retrieve a bunch of dreams

. . . .

The morning of the bakery is the busiest time. Tachibana, who is in the third year of high school, works part-time at the bakery every morning.

Tachibana was 18 years old that year, and he had a crush on Watanabe Haru.

Haru Watanabe is 22 years old and is studying at a nearby university. Because he signed a contract with an artist company, he doesn't go to school every day.

Because Watanabe Haru's university and Tachibana's high school, as well as the bakery, are all on the same street, the two often meet.Watanabe Haru has a good impression of Tachibana. He has always wanted to have such a cute and cute younger brother, so he often plays with Tachibana in his spare time.

"Good morning!" Haru Watanabe likes to buy bread here for breakfast. It's not only simple and convenient, but you can also see the cute Tachibana packing food for him.

"Good morning~" Tachibana asked with a smile, "Is today also a sandwich?"

"Yes, do you have any recommendations?" Watanabe Haru felt that seeing Tachibana every morning would put her in a good mood for the whole day.

"The lettuce and tomato are very fresh, how about a vegetable sandwich?" Tachibana said with wide-eyed eyes.

Watanabe Haru nodded, "Well, that's it."

Tachibana put the sandwich into a paper bag, and secretly added a carton of milk to the paper bag, then handed the paper bag to Haru Watanabe with both hands, "We must work harder today!"

"Hmm." Haru Watanabe took the paper bag and left the bakery with a smile.

. . . .

After school, Watanabe Haru waited for Tachibana to come out at the school gate.

"Why are you here?" Tachibana's heart was pounding.Do I want to confess?Will he like me like I like him?

"You added milk to my breakfast bag." Haru Watanabe said gently.

"Oh, hehe." Tachibana explained while walking embarrassedly, "It would be boring to eat only sandwiches."

"Tachibana." Haru Watanabe stopped.

"Huh?" Tachibana also stopped, turned to look at Watanabe Haru, and waited for him to speak.

Looking at Tachibana's vivid eyes, Watanabe Haru was a little speechless.

Tachibana watched Watanabe Haru hesitate to speak, feeling a little excited, "Um...do you have something to say?"

"Yeah." Watanabe Haru bit her lip and nodded slightly.

"Let's talk!" Tachibana looked expectantly into Watanabe Haru's eyes.

"Tachibana..." Watanabe Haru put her hands together, squeezed her fingers, and finally said, "I'm going abroad."

"Eh?" Tachibana looked at Haru Watanabe, a little at a loss, but still pretended to be calm and said, "Oh, when are you going?"

"Leave next Monday." Haru Watanabe knew that Tachibana liked him, but he didn't know how to respond to Tachibana's feelings.

"Yes... how long?" Tachibana was in a bad mood, but she still asked with a smile.

"I don't know." Haru Watanabe looked at Tachibana with a complicated expression, and felt a little distressed, but Tachibana was only so young, should he say "wait for me when I come back" to him so willfully?

Tachibana nodded and said nothing more.

"It's the company's decision. They said they contacted a good school in the United States and majored in film and television performance. The course is two years, but I don't know where I will go after I finish." Haru Watanabe touched Tachibana's head, "If you are short of money, I can give it to you. The third year of high school is very important, stop working in the bakery in the morning."

If you will never show up in front of me in the morning again, what motivation do I have to go there early in the morning to work?Tachibana lowered her head slightly, holding back her tears and said, "I'm not short of money, and I won't go there to work again."

"I will keep in touch with you often." Haru Watanabe rubbed Tachibana's hair, "I hope you can get into a good university, don't let me down~"

It's just my unilateral liking. .It's good to keep this liking in your heart, and it shouldn't be taken out to shackle the other party's freedom. .Tachibana was speechless and could only nod stiffly.

. . . .

'How's life over there? '

'The night before the exam, I was really nervous~'

'I'm admitted to university! '

'I'm in a band with my friends! '

'Daily life in college is very fulfilling, how about you? '

'You have been away for 1000 days, and you agreed to keep in touch frequently. .fraud! '

'Sunny, I like you. . '

'I won't be in touch with you again, I'll never forget you. '

That day Tachibana was selected by the manager of TOP Global, and joined the boy duo MOMO, preparing to debut.It was also that night that Tachibana decided to bid farewell to the past. After sending the last email, Tachibana never wanted to transition to Bian Qing again.Tachibana grew up in the lonely waiting, whether it was later learned that Watanabe Haru had become a big star, or the news of his participation in activities in the United States spread back to Japan, Tachibana did not pay attention to any news about Watanabe Haru.

