unspeakable ice

A few days later, I didn't meet Xia Cong again. The bar street is not big, but it's not small. If you don't take the initiative or do it deliberately, it's really hard to keep meeting each other.

During this period, Yu Xiaolong accompanied Yu Xingqiang to another radiotherapy session. The dosage remained the same, but the side effects were much worse than the previous ones. After returning home, he kept vomiting, couldn't eat, his face turned black, and he couldn't get out of bed.

Cai Qunying asked Yu Xiaolong to come back and spend more time with him. This person always wants company, especially when he is sick, even if he doesn't do anything, he can just sit and talk.

No matter what, he was his own son, Yu Xingqiang didn't say anything, and Yu Xiaolong kept talking coldly to him, how could he feel better.

It is true that he is not feeling well, but he has to ask himself if he is feeling bad.

Cai Qunying has not understood for so many years that when he has money, women outside are the number one in his heart, but when he has no money, it is his fate. His card has never been the turn of the mother and son.

He ran back and said a few nice words to beg forgiveness, and slapped himself several times crying bitterly. It wasn't because he was affectionate and righteous, and he still missed this family. It was because he had nowhere to go and he needed someone to support him.

Yu Xiaolong said this to Cai Qunying many times, but she just didn't listen, Yu Xiaolong didn't know if she was pretending to be confused, or if she really had such deep affection for this man.

Sometimes he really wanted to call her a bitch, but when he turned his head to see her like that, he felt pitifully stupid.

According to her, Yu Xiaolong will get married in the future, he will marry a wife and forget his mother, she can't just rely on him, the only thing she can rely on is her own man, she and Yu Xingqiang are not divorced, they are still a family...

Yu Xiaolong couldn't listen to a word of his nonsense.

First of all, don't say that your man is a piece of bean curd, whether you can stand it or not, just take out your spirit of studying medicinal remedies and do something casually, it is better than putting the rest of your life on others.

But he was too lazy to say these words anymore, Cai Qunying would think that he really didn't want to support her if he said too much, and would wipe away his tears and say something like complaining about his own fate.

Years go by quickly, maybe it's because he's getting old, and now every year he grows, Yu Xiaolong feels more and more worthless, and watching fights to make a living is nothing he can do.

Sometimes he also wondered if Cai Qunying could have taken care of him more and worked harder, not only had he paid the tens of thousands of dollars left by Yu Xingqiang, and let him finish his studies, would everything have been different.

But that was just thinking about it after all, he came out of school by himself, and he chose to follow Uncle Yin himself.

He took such a path, no matter how he said it, at least for now, he could afford to support the mother and son, and even let her spend the money to go out and spoil, and he could also afford Yu Xingqiang's medical expenses.

That's it, Yu Xiaolong thought, where can he go if he is successful again? Do you expect him to study for a master's degree like Brother Xiao Lin? He himself finds it ridiculous.

In today's society, judging whether a person is promising or not depends on whether he can make money. Although there are not many people, they can still make money, so what else can they do?

Yu Xiaolong bought some supplements for Yu Xingqiang, but he didn't go home as much as Cai Qunying expected, which obviously made her a little disappointed, and the tone on the phone also showed a rare dissatisfaction.

"Can I stop eating fried rice?" After almost two months, after waking up to a bowl of greasy fried rice every morning, rough people like Yu Xiaolong finally couldn't take it anymore.

"But I know this, why don't we order takeaway?" Shi Jie was a little aggrieved, obviously your pig food is like chowder, obviously...it's delicious.

"Forget it, I'll invite you out to eat." Yu Xiaolong looked at the time, it was almost eleven o'clock, and he could still catch up there. How could he say that he hadn't eaten good food, and he wouldn't if he didn't Been eating the same thing for two months.

"Then what should we do?" Shi Jie pointed.

Yu Xiaolong picked up the two bowls of rice neatly, went out and poured them into the rice bowl above.

The dog smelled the scent and ran over quickly from the back of the yard. It was probably because the dog food was tired of eating recently. It was a rare meal with thick oil and red sauce. It ate very vigorously. Xiaolong stopped after cursing.

