fickle midsummer

As Shu Shaoyuan's son for so many years, he thought that painting was something he would always rely on in his life but was always powerless to fight against. But today, You Yu finally felt the coercion from life, which made him powerless to resist. Giving up hope of struggling before it happens.

He was disappointed by the established facts, not to mention the sudden intrusion that he was not prepared for.

This made him feel an unprecedented threat, which made him breathless and nearly collapsed.

If Fang Zhicai didn't come, if there wasn't that strange father named Fang Yuan, if there wasn't Yang Chengyu, would everything have changed?

At this moment, You Yu even hoped that he would return to the life of two o'clock and one line every day, just the day before he jumped off the building. If he knew that there was today, he would definitely not choose the self-mutilation method of jumping off the building to resist.

You Yu sighed in a low voice, "I don't want to repeat it a second time."

Now the mess that Shu Shaoyuan can't take care of has to be left to herself, You Yu thinks that he probably owed her something in his previous life, so he only came to be her son in this life.

No matter what she has done, she is her own mother. Although she is strict with herself, it is undeniable that she has indeed possessed many things that her peers do not have under her teaching for so many years.

This is what he cherishes and treasures.

Fu Xing had persuaded him that Shu Shaoyuan's matter should be settled by Shu Shaoyuan herself. That is to say, only bystanders can discuss it unscrupulously.The parties involved have too many ties, so they can only take one step at a time in a daze.

His life was given by Shu Shaoyuan. He had seen Shu Shaoyuan often sitting by the window sill in the middle of the night blowing the wind and drinking, and also seen her crying loudly after being drunk.

You Yu is Shu Shaoyuan's work, carefully carved for many years, but a hole visible to the naked eye was broken at a certain unnoticed time.

"At least for a certain moment, she was an ordinary mother." You Yu sent Fang Zhicai away and watched Fang Zhicai leave the staff building from the balcony.

"If they can find this, they should know that she is a teacher at Nantah University. They didn't go to school to block her directly. It's a great way to give her face." You Yu shook his head and said, "They don't want to tear their faces."

To put it bluntly, they probably only targeted You Yu, and they wanted You Yu to go back to his hometown to see his biological father.

You Yu rubbed his face with his hands to force himself to wake up, "But I don't want to go."

He doesn't know that person at all, even if it's his father, if they are related by blood, do they have to recognize each other if they are related by blood?

Even if Shu Shaoyuan was at fault, it was Shu Shaoyuan who raised her up all these years by herself.

So You Yu didn't stop Shu Shaoyuan from looking for her own happiness, her relationship was not stable, he turned a blind eye to so many men, and sometimes even self-hypnotized and told himself that he was blind.

Bo Qinan said that he would not comment on this matter, and he did not know what happened to the Fang family and Shu Shaoyuan.

Just now Youyu saved Fang Yuan's photo in his phone, he put Fang Yuan's photo on his cheek, smiled and said to Bo Qinan: "It's not like it."

It's not very different, it looks like two strangers forced to get together.

The corners of You Yu's eyes and eyebrows followed Shu Shaoyuan's. The climate here is good. He has been fair and clean since he was a child. In addition, he always stays in the studio without seeing the light, so his skin always shows a cold paleness.Recently, he has been running a lot outside, and his complexion has gradually become a little bit healthy.

"Do you want to recognize him?" Bo Qinan asked again.

You Yu and Bao Qinan looked at each other. He had looked at this person countless times, but he could never see his emotions clearly.Bo Qinan never showed any joy, and Youyu thought he was happy when he was gentle, and he would not think that Bo Qinan was angry when he frowned.

He thought for a while, and asked Bo Qinan whether to tell the truth or not.

"lie."

"It's so boring to lie." You Yu laughed, "I don't want to recognize him, I don't know him at all, do I look like a father and son when we stand together? He didn't even participate in my childhood." He didn't even accompany me to grow up .

Why do you have to recognize relatives if you are related by blood?

People are independent individuals, and they should learn to walk independently.

Shu Shaoyuan is a woman who needs to be loved and recognized. You Yu doesn't think that Shu Shaoyuan will give up her family easily, let alone a bad woman.

Although she is indeed not a good mother.

"You scold me." You Yu was dejected.

In a sense, his current thinking is actually very white lotus, but he thinks so from the bottom of his heart. From the perspective of a son, he really doesn't have much affection for his biological father, he only cares about Shu Shaoyuan.

Between reason and emotion, no matter how many times you choose, You Yu will always stand on the side of reason without hesitation.

His rationality told him that he was only related by blood to that man named Fang Yuan.

He could cry for Shu Shaoyuan standing outside the ICU, but he would not feel sad when facing Fang Yuan.

You Yu said softly: "My life has been so hard, why should I impose other people's experience on me? It's not fair."

"Doctor Bo, I don't owe anyone, and I don't want to get involved in the grievances of the previous generation. It has nothing to do with me."

So what if he recognized his father?The differences experienced by the two families will inevitably lead to differences, and there is no need to compromise for future differences.

"But you should go see him." Bo Qinan closed the wide open window, "It's getting late, go and have a rest."

You Yu snorted, and ran to the bathroom to wash up.After a while, he ran out again with a toothbrush in his mouth full of white foam, and asked Bo Qinan vaguely, "Did you just speak to me as a doctor?"

