Baiyun ambition

At Orataki Hospital, the doctor on duty had just rested after a busy night, when the door was kicked open again.The visitor came aggressively, but he put down the patient cautiously.

"Yan... Director Yan?!" The little doctor was terrified, seeing that the patient's face was pale and bloodless, and the director's face was covered with dark clouds, "What's wrong?"

"There may be trauma to the head, arrange for an examination immediately." Yan Xiru pulled the white coat behind the door and put it on.Yu Fangyun fainted as soon as he said he was dizzy, and he became more sober on the way back, but still grumbled and said he was uncomfortable.

"Let go." Yu Fangyun clawed at the bed with his hands desperately. Yan Xiru couldn't put on the wristband of the blood pressure monitor, so he had to wrap his fingers and break them one by one. He softened his tone and coaxed the child, "Let go, Fangyun."

Yu Fangyun was in so much pain that he dared to use his breath and shrugged his shoulders: "Master, my stomach hurts..."

Yan Xiru bent his knees, his legs and wrists were so slender that one hand could wrap them around.He lifted his shirt to palpate his abdomen, tried his best to relax his fingers, but his hands were still wet with cold sweat.

Yu Fangyun covered his hand and refused to move it, as if pressing could relieve some of the burning colic, he dazedly picked at his fingers, shouting "Master Uncle" and "pain", which made Yan Xiru even more anxious.After all this, if you still don't forget to act like a baby, your brain must be seriously smashed.

The doctor on duty couldn't help interjecting: "Director, the symptoms of abdominal pain don't look like traumatic head injuries...it's more like gastroenteritis."

"Can you get gastroenteritis if you get hit by a board? Obviously something is wrong with your brain, call the MRI room quickly!" Yan Xiru took off his stethoscope, "Forget it, go upstairs and knock on the door, and some people who are out of the blue also call over ... What are you moving again!"

Yu Fangyun held his hand, weakly: "It's none of their business, I should be poisoned."

"...The foam board is poisonous?"

Forget about this kind of uncle being stunned.I had cramps in my upper abdomen, trembling, and sweating. The symptoms of gastrointestinal poisoning were more obvious. The short-term loss of consciousness was probably caused by hypoglycemia. Yu Fangyun said: "The poison of snake wine should be mild snake venom. Intestinal poisoning."

After hearing this, Yan Xiru immediately raised his finger and put it into his mouth, trying to stimulate the back wall of his throat to induce vomiting mechanically.Yu Fangyun turned his head, resisting this action extremely, but Yan Xiru's strong hand pressed his forehead and opened his jaw, and his fingers slid in. The finger pulp was wrapped by the tongue, slippery and hot, and directly touched the uvula.

"Wow——" Yu Fangyun violently pushed the man away and spat it out, a little bit of saliva and vomit got on his hands, and most of the rest sprayed on the white coat.

Yan Xiru didn't dodge, supported his shoulder, and patted him: "It's okay, as much as you can vomit." Turning around, his face changed suddenly, and he shouted, "Why are you still standing? Get ready for the gastric lavage machine!"

It is difficult to find equipment in a small hospital, only an old-fashioned tube-type gastric lavage machine in the emergency department. Yan Xiru studied it for a long time but couldn't understand it. Yu Fangyun wanted to get up from the hospital bed several times to do it himself.After tossing and tossing for a long time, it was already late at night when it started, and the process of intubating the gastric tube was the most painful. Although he didn't say a word, Yan Xiru looked flustered.

Half an hour later, Yu Fangyun was still dizzy and sweating coldly, but his stomach pain was much better.Yan Xiru breathed a sigh of relief, and pushed the door to go out. Lu Fuding heard that the little apprentice had entered the emergency room, and made hundreds of phone calls. "Why did my apprentice faint!?"

Yan Xiru said: "I was fainted by your poison."

"Ah, why blame me." Lu Fuding was confused, and glanced at the big jar of snake wine on the table, "No way..."

