Nestle

Facing this inability to choose between love and hate, Amy picked up the pistol on the ground, and slowly shot at the same part of herself as Tom.

The setting sun shines on this land, birds fly over the fence, and life seems to be peaceful. However, who knows the life and death, love and hate in this peace?

end

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Heizi in front of the computer desk lazily typed the last word, and then quickly clicked "Publish", which was very different from his usual habits.Usually, he would browse through it, correct typos first, and then look at the logic between the sentences. After some deletions, deletions, corrections, and revisions, he would release it with peace of mind.

However, the reason why today is so different, and even hastily ended a story that he has only written half, is because he really feels powerless.

Of course, he also knows that by doing so, he is a little sorry for his readers, especially those who have been with him from the beginning.

When he first started writing, he posted an article on a forum, but after several days, no one came to browse it. The article seemed to be transparent, and no one could see it.Heizi felt very frustrated, thinking that he might really not be suitable for writing, maybe this was a hint.Heizi pressed the left button, ready to delete this article as if bleeding from his heart.

However, at this moment, the window shook, and Heizi saw an avatar named "Red-haired Anne" appear in his dialog box.

system hint:

Redhead Annie liked this post.

system hint:

Red-haired Annie just commented on Blue Fantasy's article: It's a very special article, come on.

Heizi's already ashen mood seemed to be on fire again, and he immediately clicked into his article. Sure enough, a netizen named "Red-haired Annie" liked him and replied to him.

This surprise made him regain some confidence from the loss just now.Although writing is a personal matter, and writers should write for the sake of writing, not for readers, sometimes, for most writers, the participation of readers is the driving force.

There were more comments on that post one after another, and Heizi replied one by one after seeing it, but what he didn't expect was that when he logged on to the forum again, he saw

system hint:

Redhead Anne has requested to add you Blue Fantasy as her friend.

Because of the experiment, Heizi has not been on the forum for several days. Looking at the time, it is five days.

Immediately after agreeing, Heizi thought it over and sent a sentence to red-haired Annie:

I'm really sorry, there are experiments these days, so I haven't been on the forum.

I thought the red-haired Annie would not reply like this, but immediately posted a gentle expression.

Thinking of this, Heizi suddenly felt that he had been accompanied by readers of this "Red-haired Anne" all the way. It was the red-haired Anne who told him that it was not suitable to publish articles here, and suggested that he publish novels on some big websites. , also Anne the Redhead, who guided him to write and encouraged him when no one cared about him.

Later, he gradually became famous, and there were more and more comments under the novel. Finally, he signed a contract with the website and became an official small author, and the red-haired Annie never left.She is like a loyal friend, and also like a teacher. With her company, Heizi feels that his writing path can go very far.

However, he has never met the red-haired Annie so far, and he doesn't know what kind of person she is in private.The profile picture of Red-haired Anne is a woman who looks gentle and intelligent, so Heizi often guesses that Red-haired Anne may be a beautiful sister who is a few years older than himself.What they discussed most was articles. The red-haired Anne seemed to be a senior editor, and every time she gave him suggestions, they were very unique and realistic. As long as Heizi followed her approach, he would definitely receive unexpected praise.

Therefore, giving up this path of writing meant giving up a friendship. He didn't know what the red-haired Anne would think, although he was also very reluctant.

Heizi is destined to embark on the road of no return to medicine. He was born in a medical family. His ancestors have been practicing medicine for generations. From the herbal prescriptions at the beginning to the lancet in his hand, A thick family tree, from Kuroko Naruto's generation to Kuroko Yuuji, each generation's name will be named by the profession of "doctor".

He was given too much hope, so he couldn't give up easily.

No one knows, but he's just trying to be a normal storyteller, although, it seems very unlikely.

Indeed, there is no way out for writing, no matter how good the story is, it is just a low-level writer, incomparable with those born literary masters, but doctors are different, being a doctor can save lives and heal the wounded, how noble it is.He acknowledged this fact, and at the moment when he was most determined, he canceled his author account, quit the website, and turned off his computer.

