My personality collapsed after I hit the actor

A person like Heng Xing who has never been stripped of his background is actually very difficult to calm down once he is stripped, even if he is generally suppressed, he can always leave some details for people to chew back and forth.Although the Internet is outside the law, the law does not blame the public.It's still difficult to completely stop the mouths of everyone in Youyou, as long as they don't speak ill, attack verbally, smear, gossip, etc., there will still be.So this matter will be spread out in full view by everyone over and over again, analyzing and pondering, and even not letting go of any details, picking up everywhere.It's like doing an analysis on a body covered in bruises, what is the origin of this wound, what is the story, how and who left the scar.

[bagua]: Heng Xing has not been out for a long time. In five or six years, it is really rare to have the current results.I heard that Qiu Zhisheng, who claimed to be his father, seems to be in the entertainment industry, and he may be too famous for everyone to know.But I can find his works online, he is a young actor.I think it is impossible for them to have no feelings, but it is not clear what the contradiction is.Heng Xing's ability to embark on the road of acting must have been affected to some extent.

[Isatidis root is not blue]: Heng Xing's studio statement says that that person is not his father.I read in a high post bar in Taizhong that almost all the graders knew that Heng Xing had no father, was a single parent, and was brought up by his mother, but it seems that Heng Xing seldom mentioned his mother.Have you ever heard him mention it in public?Anyway, I never heard of it once.

[Glass Beads]: Heng Xing was an ensemble performer at the beginning, and he suffered a lot back then, and when he became famous, no one thought about going deep into it.A friend in the circle I knew told me that he had broken his arms and legs at that time.So don't just see their glamor in front of others. In fact, the hardships and sins they have suffered behind their backs are beyond the reach of ordinary people.

[Feng Guofeng]: That man didn't say that he was his biological father, but that he was his adoptive father.Didn't it mean that Heng Xing's biological father died when he was six years old, and then he said that that person raised him all the time.

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There is no evidence for the voices on the Internet, and there is no real evidence.But it can be advertised.In the Internet age, it is possible to know when you turn on your mobile phone, be seen by everyone, be seen by people who don't care about these things, and be seen by those involved.Although you are desperately pressing down on some things, there are always some unexpected situations that make you unstoppable and unavoidable.

A week later, a Weibo user who claimed to be "Heng Xing's mother" posted a long Weibo content that attracted everyone's attention.At the same time, it also pushed the whole matter to the peak of discussion.

The general content is this: I am Heng Xing's mother in name, but in fact we severed the relationship between mother and child as early as his year.So it can also be said that we had no relationship before.Since I have nothing to do with him, then Qiu Zhisheng has nothing to do with him.Qiu Zhisheng and I are just boyfriend and girlfriend, not married.So strictly speaking, Heng Xing's life, if he didn't participate in the slightest, he has no right to criticize, and Heng Xing has no obligation.It can be understood that the two of them are completely unrelated two people.If the blame must be placed on one person, then all of this is caused by me.They were all right, and it was always me who was wrong.Please let them go, don't mention this matter again, I don't want such a thing to affect the life of any of them.

After the Weibo was posted, it was directly on the top of the hot search, which once again set off a wave of discussions, with sympathy, speculation, and doubts.One of the long-form analysis of a Weibo big V chasing stars named "Diannuanbao" is most recognized by everyone:

[Electric Heating Baby]: Let me explain to you, first of all, if the Weibo that claims to be "Heng Xing's mother" is true, things should be like this. She said that Qiu Zhisheng is not wrong, and Heng Xing is not wrong, wrong only herself.In other words, she must have done something sorry for these two men.The fact that Heng Xing's mother was sorry to Heng Xing should have something to do with the breakdown of their mother-child relationship. As for what Heng Xing's mother was sorry to Qiu Zhisheng, I don't know.At such an advanced age, they are still just boyfriend and girlfriend and are not married, which shows that they have no relationship.In other words, one party has no feelings and the other party has wishful thinking.And this wishful thinking is probably Heng Xing's mother.Because it is possible for a woman to follow a man without a name, unless the woman loves him very much, it is impossible for a man to love her very much but not marry her.As for what Heng Xing's mother felt sorry for Qiu Zhisheng, it was probably mostly emotional.For example, it destroyed Qiu Zhisheng's original relationship, family and so on.And Qiu Zhisheng's attitude towards Heng Xing showed that he wanted to smear him, and it was easy to see his hatred.And the source of this hatred is because the woman he hates is Heng Xing's mother, and Heng Xing is the one who was implicated.At this point, the analysis is over!Xingzi is still the Xingzi I love, hardworking and positive, life is impermanent, and has never been defeated, but please cherish it.You are Xinghan Canlan, and it will be you for the rest of my life.It's you, it's all you.Love you still, you will always be the best, believe in you.

