Song Song

Lele left the young couple in the study, mother Chu took the child to bathe and sleep, and asked when Lele bought the bracelet on his hand, the child said that it was given by an uncle, and it was a friend of father's.

Chu's mother thought to herself, which friend gave things so meticulously these days, thinking of her daughter-in-law's fashionable dress recently, she felt suspicious.After thinking about it, there is no basis for this matter, so I can't directly show my cards to my son. If I misunderstand, it will inevitably cause suspicion, and my daughter-in-law will not want to see me in the future.

How to put it, "the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is far fragrant and near stinky", it is a taboo to be too lenient.

Not long after, Lin Xiaosong came out of the study with slippers on. Mother Chu brought out freshly warmed milk and put it on the table, "Chu Yi has to write a thesis for a few days, don't wait for him, you can go to bed first."

Lin Xiaosong squeezed the cup, his knuckles turned white, he choked on the "thank you mom" and went back to his room.

Mother Chu sighed, feeling that this thing was barely coming.Going to the study before going to bed, the son was still looking up information on the Internet, the mother was distressed, told him to go to bed early, thought about it for a long time, and did not hide her words: "Xiao Song has been very fond of dressing up recently, and he changes his clothes every two days. .”

Chu Yi raised his head and leaned slightly on the back of the chair, his eyes showing a little fatigue: "It's not a big brand, he also gets paid for his work, how much is a few clothes worth, and the money he earns is used to spend it. Raising him I can afford it."

"I didn't say he spent money recklessly, I just saw that he used to dress very plainly, but now...he suddenly doesn't mention it." Mother Chu changed the subject, "You two have to drink that traditional Chinese medicine. Let's see the effect in two months. If not, go to the hospital."

Chu Yi stared at his mother, and said in a bad tone: "It's best to let things take their course. Don't keep talking about it. Anyone who listens to it too much will not feel comfortable. And that medicine, Chinese medicine pays attention to seeing, hearing, and asking. Go, the prescriptions are all ready, I think it’s better not to drink.”

Chu's mother was not comfortable listening to it, and her kindness was like a donkey's liver and lungs: "You are a doctor, you can make up your mind about taking medicine and seeing a doctor, and I am also kind." After a pause, she said: "Your grandfather gave us a set of demolition houses, take a look. Whether to keep it or sell it, I mean, or sell it, use the money to open a shop for your wife, he is good at craftsmanship, why work for others."

Chu Yi glanced at the screen, corrected a typo, and let out a long breath: "We'll discuss this matter later, go to bed early."

Mother Chu turned around and closed the door.

When she divorced her ex-husband, Chu Yi was only eight years old. Since then, her son is not very talkative. Others praised him as a young man with a calm temper and will do something in the future. She felt uncomfortable when she heard that. At the age, if the family is harmonious, who would like to support half of the family at a young age.Although my father is in the same city, living is no different from being dead.

The most memorable time was when their unit distributed Mid-Autumn festival gifts. At that time, the welfare system was good, and four boxes of fruits were distributed, and she couldn't move it as a woman.Chu Yi passed by after school, still wearing a green school uniform, called a car to stop downstairs at their unit, rolled up his sleeves and ran upstairs and downstairs five or six times.

She felt that she owed her son a lot, but after so many years, she couldn't explain it in one or two sentences.

Time calmed down, Chu Yi walked to the window and stood there, opened the window, the cool night breeze was blowing into the bones, disturbing his mind.The man lit a cigarette, calmed down for a while, and looked back at the framed photo on the table—the photo of a family of five. His daughter smiled brightly.

After twisting the cigarette, he went directly to the bedroom. Lin Xiaosong was still lying on the right side of the big bed playing with his mobile phone. Chu Yi bent over and touched the man's face, "Still asleep?"

Lin Xiaosong raised his eyelids: "It's still early, I can't sleep."

Chu Yi squatted down and kissed his face. Lin Xiaosong wanted to avoid it, but the man grabbed his head, breathing gradually.Lin Xiaosong didn't taste the lust, but felt that this man was in a bad mood, so he didn't have time to react, so Chu Yi began to peel off his pajamas.

This person is usually gentle and gentle in bed, but now he is uncharacteristically impatient, and Lin Xiaosong is confused.

Chu Yi also climbed onto the bed at some point, stopped the movement of his hands, and began to nibble lightly from his earlobe like a fragile treasure. Lin Xiaosong's body trembled slightly, pushing and pushing the man, "How do you Woolen cloth?"

The two looked at each other, Chu Yi put his arms around the person in his arms, and his voice was restrained and hoarse: "Songsong, I am also afraid sometimes."

Confused, Lin Xiaosong caressed the man's lips, "Others say that people with this lip shape are heartless." He spoke out the curse words in his dream.

