I am at odds with the school grass

Back at Gu Xizhe's house, Ye Zhiying asked the aunt at home to cook a table of delicious dishes.

At the dinner table, Ye Zhiying was very enthusiastic, "Chenyang, try this fried abalone in sauce and see if it suits your appetite."

Wen Chenyang took a sip and said, "It's very delicious."

"Eat more if it tastes good." Ye Zhiying said: "It's like being at home here, so don't be polite."

Wen Chenyang said: "I'm thick-skinned, and I'm never polite."

Ye Zhiying also said: "From now on, when it's time and holiday, come back with Xizhe, this will be your home from now on."

Wen Chenyang was a little moved. After Zhang Haiyin left, he thought he would never be able to feel the warmth of home again, but he really felt that warmth in Gu's house, "Yeah."

Gu Zhennan asked: "Chenyang, if you don't have enough money, you can tell uncle. If you are embarrassed, you can tell Xi Zhe."

"Enough, the money my mother left me is enough for me to spend."

"Anyway, if it's not enough, you have to speak up, don't wrong yourself."

"it is good."

Gu Xizhe was very pleased to see that his parents cared about Wen Chenyang.

Ye Zhiying said: "Besides, your uncle and I only have one child, Xi Zhe, and I actually want to have another one. You see, if you don't mind in the future, how about asking me to be a godfather and godmother to your uncle?"

Wen Chenyang hesitated for a moment, then glanced at Gu Xizhe out of the corner of his eye, not knowing whether to agree or refuse.Gu Xizhe, who kept silent all this time, said: "Mom, even if Chenyang doesn't recognize you as godfathers and godmothers, he can still be a family with us."

When Gu Xizhe said this, Wen Chenyang also responded, "Yes, Auntie, in fact, I have always regarded this place as my home."

Ye Zhiying is a smart person. She could see that Wen Chenyang was not very willing to recognize his godfather and godmother, so she didn't force her anymore. Ah, winter vacation, just follow Xi Zhe back directly."

Wen Chenyang smiled at her, "Thank you, Auntie."

"Also, I asked Aunt Liu to rent you a room. There are enough rooms at home, so you don't have to squeeze with Xizhe."

"okay."

After dinner, Wen Chenyang and Gu Xizhe sat on the sofa in the living room and chatted with Ye Zhiying. They came back this time to celebrate Ye Zhiying's birthday, so they wanted to spend more time with her by the way.

Ye Zhiying said: "Xizhe, I forgot to tell you that Shuting is back, and she has been asking me when you will come back a few days ago. That child has grown into a big girl, but she is very beautiful."

Wen Chenyang always felt that the name Shuting was very familiar, and after thinking for a long time, he realized that this was the supporting actress in the original work, the eldest lady who was in the same family as Gu Xizhe, Ye Zhiying liked her very much, and always wanted to match her and Gu Xizhe.

In the original novel, Gu Xizhe went to study in England, and she also went to the same school as her.

Gu Xizhe looked at the TV screen with a calm expression, "Yes."

"She really wants to see you, why don't I let her come to play at home tomorrow."

Gu Xizhe said: "I'm not familiar with her, so there's no need to meet her."

Ye Zhiying frowned, "Why are you unfamiliar with what you said, she is your Uncle Yu's daughter, you two grew up together."

Ye Zhiying took out her mobile phone, "I saw that she also posted a photo in Moments, to show you what she looks like now."

Gu Xizhe didn't want to look at it. Ye Zhiying's mobile phone screen was stretched out in front of him. He glanced at it, but was completely uninterested. Wen Chenyang, who was sitting next to him, also took a look. The girl in the photo had big eyes and shoulder-length brown hair I made pear blossom perm and air bangs, which are very popular nowadays. He said, "It's very beautiful."

Ye Zhiying took back her phone, "That's right, she looks good since she was a child. She was in the same year as Xizhe, and a few months younger than him. When they were young, they often played together, and they were in the same class in elementary school."

Wen Chenyang said, "That's my childhood sweetheart."

"Yes, but after entering junior high school, she went abroad with her parents."

Gu Xizhe was not happy to hear Ye Zhiying keep mentioning Yu Shuting, so he changed the subject on purpose and said to Wen Chenyang, "Chenyang, go take a bath."

Wen Chenyang looked at the time, it was only nine o'clock, "I'll go later."

Ye Zhiying said: "You two are also tired today, take a bath and rest early."