. . . .

Seimei Watanabe liked Tachibana, but was afraid of accepting the fact that he was gay, so he tried to calm himself down for three years.When he first arrived in the United States, Haru Watanabe found that he missed Tachibana, not the feeling of treating him as a younger brother, but he obviously liked him, and wanted to hold that person in his arms even more when he couldn't see him. .How can a person who wants to be successful be bound by strange feelings?Watanabe Haru chose to give up this unformed relationship, and endured for three years without opening the private mailbox she had exchanged with Tachibana.In the past three years, Watanabe Haru has also achieved some great achievements in the United States, and felt that she no longer wanted Tachibana, so she opened that private mailbox leisurely. 57 unread emails, Watanabe Haru's body started to tremble just by looking at the title.The letter was titled 'Sunny, I like you. . ', Haru Watanabe opened it with shaking hands.

'Sunny, I like you.This sentence, on the day you told me you were leaving, I wanted to tell you, I like you.Maybe it doesn't make sense to you, and maybe it doesn't make any difference if you say it three years earlier or three years later.I just feel that if I don't say it, I will regret it later.Even if you will never read these emails, I want to say it at the end.It is worthwhile to silently like someone in my heart for these years, and it can be regarded as an explanation for myself.

I hope you don't keep me in mind and concentrate on doing what you want to do.Otherwise, my loneliness in the past few years will become meaningless, and I will regret not coming to you and asking why you lost contact after you went abroad.

I like you very much. In the half a year I have known you, I am looking forward to meeting you in the bakery every day.I expect you to come to me, expect you to wait for me at the intersection, expect you to touch my hair, expect you to smile at me.After you go abroad, every night when you close your eyes, those pictures about you will enter the dream and stay with me overnight.

Missing someone is a painful thing.I know in my heart that you are alienating me and avoiding my existence, so every time I think of your smiling face, I feel sad.

Confession is the realization that we will never see each other again.

I hope I didn't bother you, and I'll try to say goodbye to the past too. '

After reading this email, Watanabe Haru's eyes became hot.In the last email, there was only a title, no text, and the phrase 'I will forget you forever' made Haru Watanabe burst into tears. .

Four years passed quickly.When Tachibana was 22 years old, the underground band HERO he was in was very popular in the local area. HERO has live in different bars every week, and the venues are still full.That year was the year Tachibana graduated from University, and it was also the heyday of HERO.

That live was held in a famous bar in Osaka. After the performance, Tachibana walked out of the gate, and a tall, handsome man stood in front of him.

"I am back."

With that said, Watanabe Haru hugged Tachibana who was full of surprise.

Tachibana felt that this kind of Watanabe Haru was very strange, and they hadn't seen each other for four years, and both of them were different from before.

Tachibana was drunk that night, and he cried for a long time in Watanabe Haru's arms.

When he woke up the next day, Watanabe Haru found that Tachibana had left.

At that time, Watanabe Haru was very busy with his career, often not in Osaka, and sometimes went abroad to film, and he and Tachibana had no contact for a long time. HERO disbanded, and Tachibana devoted himself to preparing for the recording of MOMO's new album. Haru Watanabe would only call him when he returned to Osaka.

Tachibana, who has just debuted, is very fulfilling every day, recording songs, recording MVs, or taking cover photos, etc. There are too many things to handle.Every time Watanabe Haru came to Tachibana, neither of them could speak a few words.

Watanabe Haru finally couldn't take it anymore, no matter how successful his career was, he still felt very lonely.No matter how beautiful the co-actors are, Watanabe Haru doesn't want to have too much contact with them after the scene.

Watanabe Haru waited until Tachibana walked out of the gate of TOP Huanqiu that day, and he almost kidnapped Tachibana.Seeing that the person who stuffed himself into the car was Watanabe Haru, Tachibana didn't struggle.