Chu Yi used his strength to force Lin Xiaosong to look at him, as if he was on the edge of a cliff, facing life and death considerations, "You think so too?"

Lin Xiaosong broke free from his embrace, "I want to sleep now."

"sorry."

Lin Xiaosong turned over and curled up tightly, "I want to sleep, you go out."

"Songsong." Chu Yi's voice was very weak.

"I went back to my hometown, and my family thought I was ashamed of having a big belly. You and your mother also hated me. I didn't go to school and thought I was a foreigner. I told you that there is a younger brother in my family. They don't like me. Let me go to school...you still dislike my daughter, you caused her to be born without a father, you caused her to be sent to someone else's house..." Lin Xiaosong sobbed softly.

The man tugged at his pajamas, Lin Xiaosong's eyes were red from crying, and he grinned and sobbed: "Let go! Let me go!"

"I love you! Songsong, I really want to treat you well!"

"I was afraid that I wouldn't be good enough for you, so I bought a lot of books and came back to read them. I have worked hard, why did you drive me back to my hometown!?"

The man clamped the person in his arms, and bit his earlobe lightly: "I'm sorry."

"I told you not to look back. Why do you still look back at me? My life is miserable. This is the way it is in this life. Why do you look back at me!?"

"I can't bear it! Believe me, I marry you back to treat you well!"

Lin Xiaosong slapped and bit his stomach for a while, and then he couldn't bear the tiredness and fell asleep. He felt the man's hand caressing his lower abdomen through the pajamas, gently accumulating temperature, the touch was so subtle that it could be ignored. As if it was just his hallucination.

That night, Chu's mother heard the movement in the master bedroom, and she was restless. She went to the bathroom in the middle of the night and found that the master bedroom was still on. She blamed herself a little. It is not possible to reach such a deadlock.

The next day, Lin Xiaosong got up to make breakfast as usual, braided the child, and listened to the child tell the embarrassing stories of other children in their class. He occasionally echoed a few words. The more Lele talked, the more energetic she was.

Lin Xiaosong looked at his daughter who was raised by his own hands, with the tenderness of a father in his eyes, despite the vicissitudes outside, he still had a small padded jacket by his side to accompany him.

Mother Chu came out after washing, and said to Lin Xiaosong, "I'll make breakfast today."

Lin Xiaosong said, "No need, I've already done it."

Chu's mother glanced at her son who was stuck on the balcony in the early morning without saying a word, and said to herself that she probably worked late last night.

Chu Yi didn't have much appetite, so he barely drank a few mouthfuls of millet porridge. Later, when he saw Lin Xiaosong going out with the child, he took his coat and followed.

The elevator door closed slowly, the man's eyes were quick and his hands were quick, and he stretched out a hand to get stuck.

Lin Xiaosong moved to the side to make room for him. Chu Yi walked in, took the child's other hand, and glanced lightly at Lele's bracelet.

The sun was the same as yesterday, and the temperature felt right. While waiting for the school bus, Chu Yi said, "My mother has a house for demolition, and she wants to sell it to you to open a shop."

Lin Xiaosong stared blankly at Chu Yi. Until now, he had to really admire this man. He could pull himself out of emotions all the time, and his self-healing ability was much stronger than him.

Chu Yi went on to say: "You can open a dessert shop, and I'll do the site selection and decoration. What do you think?"

Lin Xiaosong gave the man the cold for a moment, and when the school bus arrived and sent the children to the bus, he said sternly, "Forget it, if the business loses money, all the money will be wasted."

The two walked back, Chu Yi said with a smile: "If you lose money, stay at home, and my husband will take care of you."

Lin Xiaosong pursed his lips: "Thank your mother for me."

Walking to the elevator entrance, his mother came out of the elevator in good time, carrying a grocery shopping bag, and said, "I'm going to buy some food, do you have anything special to eat?"

Lin Xiaosong said softly, "There are still some dishes in the refrigerator, so you don't need to buy too much."

After entering the house, Lin Xiaosong was embraced by a man from behind. The man said in a sweet voice, "Let's go see An'an on May Day."

"Whatever, go if you have time." Lin Xiaosong pushed a few times without pushing, "You don't have to go to work today?"

"I took half a day off."

"Why do you ask for leave?"

Chu Yi turned his body around, bowed his head and lightly pecked on his lips, "I'm afraid you'll be thinking wildly at home."

Lin Xiaosong finally broke free from him and walked to the room, "I still have to wash clothes and clean the floor, so I don't have time to think about that."

When I woke up in the morning, the curtains were not drawn, the room was dimly lit, and there was a sense of gloom in the old days. Chu Yi followed up and hugged him horizontally. .

Lin Xiaosong said: "Who made me go through the ups and downs too early? Let me down."

