I am very poor

Huo Yufei pulled him up seriously: "How long has this been going on?"

Gu Cheng was looked at so seriously by him, and he couldn't hold it for a while, and explained everything in detail.

Huo Yufei was surprised that he hadn't noticed it all this time, and he asked Gu Cheng, "So you get up after I fall asleep?"

Gu Cheng nodded.

"What?" Huo Yufei asked.

Gu Cheng said, "Work."

Huo Yufei's staring eyes made him a little guilty, but he still tried his best to explain: "My team has a time difference with here, and the communication will be more timely at night..."

But he didn't finish the second half of the sentence, so he consciously kept silent.

Huo Yufei was very angry, but most of the time he was angry with himself. He also noticed that Gu Cheng's mental state was not good, but he didn't pay more attention.

"So how can I sleep?" Huo Yufei asked angrily.

"Without light... I can sleep."

Huo Yufei was particularly surprised: "There is no light?"

Gu Cheng nodded.

Huo Yufei asked again: "Is it possible to sleep in a dark room?"

Although Gu Cheng didn't quite understand what he was surprised about, he finally nodded.

Huo Yufei's face darkened, and he asked each word in a word: "Why?"

Gu Cheng hesitated, "...what why?"

Huo Yufei, who was always sunny, suddenly looked like this, which inevitably made people feel uncomfortable.

Huo Yufei didn't know why he was...afraid of the dark, he didn't go deep into this point, but Huo Yufei knew that Gu Cheng should be the same.

So he must know what happened.

This is where Gu Cheng finds it hard to tell.

In his heart, he hopes that what the other party sees is a Gu Cheng who has immediately become a particularly good person, and it is best to ignore his embarrassing appearance.So Huo Yufei wanted to know the answer, but Gu Cheng didn't want to say it.

Huo Yufei noticed something.

He suddenly approached each other and hugged his little rabbit tightly in his arms.

"Gu Cheng, let me tell you something."

Just as Gu Cheng wanted to raise his head, he was pushed back again.

Huo Yufei looked at the fireflies in the sky: "You said three years ago that you wanted to leave. Putting yourself in your shoes, I can understand. If it were me, I might make the same choice. But I am still very angry."

But because the other party was Gu Cheng, the object of his anger turned to himself.

Angry why I can't handle things better, why I can't give the other party a sense of security, and even why I can't overcome psychological barriers.Huo Yufei felt that he was not responsible enough, mature enough, and did not know how to manage relationships.

What kind of feelings?

In the past three years, he has reflected on countless times, what kind of feelings does he have towards Gu Cheng?

But in the end there was no answer.

It's too complicated. For Huo Yufei, Gu Cheng is his best friend, the person he values ​​the most, and the closest person, which is far beyond the scope of "love".

But what Gu Cheng wants is love.

can i give

Yes.

Huo Yufei thought, I also want to become better, better, better than most people in this world.

I want to change the world.

I can change the world too.

Gu Cheng, who was so stuffy, couldn't see the other person's expression, but the sudden end after "I'm very angry" made him a little worried.

Then I heard Huo Yufei repeating many times: "I'm very angry, I'm very angry, I'm very angry, I'm very angry, I'm very angry!"

After a pause for a few seconds, he made a summary: "In short, I am very angry."

Gu Cheng: ...

He tried his best to break free from the opponent's arms, grabbed Huo Yufei's arm, looked into his eyes, and said seriously, "I know."

Huo Yufei took a deep breath and felt a lot lighter all of a sudden.

He turned his head with an unhappy look, and said sullenly, "I'm really angry."

Then he was rubbed on the head suddenly.

Gu Cheng's hand slowly slid onto his neck, and he stroked it gently twice: "Hey, don't be angry. I did something wrong, you can punish me. I will treat you very well."

Huo Yufei's Adam's apple slid up and down, stretched out his hand to pull the other party over, leaned over and kissed him.

It took a long time before he let go, and the corners of his mouth curled up: "Okay, I won't be angry anymore."

Gu Cheng felt sour in his heart: "Why are you so easy to coax."

Huo Yufei squinted: "Is it not possible?"

"Yes." Gu Cheng took a deep breath, "I will treat you very well."

Huo Yufei kissed the tip of his nose: "Gu Cheng, you are very important to me. Even though I was very reluctant at that time, I didn't really stop you. The sea is as wide as a fish leaps, and the sky is as high as a bird can fly. I want you to realize Dream, I miss you making your way to the sky. Also, I miss you being happy."

He stared at each other where he could smell his breath: "You are very important to me, understand?"

Gu Cheng's voice was a little hoarse: "Understood."

"So do you have something to say to me?" He looked into the other's eyes.

Gu Cheng couldn't help but clenched the opponent's hands, and finally nodded: "Yes."

He sorted out his words, and then began to tell the other party little by little what happened after he left City B that year.

To sum it up in four words, it is "big ups and downs".

Gu Cheng told this to his little Sunflower.

Talk about how he carefully tested the water again and again, how he made mistakes and lost all his money.He talked about how he lived in a cold and damp basement in the most difficult time, in order to save money as much as possible, and lived on instant noodles for a month.It is said that he finally found the feeling and started making money every day, but he was still reluctant to spend an extra penny.Said that he was retaliated against and even endangered his life because of his beautiful control.Said that he could not obtain a visa and had to smuggle into the United States, and was arrested on the second day of entry.Said that he tried his best to avoid deportation but owed a large amount of bail because of the freezing of his account.

