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#红黑# "Dear Beast"

*(I seem to always be yy what they look like when they grow up)

* Imprisonment, bondage, insanity... Slight bloody?

*Akashi perspective

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* Part [-]

Love turned out to be a scourge.

And he was so careless, unknowingly became the beast that destroyed everything.

The red-haired man was sitting in front of the screen. From the surveillance, he could see the man locked in the room walking from one end to the other like a pendulum. His eyes were still blank and he didn't make any sound. Some actions were walking up and down the room, as if there was something very incomprehensible, but after walking for a while, his face suddenly turned pale, and then fell to the ground in pain.

The man in the room hadn't eaten for several days, and his figure was already small. After such a toss, the clothes that were barely fitting now looked more spacious, like a piece of plastic, wrapping the man's skinny body. body.He nestled on the ground, his limbs curled up, as if frightened, he uttered the syllable of "giggle", trembling for a while, and tearing the cloth on his chest forcefully, during the process of tearing, Akashi clearly saw his cock come out The veins on the back of the hand, and the pinholes from the injection just now.

Akashi stared at the screen for a long time. The man in the room seemed to be in extreme pain. He finally gritted his teeth and said to the people around him, "Give him another sedative."

"He looks like this, his body can't take it anymore," Midorima Shintaro seemed to hesitate to speak

"But, do you have a better way?"

Akashi was still staring at the screen, frowning.

"But you also know that there is no way for him to continue like this. He is no longer a physical problem, and he needs more professional treatment."

"Aren't you the best doctor? Midorima Shintaro, I order you to cure him now."

"I can be said to be the best doctor, but he should not be my patient. Perhaps, you should find a mental doctor for him." Midorima pushed his glasses. As a mutual friend for many years, he knew too well The person next to him is also very aware of the man in the room with whom he has always been at odds in some way.

"He is not a mental patient!..." Akashi said coldly

Midorima seemed to have expected such an answer, paused, and said: "But he is indeed sick, and you are his sickness."

After Midorima left, Akashi kept staring at the screen, motionless.The man in the room gradually fell asleep after being given a sedative, but it was not very stable.Several times, Akashi wanted to rush in to hug him and comfort him, but he also knew that if a man saw him, the situation might be even worse.

It was getting dark, and the lights in the house were not turned on, only a screen was dimly lit.Akashi lit another cigarette, looked at the screen, and thought about the last words Midorima left: You are his illness.

This sentence was a fact, Akashi looked at the huddled man in the room like a sculpture.is it him?

Was it he who destroyed that man step by step?

He still remembers the first time they met, it was in the Tri-Service Training Hall of Teiko Middle School.The first time he saw him, he had a special feeling, but it was only out of a sense of responsibility for the team.He heard his self-introduction, "Heizi Tetsuya", just an ordinary name.

Later, he just became his teacher, a "teacher", this status does not seem to be comparable to a "friend", and he cannot be regarded as Heizi's friend.Compared with other teammates, Heizi seems to have a better relationship with Qingfeng and Kise, and even because of the communication about food, his relationship with Murasakihara is better than with him.As for him, because of his position, he had more contact with Midori.

He was their captain, and sometimes stood for inviolability, and a vague impassable hierarchy.

He never thought of what would happen to him and Heizi, just like an animal trainer would never think of what would happen to himself with the animals he occasionally taught.

Until, after he was defeated in the wintercup in the first year of high school, he felt faintly unwilling.

What "the original Akashi-kun", Hearing this from Heizi's mouth, he is full of disdain, he has never been a schizophrenic, and there is no second personality.The reason why he is like that is just a psychological stress response. He can control this state at will, or he can think that this is a strategy he adopts to win.

But Heizi thought this was the second him, and even fought hard all the way to get back the original him, standing with him in the finals.He was shocked, but more of a curiosity.This feeling is like the animal that was taught one day suddenly approached the trainer actively, and even knelt down to lick his hand.

A seemingly different feeling made him start to look at the relationship between them again. Perhaps, in Heizi's heart, he is not as simple as a teacher.

The mood was too chaotic, so he lost.

He stood on the field, almost everyone was sighing for his lonely figure, but he was thinking: What will Heizi say to him next?

His hands were tightly held by both, and Kuroko stood opposite him, saying over and over again: "Akashi-kun, there will be a next time, next time, countless next times..."

There was no joy or excitement in that tone because of the victory, but more of a kind of happiness, a kind of happiness of "Akashi-kun, I finally found the original you".