"Let's go."

The two just went out when they saw Xu Yinliang getting out of a car. The driver was a young man with delicate features. He was a little embarrassed to see them. He turned his face to the side and said something to Xu Yinliang before leaving in a hurry.

Xu Yinliang stood where he was, looking at Yu Xiaolong as usual, and Yu Xiaolong also treated him as transparent as usual.

"He didn't come back all night, did he?" Shi Jie asked on the way to the bus stop.

"You don't care about him." Yu Xiaolong said.

"I don't care, but who told me to see it..." Shi Jie curled his lips, "tsk", "It's a bit disgusting."

The store didn't have a name, Yu Xiaolong recalled it for a long time, and probably remembered what the name of the factory around was, input it into the navigation and found that it was quite far away, maybe he didn't think it by car, but it was not a direct way to go there, and he had to change trains.

He suddenly wondered if it was worth traveling so far for a meal. Wonton noodles are also pretty good. The shop has recently released rice cakes with pork ribs. Yu Xiaolong tasted it once and thought it tasted pretty good, so why don't you just eat rice cakes with pork ribs.

He thought this way, but when the bus came, he hesitated, and took Shi Jie up, let's go far away, who makes it delicious, he is not born to like pig food, he was said to be a child Quite picky.

After getting on the bus and sitting for a while, Shi Jie began to feel drowsy when he saw that he hadn’t been at the station for a long time. He leaned his head on Yu Xiaolong’s body and was pushed away by Yu Xiaolong. He suddenly heard him ask, “Do you discriminate against homosexuals? ?”

"Ah?" Shi Jie was stunned for a while, and he didn't know why he suddenly brought up such a topic. They were sitting in the last row at this time, and there was no one in front of them, so he didn't worry about being heard. He thought about it and said, "It's okay." Bar."

"You said Xu Yinliang." Shi Jie turned to look at him, "What can he say? If he doesn't harass you like that, and has no grudges or grudges with me, I don't have to hate him, but you Look at him asshole."

"It's quite cheap." Yu Xiaolong said, he actually hoped that Xu Yinliang would go out to find someone more, and vent his unreasonable evil fire towards him outside. Looking back, maybe he didn't think he was too much. Recruit him.

"Hey, you said he's not really perverted. I haven't seen a lot of homosexuals, but I guess not all of them are like this." Shi Jie said, "It's normal to like someone. If you like someone, you like it. Whether you are a man or a woman, if others really bother you, why bother to stalk you."

"Besides, he is no longer a stalker. Believe it or not, if you give him a chance one day, he really dares to attack you. This must be..."

The meaning behind these words is not pleasant. The country now forces men not to be sentenced to prison, but even if they are really sentenced, there are people who think that three years of blood earning the death penalty is not a loss, so Xu Yinliang is so vicious towards him, with this condition He will definitely not let it go.

Yu Xiaolong sneered, "He won't have a chance."

If he dared to attack him again one day, he would definitely kill him.

"So, if you want to talk about homosexuality, you can't talk about discrimination. It has nothing to do with me anyway. Just don't mess with me. But like him, even if it's a woman, I'd be disgusted if he came."

"How about it, buddy, are these three views correct?"

Yu Xiaolong folded his arms and looked out the window, not knowing what he was thinking, Shi Jie glanced at him, put his arms around his shoulders and shook, "Don't worry, I'll keep an eye on you, tell him not to talk about you, even with him I can't even touch a hair."

Even among best friends, this kind of discussion is still a bit embarrassing, Yu Xiaolong gave a short "um" and didn't say anything more.

I don't know if it was delayed on the way or the time was wrong, but the door of the store was closed when we arrived. Shi Jie was quite puzzled by the fact that he had traveled so far to have a meal. special.

Isn't this just a roadside fly restaurant, and it doesn't even have a license plate, so you can't expect too much from Yu Xiaolong. In the end, the two walked around the neighborhood again, and finally found a Lanzhou ramen restaurant, went in and ate a bowl of beef noodle.