But he didn't see and didn't have the courage to see the comment that was being posted under that novel at the moment:

Golden Age: Well, I'm so sad, the author, please don't end like this...

Cyan Grapefruit: Heartbroken, old man!It's been a long time since I've pursued an article so seriously, I didn't expect it to end like this!Is the author out of his mind? I want to send him the blade.

Purple Delicious Stick: To be honest, I don’t believe this is the end, however, let me introduce myself to eat Jin Latiao to suppress my shock.

Pond Frog: Cough, I hope this author can discover his conscience and continue to write according to the original idea. In this case, I can still forgive him.

……

system hint:

Redhead Annie initiates a chat to Blue Fantasy

Red-haired Annie: Are you there? (unread)

Red-haired Annie: Why did it end like this all of a sudden? (unread)

Red-haired Annie: Did something happen? (unread)

Red-haired Anne: Well, whether you have seen it or not, it is incomprehensible and a bit irresponsible for you to do this. I hope you can give us an explanation as soon as possible.In the end, no matter what happens, I hope you don't give up. (unread)

Two

For several days in a row, the profile picture of Blue Fantasy was gray, and Akashi looked at the unread messages, both angry and regretful.

He is an editor, and he is currently working for Qingquanshe, one of the three most popular and authoritative publishing houses in China.The editorial department he is in charge of is responsible for the economy in the agency, and he himself is the youngest editor-in-chief, and the writers he was in charge of before, such as Onodera, Haruki, Ishida, etc., have become popular writers in China.He seems to be born with a pair of discerning eyes, able to distinguish between geniuses and mediocrities. At first, Onodera was just an inconspicuous cleaner in the company, but after his discovery, he became a writer of fantasy themes; After ten years of writing, his work has never been recognized by the industry, and shortly after Akashi took office, he discovered this long-buried gem.There are too many such incidents, so people in the industry have praised him as "Maxwell of Japan".

However, even with a keen eye for gold, there is one person that makes Akashi feel unclassifiable, and he is the "Blue Fantasy" with a gray head on the screen.

"Blue Fantasy" is not a genius, but it is not a mediocrity either. This may have something to do with Akashi's own criteria.At that time, when he was wandering on a certain forum with the trumpet "Red-haired Annie", he accidentally clicked into a post with his hand, and then read an article that made him a little bit bright, but, although it was eye-catching It is bright, but it is lacking in many aspects, or in other words, he doesn't know how to use the most basic writing rules.

Perhaps, with a feeling of giving it a try, he also wanted to know, if he let down a rope, would the other party climb up along the rope?

So he began to instruct the author slowly, first pretending to be his reader, and instructing him continuously.And this author really has great potential. His characteristic is different from those of the previous authors. You will always see unexpected surprises in him. Originally designed better results.

At present, this book is the third book signed by Blue Fantasy and their own website, and it has also gained a certain popularity on the website. If this book can be published smoothly, then maybe they can sit down and talk about the next step publication plan.He could foresee that this author would be another writer who was pushed to the top by him.By the way, maybe he will tell him that he is actually the reader named "Annie the Red", and he really wants to tell him that he has been following him for a long time.

However, all of this seemed to come out of nowhere and fell through for no reason.

"Baga..." Three months later, Akashi finally couldn't help but uttered these words.Looking at the unread messages and comments that have already exploded, he couldn't believe that a person just disappeared out of thin air.As a responsible editor, he doesn't like those authors who are too capricious, so the authors in his hands are all very responsible. If there is something at home, or physical discomfort, etc., he will be notified in advance, and will also be in the comments My apologies to the readers in advance.Therefore, one can imagine the anger in his heart at this moment.

It's just that he doesn't know where to vent his anger for the time being.He does not have any contact information with Blue Fantasy, and his communication with him has always been carried out through the account "Annie the Red".

