unspeakable ice

at last.

Yu Xiaolong thought, the wall finally fell, and the sword finally fell.

He had always been deeply afraid in his heart, and he was vaguely looking forward to this moment in the cracks. On such a special day, it was poured into his ears from Xia Cong's mouth like a floating shadow.

He finally didn't have to worry about whether or not the people around him would leave, and when they would leave. During the nearly a year with Xia Cong, his heart was hanging over his head almost every minute and every second, and he was not at ease. .

Now he finally said he was leaving.

Yu Xiaolong found that he was calmer than he imagined, and the long-term psychological construction was not in vain, so he accepted it frankly.

...Let's go, he doesn't belong here, what is there here.

Nothing at all.

Just like Xia Cong gave him the feeling of being out of place when he told him that he was here to exchange, now it is the right choice for him to leave here and return to the right path, and the absurd and boring mistakes will eventually be corrected.

Yu Xiaolong's hand was a little cold, and he forgot to put it back in his pocket. After being in the cold wind for so long, he didn't feel it existed for a while. He moved stiffly several times before he managed to regain some consciousness, "I'm going to pack my things." He said.

Xia Cong grabbed him and asked, "Do you want to go with me?"

What kind of problem is this? It’s all up to now, and you are still throwing the right to choose to him. If you think about it, he will take it, and if you don’t want to, let it go?

He looked at Xia Cong, and Xia Cong was very serious. If he understood correctly, he should be hoping that he would say that he wanted to go with you, so the subtext of his question would become that if you still want to Keep pestering me, I can reluctantly give you another chance, because you Yu Xiaolong is special, you are different from others, or simply, I haven't played enough, I can keep you for a while.

"When are you leaving?" Yu Xiaolong asked.

"Tomorrow." Xia Cong thought he was counting the time, and shook his head without thinking about Yu Xiaolong.

He went up the steps and walked forward, Xia Cong chased after him, "Is it because of your parents that you have to stay?"

It's not that he has to stay, it's that he doesn't have to go. Yu Xiaolong didn't expect that such a shrewd person would look at a problem in such a black and white way. In the final analysis, he was too self-righteous to accept his subjectivity.

He can definitely quarrel back, but he doesn't want it to be this time, and he is still picking words with him, picking out every word carefully, it's too ugly to divide like that.

What's more, they are not in love, maybe even the breakup is not considered as the end, at most it is the end, just like a semester with so many fixed weeks, when the time is up, it will end naturally.

Yu Xiaolong didn't speak, but Xia Cong still refused to let go, "If it's just for this reason, I can arrange someone to take care of them, or you want to take them away..."

"Why?" The sound of firecrackers stopped suddenly, and Yu Xiaolong's questioning sound seemed a bit abrupt in the silence.

Speaking of this step, he suddenly couldn't understand him, the surrounding temperature was getting colder and colder, and his voice became colder unconsciously, "Do you know what you are talking about?"

It's not enough for him to get on with himself for him, but also all of his wealth. Even so, don't you plan to give him a reason?

Yu Xiaolong didn't ask any further, he had asked this question before at the reader's door, Xia Cong's voice broke his heart, but after that question, he understood what it feels like to be broken together .

So he didn't want to ask any more. Asking again and again like this made him feel that he was so cheap that he would only ask people for money.

There were not many things brought from the mansion, the most expensive one was the boat, which was only half finished. Later, Xia Cong specially allocated a place in the study for him, and invited someone to build a wooden workbench. Unfortunately, he Didn't work a few times.

There are also clothes, not many, he didn't have many clothes at first, they were all normal T-shirts, sweaters and jeans, Xia Cong bought some for him according to his preferences, but he didn't wear them very much, but often mixed them up Wearing Xia Cong.

Whether it was bought for him or Xia Cong's own, Yu Xiaolong can't take it away, so there is nothing to pack. If it is fast, he can pack all his things in this house in 10 minutes at most.

Then go out the door.

Xia Cong stood at the door of the bedroom, looking at him silently, with no expression on his face, but his eyes followed him all the time, "No need to clean up, I will leave the house and car to you."

Yu Xiaolong stopped moving.

Xia Cong said: "I will ask the lawyer to prepare all the materials. Then you only need to sign a few documents, and he will help transfer them to your name."

"Is there anything else you want? I will try my best to satisfy you."

"Breakup fee?" Yu Xiaolong smiled, "Young Master Yu is so generous, does he treat others like this?"

"No." Xia Cong looked at him, "Only you are what I want to give, and I'm afraid you don't want it."

"That's right, I'm special." Yu Xiaolong took off the down jacket he was wearing, he almost forgot that it was also his.

He turned his head to look at him, and the smile on the corner of his mouth never faded, "No matter how many people I've seen, they've never been like me, right? Can't you bear it?"

Xia Cong didn't speak, Yu Xiaolong was so familiar with him that he noticed his displeasure almost immediately, Xia Cong was good at that, he never played with him emotionally.

"The house and the car will cost you at least two or three million yuan, so why don't you just give it to me? When I crawled into your bed, I never thought that there would be such benefits. I should have known that the young master was so generous." , I should climb more diligently."