But what the truth is, there is no way of knowing.It also takes a process for public opinion to go from fierce to plain, and the final result must be that when everyone mentions Hengxing, they will know that there is such a thing. When it comes to specifics, some people will not be able to tell because of time I don't think it's a big deal to care about this. It's better to watch his movies for excitement.

And the big and small media that started this incident and some Weibo marketing big Vs have also seen Heng Xing's resolute tactics. The fact that they were summoned by the court the day after the news was released really frightened them .Afterwards, a series of issues that could only be entangled with the other party's lawyer, because they did not agree to resolve it privately, and they could only go through legal procedures if they did not withdraw the lawsuit, were even more frustrating.Originally, I just wanted to gain some traffic, but this time, I almost lost my life in it, which is really memorable.

This winter seems to be coming in a hurry, Cheng Lu always feels that the last winter is just gone.And this is already imminently coming.

And this winter is not only coming quickly, but also especially cold for Cheng Lu.You see, even the house is cold, and the heating that has been turned on early does not seem to be very hot, not as warm as in previous years.

At first, Cheng Lu thought it might be that the house was getting old, the hot water pipes of the floor heating were beginning to age, and the parts were improperly used.But after a day, he realized to his surprise that it was because one person was missing.As a result, the temperature of the whole room seemed to drop by more than ten degrees.

Since Cheng's mother left, Cheng Lu went home more often, but it still couldn't relieve the desertedness at home. He even had the illusion that Cheng Xiang, who used to like to chatter, was not very talkative now, and just returned home. He would hide in his room not knowing what he was doing.

The relationship between Cheng Lu and Cheng's father was not as close as that of Cheng's mother. They talked less, and now they are even less.I couldn't say three words after a meal at the same table. I remember before, whether it was Cheng Xiang or anyone else, the dinner table was the most lively, and they always talked non-stop.One person is missing, but it feels like everything has changed.

Cheng Lu also thought about it. After all, his father is still young, and the rest of his life is still very long. When he gets old, he will inevitably feel lonely and need someone to accompany him.So if he opened his mouth and said he wanted to find another one, he wouldn't object at all.The fear that he had when his mother was still there is actually not so strong now. After all, he is an adult, and he has someone in his heart.Besides, we can't think of the worst in everything, after all, there are really not many exceptions like Heng Xing.As Heng Xing said, he is really thinking about it now.If Dad looks for it again, he will support it, as long as he is happy.If he was getting in their way, he could choose to stay away.After all, with this ability, I also have someone to rely on, so I am not alone.The most difficult to accept should be Cheng Xiang.But Cheng Xiang is about to take the university entrance exam, no matter what, she still has her own brother to support her.So, no matter where things go, it won't be too bad.

Life has to go on, the road is still far away, and the heart needs to be calm and relaxed.

New Year's Day should have been spent together, watching TV together, eating melon seeds, eating potato chips, and playing games together on the sofa.

Cheng Lu and Heng Xing could only be separated from each other.

Because they were all invited to participate in the New Year's Eve concert, but they were not on the same stage.

Cheng Lu was a little bored waiting in the background, so he sent someone a harassing WeChat message:

[Lu Lu]: Hey, I learned a dish and I will make it for you sometime.

Heng Xing happened to be changing clothes in the fitting room, and when he saw the phone flashing in front of him, he reached out and clicked on it.Seeing the content, he frowned and typed a few words with his fingertips with a smile on his lips.

With a ding, Cheng Lu's cell phone rang.