He laughed in his heart, he was originally him, and he didn't need anyone's help to find him.But maybe he wasn't the same man again.

No one had ever taken him so seriously, thinking of this, he was moved.

If only, perhaps, they could be a little closer.

Heizi's birthday, he went, and organized all the former miracle team members.

He knew that he was a person who attached great importance to feelings, so he should be very happy to have such a reunion.

Heizi seemed to attach great importance to his arrival. He was still joking with Kise, but when he saw him coming, he suddenly became serious, but he still felt the welcome under the seriousness, which seemed more formal and more formal. Pay attention to.

He smiled, and suddenly wanted to touch his head, but his rationality told him that it was inappropriate, so he put his hand in his pocket and said, "Heizi, happy birthday."

I don't know, if it was because of that birthday, they suddenly became acquainted, like friends who have known each other for a long time, but they live in two places.They talked on the phone every week, and they talked about simple daily life. Sometimes Heizi would ask him a few questions, and he would spread out his notebook and explain them to him seriously.Sometimes, he would think, maybe this is how friends get along.

Family relationship plus personality factors, he actually looks down on many things, such as friendship, love... Therefore, there are very few people who can approach him. It should be counted as one, and Heizi, he gradually felt that he could be allowed to participate in his life.

One day, while training in the basketball club, he received a call from Murasakihara.The naive gluttonous guy called to complain because he was late and was embarrassed by the coach.He admitted that he couldn't comfort others, so he repeated Ziyuan's mistakes truthfully, but Ziyuan hung up the phone angrily.What a willful young master, he shook his head.

He thought that no one would know, but after the training, he received a call from Heizi, which was a bit unexpected.

It was about Ziyuan. It turned out that when Heizi called Ziyuan, Ziyuan said something wrong with him, so Heizi called himself.He could hear the worry in Heizi's tone, and in the end he heard Heizi say "I don't want any misunderstanding between Akashi-kun and Murasakihara-kun"...

This kind of behavior is a bit motherly, even a bit nosy. Heizi doesn't seem to need to care about his relationship with others, and heizi doesn't need to ask what kind of person he is, let alone come to him. Back to the original self... Recalling the things between himself and Heizi, he felt more and more that Heizi was a bit too nosy, but he also felt more and more confused, why did Heizi do that?

What kind of existence is he to him?

Could it be that Heizi likes him?Akashi was shocked by his bold speculation.

If there is a strange speculation about one thing, then people will find a way to verify it, and Akashi is such a person.He has never thought about how to like someone, let alone what love is. In his life, liking is a simple thing, such as he likes basketball and winning, and those are all relative to a kind of love. As far as human beings are concerned, he really doesn't know how to distinguish them if they are human beings.

This kind of doubt has been going on, it is like a small seed, he implanted it in his heart unconsciously, and kept it in a hibernating state.Of course, his life will not be affected by this seed, but he doesn't know when this seed will germinate and have a new life.

He and Heizi have always maintained this near-friend relationship.If you like it, then there will be next actions, but Heizi has always seemed tepid. Although he has been in contact with him, there is no hint of a step closer.

Perhaps, he thought too much.

How can a boy fall in love with a boy of the same gender as him!

Of course, what kind of feelings does he have for Heizi?If you think about it carefully, you can't tell the difference.

To be precise, he doesn't want to be Heizi's friend, because he can have many friends.For Kuroko, Qingfeng, Kise, and Kagami can all be called friends, but he, Akashi Seijuro, does not want to be like them, to be a fraction of it.

He wants to be a special category of sunspots, but not a teacher.

* Medium

Perhaps from that moment on, he was already different in his heart.Akashi stubbed out the cigarette butt with his hand, watching the man lying on the bed woke up again from a nightmare, and then a layer of sweat appeared on his forehead.His eye sockets were sunken, and his skin was getting darker and darker. Even after waking up just now, his expression didn't seem to fluctuate much. He was still so sluggish, weak, and unable to resist, which made people look distressed.

Akashi tightly pinched the cigarette butt, the faint spark seemed to be dying between his fingers, and at this moment his eyes were full of helplessness.

Thinking of everything he did that day, afterward, of course he had regrets, but regrets can't solve things. Compared to making Heizi hate him for the rest of his life, he still chose to use violence to keep him, even in captivity.

Watching Kuroko slowly regain his composure, Akashi stroked his hair on the screen.The corners of his eyes were filled with fatigue, and he also knew that if this continued, Heizi's situation would only get worse.But he really didn't understand why Heizi was unwilling to accept him?