Ridiculous, he has been hiding his true identity, and he doesn't know why.Maybe he thinks it's cuter.

Only when he lost contact would he feel lost. Recalling the past, even though it was all a discussion in words, it also made him feel very interesting.He likes Blue Fantasy's way of speaking, a bit of a rigid politeness, but also thinks he's a good tutor because of it.

He is a great editor, but he is just a student who has just graduated from the Chinese Department of a university. Although he does things in a mature and capable way, he also has the ordinary psychology of young people about feelings.He feels that his blue fantasy is not just a simple cultivation, but also a sense of identity between friends or confidants.

However, the man disappeared without a word.

Another three months later, Akashi opened the column of Blue Fantasy again, the profile picture was still gray, and the message was still unread.For a moment, he felt disappointed, as if this person would never appear again.Well, he'd rather never have known each other.

He opened Blue Fantasy's novel with an irreversible mood, and there are still people commenting on that novel.However, the style of painting has changed from crying and retaining to cursing.

Layer 9999: What rubbish!

Floor 9998: The author has abandoned it, wash up and sleep.

Level 9997: If Blue Fantasy writes novels again, I will be the first to scold.

Golden Age: Why, please don't do this to us...

Cyan Grapefruit: Goodbye, I will definitely not read novels in the future, it is not as fun as crayfish.

Purple delicious stick: I'd better eat snacks quietly, you guys continue to scold...

Pond Frog: Unforgivable!

……

Maybe, it's over like this, maybe, this is the end.Not every paragraph will have results at the beginning, even if you have seriously thought about it.Reality is reality, and it is impossible for everyone to choose according to their own ideas. If they could, it would not be life.

There is no right or wrong in all this.

Akashi quietly turned off the computer, and he also found many excuses for Blue Fantasy, but none of them convinced him, so he pretended that he never existed.

He is still the "Maxwell of Japan", but the profile picture of "Annie the Red" has also been grayed out like "Blue Fantasy".

three

Society never cares about what a person really wants to do, it only cares about your worth.

After graduation, Heizi never wrote an article again. For ten years, he has regarded becoming a general practitioner as his dream, and now he has also become an attending physician. opened hospital work.

The work of a doctor is tiring but fulfilling, and he never regrets his original choice.Only occasionally, he would feel a little bit regretful.

Until now, he has never logged on to the original literature website.At the beginning, he resolutely gave up that literary dream and chose medicine, because his life cannot make mistakes, let alone let his family down because of a misty dream.

This may be because he doesn't love words enough, so he doesn't need to regret it, but what he feels a little pity is that he no longer has news of the red-haired Annie.

He is not a responsible friend, and his original decision may have been too hasty and too lenient.

Life still has to go on. Heizi received a patient early this morning. The patient's problem is not serious. After examination, he can be diagnosed as "superficial gastritis". He prescribed some medicine.However, the patient left his things here when he left. In order to prevent other patients from taking them by mistake, Heizi decided to keep them for him temporarily.

It was a brown coat, and there was a novel. Heizi glanced at the words on it: "Fang Hua", which seemed a little familiar, but he couldn't remember what it was.

The patient looked at it one after another, but there were a few words that kept spinning in his mind, "Fang, Hua..."

"No wonder" patting his forehead, Heizi lamented that this was the name of the novel he once wrote. Even though it had the same name, it still brought back his memories.

An author once said: "If the dream ten years ago has not been extinguished, then rekindle it." This sentence is like a stone that has stirred up waves in Heizi's heart. The more he thinks about it, the more curious he becomes, so he He opened the novel.

This novel has no author and no ending, but it is indeed written by him.This is simply an unbelievable miracle!

He is now looking forward to the arrival of that person, but he doesn't know what to say, everything is so peaceful, if he doesn't admit that he is the author, then his life will continue.Hasn't he been living like this for ten years?

Since you chose to give up at the beginning, you should not regret it now.But what if God gave you another chance to choose?