"For a seriously ill person, you should give him a chance to fulfill his wish." Bo Qinan said.

Also give yourself a chance not to regret, he didn't say the second half of the sentence, the weight of this sentence is too heavy for Youyu now.

Before Fang Zhicai left, You Yu asked him what disease Fang Yuan had.

"Lung cancer." Fang Zhicai said, advanced stage.

A few days ago, I just came back from the hospital and stopped the chemotherapy. The doctor said that I can live for half a year.

The third-year high school students couldn't sleep for long, and You Yu saw that it was 01:30 on the wall clock, and grinned and ran back to the bedroom.After a while, he opened the door again and came out, looking at Bao Tanyan who was sitting on the sofa.

He lay on the bed wrapped in a quilt and rolled several times. He also counted hundreds of sheep, and he didn't fall asleep.

Are you going?After a fierce ideological struggle, You Yu pulled on his slippers to watch.

Sure enough, he didn't leave!

Now it's not easy to drive people away in the middle of the night, You Yu thought about it and asked Bo Qinan whether it's better to stay here tonight?

After getting Bo Qinan's consent, he went back to the bedroom and came out hugging the pillow and quilt, smiled and apologized: "My mother's bedroom hasn't been cleaned for a long time, my bed is small, and the sofa at home is spacious enough to sleep on, you It will be one night."

"It's okay." Bo Qinyan took the quilt and said gently: "Go and rest, I will call you later."

It was the first time that someone other than Fu Xing lived in the family. Even if Fu Xing was with him, he would have to wait for a long time before falling asleep. Unexpectedly, You Yu fell asleep so peacefully with Bao Qinan here today.

Bo Qinan has a car, and it takes more than 20 minutes for Youyu to go to school, and it takes two to three minutes in the early morning when the road is clear.So Bo Qinan asked him to wake up late, You Yu dozed off, holding the pumpkin porridge that Bo Qinan bought for him at the breakfast shop.

Half an hour before morning reading, students had to stand in their seats and recite aloud, while Bao Shaoyi crouched under the desk and devoured it.

"Didn't you skip breakfast?" You Yu found it funny.

"Don't bow your head! Don't bow your head!" Bao Shaoyi tugged at You Yu's trousers, almost tearing off You Yu's school uniform trousers that were put on over the jeans.

You Yu quickly grabbed his pants: "What are you doing!"

Bao Shaoyi only exposed a pair of eyes, glanced around where the teacher was, and said, "As soon as you look down at me, the teacher will notice something is wrong! Help me watch Lao Hu! Come and call me!"

Lao Hu is the head teacher of this class.

There was a student watching TV in class yesterday. He hid it well at first, but the eyes of the students around him were always staring at his mobile phone screen intentionally or unintentionally, as did the students standing beside him listening to the class.At the joyful part of the plot, they even burst out laughing at the same time.

It happened that Lao Hu's voice had just fallen.

Old Hu walked like flying, quickly snatched away the classmate's mobile phone, and said on the spot: "It's not that I want to arrest you, look at all the idiots around you!"Don't blame me!

As soon as he finished speaking, You Yu kicked Bao Shaoyi, and Bao Shaoyi quickly wiped the cake crumbs from the corner of his mouth, and stuffed the cake into the drawer as if looking for something.

Lao Hu walked past them and found nothing unusual.

"Huh?" Bao Shaoyi suddenly let out a doubt.

Soon he took out a box of pumpkin porridge, "Don't you don't eat millet, don't you think it's stuffy?"

You Yu snatched the pumpkin porridge, and said coldly: "Eat your cake, so many words!"

Who do you inherit!Why doesn't your father talk so much!

Bao Shaoyi was wronged, his face was filled with grievances, and he said, "You didn't treat me like this before, Youyu, you used to be gentle." Even if you weren't gentle, you would always look down on everything, with a calm expression that transcended life and death.

Why are you so irritable and irritable now?

Before leaving in the morning, Bo Qinan told You Yu that he was going to live with Shao Yi for a few days.

"You mean Fang Zhicai might come again?" You Yu asked.

Bo Qinyan nodded.

Although he made an appointment with Fang Zhicai not to disturb him when he was in school, but Fang Zhicai could wait outside the door until midnight, so he must not be someone easy to dismiss.

Looking at the simple and honest, every word is inseparable from the blood relationship, and he calls each other intimately. When you don't fully understand, you must be prepared with both hands.

"I will find time to see her." You Yu hiccuped, tears streaming down his face, he wiped it casually with his cuff, and Bo Qinan handed over a tissue, "Thank you."

"Now as long as Fang Zhicai and the others don't know that my mother is pregnant, they can say anything."

At least Shu Shaoyuan's emotions will not be overly intense by their entanglement, she has already gone through life and death once.

Regardless of whether the one in his stomach is a younger brother or a younger sister, no matter how annoying You Yu is, he hopes for a safe birth.

After all, in this world, Shu Shaoyuan was the only one who had accompanied him for more than ten years.

After the morning reading class, You Yu asked Bao Shaoyi, "Can I stay with you at your house for a few days?"

"My house is too deserted, and I can't stand it." He said embarrassedly.

"Yes, yes, welcome!" Bao Shaoyi nodded and said, "Then I have to go to the supermarket to buy toothbrushes and towels. My family doesn't have any extra."