[Beast]: No need, I want to live longer.

Cheng Lu raised his eyebrows and tapped the phone screen twice:

[Land]: Do you not trust me, or do you not love me?

After Heng Xing buttoned his suit to the second button, he picked up the phone next to him again.

Soon Cheng Lu's screen was lit up again:

[Beast]: I love you!No doubt!

[Land]: Why don't you trust me if you love me?

Cheng Lu sat on the chair in front of the vanity mirror, leaning against his back, tapped on the table with his curled fingertips, waiting for the next reply.

The phone screen came on again.

[Beast]: It's not that I don't trust you, but that I cherish my life.Otherwise, what can I use to love you?

A question mark popped up in Cheng Lu's mind, but he felt that there was nothing wrong with his logic.

Forget it, don't worry about it.Cheng Lu raised his hand and was about to send another one, but [The Beast] sent another one right after:

[Beast]: Your husband and I are going to be on stage soon, let's talk later.

At this moment, the door of Cheng Lu's lounge was pushed open, and Zu Yuanzheng, his partner, came in.

To be honest, in terms of singing, I really don't have much talent.The song the two of them were going to sing when they went on stage was the theme song of "Hui Qing" that they urgently practiced after being invited.Fortunately, there is Zu Yuanzheng. I heard that he made his debut in singing in the early days, and he has a good foundation.

"How are you nervous?" Zu Yuanzheng came in and sat on another chair next to him.

Cheng Lu glanced at the three empty mineral water bottles in front of his desk, and shook his head at Zu Yuanzheng: "Not nervous." He was just a little thirsty.

Zu Yuanzheng believed his words: "Well, it's good not to be nervous." After speaking, he glanced at Cheng Lu, who was staring at his mobile phone, and added: "I just saw a lot of your light signs outside, and you have a lot of fans. !"

It's okay if you don't say it, but after saying this, Cheng Lu became even more nervous. He didn't even think about flipping through his phone, so he just threw it into his pocket and started looking for his fourth bottle of mineral water.It was the first time to be on such a big stage, the nervousness was understandable, and Cheng Lu comforted himself.And equally nervous are his fans outside the arena. They don’t have high requirements, and they just need to make no mistakes. After all, the person they are fans of has never sung in front of the big screen, and they are afraid that he will accidentally sing. Just drop the chain, such as running a tune, forgetting a word, breaking a sound, etc.It's not a big deal to lose face in front of them, what I'm afraid of is that my idol will lose face in front of audience friends all over the country.

"Are you looking for this?" Zu Yuanzheng took a bottle of mineral water from somewhere and pushed it along the table to Cheng Lu. "I found that when you are nervous, you want to drink water."

"..." Is it so obvious? "Can you save me some face?" Cheng Lu was depressed, why did he expose it.

Zu Yuanzheng showed a whole row of teeth when he heard the words and smiled, the white was dazzling. "Do you want to rehearse again? We will wait until the end of the show."

"Okay." Cheng Lu unscrewed the bottle of mineral water that Zu Yuanzheng pushed over, took a sip, and found that the three bottles of water he drank just now seemed to be exerting strength, so he frowned, stood up, arched his body, and said to Zu Yuanzheng : "Well, I'll go to the bathroom first."

Zu Yuanzheng nodded at him with a smile on his lips.

I drank a lot of water, and it might be a little cold.Originally, he was nervous, but after being hit by such cold water, Cheng Lu found himself having a little stomachache after going to the bathroom.But the feeling was not strong. Cheng Lu felt that it would not have any major impact.

"You look a little uncomfortable, are you okay?"

Cheng Lu pushed the door open and came in. Zu Yuan turned his face and looked at the door. He felt that the person who was still fine just now suddenly turned pale.

"It's okay, come on, let's run it in again." Cheng Lu walked to the seat and sat down in two steps, as if nothing had happened and didn't let Zu Yuanzheng pay too much attention.

Zu Yuan was taking out his mobile phone and earphones, and handed Cheng Lu an earphone, each of them brought one, and turned on the phone to play the accompaniment.