But for the most difficult part-such as being abused by racist police officers because of Asian descent, such as being isolated and helpless while serving dishes in Chinatown while borrowing usury and hiring a lawyer to unfreeze the account, and how to break into a wolf-like Tiger's Wall Street.

He passed by lightly.

But while talking, there was still a little grievance.It is the kind of grievance that can hold back tears no matter what happens outside, and can no longer bear the grievance when encountering the care of close people.

Especially the person who cares about him really loves him.

Very very distressed.

Huo Yufei was so distressed that he was speechless.

It is impossible to imagine how Gu Cheng, who was still a little innocent at the time, experienced these things and grew and transformed amidst the thorns.

How could his little rabbit be bullied by others?

Huo Yufei couldn't help grinding his teeth.

Immediately cross-examine the other party, which company was retaliated against him in China at that time, and who was the police station and policeman who detained him.

Gu Cheng said, "I can handle it."

He was stared at severely, and then confessed obediently.

Huo Yufei remembered it, and even wanted to deal with it now.But there are more important things now, his little bunny needs a good night's sleep.Huo Yufei sat there thinking of a way.

Gu Cheng didn't dare to say anything.

For a long time, when he looked up and saw the cute little rabbit, he was a little happy at first, but then felt helpless.

Huo Yufei frowned, stood up from the blanket, and pulled Gu Cheng up at the same time: "Let's go, let's go back to sleep in the house."

He actually wanted to do something else with the other party tonight... If Gu Cheng wasn't so sleep-deprived.

Huo Yufei extinguished the firepit, and climbed up to the cabin with Gu Cheng one after the other. He extinguished all the glowing objects, then lay down on the bed, and rushed Gu Cheng to draw the curtains.

In fact, the room was already very dark at this time, and the moonlight in the forest could not shine in. With a thick layer of curtains drawn, there would be no light at all.

Gu Cheng was not happy, he said: "I can overcome it, but it can't always be like this."

Huo Yufei suddenly rushed over and bit him hard on the neck. At the same time, he reached in and rubbed his buttocks, then pinched hard, and urged: "Go! I'll talk about getting over it later, sleep well now!"

Gu Cheng felt hot all over, ran over in a panic and pulled up the curtains.

The sudden darkness made him feel relaxed.

He crawled back to the bed in the dark, and the hand that was rubbing the pillow was immediately held, so tightly that it even made him feel a little painful.

Gu Cheng asked: "What's wrong?"

After a long while, Huo Yufei's light voice sounded: "It's okay, hurry up."

But he didn't let go.

Gu Cheng lay down on the bed in this awkward position, approached each other, and said, "I want to hug you."

Huo Yufei reluctantly let go of his hand.

They hugged each other intimately.

Gu Cheng felt that the breathing of the other party had been tense and then slowly relaxed.

Can't help but ask in a low voice: "What's the matter? Is it... It doesn't feel good to be in such a dark place?"

"No," Huo Yufei inserted one of his legs between the opponent's legs, and brought his neck closer, and murmured, "If a little rabbit can do it, I can do it too. Get over it and get over it." ..."

"what?"

"nothing!"

However, it was amazing that Huo Yufei finally fell asleep.

Early the next morning, after they had breakfast, Gu Cheng was taken by Huo Yufei to see a counselor.

Huo Yufei felt that Gu Cheng's ability to sleep only under certain circumstances was actually an unhealthy state of mind.

After the initial consultation, the psychological counselor talked to them and felt that Gu Cheng tended to seek a sense of security from a specific environment because he had been under too much pressure and serious psychological anxiety for a long time.

Huo Yufei didn't think that Gu Cheng was particularly busy, and the two of them spent almost the same amount of time on work.That is to say, when he is working, Gu Cheng is usually working, and when he is resting, Gu Cheng is also resting.

Of course, this has to exclude the time he sneaks up to work at night.

Huo Yufei turned around and asked Gu Cheng about the specific work content, whether he was under too much pressure.Gu Cheng hesitated for a moment, and admitted frankly that this was indeed the case.And not only now, he has been in a state of extreme mental tension for the past few years, ready to deal with emergencies anytime, anywhere, so he has not slept well.Especially during the period when we were just starting out, the trader in our hands often had a capital flow of hundreds of millions of dollars, and the slightest mistake would mean a huge loss.

It is better to walk on thin ice and be careful.

And even now, the high intensity and high pressure of work has made him very tired and overwhelmed.

This exhaustion is more psychological.Back then, the young man who had won the first battle in Star Port City and felt infinite surprises and wonders about this world had already been exhausted by the high-pressure work day after day.

Huo Yufei didn't think this would work.

"Can you stop working for a while?" Huo Yufei asked.

Gu Cheng smiled helplessly: "Even if I don't work, I have nothing else to do."

No leisure, no entertainment, no hobbies, there seems to be nothing else in his life except work... No, now there is his little sunflower.

Gu Cheng didn't forget what he was doing all this for, so he could agree to Huo Yufei's request.

"Yes," Huo Yufei laughed, revealing the dimples at the corners of his mouth, "I know what you like, and I want you to do what you like."