Jiaotong Yanxi

Missing you is day after day

孤单 的 我 没有 改变

Beautiful dreams, when will they appear

Dear you, I really want to see you again

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The moving melody sounded, and Jiao Tongyan sang along to the music with forgetfulness. The domineering look just now disappeared, leaving only a heartbroken and pitiful look.Lian Xi watched Jiao Tongyan singing emotionally, and his heart ached. The person in front of him looked like he didn't care about anything, but the pain and sourness in his heart couldn't help singing along with the singing.Lian Xi looked at Jiao Tongyan's eyes gradually filled with tears, and he worried that Jiao Tongyan would break down and cry in the next second.

The person who loves you the most is me, how can you let me be sad

When I needed you the most, I left without saying a word

The person who loves you the most is me, how can you let me be sad

I have paid so much for you, but you have never been touched

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At the end of the song, Lianxi saw Jiao Tongyan sitting on the ground with his back leaning against the wine table, and buried his head between his legs.So he slowly walked over to calm his emotions, and the moment he squatted down in front of Jiao Tongyan, he saw Jiao Tongyan's shoulders that were trembling because of sobbing.

Jiao Tongyan cried, but he didn't cry bitterly, but sobbed softly with suppressed voice.

How many things have endured in this seemingly carefree person.Lian Xi looked at Jiao Tongyan's appearance, and he couldn't help thinking of 6 years ago, was he also like this 6 years ago?

Lian Xi managed to put his hand on Jiao Tongyan's head. He wanted to pet Jiao Tongyan like a puppy, but he was a little hesitant. What was he doing to comfort him, friend?We've only known each other for two days.brother?Jiao Tongyan just called himself brother, it's really thick-skinned for him to really regard himself as a big brother.enemy?Then I can't comfort him.

Still hesitating whether to let go of his hand, Jiao Tongyan suddenly raised his head, tears were still hanging on his face, his brows were drawn down because of grievance, and he looked at Lianxi with teary eyes, as if An injured puppy begging its owner for comfort.Lian Xi stared blankly, but didn't dare to act rashly.

"Brother Lian, why did your girlfriend break up with you?" Jiao Tongyan asked Lianxi, wiping the tears on his face with his cuff.

Lian Xi was caught off guard on the spot.girlfriend?When did I have a girlfriend?I don't know how?

"Don't be shy, I know everything. Your girlfriend's name is Xiaoyang. When you were unconscious, you held my hand and said, 'Xiaoyang, don't go...', which gave me goosebumps. ", Jiao Tongyan looked at Lianxi seriously and said.

Lian Xi came to his senses now, it turned out that he called his name in his sleep, and was mistaken by this brat for his girlfriend.Did you really call him by his name?Why are you so useless.Hey, forget it, it's over, don't think about it.

"My 'girlfriend' and I are more unforgettable than you anyway, and the reasons for our separation must be more tragic than yours." Lian Xi followed Jiao Tongyan's words. Having said that, maybe Jiao Tongyan threw a wine bottle on his head, and then yelled "Pervert".

"How do you know that the breakup between me and Xiaofu is not tragic. I have been with Xiaofu for more than a year. The relationship is very good."

"Why did you break up after a good relationship?" Lian Xi asked, he actually wanted to move the topic away from himself.

As soon as Jiao Tongyan thought of this, the grievance came up again, and the tears couldn't stop staying down. He described the meeting with Xiaofu in the coffee shop with Lianxi in detail:

Xu Fu expressionless: "Let's break up."

Jiao Tongyan had a look of disbelief: "Xiao Fu, you are joking, don't make fun of me, I really can't stand it."

Xu Fu sneered: "Jiao Tongyan, can you stop fooling yourself? I'm not joking, I'm serious."

Jiao Tongyan looked innocent: "Xiaofu, why are you angry with me? Can I change it? Are you angry because I let you off yesterday? I will never be late in the future. Look at me I arrived 3 hours early today. Oh, by the way, I bought something for my uncle and aunt. Let’s go to your house tomorrow, okay. As long as you agree, it’s okay for me to ask for leave. "

Xu Fu said lightly: "Jiao Tongyan, I have had this idea for more than a day or two. If I continue to be with you, I will be deceiving myself and you."

Jiao Tongyan looked aggrieved: "Then why do you want to break up with me? Why did the relationship between us suddenly become like this?"

Xu Fu was a little emotional: "Jiao Tongyan, people will change, the me in your eyes is no longer the original me, I am no longer that silly girl who can abandon everything for love, do you understand? "

Jiao Tongyan looked puzzled: "I don't feel that you have changed. In my heart, you will always be the clean, pure, gentle and kind Xu Fu."

Xu Fu smiled: "Jiao Tongyan, you are so naive. Maybe I gave you that feeling on the surface, but now I am not at all the same as the Xu Fu you described. Do you know, I I especially hate dogs, because I might suffocate due to allergies just because a dog hair is on my body. Do you know that every time I walk the dog with you, I feel frightened in my heart, and I must take allergy medicine in advance before I can Let my heart calm down a little bit. I even thought more than once, it would be great if Xiaomenlou died, so that I can live with you, so that I don't have to be scared every day. "

Jiao Tong said: "No, Xiao Fu, it's all my fault, it's all my fault, I didn't know that you are so allergic to dog hair, I'm the one who forced you to be like this. You will always be the most The cleanest and kindest Xiaofu, it was my fault."

Xu Fu continued: "Jiao Tongyan, do you know that I have liked you since the first time I met you, I naively thought that my Prince Charming came to save me, I met the one in my life People. But after getting in touch with you slowly, I found that I had too many fantasies about love. I thought that with love, my life would be different, and my life would be more exciting every day. But I found that I was wrong. I gradually began to ask for more, I want to own my own house, I want to have designer bags and jewelry, I want to sit in a convertible sports car and feel the spring breeze.”

Jiao Tongyan closed his eyes tightly: "Xiao Fu, stop talking about it, it's me, I'm not good enough..."

Xu Fu smiled: "Jiao Tongyan, you see clearly, I am such an ordinary woman, not as noble and perfect as you said, I am secular, humble, assimilated by this dirty world .You don't lie to yourself anymore. If you can think about it, I think we can still be friends in the future."

Jiao Tongyan's eyes were filled with tears: "Xiao Fu, I know I didn't work hard enough to give you the life you want, but don't worry, I will work hard in the future, I will work hard to make money, buy you a big house, open The sports car will take you for a ride, I can also give the small gatehouse to the shelter for you, I can do anything for you, as long as you continue to be with me."

Xu Fu held Jiao Tongyan's hand: "Tong Yan, don't do this, you will always be so clean and carefree in my heart, I don't want you to change yourself because of me, I am not worthy of you, I believe There must be someone who is a hundred times or even a thousand times better than me waiting for you. You will always be the most special existence in my heart."

Jiao Tongyan broke down: "Xiaofu, I'm sorry, Xiaofu, please don't say that..."

Xu Fu picked up the necklace: "Take this necklace as a parting gift for me. I'll keep it as a souvenir in the future. Well, I've said everything I need to say." Xu Fu stood up and turned her back to Looking at Jiao Tongyan, he waved his hand, "Jiao Tongyan, we will meet indefinitely." Tears flowed down from the corners of Xu Fu's eyes unknowingly.