What's wrong with him?What's worse than Kise?

He likes him so much, but why is there such a result?

Kuroko in the room was in pain, seeing his pain, Akashi put his hands on his chest.He is the person in this world who doesn't want Heizi to be hurt the most, but now the person who hurts him is himself. Can he not be in pain?

Compared with the pain now, those past happiness are as fake.

He clearly remembered the day before he went abroad after high school, it was a snowy night, five days before Christmas, and it was also his birthday.

That day, he was not in a good mood, but he still lived in an orderly manner as usual.The task of basketball minister has been handed over to the next term, and the final exam has been successfully handled, so he never needs to worry about such things.Therefore, because there is nothing to do, the feeling of leaving will be very strong all of a sudden. He suddenly finds that he is so nostalgic for his hometown. This feeling did not appear when he left Tokyo, but when he left Very strong in Japan.

This feeling reminded him that meeting some people in the future is no longer just a two-hour journey through the Shinkansen. In the next four years, he will be in a strange country, and there, without him People who like basketball and are used to it.

The first person Akashi thought of was Kuroko.

At that time, he still didn't understand how to classify their relationship, but the reluctance at parting made him realize that Heizi should be an important existence in his life.

At sunset, Akashi called Kuroko.

The sudden parting seemed to have brought a lot of shock to Heizi, and at that moment he wanted to meet extremely urgently, so he set off from Kyoto, and Heizi set off from Tokyo.

The winter night came very early, it was already dark when we took the train, and there was a violent wind blowing outside the station, and after a while, the snow began to fall.

After Akashi got into the car, because of the cold, he pulled up the scarf as much as possible.Seeing the wilderness and undulating mountains flashing past the window, as well as the occasional lighted houses on the black earth, he felt warmed for the first time in his heart, as if this journey was not a separation, but a return. .

He clearly remembered his mood that night, and he even remembered the shape that he let out a happy breath and slowly sketched with his fingers on the glass. It was a smiling face, representing his mood.

When the train arrived at Shizuoka Station, he got off, and as he expected, Kuroko was already there.In order to say goodbye to the previous side, they decided to start from their respective places, and then make a compromise to choose a stop at the midpoint.He knew that Kuroko would wait for him, and always would, just like how he fought all the way to get back the original Akashi and finally stood with him on the field, so firm.

His heart was completely shaken. The moment he saw Heizi, the seed that had been hibernated by him seemed to germinate. He heard it, and he no longer wondered. Is this like?He likes it, he likes Heizi.

Seeing him get off the car, Heizi grabbed his arm in a dark world lit only by street lights, and then they found a chair.

The snow stopped at this time, and the ground seemed to be covered with a thin layer of fine white sand, which was soft to step on.Heizi wiped the snow off the chair with his hands, motioning him to sit down, but he was attracted by the foggy lights of a supermarket not far from the station.

It wasn't until he heard "Akashi-kun, happy birthday" that he came back to his senses in surprise.

Sitting on the chair with Heizi, the sound of the train whizzing by, the sound of the wind blowing through the leaves, they didn't say anything, shoulders were next to each other, as if there was a tacit understanding, even if they didn't speak, they understood what each other wanted to say at this moment .

Finally, when the last train was about to arrive, Heizi suddenly said, "This is a gift for Akashi-kun." He turned his head and saw a red whistle in his palm, tied with a blue ribbon.

"whistle?"

"That's right, it's the whistle, because Akashi-kun is the captain," Heizi said, picking up the whistle, passing it over his shoulder, and bringing it to his neck.

team leader?He suddenly wanted to laugh.The past is vivid, and those scenes of Diguang are so clear at this moment.He remembered that as soon as he blew the whistle, Heizi ran from the starting point to the finish line, and when he blew the whistle again, Heizi ran from the finish line back to the starting point.Heizi's physical fitness is not good, so he always bends down exhausted every time. He walked over and patted the man on the shoulder, "We are still three seconds away from the goal, next time we will be faster."

Akashi smiled, he used to be a strict teacher.

Heizi stared into his eyes, then picked up the whistle on his chest, and blew it, with a crisp voice, "I hope Akashi-kun will live a happy life no matter where he is."

happy?He was stunned for a moment, he didn't know if there was such a thing as happiness or unhappiness in life, he was used to winning, but what victory brought him was not happiness, but gradually he realized that the days he wanted to be nostalgic for, and Heizi The days together are happy.

He smiled and nodded.

