The day I was hugged by a goblin

After learning the truth, Qu Xiaojing was like a lifeless doll, and she didn't speak any more. She just followed Gu Shu to her house with such a pale face. Gu Shu didn't speak all the way, and Zhu Xi looked at Qu Xiaojing worriedly from time to time , Hesitant to speak.

When she arrived at the gate of Happy Homeland, which is the community where Qu Xiaojing’s family is located, she looked at the gate she was familiar with, and watched Grandpa Security for more than ten years. Under the doubtful eyes of Gu Shu and the others, they backed away again and again, "No, I don't want to go back, I won't go back."

Qu Xiaojing's already calm mood was on the verge of collapse again, shaking her head in a panic while wanting to run out.Gu Shu and Zhu Xi looked back together, but the police comrades who sent them to the side were stunned.

"What's wrong, Mr. Gu?" The young man looked around in the direction of Gu Shu's eyes, but there was nothing, "What are you looking at?"

Gu Shu only stared at Qu Xiaojing who ran to the far corner and squatted on the ground crying, then turned his head and said, "You go back first, we can take care of the rest, thank you."

Although there is no smile on Gu Shu's face, even a little cold, but it will not make people feel that he is unreasonable or condescending, and his gratitude is always sincere.The little comrade only received an order to cooperate fully with this guy, since it was Gu Shu who asked him to go back, he naturally didn't mean to forcefully follow.

It wasn't until he left that Gu Shu walked towards Qu Xiaojing. At this time, Zhu Xi was already squatting beside her and comforted her in a low voice. His voice was soft and soft, like the breeze blowing past his ears. kindness.

Gu Shu walked over with a slight movement in his heart, and saw that Qu Xiaojing had gradually calmed down, but he still shook his head subconsciously, "I won't go back, I won't go back." At this time, Qu Xiaojing was like a helpless child, because he was rushing outside. He was afraid to go home because of the disaster, but he cried sadly because of the grievances he suffered outside.

Gu Shu lifted the two squatting on the ground one by one, and then took them to sit on a chair in a green area near the entrance of the community, and then asked, "Tell me, why don't you go home?" He speculated before The reason Qu Xiaojing ran away from home was her parents, but as usual, when a child is most fearful and helpless, no matter what she wants most, she should return to her parents. Her reaction is a bit unexpected. Gu Shu's prediction.

Qu Xiaojing sniffed, looked up at Gu Shu's serious expression, and finally began to tell her own story calmly.

"I won't go back, I'm scared, very scared."

"What are you afraid of?" Zhu Xi asked suspiciously.

"I'm scared to see my mom and dad happy that I'm dead. They never liked me. I always annoy them. I always make them worry. I embarrass them. I cause trouble. I always bully them. The most beloved daughter, I am really afraid, now that I am dead, they are all smiling, I..." At this time, Qu Xiaojing's face was filled with the fear of a child who is afraid of being abandoned by his parents.

Afterwards, Qu Xiaojing slowly told how she was disliked by her parents since she was a child, and how they treated her elder sister. The kindness of her parents to her elder sister was in stark contrast to the scolding of herself. After she grew up, Qu Xiaojing, who was aggravated by grievance and anger, made the gap bigger and bigger. Until now, she has completely become a headache for her parents, but she treats her parents' headaches as a problem. It is the happiest revenge.

Especially the twin sister who bullies her, she is better than herself in everything, she was born 3 minutes earlier than herself, especially since she was weak and sickly since she was a child, she is obviously the same, but her parents' love and time are almost given to her sister , She never understood why, so she pretended to be sick, and even when she was older, she had a lot of impulsive self-harm... But in the end, she only got angrier scolding from her parents.

Gu Shu was slightly stunned. Everyone only realizes when they grow up that when their parents beat and scold you, they hate iron for nothing, and it's for your own good. However, when they were children, children actually hated many behaviors of their parents. With the opposite understanding, if this is the case for a long time, some kind of wrong perception will definitely be left in the child's heart, because they are still young and everything is immature.

Perhaps Qu Xiaojing's cognition is ridiculous to adults, but in her heart she is really afraid, and even thinks so for so many years, so she thinks that she is rejected by her parents. Maybe her intensification is just to attract the attention of her parents, to get more love from her parents, but she doesn't know it. Moreover, such behavior will only make the parents more troublesome for the child.At this time, her older sister was exactly like her, filial and sensible, obedient without parents worrying.

To be honest, people’s hearts are biased, even if they are their own children, but such two children will definitely be treated differently by their parents, especially as Qu Xiaojing revealed in her words that her sister seems to have been in poor health since she was a child. The weak are more likely to get more care and attention, thus creating such a situation.

"Why do people around you hate you, why do your parents like your sister more than you, have you never reflected on yourself?" Gu Shu's words may be cruel and direct, but 15 years old is also the age that should be sensible up.

Qu Xiaojing, who was immersed in grief, suddenly trembled all over, and just stayed there in a daze, but only listened to Gu Shu continuing, "Think about it, are your parents really treating you badly? What about your sister, you The sister who is the most jealous and dislikes the most, she is not good to you? Whether it is a classmate or a teacher, did they hate you from the beginning?"