"Auntie, you should also go to bed earlier."

"it is good."

Gu Xizhe and Wen Chenyang went upstairs. There were four rooms on the second floor, and Wen Chenyang's room was next to Gu Xizhe's, adjacent to each other.

Wen Chenyang was about to continue walking, when Gu Xizhe said, "It's the same if you sleep here."

Wen Chenyang said: "Auntie specially prepared a separate room for me, I have to experience it no matter what."

Gu Xizhe also followed him, "I'll go and have a look."

Gu Xizhe followed Wen Chenyang into the next room. Usually this room is used as a guest room, but their house rarely has guests. It has been a long time since no one lived there, and everything has been rewashed. It seems that Ye Zhiying planned to do this early in the morning. up.

The layout of the room is similar to Gu Xizhe's room, and it also has its own bathroom, but there are not many personal items in it, so it looks empty.

Wen Chenyang lay on the bed with big characters, "It's very comfortable."

Gu Xizhe walked around inside, then drew the curtains and opened the windows to let in the air.

Wen Chenyang put his hands on his head, looked at Gu Xizhe who was standing by the window, "Your childhood sweetheart is quite beautiful, you just saw the photo, how do you feel?"

Gu Xizhe turned his head to look at him, "I don't feel it."

Wen Chenyang smiled, pretending to regret, "Oh, why isn't it my childhood sweetheart?"

Wen Chenyang sat up, "By the way, if I really recognize your parents as godfathers and godmothers, then I have to call you brother in the future."

Gu Xizhe walked over and flicked between his eyebrows, "It's a good idea."

"Brother Xizhe." Wen Chenyang yelled with his face up, a bit coquettish in his tone.

Gu Xizhe's heart trembled slightly, he thought it was not bad to be called brother by someone.

-

The next day was Ye Zhiying's birthday, and dinner was planned to be barbecued in the garden. Wen Chenyang and Gu Xizhe became the main labor force, and they started working at five o'clock in the afternoon.

Ye Zhiying didn't invite many people, but invited three members of Yu's family.

When it was getting dark, the Yu family came over.

Yu Shuting looks similar to the photo, she looks like a Korean female star, she is very lively, when she saw Gu Xizhe for the first time, she took the initiative to greet him, "Xi Zhe, long time no see."

Gu Xizhe said lightly, "Long time no see."

Yu Shuting was obviously dissatisfied with his reaction, "What's the matter, aren't you happy to see me?"

"No."

Yu Shuting's mother Liu Wan said: "I haven't seen you in seven or eight years. Xizhe has grown so tall."

Ye Zhiying said: "Boys tend to grow taller when they are teenagers. They grew to 1.8 meters shortly after entering junior high school, and now they are all 1.8 meters eight."

Liu Wan looked at Gu Xizhe with admiring eyes, as if she was looking at her future son-in-law, "I was likable when I was young, and I became more and more handsome when I grew up."

Liu Wan also noticed another boy. She asked Ye Zhiying, "Who is that boy? Why haven't I seen it before?"

Ye Zhiying said: "That's the son of a friend of mine, named Chen Yang, and he played very well with Xi Zhe."

"oh oh."

Ye Zhiying and Liu Wan walked to the table in the garden and sat down, chatting while drinking drinks, Gu Zhennan and Yu Shuting's father were also talking about business matters.

Seeing that all the guests had arrived, Gu Xizhe prepared to light up the charcoal fire and start grilling later.

Yu Shuting followed Gu Xizhe and wanted to talk to him more. After being separated for many years, she felt very pleasantly surprised to see Gu Xizhe now, and wanted to say a lot to him, "Xizhe, I heard that you are now in Mucheng. University."

"Yes." Gu Xizhe replied while adding carbon to the grill.

"I thought you were going to study in England."

Wen Chenyang came out with the marinated steak, and seeing Gu Xizhe and Yu Shuting talking beside the grill, he suddenly didn't want to get close, but he still had the meat in his hand, and if he brought it back again, it seemed a bit deliberate.

He walked over, put down the steak, then turned around and went into the house to help Aunt Liu skewer a piece of mutton skewer.

Gu Xizhe finished the charcoal fire, and when it was almost time, he picked up four pieces of steak and grilled them on the grill. The steak touched the iron frame, and smoke was sizzling.

Yu Shuting circled around Gu Xizhe like a bee, "Xizhe, you are too good. I didn't expect you to be able to roast meat. It smells so good. I want to eat more later."