Even if he was about to leave, at this moment, he was happy.

Looking at that face, Akashi had the feeling that the animal trainer was completely captured by the animals he taught.

"Wait, Heizi." He seemed to remember something, and then quickly ran towards the supermarket.A few minutes later, he brought an extra large glass of vanilla milkshake and handed it to Heizi, "I remember you used to drink this when you were in junior high..."

Heizi took it and took a deep breath, "It's the same now, thank you, Akashi-kun."

"No need..." He blushed, but he was the only one who knew about this kind of night.

Before getting into the car, they hugged each other and he heard Kuroko say "Akashi-kun, I, we will wait for you to come back".

He nodded, these words became the words that he kept warming and motivating himself during the years in that strange country.

The train was traveling in different directions, they met here briefly, and parted in a hurry.

During the years abroad, Akashi received emails and messages from Japan, but he rarely replied.He is busy every day. In order to shorten the time to return home, he works hard to complete all his studies.

Sometimes, as a last resort, he would also attend some parties, perhaps influenced by British culture, he began to understand many things with new eyes.For the same sex, there are some people he knows, and on some occasions, he will also witness those kisses, hugs, and even more passionate things.He found that he didn't reject these things, and sometimes took them for granted.

Sometimes he is invited, but he politely refuses them one by one.In fact, as a normal male, he also has some physiological reactions, but he always feels that his heart has been completely occupied by one person.Occasionally, in the dead of night, under the agitation of male hormones and hormones, he would also feel uncomfortable and want to vent, but dopamine and reason remind him all the time that there is someone waiting for him in Japan.

Therefore, no matter how difficult it is, he will endure it. He is Akashi, and he is omnipotent.

He held the red whistle in his hand, the only thing that could bring him comfort.

Occasionally he would sigh with emotion, and he was moved by his rare loyalty.

However, he sometimes wondered, what is the situation of that person far away in Tokyo?

He returned home a week early without notifying anyone.He thought, maybe it's time to tell Heizi that he had to come back early to make preparations.

The first time I saw Heizi was at a curry restaurant. He was about to go up the stairs, but through the half-open door, he saw Heizi, and beside him was a beautiful woman in a light blue dress, Momoi .

Akashi was about to go forward to say hello, but when he was about to raise his leg, he stopped immediately.

He saw Momoi standing up and approaching Heizi, he saw Momoi kissing Heizi's cheek on the picture that seemed to be magnified.

kiss.Before he had time to think about the meaning of this action, he had already fled from the restaurant in a panic.

The night he went home, he tossed and turned, was he a step late?Two lips sticking to one face can be called a kiss, and a kiss can have many meanings, but after thinking about it, he couldn't find a reasonable explanation from so many meanings to comfort himself.

Thinking back to elementary school, Momoi seemed to have expressed liking for Kuroko, but never formally refused to Kuroko.

It seems natural that they are together.But what should he do?

Want him to let go?Come on, he never got it.Before he even started the confession that he had prepared, it had already been declared shattered.

Akashi Seijuro felt himself in pain.Is this love?

He knows that love is painful, so he has been careful, but it is still inevitable.

After many days of thinking, he finally found a reason to explain himself, that is: he is a man.

As a man, he can be said to be omnipotent, but he has no advantage to compete with a woman.Heizi is an ordinary person, so he should have the happiness of an ordinary person. With Momoi, he can have a complete family, raise children, and finally have a full house of children and grandchildren until he is old.

Therefore, he should bless him instead of telling him that he likes him and disturbing him.He is too aware of this kind of public opinion and pressure, so this is also the most convincing excuse he found for letting go.

The official meeting between Akashi Seijuro and Kuroko was at his homecoming welcome party.A lot of people came that day. Apart from socializing with the outside world, Aofeng, Kise, Kagami, etc. all came, but Shintaro Midorima had to stay for a few more days to come back because of some research in the United States.

Heizi was wearing the same suit as him that day, and he looked at him carefully. When he left, Heizi was still a teenager. After so many years when he came back, Heizi has become a beautiful man.

Heizi's eyes are still round, but the ends of the eyes are pulled down a little bit, matching the delicate eyebrows, with an inherent gentleness.He was still the smallest of them all, but the fitted cut accentuated his perfect figure.

Akashi Seijuro withdrew his eyes, he decided not to look at Kuroko after saying hello, because he was afraid that he would lose control.Facing this person who thinks about it day and night, he is afraid that he will not be able to control the hidden animal nature in his body, and he will do wrong things, say wrong words, and cause irreparable mistakes.