Arriving at Watanabe Haru's apartment, Watanabe Haru almost raped Tachibana, until Tachibana slapped Watanabe Haru hard, and Watanabe Haru calmed down.

"Why are you so indifferent to me?" Watanabe Haru shackled Tachibana's hands and forced him to the corner, "You must have been thinking about me these few years!"

Tachibana didn't know what to say, so she just looked at Watanabe Haru quietly.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Tachibana." Watanabe Haru hugged Tachibana tightly, full of regret in her heart, "I saw those emails later, I'm sorry, I wanted to forget you, but later found out that it was impossible. Tachibana, I I know, I came back late. Do you still have a place for me in your heart...?"

"I'm living a good life now." Tachibana said lightly, Watanabe Haru slowly let go of Tachibana, looked at Tachibana's face, and listened to him.

"You are now a big star, congratulations." Tachibana said without expression, "You should have lived a good life these years, really good."

"Are you hating me?" Haru Watanabe frowned slightly, "Because I didn't contact you."

"It's all over." Lihua twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, "Those things are not important anymore."

"It's very important to me!" Watanabe Haru said seriously, "Stay with me, Tachibana, after so many years, I can't forget you. When I left, I found that I fell in love with you! "

"Sorry." Tachibana still smiled slightly, and said softly, "Well, I have someone I like."

Watanabe Haru was surprised, and asked in disbelief, "What, when did it happen?"

"Heh." Mentioning this matter, Tachibana couldn't help raising the corner of his mouth, a sweet smile appeared on his face, he brushed his hair embarrassingly and said, "I met an interesting person a few months ago."

"Does he like you too?" Watanabe Haru asked disappointedly.

Tachibana bit her lip and nodded slightly with a blushing face.

"Who is it?" Watanabe Haru's face became very cold.

"I... I, that's my business, I can't tell you." Tachibana said nervously, he couldn't let Xiaozhi and his love affair be exposed.

"The other party is also a celebrity?" Watanabe Haru said firmly.

"Don't guess, I won't tell." Lihua blushed and wanted to flee the scene.

"Don't fall in love with a celebrity, you will get hurt." Haru Watanabe looked at Tachibana in despair and said.

"It's easy to get hurt when you fall in love with a celebrity. I've learned this before, thank you for reminding me." Tachibana retorted and pulled his clothes, "Even if the other party is not a celebrity, it may not be immune to injury. A person is very lonely , I still hope that there is someone who loves me and lives with me."

. . . .

"Are you following me?!" Tachibana stared at Haru Watanabe behind her in disbelief.

"Are you with this guy?" Watanabe Haru raised his chin and asked.

Xiaozhi pulled Tachibana behind him, and said to Watanabe Haru, "If senior wants to break the news, I can't stop him, but please don't do anything to hurt Hiiragi."

"Mizose Takatomo?" Haru Watanabe looked at the young man in front of him in shock, and said contemptuously, "Does Miyazaki Minami know about you? Not only did he secretly have an emotional relationship with an artist from the same company, but he was also gay. Hmph, if the fans find out, I don’t know what will happen!”

Xiao Zhi listened to Watanabe Haru's words, and frowned, "Please don't do this, the fans may hurt Hiiragi!"

"Don't say it!!" Tachibana rushed out from behind Xiaozhi without waiting for Xiaozhi to finish, and knelt down in front of Watanabe Haru in a second, "Please, if this matter gets out , Xiaozhi's future will be ruined!!"

"A Hiiragi!" Xiao Zhi stepped forward to help Tachibana, Tachibana shook off his hand.

"Sunny," Tachibana grabbed Watanabe Haru's pants and begged him, "Promise me, don't tell me!"

Is he that important?Let you kneel on the ground and beg me?Watanabe Haru gritted her teeth and said coldly, "Leave him and stay with me, I won't say anything."

Tachibana raised her head, staring blankly at Haru Watanabe's eyes.

"Hello!" Xiao Zhi pulled Tachibana up, and asked strangely, "What's your relationship with Haru Watanabe?!"

"It doesn't matter." Tachibana replied directly without any hesitation.

"So... are we okay?" Haru Watanabe stared into Tachibana's eyes, his heart was bleeding.

Tachibana glanced aside, "I just met a few times when I was a child, does it matter?"