"What the hell are you talking about?" Xia Cong pulled the cabinet door from his hand and kicked it on. He grabbed Yu Xiaolong's wrist, and Yu Xiaolong's fist clenched instantly.

He never minded nor was he afraid to fight Xia Cong, it was nothing, at most it was an alternative way of communication between them.

They have been indifferent to each other for such a long time, rather than covering up hypocrisy without pain, he would rather have a fight, even if the end is full of injuries, than Xia Cong looking at him with such eyes, treating him Give mercy.

"Am I wrong? Do you really want me to go with you?" Yu Xiaolong's face was sickly pale under the light, "As long as you have a little sincerity, you won't ask me until now tomorrow. !"

"So you know?" Xia Cong looked at him with raised eyebrows, showing a somewhat distorted smile, "What else, what else do you know?"

Yu Xiaolong punched him in the face, the blow was not heavy, no more than when he was in a state of rage, he had no position to beat Xia Cong, he just didn't like his way of speaking, and wanted him to stay away from him and not stand so close.

Xia Cong took half a step back, his teeth hit his lower lip, a little blood spilled out, he wiped it off with his hands, "You are so obsessed with what you want to hear, what I did for you, how do I treat you , you still have to ask.”

Yu Xiaolong froze for a moment, looked at him, Xia Cong's hair covered the corners of his eyes, "You said you knew it all, but did you know that the exchange ended half a year ago, and why I dragged myself so far in this useless place?"

"Of course you don't know." He smiled, "In your eyes, I'm just a beast. I only think about you every day. Yu Xiaolong, look in the mirror. Are you a fairy? How different is your place from others? Same!"

Xia Cong actually didn't want to say that he hated being in love with each other, hated being concerned, he knew better than Yu Xiaolong, knew that he would not go with him, knew that he would not like a scheming self who was frank and frank.

...He knows better that he actually can't take him away, but if Yu Xiaolong says he wants to, it may be easier to forgive himself for his reckless behavior in the face of this responsibility he has voluntarily imposed.

Yu Xiaolong sat on the edge of the bed, with his arms propping up his knees, his shoulders sunken deeply, a man who looked like a prickly head, he had never been so weak in anything, he covered his face with his hands, and his voice changed, "...I'm sorry .”

Things that he can't change himself, shouldn't be so directed at Xia Cong, "It's too sudden, I..."

It turned out to be uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, even with his waist bent like this, he still felt out of breath, his heart was full of pain, like a barbed and impenetrable net, entangled in every muscle of his body superior.

He has been beaten and injured, he has never been afraid of anything, and he has never felt that there is any kind of pain that he cannot bear, but he has this feeling now, which is worse than when he was crushed by that string. It will be extremely uncomfortable.

He even thought, it would be better if Xia Cong didn't tell him, maybe he could feel better when he walked out of this door with hatred in his heart.

Xia Cong squatted in front of him, took his hands away from his face, and caressed his cheeks.

Yu Xiaolong retracted his paws for the first time in front of him, not only that, but also kicked his hands back under his body, showing him his weakness and showing him his most defenseless side.

He didn't know what to say.

It's useless to say anything.

Maybe they can go to another place, and he can let him wait, two or three years soon, and he will come back to find him when everything is calm, but that would be too cruel for Yu Xiaolong.

Who can guarantee that the ending will be happy? It is easy to hide in the gutter as a mouse, but exposed to the sun, there are no clues to hide.

"Can you not leave?" Yu Xiaolong asked.

He had never begged for anything so humbly, but he begged Xia Cong.

Xia Cong shook his head.

"We shouldn't have started." Yu Xiaolong said.

He took a deep breath, let it out again, his eyes were red when he raised his head again, he looked at Xia Cong, it was the first time he was so direct, "Do you still want to kiss me?"

"It's the last time." He was not used to the parting, trying to make himself look relaxed, "I called you, didn't you always want to hear me call you?"

"Yu Xiaolong." Xia Cong didn't move, but withdrew his hand.

Yu Xiaolong grabbed him and dragged him to the bed. He took off Xia Cong's clothes, and breathed heavily in his ear on purpose. He couldn't wait like a hunger. For the first time, he took the initiative to try to seduce him, but the method was lame.

Xia Cong stopped talking at him, and his eyes gradually turned red.

Yu Xiaolong was almost begging him at the end, "You said that sooner or later it will die on me, but now there is no sooner or later, so let's do it again, so that I can feel better."

In fact, why should he work so hard, which time he didn't do anything, just watching, he couldn't bear to beg, Yu Xiaolong would never need to beg him on this matter, Xia Cong turned around suddenly, betting lost his purity.

But even at the end, he didn't make him very comfortable, he was still very hard, pushing him to the bottom every time, as if he was going to pin him to death on the bed, they were pulling at each other like the tail of a real beast In fit with each other.

When too many emotions accumulated in his chest, Yu Xiaolong found that he could not be as presumptuous as he wished, he pretended to be Shen Jin, but he couldn't say anything.

Xia Cong felt water stains on his face, and he stopped, "I reminded myself many times that I don't belong here, but I still stay with you with the last madness, you are right, Yu Xiaolong, we shouldn't have started .”