I always thought that although you didn't want to see me, you would always be there The place I can't see is guarding me. But when I saw Wang Zhonghui walk into my office, I knew that you really don't want to see me anymore, and I might really lose you."

"In the past few days, I have been thinking whether it was a mistake for us to start in a hurry. Compared with vigorous love and hatred, is it better to be gentle and gentle?"

"I don't know much about relationships, otherwise I wouldn't be abandoned by Xu Fu. So, Lianxi, if I did anything to hurt you in our relationship, I apologize to you." Jiao Tongyan shook his head. Turning to Lianxi, "Lianxi, I'm sorry."

Lian Xi never looked back, and Jiao Tongyan couldn't see his emotional change.

But Lianxi felt it, and Jiao Tongyan cried.

"Maybe people like me really don't deserve to have love. I'm too selfish. I never think about others when I do things. Before, I never put myself in the shoes of Xu Fu and thought about what Xu Fu wanted in her heart, so I lost her .Now, I have been doing things that make you sad and painful for my own peace of mind, so am I going to lose you too?"

"Humans are just being cheap. I always want to regret when I do something wrong, and I only know how to cherish it when I lose it. And I don't know how much I like you until I'm about to lose you."

"When I saw Xiaomenlou, I thought of the way you chewed ham for him to eat; when I saw fairy tales, I thought of your firm eyes that decided to throw away my instant noodles; when I sat at the desk, I thought of your help When I was looking for problems, I was serious and serious; when I saw this painting, I thought of your peaceful sleeping face that night."

Jiao Tongyan laughed after thinking about it: "You don't even know what harm Xiao Ran did to me when we were playing the big adventure at the party that day. This girl is too powerful. She actually wanted me to face the big guy Calling you to say 'I love you'..."

"At that time, I could completely ignore Xiao Ran's troubles, and just pretend to be confused when I slept. But I still couldn't help but want to call you, I want to call you, and tell you 'Lianxi, I miss you , can you take me home?'..."

"In the past few days, I have been thinking about what I can say to you when I meet you to make up for the harm I caused you. But I have thought about it for a long time, and I can't think of anything to describe me except I am sorry and I miss you. The words of the mood."