Watanabe Haru grabbed Tachibana's collar angrily, and Tachibana was shocked to look up at him, and Watanabe Haru realized that Tachibana's eyes were full of tears.

Watanabe Haru and Tachibana looked at each other, looking at Tachibana's tearful eyes, Watanabe Haru felt distressed again, "I have apologized to you, and more than once."

Tachibana pushed Watanabe Haru's hand away, and said calmly, "I was very persistent and stupid when I was a child. Many things have passed, and it is the past. There is no need to apologize. Now that I have grown up, I also have The person I want to protect." Tachibana glanced at Xiaozhi, and then continued to say to Watanabe Haru, "No matter what the ending with this person is, I want to protect him now. If you tell what happened tonight , Let him be ruined, I, will kill you!"

"Kill me? Hehe, as for what... Originally, the person who wanted to be protected by you should be me..." Watanabe Haru's eyes were red, she shook her head slightly and said mockingly, "Why did you try Forgot about you... I'm so stupid..."

"Don't do meaningless things in the future." After Lihua finished speaking, he turned around and pulled Xiaozhi away.

. . . .

Just came back from filming the location abroad, and saw Tachibana sitting in front of her house crying.

"What's going on?" Watanabe Haru asked Tachibana nervously, and quickly opened the door to let Tachibana in.

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuu..." Tachibana kept crying.

"Did Minase bully you?" Watanabe Haru frowned and asked.

"Don't ask me... woo woo woo..." Tachibana sat on the sofa with bowed legs, hugged her knees and kept crying, "Let me... let me stay for one night..."

That night, Tachibana confronted Xiaozhi, and Xiaozhi admitted that he had brought someone to rape Shota.

Tachibana didn't say anything to Watanabe Haru, just lay on the sofa and cried all night. .

It's over, it's over. .Those lonely misses and palpitations about an unknown emotion are all exhausted in waiting. .

Strange feelings make Watanabe Haru and Tachibana have always had a close but inseparable relationship. .

Tachibana leaned in the seat and looked out the window. It wasn't until Watanabe Haru parked the car in front of the villa that Tachibana realized that she had reached her destination.

"Eh? It's not here..." Tachibana looked to the side in surprise, the environment here made him feel familiar, "Zeyuan High School?"

"The air here feels different from other places in Osaka." Haru Watanabe looked around and said, "This place has been remodeled, and the vicinity of Zeyuan High School has become a school district house. Several villas in this community , and it is also the only villa area near Zeyuan High School."

"What on earth do you want to do?" Tachibana frowned, lowered her head with her hands folded, and looked at the ground.

"I also bought that bakery." Haru Watanabe smiled and watched Tachibana's reaction.

Tachibana's body trembled, feeling an invisible pressure approaching him, he raised a hand to cover his face.

"Do you really have no feeling for me at all?" Watanabe Haru slowly stepped forward and hugged Tachibana, "I regret that I didn't tell you the day I left, I hope you wait for me."

"Why is this..." Tachibana's tears flowed down, her body trembling uncontrollably because of sobbing, "I can't go back..."

"How will you know if you don't try!" Watanabe Haru kissed Tachibana, Tachibana didn't move, and let Watanabe Haru suck his lips with tears.

The phone rang, Tachibana was startled, pushed some distance away, took out the phone to look.

Tachibana took a deep breath, and calmly began to speak, "Xiaozhi."

"Where is it?" Xiaozhi asked worriedly.

"I have something to deal with." Tachibana walked a little to the side, turned around to answer the phone, "Are you back?"

"Yeah, I came to see you as soon as I came back without eating, and I brought champagne to Aoi's." Xiaozhi knew that Tachibana and Haru Watanabe were together now, so he didn't mention it, but just said coquettishly, "A Hiiragi, I haven't seen you for almost 48 hours, I'm going crazy thinking about you~"

"Pfft," Tachibana laughed, "Don't wait for me at Aoi's place, go back quickly, I'll be right back."

"A Hiiragi, I'll bring something to eat~" Xiaozhi said lazily, "I'm too tired to move." In fact, Xiaozhi hoped that Tachibana would come back sooner.

"Okay, okay, go home quickly, take a shower and lie down, I'll bring you fried ramen." Tachibana said dotingly.

