unspeakable ice

If Yu Xiaolong knew in advance that the place Xia Cong said he was coming to was Siyang Mountain, he would definitely think about it carefully.

There was not much fuel in the fuel tank, and Xia Cong didn't even look at it all the way. Yu Xiaolong reminded him to find a place to refuel, but he didn't respond at all. He rushed to the foot of the mountain and almost bottomed out. He probably didn't have enough leftover to drive them back. .

What happened here before was too impressive. Yu Xiaolong didn't know that the road from the foot of the mountain to the top of the mountain was so long and circuitous.

After a day of excitement, the classic car finally showed fatigue at this moment. Xia Cong stepped on the accelerator a little bit, and it coughed and turned off.

This situation happened once on the way here, when Xia Cong was very irritable, twisting the accelerator repeatedly, wanting to poke the entire socket in.

He never spoke a word along the way, and Yu Xiaolong pretended he didn't hear anything he said.

I suspect that if he didn't have this car to torment him, he probably would have had a fight with him on the side of the road in order to digest the resentment that the important thing was thrown away and the culprit refused to admit his mistake.

Or Xia Cong is more skilled and knows that only if he is more aggressive than him in the preemptive strike, can Yu Xiaolong be subdued.

But all the way here, Xia Cong calmed down miraculously. He didn't vent his anger into the keyhole anymore. He pulled the handbrake decisively and pushed the door down.

Yu Xiaolong glanced at the car lights that were left on after the engine was turned off, sat in the car for a while, and then walked down.

Xia Cong walked forward intently, as if the car couldn't drive up and was about to walk up on two legs. Yu Xiaolong looked at his resolute back, hesitated a little, and raised his heels to follow behind.

Not to mention the wind on the mountain, I don’t know if it’s because it’s too dark and the vision is limited. I always feel that there are cold winds blowing from all directions. If you don’t bow your body a little, people are like the most conspicuous target in the open area. push.

Xia Cong walked for a while, and walked out of the lighting range provided by the headlights. Yu Xiaolong stopped at the point where the light and darkness meet. Suddenly there was no sound of footsteps behind him, and gradually Xia Cong also stopped.

He turned around and faced Yu Xiaolong. After waiting for a while, he began to walk backwards while continuing to walk up the mountain. Although it was difficult to see clearly after getting into the darkness, Yu Xiaolong felt that he was watching him.

He bought expensive tickets and found that the park was not fun, but he could only bite the bullet and go shopping after he came, and even wanted to see how fun it was.

Yu Xiaolong exhaled slightly, and followed up again. Before the car lights became darker and darker and went out completely, he broke the long silence, "What do you want me to follow?"

"Is it cold?" Xia Cong coughed lightly with a nasal voice blown by the wind, walked up to him, stretched out his hand to pull the hood of his down jacket on for him, and tied the straps on both sides a little tighter.

Yu Xiaolong: "..."

After doing this, Xia Cong opened the distance, and his back step was much lighter than before, and gradually began to walk out of shape. He seemed to be looking at Yu Xiaolong, and kicked two small stones to his feet from time to time to tease him. he.

Yu Xiaolong kicked back blankly.

"You got into my car here." Xia Cong swayed slightly, as if he stepped on something, and gradually walked from the back to the middle of the road, and the two of them staggered into a diagonal line.

"Later, I kept thinking about when I fell in love with you, maybe it was that time, when you opened my car door and said that you would die with me."

"I never said that." Yu Xiaolong mercilessly exposed his self-indulgence, "It's impossible for me to be willing."

"That's what I think you are willing to do." Xia Cong was not angry, but smiled.

After walking for a while, he sighed, as if talking to himself, "But some people say they don't want to, but they just want to sit in my car, and they say things that don't count for their lives, which arouses other people's thoughts." , and said it didn’t mean that.”

Xia Cong walked more and more sideways, and there was no guardrail on the outside of the road. Yu Xiaolong only felt that the distance between the two was constantly widening. on the way...

He reacted suddenly, and rushed over to try to pull him, but it was too late, and as he stepped on the air, Xia Cong's phantom hanging on the edge of the cliff fell down in an instant.