After greeting everyone, Akashi felt very tired, his spirit was not very good, he rubbed his temples and went upstairs by himself.

His heart was still too chaotic, it was still too cruel for him to give up all at once.He likes to drink tea, especially the kind of bitter tea, which will give him some comfort inexplicably.

Leaning on the chair, drinking Kuding tea, while watching the flow of people outside the window, those who came tonight are gradually leaving his house. He is the protagonist, and he should go to see him off. This is the minimum politeness, But because I don't live with my parents and I'm in the mood tonight, I let the servants do everything.

After a while of noise, the whole house became quiet at the moment, everyone who should go had left, Akashi felt a little relaxed, and was about to go downstairs for a walk.

However, as soon as he reached the stairs, he saw two familiar but unfamiliar figures.

No strangers, it was Heizi and Kise.

He saw Kise hugging Heizi just like that, they hugged for a long time, when he let go, Kise pecked Heizi's forehead again, then leaned close to Heizi's ear, as if talking, and then Heizi's face turned pale turn red.

Cruel, was the only word Akashi could think of at the moment.He could no longer find any reason to comfort himself, there was a voice in his heart that was mocking him as much as possible, it was his fragility.Although he is omnipotent and indestructible, he also has his own fragile side. In terms of feelings for people, he knows not to expect too much. He is too fragile to believe it.

But once recognized, he will love deeply, the more deeply he loves, the more suspicious he will be, and he will be afraid of being deceived at the slightest sign of trouble.

He couldn't control the fragility in his nature that told him that it would be more comfortable to accept deception, irony, ridicule, and then destroy.He couldn't make a judgment, the wine he drank before seemed to pick up his spirits all of a sudden, and the light above his head made him confused, and he couldn't tell who occupied this body now.

Kise left, his car disappeared into the black night, he saw Heizi turn around and walk towards him, he was a little surprised when he saw him, but he also had an inexplicable expression.

"Akashi-kun?"

"Yeah." Akashi said coldly, and then just said: "Go upstairs, follow me"

Heizi was a little confused, but still followed.

Taking Kuroko to the innermost room, Akashi opened the doors, and said in an orderly tone, "Go in."

Kuroko obviously felt a little frightened, but before he could resist, Akashi had already pushed him in.The door was locked from the inside, so he didn't have to worry about the sound insulation of the room.

In the dark room, Akashi easily pushed Kuroko to him, and within a few seconds, he raised Kuroko's arm above his head and tied it with a tie.

"Akashi-kun..." Hearing Kuroko scream...

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*Part Two

It was already noon when he woke up the next day, and the moment his consciousness returned to clarity, Akashi subconsciously wanted to grab something, but when he turned his head, he saw a mess, stains, blood, and that Huddled in a group of trembling people.

He knew that he had committed a crime, but in the faint impossibility, he thought there might be a turning point.

He slowly approached Heizi, but what he saw was indeed a pair of empty eyes with no luster.

At that moment, he deeply realized that he was wrong.

He shouldn't let his vulnerability go, and he shouldn't express it in a violent way.

When his face appeared in Heizi's pupils, Heizi trembled like crazy, he tried his best to comfort him, but it got worse and worse, no one taught him how to coax someone, so he had to put his locked up.

Like a disobedient animal, he won't let him run away.

He hoped that Heizi would get better slowly. He could explain all this. He had a lot of things he wanted to say to Heizi. he becomes someone else's,

That's why he lost control when he saw those scenes where he was making out with others.

However, with these words, Heizi will not give him another chance.

Midorima Shintaro came again, and Akashi sat in front of the screen all night, as if he had aged a lot.

He didn't want to say anything anymore, Lvjian came to persuade him to let go of Heizi,

He was silent.

He knew many things that Heizi might not last long, but if Heizi was really let go and let Heizi live his life with hatred for him, this was not what he wanted.

He has lost the ability to love others, so he doesn't want to let him go and leave him alone.

"Akashi..." Midorima said to him in a pleading tone, "Is this the Kuroko you want?"

He looked at the screen quietly, the person on the bed squirmed like a bug, then fell silent again, his pale face looked lifeless.

It shouldn't be like this... It shouldn't be... The voice in his heart told him that things shouldn't be like this, such a sunspot is not what he wants, and such a self is not the real him.

What kind of person is Akashi Seijuro?He should be omnipotent and indestructible!

Why can't he even bear this?Whether it's loneliness, failure, or being hated by the person he likes for a lifetime, after all...he still can't bear to have Heizi become a skin that just clings to him.