"Love you!" Xiaozhi said happily, then hung up the phone.

Thinking of Xiao Zhi's appearance, Tachibana couldn't help laughing.Didn’t you say you can’t come back until tomorrow? You must be rushing to see me today because you want to celebrate the signing of Sunrise.Idiot, do you still have champagne?Hehe, let's drink it tonight~

Haru Watanabe was very sad when she heard Tachibana call.Looking at Tachibana's back, Watanabe Haru felt evil and narrowed his eyes slightly.There is a thing called jealousy, once it is lit, it can burn everything.

"I'll treat you to dinner next time. I'm going home first today." Tachibana's mood has improved, and she turned around with a smile and said.

"Don't you want to go in and have a look?" Haru Watanabe smiled gently, and tilted her head in the direction of the gate, "It's almost done!"

"Okay then~" Tachibana sighed, followed Haru Watanabe to the door, "I'll just watch for 5 minutes~"

"It's too perfunctory, bad guy~" Watanabe Haru said with a smile, went up two steps, opened the door, "come in."

Tachibana walked in, and Watanabe Haru turned on all the lights in the living room.

"Wow!" Tachibana said in amazement, "You pretend to be so luxurious!"

"Do you like it?" Watanabe Haru looked at Tachibana's surprised expression, and felt a little melancholy.Tachibana, if at that time I had answered your emails one by one and kept in touch with you, we would have lived together by now. .Life is like this, if you make a wrong decision, God will not give you another chance.Because mistakes should not be forgiven, mistakes will only be punished. .But Tachibana, seeing you talking on the phone with Minase, just looking at the back makes people so jealous.The kind of sweetness overflowing from my heart does not belong to me. .The one who gets your love is not me. .This is depressing and even more irritating!

"It's beautiful!" Tachibana felt that Haru Watanabe's house was decorated like a palace, and Haru Watanabe in front of him was like a lonely prince in the palace.

Strolling around the villa that Haru Watanabe is about to decorate, Tachibana praised the designer's exquisite design.

Watanabe Haru took Tachibana to visit and walked all the way to the bedroom.Tachibana felt that Watanabe Haru's bedroom was spacious and grand, and when he walked to the bed, Tachibana was stunned by the small photo frame standing on the bedside table.

"Do you still keep this?" Tachibana looked at the wooden photo frame.

Seeing that Haru Watanabe didn't speak, Tachibana said seriously to Haru Watanabe, "Well... Today I actually want to thank you for helping us write the recommendation letter, and you not only wrote the recommendation letter, but also helped Sugawara and Even Kojima wrote a letter of recommendation. Thank you very much!"

"There are many ways to thank me." Haru Watanabe said half-jokingly.

Tachibana smiled and turned sideways, "Your house is well decorated, I hope you can find someone who loves you and live with you in this exquisite home."

"Ah, let's go after drinking something, I'm thirsty." Watanabe Haru said, walking towards the door.

Tachibana sat on the edge of the bed, watching Watanabe Qing go out, he felt that Watanabe Qing was just avoiding the topic.Tachibana was helpless, he knew how much Watanabe Haru regretted his original choice, but now he was no longer the silly child who had unrequited love for him back then, and could not respond to Watanabe Haru's feelings.Tachibana picked up the photo frame again and looked at it, remembering the past.

This photo frame was given to Haru Watanabe by Tachibana, and it was the only thing Tachibana gave Haru Watanabe when he was a student.The photo in the photo frame was taken when Tachibana went to Watanabe Haru's university to play, and the two of them were lying on the grass.Haru Watanabe took a picture with his mobile phone in one hand, and held Tachibana in his arms with the other.Tachibana grabbed Watanabe Haru's arm, almost laughing out of her eyes.

Unruly youth, I didn't indulge myself to express unscrupulously at that time, so now, I have no right to regret it. .

It's over, it's over. .

Watanabe Haru came out of the room, looked back, Tachibana picked up the wooden photo frame, and sat by the bed.Confused in his heart, he walked down the stairs, Haru Watanabe hesitated for a moment, but in the end he clenched his fists and went to the train.

During the kidnapping scene two days ago, Sugawara told Haru Watanabe that the hallucinogen was not a prop, but real.