Old man Lu has decades of experience in making snake wine, and he has always cleaned up the poisonous glands, but the toxins from some organs will also dissolve into the wine, which will be processed later.This time he lay on the bed for half a month with low back pain, soaked in wine for a long time, and missed this step. Although the yellow snake is mildly poisonous, absorbing too much at once would kill him.Lu Fuding stomped anxiously: "Oh! Why are you all right?!"

Yan Xiru wished that he could see his white eyes immediately: "What can I do? You poured half of the jar into his glass! Vicious old man, precise poisoning!"

"Then why didn't you stop when you saw it?!"

"...Don't beat me up!"

The light bulbs in the hallway were covered in dust for 20 years, flickering, and couldn't see the end clearly.Most of the white coat on Yan Xiru's body was dirty, and he took it off casually and crumpled it into a ball.He stared at the door of the consulting room, wanting to go in and accompany him but couldn't bear to look at it, feeling the feelings of the family members outside the operating room.

Through the small glass window on the door, from this angle, Yan Xiru could only see Yu Fangyun's calf hanging by the bed, with his toes curled up.Suddenly remembered the first time I saw him, the vigorous young man standing on the stage, his eyes were brighter than the sun, and even the strands of his hair were shining.When I hugged my neck tightly just now, it was so soft and hot that it almost melted into my body...

On the drooping calf is a reddened leg bend, how can someone even have pink knee tips.Further up, there is a ball of cotton quilt cover, which cannot be seen clearly.The humming noise of the machines in the room overwhelmed Yan Xi's beating heartbeat like a drum.

There was the sound of a cane hitting the ground outside the corridor, and a person walked in.The nurse recognized Lu Chizhang and called Doctor Lu.

Lu Chizhang came here by himself. At night, the light was focused under the street lamps, but he could see clearly, but there was a block in the way when he entered the door.Yan Xiru could fall asleep sitting on a cold bench, with a thin beard around his chin, as if he had been on night shift for three days.Lu Chizhang swept him aside with his blind stick in disgust.

The man slept and woke up in the ward for countless times, and finally he felt better.Lu Chizhang said he was going to apologize for his father, Yu Fangyun waved his hand with a wry smile: "I don't blame him, I just want to tell Master, don't drink this wine again."

Lu Chizhang tucked the quilt for him.

"Is my uncle still outside?"

"Sleeping soundly on the floor outside. In the hospital, he can sleep anywhere."

"Sleep the best at the door of the operating room."

"Well, he can't live without the operating table, and he always thinks that others are like him, and I am no longer." Lu Chizhang smiled, and Yu Fangyun was stunned by this expression.It seems that after all the trials and tribulations in the rivers and lakes, only he is as magnanimous as before, and he can wipe away all grievances and enmities with a smile.

Lu Chizhang left quickly.Yu Fangyun wanted to hang a few bottles of water to replenish his electrolytes, and fell asleep again with his head tilted. When he woke up again, Yan Xiru was leaning against the opposite cabinet, crossed his long legs, and looked at himself with his hands in his trouser pockets.

"Uncle Master." He took the initiative to call him.

Yan Xiru just hummed, and silently turned his gaze away.The wall is so white.

He was a little strangely quiet, and Yu Fangyun couldn't grasp it, and couldn't figure out the reason for the other party's low pressure.He tilted his head slightly, and tried again: "Master?"

"I'm not deaf, stop shouting." Yan Xiru still turned his head, almost staring at the wall, "It's all Lu Fuding's fault. Shut up and have a good rest."

But Yu Fangyun didn't shut up, and leaned over against the quilt: "Uncle Shi, talk to me, divert your attention, or I'll keep vomiting."

Yan Xiru glanced at him: "Then you go to bed when you sleep, and you want me to tell you a bedtime story?"

Saying so, he moved a little closer, sat down on the edge of the bed, Yu Fangyun rubbed him with the back of his hand, the protruding blue blood vessels on the steel needle were conspicuous.Yan Xiru turned her head away again, the wall is really white.

The speaking frequency of the two couldn't be synchronized, probably because it was really uncomfortable, Yu Fangyun was quiet for less than a minute, and then started calling him again: "Uncle Shi."