After the last patient walked out of the door, a red-haired man came in. He scanned the consulting room quickly, and then set his eyes on Heizi, "Excuse me, did you see a coat?"

"This is what you mean?" Heizi took out the clothes on the seat.

"That's it, thank you." The red-haired man politely took the clothes and was about to leave

"Wait,..." Heizi called him hesitantly, "You still have this..." He pointed to the book on the table, but his eyes were fixed on the book

The man looked at the book, smiled and said, "Thanks, but I think you need it more than I do."

"Wait a minute" Heizi called to stop the man who had turned around again

"Excuse me?"

"If you are interested, you can come to me, there is my business card in the book."

Heizi looked at the name on the business card, Akashi Seijuro, he had heard of this name a little, but how could such a big editor come to him?

His only experience with writing was ten years ago. In recent years, his dealings with writing have been medical papers. So, is he inviting him to write medical papers?

However, what does it mean that he gave him another unfinished work?Kuroko finally decided to go to Akashi.

When I saw Akashi again, it was in the literary editorial department of Qingquan Society.Akashi's suit and red hair were particularly dazzling, but his first sentence made Kuroko confused.

"Hello, but, do you know this meeting that is ten years late."

"Why?" Heizi stepped forward and sat opposite him.

Akashi seemed to have a ninja impulse, but he still turned on the computer slowly, logged in, and slowly transferred the page to Kuroko.

On the screen was the profile picture of "Red-haired Annie", which gave him a sense of intimacy, but when he looked down, it turned out to be all the chat records between himself and Red-haired Annie, including those he had never seen before.

Heizi instantly raised his head in surprise, "You..."

"After you disappeared, I have been looking for you for ten years. Until recently, I found a few medical papers on the Internet. The writing style is very similar to the blue fantasy ten years ago, so I searched for it with the idea of ​​giving it a try. I didn't expect it was really you."

"But, why are you Red-haired Annie?" Heizi still couldn't believe it. He had never expressed a beautiful longing for Red-haired Annie ten years ago. However, the man sitting opposite made him feel a shame.

"Can't you?" Akashi smiled.

"No, I always thought that the red-haired Annie was a girl, but I didn't expect..."

"You mean, you're a little disappointed?" Akashi laughed, remembering those words in those years, he didn't think about it, maybe Blue Fantasy is a cute girl, but ten years later, seeing the deity with his own eyes, he The first impression of him is still associated with "cute".

Serious people are the cutest, although sometimes people feel silly and angry.

"No, no, how come..." Heizi waved his hands awkwardly.

Akashi didn't ask anymore, because he knew that they would have a long, long time to get to know each other.

"By the way, your name is Kuroko Tetsuya, right?"

"Well, as you can see, this is right here, a passable general practitioner."

Akashi smiled again, and then he asked in an unquestionable tone:

"If the dream ten years ago has not been extinguished, do you still want to rekindle it?"

Heizi thought for a while, then nodded.

The two smiled at each other, and this smile seemed like ten years ago, as if they were just blue fantasy and red-haired Annie.

A few months later, "Fang Hua" was published, which Heizi had never thought of, and he also deleted the hasty ending on the Internet, so when the author is in a bad mood, he will let him Everyone goes to get lunch.

In "Youth", Tom and Amy finally achieved consummation. Heizi wrote on the title page of the book:

Thank you Redhead Annie for sticking around these past ten years.

——— Blue Fantasy

At this time, the red-haired Anne just replied silently in the comment area that was boiling again:

"I hope all dreams can stand the test of time." Actually, I don't know if I said this sentence to Heizi or to myself.

Life may be so full of drama. If you don't make brave choices, you will never know what will happen next?Heizi never regrets his choice. Ten years later, he became a doctor, but he also picked up his dream again. His dream is not big, but he wants to be an ordinary storyteller.

Fortunately, there is a person who has been guarding his dream.From the beginning to the present, this person will continue forever. This is the red-haired Anne, who is also his closest person now, Akashi-kun.

——End——