He loves him, doesn't he?So he wants to see him well.

Akashi finally let go of his stubbornness, he sighed, and only said "OK".

Lvma was stunned for two seconds, and immediately came to his senses.

"Kose is outside, I think, he will take good care of Heizi..." Hearing what Midorima said, he smiled, shallowly, as if laughing at himself.

Kise rushed in. As soon as he came in, he gave Akashi a hard fist. Akashi was beaten to the ground, and the fishy sweetness gushed out of his mouth, but before it was wiped away, Kise threw another blow When he got up, he was pushed to the ground, fists rained down, he smiled, closed his eyes, and didn't make any sound.

In the end, it was Midorima who stopped Kise, "Enough, stop beating, he is already in pain."

"Pain? Him? Will he, a wolf-hearted man, suffer?"

Kise was almost scolding, but he was not qualified to retaliate, so it didn't matter.

In the end, he still watched Kise carry Heizi out, and Midorima followed behind, but he didn't even see that person for the last time, and he didn't know whether he was awake or asleep, and what kind of expression he had on his face ...

But it's okay, let's go like this, it can be regarded as a quiet ending, it's better to be quiet like this than to let Heizi see him go crazy.

He was a beast, he committed atrocities, and he deserved to be punished.

*Next

Time passed quickly, and it was already a year later.

In the past year, Akashi has taken over part of the family's company, so he has a lot of busy time, and he has never contacted anyone from Kuroko, including Miracle.He was always such a person, seemingly unapproachable, as long as he didn't take the initiative, no one would come over, just like when he went to Luoshan, almost no one thought of him.

But he doesn't care, he only needs to care about what he cares about, such as Heizi.

He said that he should be punished, so he lived alone like this, he worked and rested regularly like an old man, and even some normal male physiological reactions, he felt dispensable, he knew he was wrong, but Who can tell him how to make up for it?He could only punish himself so clumsily. .

In fact, he had inquired about Heizi's news half a year ago, when Heizi had just been discharged from the hospital.He wanted to see him very much, but he was afraid of hurting him, so he could only watch him like a passerby.

It was another Saturday, and according to the schedule, he was going to the amusement park this afternoon.

After two hours of driving, when the car was still some distance away from the destination, he ordered the driver to stop and walked over alone.

In fact, he only came here a few times, so he didn't know the staff very well. When they saw him coming, they handed him a coat of a big bear, and he smiled and said "thank you" after taking it.

Walking out of the cloakroom, he is already a brown "big bear". This is what he has always dressed up, or it can be said to be one of his jobs.

His job is to receive all the adults and children, let them pinch their ears, pull their tails, take pictures together, etc., in short, it is a fun entertainment.

Sure enough, not long after, a group of children surrounded him. At first, he was not used to it. When the children came up, he didn't know what to do, but fortunately, he had this big bear coat, so even if it was a bit unnatural, in the end he Can do well too.He patted his big palms for a while, and shook his head for a while. In the eyes of the children, he was cute, so they laughed and touched him with their hands. Among these people, there was the person he had always wanted to see.

After being discharged from the hospital, Heizi went to work as a teacher in a kindergarten, and almost every Saturday afternoon, he would bring the children to this amusement park.

Driven by his heart, he still wanted to see him, so he chose this way.To his relief, Heizi seemed to be doing well.

This is enough, even if he can't see him, and he can't participate in his happiness, but let him know, let him just watch quietly, that's enough for him.

As he thought so, he lightly covered Heizi's head with his furry palm. The man seemed to feel the warmth, raised his head, looked at him, and said, "You are so gentle."

If only he was so gentle. .

The children went to find other dolls, but Heizi was still standing by his side.

"Well, I seem to see you often when I come here..." Heizi said

Akashi was silent, animals were not allowed to speak, he just waved his hands, meaning it was just a coat.

"But you always seem to be alone"

He waved again.

If he continued to communicate, he was afraid that he would reveal his secrets.

This kind of work usually lasts until very late, especially these days when Christmas is approaching, and there are many sales promotions that require them to solicit customers.

Working until night, the amusement park was about to close, Akashi took off his bulky clothes and prepared to leave.However, when he walked out the door, he saw a person sitting under the street lamp outside, it was Heizi.

He went back and dressed the bear, but, in his haste, the whistle was left behind, and he held it in his hand.After going out, the weather seemed a bit cold, so he bought a milkshake before the last point of sale closed