The chaotic sound of the wind disappeared in his ears, as if the place where he was standing and the endless darkness in front of him were divided into two worlds. For a short moment, Yu Xiaolong's ear pinnae hurt sharply, and he couldn't hear anything.

He rushed to the edge of the cliff and looked down.

Xia Cong stood upright.

It turned out that the bottom was not as he imagined, but a gentle slope, about a human body distance away from the roadside, with many raised rocks, large and small, and he was standing on the largest one.

"..." Yu Xiaolong found that he seemed to be immune to Xia Cong's boring and crazy actions, he would be angry and have emotional fluctuations, but not so strongly.

He began to feel that this was something he could do, and it should be taken for granted that if Xia Cong stopped acting as a demon one day and became obedient in front of him, he would instead suspect whether he was abnormal or had a bigger conspiracy.

When Xia Cong was sitting on the ground and beckoning him to come down to "watch the moon", the regret following impulsively reached its peak, and Yu Xiaolong turned to leave.

"Actually, I'm very pleased that you think so, although it makes me a little sad." Xia Cong said suddenly: "But if you really want to, I don't seem to be very happy, but I hope you are so firm when you throw the ring .”

He didn't speak loudly, Yu Xiaolong heard it, the feeling that he had already come stopped him again, he didn't want to accompany Xia Cong to this deserted place in the middle of the night just to take a walk and blow the cold wind.

Yu Xiaolong stopped again, Xia Cong saw him hesitate, "You are willing to come and take a look at this, it means you don't hate me that much, forgive you."

He smiled, propped his hands behind his back, and looked at Yu Xiaolong's position, "Ask what you want to ask, I will tell you everything I can say."

Yu Xiaolong snorted lightly, "Is there anything else you can't say?"

"There's nothing you can't say." Xia Cong said, "As long as you want to hear it."

Facing his gesture of confessing everything, Yu Xiaolong calmed down for a while, his voice was suppressed a little hoarse when he spoke again, he stood upright by the side of the road, looked down at Xia Cong, "Why are you here?"

"Here?" Xia Cong slightly raised his eyebrows, he was a little surprised that he chose to ask this first question, he thought he would ask more weight, "Do you mean before or now?"

Yu Xiaolong didn't speak.

"Do you still need to ask now? I said I love you very much." Xia Cong smiled, "In the past, if you cared about why you are here, one is because you met Luo Shaoqin, who introduced him, and the other is that this place is remote enough. .”

"As for why you came, that's a long story."

Xia Cong paused for a while, "Everyone knows that I don't get along with Huo Yujie. She has been pestering me since I was a child, which made me tired. I had a fight with her in the second semester of my sophomore year, and it was very unpleasant. Then I applied for Come here to exchange, the eldest lady is delicate and expensive, and the poor countryside is the best place to hide her. Most people think that this kind of rhetoric is reasonable, so they won’t dig deeper, but our family’s life is not ordinary. I didn't believe the surface, and tried every means to find a deeper reason, and then they found out that Gu Ran and I broke up around that time, and I looked for Huo Yujie's reason on the surface, but in fact it was because of Gu Ran's betrayal. It’s more reasonable to heal injuries here.”

Yu Xiaolong understood his situation, so he didn't like or dislike his calculation, but said: "I'm asking you the real purpose of coming here."

"The mountain is high and the emperor is far away." Xia Cong said, "It's not under Guo Feiyan's nose. If she wants to stare at me, there will always be mistakes. If she was just suspicious of me before, she should be a little careless when I get to this point."

Such an answer was expected by Yu Xiaolong, but it was not the purpose of his asking this question. He was about to speak when Xia Cong interrupted him, "Do you know who was the other person who was careless at that time besides her?"

Before Yu Xiaolong could open his mouth, he asked himself and answered, "Yes, it was me. Everything went so smoothly. I thought we were going to win soon, so I came to pick you up, but who knew that right after that, my grandpa passed away. .”

Xia Cong sighed lightly, the wind at the bottom of the mountain was blocked, not as strong as above, but it still made a lot of noise on his lapel, and he closed it lightly, "I know what you want to ask, the first time I approached you, it was indeed I did it on purpose, I had to let Guo Feiyan see that I was rotten, I was too busy to take care of myself every day, I would not have extra energy to pose a threat to her, but you have to say that I think so from the beginning to the end, a little bit If you haven't wavered, then why do you think I would pack up the vegetables for you and bet my life with Yang Pei, and why would I take such a big risk to take you back."