Chu Yi threw him on the bed and started to untie the belt. Lin Xiaosong was annoyed: "You are in heat early in the morning, you are sick."

Chu Yi smiled, resting his slender fingers on the buckle of the belt clip, he glanced at Lin Xiaosong: "What do you think I'm going to do, just change a pair of pants."

Lin Xiaosong secretly scolded this person for being coquettish, and was too lazy to talk to him for a while, Chu Yi didn't bother himself, and stayed in the study all morning to read.The two maintained a cold war mode, although it was only Lin Xiaosong's unilateral, that person seemed to cooperate intentionally.

"Xiao Song, when are you free? I'll treat you to a meal. I'll also call Sister Zhou and Brother Wang." ——From Liu Yang at 09:27.

Lin Xiaosong was playing games in the bedroom, paused for a moment, and replied: "I will rest the day after tomorrow."

Liu Yang: "Well, the date is the day after tomorrow. Brother Wang is also from the Northeast, so let's go to a Northeast restaurant."

Lin Xiaosong: "Okay."

In the evening of the day after tomorrow, Mother Chu came back after picking up the children, and stopped by the vegetable market to buy vegetables. After a few spring rains, the seasonal vegetables were relatively fresh. .

Lin Xiaosong packed up and came out of the room, and asked the child, "Did the teacher assign homework today?"

"No."

"Is it true, or do you not want to write?"

Lele chuckled: "Really not."

Seeing that he looked like he was about to go out, Chu's mother asked casually, "Go out for dinner."

Lin Xiaosong looked up at the clock on the wall: "Yes."

"Have you told Chu Yi?"

"I said so."

"What time is the appointment?"

"06:30, I'm leaving."

Mother Chu asked again: "Where to eat, I will ask Chu Yi to pick you up later."

"Not far, just over there at Jinkai Square."

"Oh, then you pay attention to safety."

The author has something to say:

I want to explain to Songsong whether it is "infidelity within marriage".

What has Songsong done since Liu Yang appeared?

1. Reminisced about the past and had a meal with Liu Yang (he was contacted by Liu Yang);

2. Dress up beautifully every day (During this period, I did not go to see Liu Yang);

3. Help Liu Yang find a job;

4. Connect with the workers for decoration, buy decorations to decorate the new home, and feel chilled every day;

5. Deliver meals to her husband, and occasionally act like a baby with her husband;

6. I didn’t want to get pregnant, so I played tricks (this has nothing to do with Liu Yang, Chen Yang, and Zhang Yang, he has shadows, as mentioned in the previous article.)

Other than that, he didn't do anything, he didn't flirt with Liu Yang, and he didn't think about him secretly (it just occurred to him when he was making dim sum, so let's take it as a love affair, after all, Liu Yang also helped him buy an oven to help him. He started a business), let alone a perfunctory dog ​​when there was no makelove.

I have always believed that human emotions are very complicated. When someone I liked very much before appeared, Songsong is not a robot, and it is impossible to feel nothing at all.

Just like when Chugou and Songsong were in a relationship, when first love appeared, there would still be slight rippling in his heart. From the perspective of our bystanders, Chugou actually didn't like Gu Xuyang at that time.

I admit that Songsong is not likable, he dresses up all day long, and has that tendency, but he is really innocent, after all, he has not done anything, and has been labeled as "mental cheating".

To borrow the words of a younger sister in the previous text, Liu Yang is like a pustule in Songsong's heart, he has to pierce it, so that he can know that his gratitude to others is not love at all.

Also, since you are married, marriage is a responsibility and an obligation. It was mentioned in the previous article that he wanted to repay Liu Yang, whether it was money or caring. Drawing a clear line of demarcation is hard to explain clearly, but I still want to say, don’t you still know how to repay your kindness to be a human being.Besides, Liu Yang has always regarded him as his younger brother, and Song Song is not Liu Yang's favorite type.

To sum up, Songsong is a bit cautious and has that kind of tendency (this is really scumbag, after all, he lied to Liu Yang that Chu Yi is not his husband), but at present, he can't bear the big hat of "mental derailment" .

I like this article very much, and I am writing it very hard, but the data has been rushing, and I will read your comments (thank you for the little fairy who left comments here, every time I finish a chapter, I will check what you are discussing every once in a while. I am looking forward to it) and my sister mentioned the progress issue, I will try my best to pay attention, this article is not very detailed, in fact, you can buckle up the details, when Chugou knows that there is a child but the child dies, in his heart It's quite desolate, a person smoked a cigarette in the study all night.When I write about him, I always think that he is a mature man in his 30s, and he can’t talk about whether he loves him or not every day. Love is reflected in actions, and being abused must also be reflected in actions.This may be contrary to the ideas of the sisters. If you have any good suggestions, you can mention them.