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#红黑# "Nothing But Love and Hate"

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If life is an experience, then love is to torture each other.

They've had enough of each other right now.

In the afternoon, there was another quarrel, and Akashi Seijuro was furious, and then slammed the door and left.Hei Zizhe also slammed the glass on the ground the moment the door was closed.He was sure that Akashi heard the sound, and for some reason, when he heard the sound of glass shattering, he felt a sense of relief.

He stood blankly on the ground for a long time, the room was quiet, the glass chips seemed to be so quiet, and there was no sound of someone coming back outside the door.

This is the third time they have had such a fierce quarrel this month, and he has clearly felt powerless about this relationship, and he thinks that Akashi Seijuro may feel the same way.

Thinking of this, he suddenly felt a little sour in his heart.I don't know when,

They turned out like this, of course, when they saw each other for the first time, they would not have thought that they would live together in the future, nor would they have thought that there would be endless quarrels and be hurt so much by each other.

Gradually, darkness enveloped the entire room, and several street lights on the side of the road began to loom outside the window.Think of this house, which he and Akashi bought together shortly after graduation.At that time, they were not completely independent financially. Akashi was preparing to start his own business, and he hadn't found a job yet, so he only maintained a basic living by writing some articles.

Thinking about it now, everything seemed like a dream.

In that dream, they lived together in the face of opposition from their families, hugged each other tightly on countless cold winter nights, went to the vegetable market hand in hand, and followed the recipes for the vegetables they bought together. The way to practice, but in the end it is made into dark cuisine... So many things that used to be together, but only slowly disappeared due to the passage of time.

Why is this so?Their first quarrel was because of a woman, and their second quarrel was because of a man... Later, every quarrel could be as big as a lipstick on a shirt, gossip in a magazine, It can be as small as putting an extra spoonful of salt in the meal.

Hei Zizhe also understood that when a person loves you, you can make him happy no matter what you do, but when he doesn't love you, your existence and your breathing will bother him.

But today, he was only half an hour late when he came back from school. When he came back, that person was already sitting on the sofa with an ugly face.

He had a similar experience, so he took the initiative to apologize first. In order to avoid misunderstanding, he said that he stayed in the office for a while because of work, but Akashi slapped him before he finished speaking.

There was burning pain on his face, and the burning sensation of the hair sticking to his face made him feel angry all of a sudden.He pushed Akashi unceremoniously and asked him, "What are you doing?"

He thought he might have misunderstood something, they often quarreled in misunderstandings, and they used to explain, but now they don't bother to explain, because even if they explain, they will still quarrel.

"You know it in your heart, do you need me to say it?" Akashi grabbed his collar and pushed him hard towards the sofa.

He immediately felt scared. He remembered that he was treated like this a few times before, because he met with some classmates from high school in the past, but when he came back, Akashi pushed him on the sofa and entered him hard. It was not love, but anger. vent.

Kuroko always thought that only those who love each other would hug each other, but judging from the current situation, Akashi tore off his clothes angrily, with that rough feeling, he could imagine what kind of torture he would experience next.

Enough is enough, a voice in his head told him, and he didn't know where the courage came from, and shouted loudly, "Enough!".

Akashi seemed to be frightened too, but he only stayed for a moment, and then smiled at him with angry eyes, "What's the matter, because there is someone else?"

Hearing this sentence, Heizi immediately understood the reason for all this. He looked at the ceiling helplessly and shook his head, "Akashi-kun, it's really, really not what you think."

"Tetsuya, I didn't expect you to lie. This time I saw it with my own eyes. Do you still want to quibble?"

Heizi was surprised, "What did you see?"

"Kise is back..." Akashi hesitated to speak, and finally pushed Heizi away as if extremely disgusted, "What did you do at the school gate, do you want me to say it word by word!"

Heizi seemed to be taken aback, "You?...It's really not what you think, Akashi-kun, he just came back from abroad and said he hasn't seen me for many years, so he wanted to come and see me, so..."

"So you've been in touch before?"

"No, I haven't been in touch with you all the time, it's just a few days ago..."

"Humph……"

Akashi was full of disbelief, and Kuroko hurriedly explained, "Because I'm afraid you might misunderstand..."

Akashi didn't look at Kuroko, and after a while, he slowly said, "Kuroko, I'm so disappointed in you."