A prelude came in, and the rhythm was steady as if it was about to start a story. Cheng Lu sang:

Cheng: No amount of wind and rain, facts, and hardships can defeat our original intention of going forward bravely

Cheng Lu's voice was bright and clean, but obviously lacking in skill, he gave Zu Yuanzheng a look after he finished singing:

Ancestor: You talk back and forth, fight, and cannot stand alone, let me help you break through the thorns and bushes all the way

Compared with Cheng Lu, Zu Yuanzheng obviously polished the song a lot in terms of technique.After singing, a melody came in. Zu Yuan was signaling under Cheng Lu's eyelids, and stretched out his fingers from the first to the fifth. After that, the two began a tight connection of chasing each other:

Cheng: You said thousands of mountains and rivers

Zu: You said you have a soft spot

Cheng: I want to come and go like the wind

Zu: I want to be the same

Together: chaotic love, chaotic times, chaotic rivers, lakes, mountains and seas, you and I rule the roost together

The mighty soundtrack set off a frenzy again, and the two gave each other a look at the same time:

Cheng: That night a strong wind swept away the darkness and mist

Zu: Anxiety, anxiety, anxiety, anxiety, and anxiety will never prevail

Cheng: Night and day alternate, and it is another spring in a blink of an eye

Ancestor: When the flowers bloom in the coming year, let’s go to the agreement between you and me

Together: Trampling, ending, fighting, yielding, slandering, obstructing - not this destined success

Together: night and day alternate, and it is another spring in a blink of an eye

Together: When the flowers bloom in the coming year, let's go to the agreement between you and me

The ending of the melody ended, and the two looked at each other and smiled.Cheng Lu took off the earphones, Zu Yuanzheng put them back into his clothes and asked by the way: "It feels good, what do you think?"

Cheng Lu felt that he was also very good, and nodded in agreement.

It was originally a song that I had been working on for many days, so it is not surprising to have this result.

Speaking of which, the theme song of "Returning to the Past" is also very popular. With the popularity of the TV series, the theme song once remained high on the major music charts, and the popularity has always been good.The reason why the organizer of the New Year's Eve concert found the two protagonists to sing this song is also because of the usual operation after the TV series became popular.

After going through it again, Cheng Lu glanced at his phone again.Just now Heng Xing said that he was going to go on stage, so at this time, he should have finished singing.Blame myself for being so nervous that I forgot that I should have watched someone's live broadcast just now.Cheng Lu clicked on the Weibo page, flipped through it twice, and saw that some netizens had uploaded some clips of the New Year's Eve concert on Channel R. Looking down, he quickly found a live video of Heng Xing.The bright red casual suit with a white round neck inside looks energetic and lyrical. Coupled with the incomparable stage design of stage R, the effect is not too good.Cheng Lu looked at his eyebrows and began to raise his eyebrows unconsciously, and the smile at the corner of his mouth overflowed all over the screen.

"He's so handsome!"

Cheng Lu, who was immersed in it, didn't notice the approach of the people next to him at all, and he didn't even know when the staff in the station came in, until someone uttered an admiration, which was more like a reminder.

Cheng Lu suddenly raised his head when he heard the words, only to find that there were several new people around, some he knew and some he didn't know.Looked like he just came off the stage.That's right, this huge dressing room is not just for the two of them.

Cheng Lu glanced at Zu Yuanzheng beside him, and saw that he was arranging his hair with a fickle expression. Who said that "so handsome" just now?

do not know.

Cheng Lu raised his wrist and glanced at the time. There was still an hour before the game, which was really long.And he wanted to go to the bathroom again.He felt that he had made another mistake, drank so much water, what if he still couldn't control it before he went on stage?

Forget it, how much you can control.Cheng Lu thought.No, there is no other way.Why!If someone knew about it, they would probably die laughing again.

Because a lot of people came into the dressing room, Zu Yuanzheng sat there obediently after finishing his hair and turned over his mobile phone. Cheng Lu said hello and went out again when he passed by him.

Well, I went to control the water again.

So in the next hour, after controlling six times, Cheng Lufang suddenly felt that the pressure was doubled, and they were finally cueed by the staff and asked to prepare for the stage.

And the stomachache that Cheng Lu ignored just now started to churn even worse.