Jiaotong Yanxi

Since that night, you have gained another identity in my heart, my secret lover.

I didn't tell anyone about this feeling, because I regard him as a treasure, and I don't want anyone to give it some messy names.

The difference is that I seem to miss you more and more every day.I started to keep distracted in class, and I also started to be absent-minded when reviewing. Even during the exam, your name was written on the draft paper.

Even one day I really missed you so much that I was going crazy, so I missed a day of class and took the bus back home.

You were still working at the construction site and did not come back, so I rushed to the construction site to find you.Seeing you mixing lime under the scorching sun made me feel distressed.

I shouted at you, brother, I miss you!

You turned your head and wiped the sweat from your brow, ran straight towards me, hugged me, and kept talking, Xiaoyang, didn't you just come back tomorrow?Why did you come back today?

That's when I realized that you missed me too.

I will never forget the beauty you brought me that night.

I stared wide-eyed at the beads of sweat rolling on your forehead, at your blurred eyes immersed in pleasure, listening to your muffled groans, feeling your hands supporting me My back, my body is completely under your control and swaying with your rhythm, although the lower body hurts like tearing, but at this time you belong to me, and I am your only one, this is enough.

That night was also the first time I heard the words from your mouth that supported me through the entire dark high school life.

You said: Xiaoyang, I love you.

Since then, I have never skipped class without your permission, because you promised me that as long as I am admitted to the ideal university, no matter how far away, you will go with me, and we will always live together in the future.

Relying on your words and your promise, I finally survived high school and ushered in the day I longed for to live with you.

I like to see you waiting for me at the school gate with your long legs on both sides of the electric motorcycle after class.

I like that you are always cold to others, but you are gentle and doting to me in every way.

I also love it when I get home and see you busy in the kitchen preparing a brain-boosting meal for me.

All in all, I love every day, every moment with you.

"Dai Wei, it's been so many days since the operation, you should rest well, those experts studied you for a whole day yesterday, they all said that you are recovering well after the operation, logically speaking, you should be able to wake up now , but you are not moving at all right now. You can just move your fingers or eyelids." Ke Xiangyang slowly wiped Dai Wei's chest, "If you don't wake up, I will say that you don't like to listen Yes. You know, I went to see Lianxi yesterday. He is recovering very well. Maybe Jiao Tongyan took care of him. I saw that he lived in the hospital for a few days, and his face is a little round. He will be able to do it tomorrow. After being discharged from the hospital and going home to recuperate, how can you still stay on the bed, can't you?"

Speaking of Lianxi, that is, from the day I was in my junior year, when you saw me and Lianxi coming out of the school gate together, you have changed.

Become reticent, become small-minded, and become neurotic.

Don't blame me for speaking badly, if you think my words are bad, get up and beat me up if you have the ability!

I want to say, since that day, you have been asking me who Lianxi is and what is my relationship with Lianxi. I have answered it no less than ten times, but you don't believe me every time.

I knew that Lianxi had feelings for me at the time, but I only had you in my heart, and I couldn't let anyone go, why didn't you believe it?

You know that you pay more attention to Lianxi than I do every day, and I once had a bold idea, are you interested in Lianxi?

But you keep repeating "I love you, I love you" in my ear every day, making me realize that you are just worried about losing me.

But no matter how many times I tell you that I love you too, I love you too, you will react a little at first, but then you are indifferent.

Until you came up with the idea of ​​making me the most connected, my world was instantly darkened.

Why, Dai Wei, don't you love me?If you really love me, why would you take the initiative to push me to someone else?If you really covet Lian Xi's wealth and influence, which I can work hard to obtain after graduation, why are you in a hurry?

Dai Wei, you hate Lianxi far more than you love me, do you know that?

But in the end I compromised, because you used your trump card again, you said, if I don't do it, you will go back to the countryside to marry a wife and have children, and you will never have any contact with me again.

Do you know how much your words hurt me?If this is the case, I would rather die in that ice hole in the first place!

So I went against my conscience and lied to Lianxi. When I kissed Lianxi, I closed my eyes and thought about you.You don't even know that Lian Xi's kissing skills are a million miles worse than yours, so I can't hold on to the moment of victory without thinking about your appearance.

Dai Wei, you also care about me, don't you, when Lianxi and I kissed and lingered, you regretted it, didn't you?Otherwise, why would you cancel all future plans because of Lian Xi's "Let's live together"?

You still can't bear to put me in the arms of others, don't you?

I know you let Lianxi find that hotel on purpose, and I was relieved the moment Lianxi appeared, saving me from wasting my tongue to explain to Lianxi, lest I see Lianxi's hurt expression .

Dai Wei, let me tell you a secret. I have kept this secret from you and never told you, because I was worried that you would become jealous and get out of hand.

When Lianxi attempted suicide and was hospitalized, Lian’s mother contacted me and asked me to visit Lianxi. I didn’t want to go at first, but after thinking about it, I still mustered up the courage to let Lianxi die. went.

Lian Xi at that time was really pitiful, lying motionless on the bed, the only difference from yours now is that his eyes were open while yours were closed.

Lian Xi reacted a bit when he saw me, the first thing he asked me was: "How is he better than me?"

I was stunned, and said: "He has a better job than you!" I wanted to laugh at that time, I didn't know what Lian Xi's skills were, so I just said this sentence so naturally.