Wen Chenyang came out with an ice bucket, which contained cold beer. He carried the bucket and distributed a bottle to several adults. He glanced at the grill. Yu Shuting was still beside Gu Xizhe. She looked at Gu Xizhe. At that time, the eyes were full of light.

When Ye Zhiying mentioned Yu Shuting yesterday, he didn't feel anything, but at this moment when he saw Yu Shuting always circling around Gu Xizhe, he became jealous to death.

It feels like something you love has been taken by someone else.

But so what if he's jealous, Gu Xizhe doesn't belong to him either.

"Morning Sun."

Hearing Gu Xizhe calling him, Wen Chenyang turned his head, "What?"

"come over."

Wen Chenyang put the ice bucket aside and walked over, "What are you doing?"

Gu Xizhe put the first grilled steak on the plate, cut off a corner with scissors, then forked it up and handed it to his mouth, "Taste the taste for me."

Wen Chenyang ate the barbecue he fed, "Well, it tastes good."

"That's it." Gu Xizhe put the grilled steaks on a plate, "You bring the grilled steaks to them."

"Ah."

Yu Shuting said in a coquettish tone: "Xizhe, I also want to try your baked goods."

"The baked ones are here, you go and eat them."

"But I want to watch you bake here again, what should I do?"

If Yu Shuting hadn't been their guest tonight, he might not have replied a word. Gu Xizhe pretended not to hear, and took five or six skewers of chicken wings from the vegetable basket next to him and grilled them on the grill.

Wen Chenyang sent two steaks over, then turned around and brought them again.

Wen Chenyang picked up two steaks and wanted to leave, Gu Xizhe said: "Chenyang, come and help me later."

Wen Chenyang responded, "En."

Yu Shuting said, "I can help you too."

"No, you go and sit down, the oily smoke is too heavy here."

Yu Shuting pursed her lips, "Okay then."

After Wen Chenyang brought the steak over, he turned back and helped Gu Xizhe. In fact, he had nothing to do, he just stayed with him, and occasionally handed him a seasoning bottle, and when he was done roasting, he brought it over to them to eat .

Gu Xizhe was worried that Wen Chenyang would be embarrassed sitting there. After all, he didn't know the Yu family, so he was called here.

A long table was set up in the garden, and the two families gathered together to eat and drink, even if it was Ye Zhiying's birthday.

After the family left, Wen Chenyang helped clean up again.

The two returned to the room at eleven o'clock, Wen Chenyang drank some beer today, Gu Xizhe didn't dare to let him sleep alone, and led him back to his room.

Wen Chenyang took a shower and came out to sit on the single sofa. Gu Xizhe gave him a hair-dryer, which made him very comfortable. Probably because he drank some beer, he was a little drowsy.

Seeing that he was about to fall asleep, Gu Xizhe turned off the hair dryer, placed him on the bed, and pulled the quilt over it.

Wen Chenyang looked at Gu Xizhe who was covering him with the quilt, and asked in a daze, "Gu Xizhe, do you like Yu Shuting?"

"do not like."

"Really? She's beautiful."

"none of my business."

Wen Chenyang heard his answer, a smile slowly appeared on the corner of his lips, and then he closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Wen Chenyang slept soundly. When Gu Xizhe woke up in the morning, the person in his arms was still fast asleep. He didn't move for fear of waking him up.

It was rare to see him sleep so deeply without the help of drugs.

He touched the cell phone on the bedside table very lightly, and sent a message to Ye Zhiying, telling her not to call them for breakfast, and he will sleep more today.

Wen Chenyang woke up naturally after falling asleep, opened his eyes in a daze, and saw Gu Xizhe, "What time is it?"

"It's still early, you can sleep more."

There was a gurgling sound from under the quilt, and Wen Chenyang felt hungry. He didn't eat much last night, "I'm so hungry."

"Then get up and have breakfast." Gu Xizhe said.

"Ah."

It was already past nine o'clock after the two of them washed up. When they came to the dining room, Aunt Liu served freshly made puffs, fried eggs and bacon.

The puffs were delicious, and Wen Chenyang ate several in a row. He remembered that the original owner also liked puffs, and Zhang Haiyin used to buy them for him often.

After biting down, the cream in the puff squeezed out and stuck to the corner of his mouth, Wen Chenyang licked it with his tongue, Gu Xizhe smiled, "Don't move." As he spoke, he raised his hand to wipe the cream off the corner of his mouth.