"I dare not expose you, dare not have weakness, Xia Yi is deep in the storm, Guo Feiyan will not increase hatred or spare him because of my relationship, but you are different, you are a person who has no constraints other than me. outsiders."

"It's also an outsider with no use value." Yu Xiaolong said.

"Brother Xiaolong is as straightforward as you, when will you be so eloquent." Xia Cong pretended to be angry, "Indeed, compared to Huo Yujie, you are of little use value."

"Then why not just marry her?" Yu Xiaolong said coldly.

"Don't you have you in my heart? How can I end it?"

"How to order and how to end."

"..." Xia Cong smiled, "Is this your second question, why do I want to get engaged to her?"

"Because Xia Yi and I, as the two abandoned sons of the Xia family, were backed by the collapse of the mountain and had nowhere to go. Everyone knows that Mr. Huo's move was just to fulfill his beloved daughter, and he didn't intend to help us at all, but I am in a hurry. Going to the doctor indiscriminately, obviously don't like her, but still bear the burden of humiliation and get engaged to her, it shows how desperate you are." Xia Cong put down his flat tone at this point, and changed the subject, "Gu actually told you that?"

Yu Xiaolong was slightly startled by this rhetorical question, and quickly realized that it was also a lie. As expected, Xia Cong said: "At that time, Xia Yi and I had cards in our hands, and before the time came, no matter if I acted too aggressively, Or indifference will cause people to doubt, so after weighing this is the best way, Xia Yi disagrees, but I insist, at that time it was not just about Gu Ran, I even heard rumors that if Xia Yi's legs were not disabled, someone would If you want, you may go to battle in person instead of sacrificing my bastard brother."

"You see, everyone believes that we are at the end of our rope. The Huo family even pretended to be bought by me in the early stage. In the final analysis, they just wanted to take advantage of the fire, and I just happened to fulfill them."

Xia Cong spoke lightly, even with a somewhat casual tone, as if he intentionally downplayed many dark sides that Yu Xiaolong didn't want to see, and didn't let him guess too much, telling how much calculation he used behind the upcoming victory.

"What else do you want to ask?" Xia Cong looked over again, "I don't know what Gu actually asked you to say, but I can probably guess that what he can say is nothing more than what he saw or thought. Is what he said must be true? Just because it fits the doubts in your heart, you think he is right. What about my explanation, because I explained it, so it must be wrong, Yu Xiaolong, Are you being reasonable?"

"What about you, you ignored me. When you got engaged to Huo Yujie, did you ever reason with me?" Yu Xiaolong felt a dull pain in his throat, "Don't forget you called me Go, but even the place where you live is fake.”

"That house is indeed not my real residence, but during the three months you came here, I have always regarded it as my home." Xia Cong's tone was lightly begging, but his attitude was extremely firm, especially when he mentioned that word, as if Afraid that Yu Xiaolong might misunderstand, "The little orange lamp in the drawer is rotten, but I'll keep it for you. Everything else can be fake, but this one isn't."

"Really?" Yu Xiaolong's hands and feet were frozen stiff, but he insisted on standing here and listening. The cold wind can keep him awake and not be easily seduced. Have you asked me, are you sure I will be willing?"

"Then will you leave me?" Xia Cong asked: "If I tell you that I want to have a life-and-death struggle with Guo Feiyan, Xia Zhoufu, and those people who want me and Xia Yi to disappear forever, you will be obedient go?"

"Yes." Yu Xiaolong said firmly.

Xia Cong nodded, as if agreeing with his determination, but what he said was opposite, "But I don't think you will."

"Why?"

"You said in front of me that your life is worthless."

"Since you gave up everything here and come with me, I won't even let you find a job. You have such strong self-esteem that you refuse to eat what I have and use what I have. You stay alone without friends, but you still do it for me every day. Persevered."

Xia Cong stood up as he spoke, raised his head to face him, and asked with a slight tremor: "So you really will?"