Qu Xiaojing stared blankly, and after a long while, Gu Shu saw big tears rolling out of her eyes, "No, no, no," Qu Xiaojing shook her head while shedding tears, "My parents were very good to me when I was young." Yes, my father would lift me over his head, and my mother would hold me and watch TV..." Qu Xiaojing said with tears streaming down her face, "But, but then my sister got sick, and gradually they stopped caring about me, they Give all the attention to my sister, they only love my sister, as long as I cry and make trouble, they will blame me for being ignorant..."

"My sister is better than me in everything, and she is also the center of attention in school. All my relatives and friends like her, but I... They hate me more and more. I hate my sister. She is better than me in everything but still treats her parents Love is taken away, I also hate my parents' eccentricity, every time I have beautiful clothes and fun toys, my sister picks out the rest and gives them to me."

"Later I...I hated them, so I only did things they hated. The more they disliked the more I wanted to do them. I just...I just couldn't be reconciled. Why, why should I do this?"

Accompanied by non-stop tears, Qu Xiaojing vented all the grievances and grievances accumulated in the past 15 years, "Actually, my sister...she treats me very well, she is the focus of everyone outside, but in front of me she She is always bullied by me so that she hides and cries, and she will give me any good things, but I..."

Speaking of her sister, Qu Xiaojing was sobbing and couldn't speak anymore.

Looking at Qu Xiaojing who was out of breath from crying, Zhu Xi pursed her lips and didn't know what to say, but unconsciously hugged Gu Shu's arm, as if she wanted to find some support.

Gu Shu finally sighed, and continued to spit out words that were extremely cruel to Qu Xiaojing, but they definitely hit the nail on the head, "Why don't others like you? It's you who live in a way that others don't like."

Qu Xiaojing was startled, and then leaned against Gu Shu and began to cry. She had suppressed too many things during the years when she was sensible. At this moment, besides the regret in her heart, she could only cry aloud.

"I'm sorry for them, my parents, and my sister," Qu Xiaojing cried, her eyes full of remorse, "but it's too late, it's too late, I'm dead, what should I do~"

Gu Shu didn't speak, he planned to wait for her to cry enough before telling her his previous guess, but he didn't want to, Zhu Meili, whose eyes were red from Qu Xiaojing's crying, couldn't help seeing Qu Xiaojing crying so sad and desperate, and directly Just said it.

"Xiaojing is not too late, you may still be alive." Zhu Nai remembered Gu Shu only after he said it impulsively, so he looked at him reflexively. Fortunately, Gu Shu just glanced at him and didn't blame him.

But Qu Xiaojing looked at Zhu Nai in disbelief, "You...what did you say, what do you mean?"

Zhu Xi looked at Gu Shu for help, Gu Shu sighed, and had no choice but to explain his previous guess to Qu Xiaojing, and finally confirmed again, "Have you remembered now?"

Qu Xiaojing wiped away her tears with sobs, then shook her head helplessly, "I don't know, my memory of the past few days is blurry, I can remember the past clearly, but just these few days, It's vague, and I seem to have become very stupid and slow, the only time I have any memory is when I met you not long ago, and I don't remember anything else."

Qu Xiaojing looked at Gu Shu nervously, afraid that she would lose all hope because of this.However, Gu Shu just frowned. Most of what Qu Xiaojing remembered was caused by her other soul, and he must not summon her soul rashly now. If that soul is really in Qu Xiaojing's body, Qu Xiaojing's soul call will be completely destroyed by him. Totally dead.This is the reason why Gu Shu never recalled Qu Xiaojing's soul.

So the most important thing right now is to take Qu Xiaojing home as soon as possible. Her parents must know what happened to Qu Xiaojing, and they only hope there is still time.

However, what Gu Shu didn't expect was that Qu Xiaojing's parents were not at home, and the phone number of her parents she got from Qu Xiaojing was completely unavailable, and her sister's phone was completely unanswered.

Gu Shu had no choice but to go to the gatekeeper at the gate of the campus and ask the janitor, but this question immediately shocked Gu Shu speechless.

"Their couple, oh, what a pity." The old man has worked here for more than ten years, and he is familiar with the residents on the opposite side. The two couples are very nice, and they will greet him every time they come back. They are kind-hearted Yes, sometimes he would give him something if he brought fruit or something delicious, so the uncle cared about this family very much.

"God has no eyes," said the uncle, wiping away tears, "What a wonderful child, but God wants to torture them like this."

Although the old man's words could not rule out the possibility that something happened to Qu Xiaojing, but Gu Shu inexplicably thumped, and inexplicably had a worse guess in his heart.Zhu Xi also grabbed the corner of Gu Shu's clothes nervously, while Qu Xiaojing's body was completely tense, nervous, afraid, remorse, all kinds of emotions were intertwined, and now she just wanted to see her family as soon as possible.

"Master, did something happen to their family?" Gu Shu interrupted the uncle who was wiping away his tears.

The uncle was taken aback, "Why, don't you know? Aren't you friends of their family?"

"Yes, but we haven't been in touch for a long time, so I don't know."

The uncle was stunned, but let out another long sigh, and then he sighed, "A good family is completely ruined. Two lively young girls, one died, and the other became a vegetable. Do you think it's miserable? God It's not fair."

"What?" Zhu Nai cried out in surprise, but Qu Xiaojing only felt that his eyes went dark, and then the world spun.

Gu Shu's eyes were quick to grab it, but he saw that Qu Xiaojing's immature face was pale.But Gu Shu is a rational person, filtering out all the sad information, but the uncle's "vegetative state" caught his eyes, at least, it's not too late.