Wen Chenyang didn't move, and let Gu Xizhe go, then his face changed.Outside the dining room, Ye Zhiying just looked over, with a shocked expression on his face.

Wen Chenyang lowered his head subconsciously, looking very deliberate and cramped, and then raised his head after a while, Ye Zhiying was no longer outside the dining room.

He thought, she probably wanted to come in just now, but when she saw Gu Xizhe wiping the corner of his mouth for him, she was obviously surprised and shocked, as if she had discovered something extraordinary.She didn't come in in the end, but chose to leave silently, because she must have seen something.

Inexplicable fear and uneasiness occupied Wen Chenyang's heart.

"Chenyang." Gu Xizhe called him in a gentle voice.

Wen Chenyang answered absently, and Gu Xizhe said, "Let's go ride a bicycle later."

Wen Chenyang nodded, "Yes."

They only returned to Mucheng in the afternoon, and they had to stay here for half a day. After going through just now, Wen Chenyang was suddenly a little afraid to face Ye Zhiying.

After riding his bicycle back, it happened to be lunch time. Wen Chenyang thought about how he would respond if Ye Zhiying's attitude towards him changed.

Ye Zhiying still had a smile on her face when she saw Wen Chenyang, "Chenyang, Xizhe, come, wash your hands and eat."

"Yeah." Wen Chenyang smiled on the surface, but he was already uncomfortable in his heart.

At the dinner table, Ye Zhiying asked him to eat more as usual, and then asked Wen Chenyang like a mother, "Chenyang, a boy as good as you must be chased by many people at school."

Wen Chenyang said: "Fortunately, there are many people who are better than me in school."

"Then do you have a girlfriend?"

Wen Chenyang shook his head, "Not yet."

Ye Zhiying said: "You and Xi Zhe are both 20 years old, you can consider finding a girlfriend. After graduation, you will be so busy that you will have no time."

Wen Chenyang smiled as usual, "Well, if there is a suitable one, then I will consider it."

Ye Zhiying asked Gu Xizhe again, "Xizhe, what do you think of Tingting, I can tell that she likes you very much."

Gu Xizhe said expressionlessly, "It's not that good."

"You haven't seen each other for so long, and you don't know each other well. Once you do, you will know." Ye Zhiying said: "Although Tingting has not finished her studies abroad, she also told me that she will return to China to work after graduation, and, Our company also has a cooperation project with their company, and if we can unite in the future, we will definitely be at the forefront of the industry."

"Mom, it's too early to say this now." Gu Xizhe said.

"I didn't force you to do anything, I just told you that Tingting is a very good girl." Ye Zhiying asked Wen Chenyang again, "Chenyang, you said I was right."

Both Wen Chenyang and Gu Xizhe are not fools. Ye Zhiying suddenly mentioned this, on the surface, he wanted to know their views on girls and their love plans, but it was actually a temptation.

Wen Chenyang said: "Auntie is right, Yu Shuting is really good, she is the type that many boys would like."

Ye Zhiying asked casually again: "Then will you like it?"

Wen Chenyang smiled, "I like it, if it wasn't because she only had Gu Xizhe in her eyes, I would have added her on WeChat yesterday."

After hearing Wen Chenyang's words, Ye Zhiying seemed to be relieved. She thought that what she saw this morning was probably overthinking.

"It's okay, if you want to get to know each other, I'll tell her and let her add you."

"it is good."

Gu Xizhe said: "Chenyang, after dinner, go upstairs to pack your luggage. The car I booked will arrive at one o'clock."

"Well, okay."

Ye Zhiying acquiesced that the two of them would not go back to school at least in the evening, but Gu Xizhe made an appointment for a car at one o'clock, "Why so early? It's not easy to come back, it won't be too late to go back at night."

Gu Xizhe insisted, "There are other things to do when we go back to school."

-

On the way back to Mucheng, Wen Chenyang didn't say a word, just stared at the rapidly receding street scene outside the window in a daze.

Wen Chenyang opened his mouth only after the car entered Mucheng, and said to Gu Xizhe who was next to him: "Did you take you back to school first, I want to go home."

Gu Xizhe told Ye Zhiying that something happened was just an excuse, he just wanted to take Wen Chenyang away early, because he could see that he was already very uncomfortable in front of Ye Zhiying, "I'm fine, let's go back with you."

Wen Chenyang responded, but didn't speak again.