"Disappointed!" He can endure many misunderstandings, but when he hears the word "disappointed", he still feels sad and wronged.

Is this "disappointment" a denial of them for so many years?Is it because Akashi doesn't trust him anymore?

In this relationship, he dare not say how much he has paid, but at least he is serious, and Akashi's "disappointment" seems to negate him completely.

"Then I'm disappointed in you too, Akashi Seijuro!"

"What did you say!" Akashi almost wanted another slap in the face, and Kuroko immediately blocked Akashi's hand.

"The reason you are angry is that you think I betrayed you, but haven't you ever betrayed me?"

Hei Zizhe also smiled.

"You can only love me if you say anything, but at the ball, don't you cuddle with those young ladies, those lipsticks on your shirts, perfumes, lace news about you in magazines, can't I not see? And You come home late again and again, can it be that I..."

"Shut up!" Before he finished speaking, Akashi's red pupils looked at him angrily.

Kuroko looked into those eyes, feeling unwilling and angry, almost always like this, in every quarrel, when Akashi heard him express his disappointment, he would always order him to shut up,

As if his feelings never mattered, but he was human too.

"There is no such thing, Seijuro." Kuroko said

With a trembling voice, "Why didn't you let me talk, did I say something wrong? Do you think that every time I see your news, I don't feel anything at all? Every time you just talk about me , but what about you? I just went out to meet friends, and you..."

"That's enough, Tetsuya, why are you acting like a woman, are you annoying or not, every time you quarrel with this, how many times do you have to explain!" Akashi finally got up impatiently, and Kuroko felt like crying without tears.

They can no longer be honest with each other.

In the past, even if they quarreled, they would try to understand each other, but now, no matter whether they were talking or arguing, they were like people from two worlds. They could hear each other's voices and couldn't understand what the other was thinking.

At this moment, he felt desperate.

"Hehe... You said that I am a woman, Akashi-kun, haven't you always used me as a woman? Now you find me annoying, you are really hard to serve."

"Let's break up." Heizi didn't know how he said this sentence, as if he was angry, as if it was a matter of course.

"Madman..." Akashi Seijuro cursed loudly with his back turned to him, then kicked the table away and slammed the door out.

Probably, it is really impossible to go back.

Heizi slowly picked up the shards of glass that had just fallen on the ground with the help of the street lamp, and slowly put them into the trash can. Perhaps a shattered relationship would eventually be thrown away like this glass.

He didn't expect anything from that man anymore, he knew it wasn't anyone's fault,

People change, and they just become not each other.

The moon gradually brightened up, and the room was also brightly lit. However, he suddenly felt sleepy. He felt physically and mentally exhausted, and he didn't even want to move, so he lay down on the ground and closed his eyes.

Heizi felt that he was the only one left in the whole world. Heizi felt that although he could not move, his consciousness was still clear, and he seemed to be clearer than before, and all the pain had left him.

He seems to have returned to a long, long time ago, "Boom"

The door was pushed open with a bang, and it was Akashi who came back.

He saw him sleeping on the ground, gently hugged him to the bed, and scratched his nose gently, "How can you sleep on the ground?"

When he opened his eyes when he heard his voice, he was already wrapped in the man's arms, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been mean to you just now."

He nestled in his ear and spoke in a nasal voice.

His hair was rubbed, he felt that all the grievances were gone, he shook his head, "Actually, I, I also have something wrong, I shouldn't doubt you, Akashi-kun."

"Well, me too. So let's forgive each other."

"Ah."

He felt a hot flash behind him, Akashi was kissing him, then his mouth and chest were kissed, and the kiss was a little eager, and finally his clothes were stripped off, and he was hugged as a matter of course, and Akashi seemed to do it better than any time before All intense.

He felt warmth and happiness in this intense environment.

If so, hugging can represent an apology and mutual forgiveness.

However, it does not mean that the gradually cooling heart can be warmed up again.

A gust of cold wind hit, Heizi opened his eyes, there was nothing around, the silence was a little scary, the dream just now seemed to be a parting gift.

Never before had he wanted to run away, to leave.

Before dawn, Kuroko packed his luggage. Before dawn, before Akashi came back, he hoped to leave the city and start a new life.