At the end of December, the weather was getting colder and colder. Zhao Fei and her college's debating club had been having competitions recently, and they had to practice until [-]:[-] every night. Yu Xiaolong mentioned several times that she should not come back to live, because the road was not safe.

But Zhao Fei refused. She felt that if she didn't come back, there would often be no one to put away the dog food, and sometimes they were hungry at night, and no one would do anything, so they just stood by. Will think about it.

Shi Jie didn't think they had anything to do here, they and everyone pointed at Yu Xiaolong, he didn't worry about them starving and getting hurt, he just wanted to come back and see you more, you don't understand, I can only work harder, Waiting in the wind and rain.

Yu Xiaolong was happy to give him a chance, so he didn't say anything else, he only knew the way around, and the girl's living expenses were so tight, it wasn't worthwhile to spend an extra thousand on accommodation.

Even if it is squeezed with classmates, eight girls in a room are definitely not as spacious as theirs.

But that night, Yu Xiaolong didn't come after shopping around the bar street, and didn't see Shi Jieren when he went upstairs, so he called him, but the phone was turned off.

out of battery?

He went down to the second floor and knocked on Zhao Fei's door. After knocking for a long time, no one answered. The phone was connected, but no one answered.

Yu Xiaolong suddenly had a bad premonition, maybe he was thinking too much, the time when Zhao Fei came back was uncertain, sometimes she would stay in the dormitory too late, and she didn't know that Shi Jie was waiting for her, so it was often past ten o'clock to turn off the lights Only then will he tell them that he will not come back tonight. Shi Jie will always wait two or three times out of ten times, and it is only before ten o'clock now. Yu Xiaolong puts on his coat, goes to the chess and card room first, and asks Did anyone see Shi Jie coming today?

The people in the chess and card room just changed, some said they didn’t see it, some said they didn’t care, and some mixed up the date. Yu Xiaolong went out and called Zhao Fei while preparing to go to their school have a look.

Knowing Shi Jie for so many years, he has never been in arrears on phone calls, and has never turned off the phone. People who carry power banks in their pockets all the year round are as dedicated as their family to open Bar Street. This is what he thinks is unusual.

It was just after ten o'clock, and the dormitory building had already turned off the lights. Although the University of Technology is the last two, the control is quite strict.

There were a few students who came back late crowded in the guard room, and they were pleading with the security guard, but the security guard insisted that their counselor call him before letting them in.

Yu Xiaolong called Zhao Fei again, but he still couldn't get through. He didn't know which building her classmate lived in, so even if the guard let him in at this time, it wouldn't help. He couldn't rush to the girls' building. try to find.

Yu Xiaolong felt a little troubled, afraid that he would neglect all the secrets, and also afraid that he would make a fuss out of a molehill.

After those students did not know how to get in, the patience of the security guards seemed to be exhausted at this time. When they arrived at Yu Xiaolong's place, they had to check his student ID card first.

Yu Xiaolong didn't say he wanted to go in, he asked if he could find out which building a certain girl lived in their school, and then call her dormitory, this request startled the security guard, who looked at him suddenly alert few.

Yu Xiaolong said that he was her elder brother, something happened at home, and she couldn't be contacted now.

"You are her brother, don't you know which building she lives in?" The security guard obviously didn't believe it, especially Yu Xiaolong's attire, he didn't look like a serious brother at first glance,

"We are not dormitory supervisors. We can't find out what you said, and we can't let you in. If you are a student, let your counselor come, or go back early."

After all, Zhao Fei was not a boarding student, so she went looking for her with great fanfare. If she was found out, she would get into trouble instead. Yu Xiaolong checked the time again, and it was already 10:30, but Shi Jie still couldn't get through.

He contacted Xiao Ding and asked him to take one or two people to Shi Jie's house to take a look, and then asked someone to watch the vegetable poles, and report to him if there was any trouble. After doing this, he looked inside the University of Technology again.

He turned his gaze back to the phone, released a certain number from the blacklist, and dialed it.