The two got off the car at the entrance of the shopping mall near their home, and Gu Xizhe said that he was going to do some shopping.

Wen Chenyang pushed the shopping cart and followed Gu Xizhe. Since Zhang Haiyin left, almost all the daily necessities and food in his house were bought by Gu Xizhe.

In the beverage area, Gu Xizhe took a few cartons of milk, and when he put them into the shopping cart, he found that there were a few more cans of beer in it, obviously Wen Chenyang put them in.

He didn't stop him, just said: "When I'm not around you, you can't drink."

"Oh, I see."

Probably because he slept too well last night, Wen Chenyang suffered from insomnia again tonight, and he swallowed a melatonin before going to bed, but it didn't seem to have much effect.

In the middle of the night, when he is most likely to be depressed, all the pornography will emerge and magnify in his mind, causing him to fall into the abyss.

Wen Chenyang knew very well that this was just a symptom of depression, but in fact this feeling was very uncomfortable. He even began to understand why Zhang Haiyin, who was suffering from depression, chose that road of no return.

There is also the ending of the original owner in the novel.

Gu Xizhe breathed evenly, Wen Chenyang wanted to hug him tightly, but in the end he couldn't bear to wake him up.

He got up and went out the door, took out the cigarette case and lighter, sat on the small sofa on the balcony and smoked.

Not long after, there was movement behind him, Wen Chenyang turned his head, Gu Xizhe turned on the light in the living room, and walked towards the balcony.

Wen Chenyang took a puff of cigarette, and shook the ash in the ashtray next to him, "I said don't sleep with me, look, it woke you up again in the middle of the night."

"I woke up by myself, and it has nothing to do with you." Gu Xizhe went to sit beside him, and Wen Chenyang put out the cigarette so as not to smoke him.

Gu Xizhe took him into his arms smoothly, and said in a gentle voice: "Late at night is when people's willpower is at its worst. Don't think too much at this time, just let it go."

Wen Chenyang leaned in his arms, his anxiety and uneasiness slowly subsided, and Gu Xizhe was like his panacea.

At one o'clock in the morning, Mucheng was very quiet, and the lights in the distance were no longer bright. This bustling city fell asleep briefly in the middle of the night.

Wen Chenyang felt that there was no place where he felt more secure and belonging than Gu Xizhe's arms. He asked, "Gu Xizhe, are we brothers?"

The last time he asked was when school just started at the end of August. At that time, Gu Xizhe answered vaguely, as if he hadn't answered. After three months, Wen Chenyang asked again.

In the silent night, Gu Xizhe's voice was like a male voice telling stories on the radio, "Brothers don't kiss, they don't hug like we do now."

"Then what are we?"

"Lover, I'm your boyfriend."

The expected answer, but why did he sound like a woman, Wen Chenyang raised his head and retorted, "Why can't I be your boyfriend?"

Gu Xizhe lowered his head and kissed him on the forehead, "Well, you are right, you are my boyfriend."

Wen Chenyang lowered his head, "No, Gu Xizhe...I..."

Wen Chenyang thought a lot today, he was thinking that he and Gu Xizhe could not go on like this anymore, because he knew very well that they would not be accepted by their parents, but he was very conflicted, if he lost even Gu Xizhe, then he would have nothing up.

"I know." Gu Xizhe said.

Wen Chenyang looked up at him, "What do you know?"

"I know this road is difficult, but I still want to go on with you."

Inexplicably, Wen Chenyang's eyes turned hot. In fact, he was very scared today. He was afraid that Ye Zhiying would know and let Gu Xizhe leave him. He was afraid that he would become someone Ye Zhiying hated. But when he heard Gu Xizhe's words, his thoughts turned was emptied.

He took the initiative to climb onto the back of Gu Xizhe's neck and covered his lips.

The beginning of love is out of control.

After parting, Wen Chenyang's face was reddish, and his bleeding lips gasped slightly, "Gu Xizhe, when do you plan to use that box you bought yesterday?"

Gu Xizhe smiled faintly, "Did you see that?"

"Yes, got it."

Gu Xizhe said: "It's the first time I bought it, and I don't know if it will work or not."

"You'll know if you try it."

"Okay." Gu Xizhe directly lifted Wen Chenyang from the sofa and entered the room.

He hid the box of Okamoto bought at the convenience store in the luggage bag, and he stuffed it in after paying the bill that day.

For this aspect, it was the first time for both of them, and they were a little jerky, groping and asking for it.