Yan Xiru held down his wrist, and met those misty eyes, "What are you doing again?",

In the ward, the only light bulb hung in the center of the two heads, and any noise would disturb it, and it was spinning in circles.

Yu Fangyun's voice was so small that it was almost inaudible: "...I just want to know about this scar." His fingers touched Yan Xirude's forearm, and his fingertips rested on the trapezoidal scar, protruding a part, which was larger than the scar. The surrounding skin is cold.

Yan Xiru was obviously stunned for a moment, he didn't expect him to mention this, but he was relieved instead. "As I told you before, Lu Chizhang was injured on the day of the accident."

"Don't you want to tell a story? I want to hear this." Yu Fangyun bent his legs, hugged his knees with his hands, and opened his eyes wide.

... There is simply no way to deal with him.

The light bulb above the head slowly circles.When Yan Xiru was in college, he shared a dormitory with Shen Weizhou, Lu Chizhang and Zheng Changyuan.In the previous sessions of Tong Medical College, there was only one prominent figure, Liao Sijun, but this time there were four at once. The students joked and called them the Four Models of Tong Medical College.

"Model of the model?" Yu Fangyun asked.

Yan Xiru choked: "Model's model."

After graduation, Zheng Changyuan stayed in school to teach, while Lu Chizhang and Shen Weizhou entered Tongshan.When Yan Xiru also went, he and Liao Sijun formed the Iron Triangle of Tongshan Surgery.

"I went abroad to finish my doctorate. When I came back, Lu Chizhang had been promoted to the attending physician. He was the youngest attending physician in Tongshan at that time. He was experienced, capable, vigorous and energetic, just like you now." Yan Xiru said Here, I glanced at Yu Fangyun, "At that time, my colleagues in the hospital had more or less opinions on my parachute, and they all unanimously recognized his ability."

"I was on duty with Lu Chizhang that day. I was on the first line and he was on the second line. I insisted on accepting the injured person in the fight. He was going to be sent to the operating room immediately, but he didn't follow his family members. Lu Chizhang suggested to wait for a while. After that, there were a few more car accidents. The patient, everyone ran to deal with it, the person in front was suddenly in a critical condition, I couldn’t get away, Lu Chizhang performed the operation for me without permission, but in the end I couldn’t be saved, the patient died on the stage, and the belated family members made a fuss , wanting him to pay in blood. A month later, they pulled banners and put up big-character posters at the entrance of the hospital, and tried all vicious methods to curse a doctor. Originally, I was the one who should be responsible, but all the public opinion and attacks at that time , all went to Lu Chizhang. I advised him to stay in Tongshan, because of my father's relationship, at least to ensure that his position will not be affected, but because the family made an ugly mess, the hospital still suspended him for a period of time. On the last day of work He was also in the emergency room for me. The man thought the hospital was still protecting him, so he was drunk and rushed in with a gun. I blocked the knife, cut it on my arm, and kicked the weapon away. When he thought it was over, he picked up the scalpel from the table and plunged it into Lu Chizhang's eyes."

When Yan Xiru said this, he took a deep breath: "Blood flowed from his eye sockets and hands, and dripped all over the floor. The best ophthalmologist in the hospital couldn't keep his eyes. In the end, Lu Chizhang went blind. With one eye, Sun Qi even brought him to bow and apologize to the whole family in front of the media. It’s all like this, and some people say that the hospital is protecting him. In this world, who would push an unarmed victim to murder Let him be humiliated in front of the criminal?!"

"Lu Chizhang didn't get discouraged when he was abandoned by the hospital, and he didn't give up when he was framed by public opinion, but he was blind and couldn't hold a scalpel anymore. I know, he was really disheartened."

Yan Xiru raised his head, under the pale light, and said weakly: "But it's me who should regret it more. It was wrong for me to leave the patient alone, it was wrong for him to stay in Tongshan afterward, and it was wrong for him to still hold on to hope. It was also wrong to stick the knife into his eye. In the end, I watched him be expelled from the hospital. There was nothing I could do about it. At the beginning of this incident, I thought, I don’t ask the hospital to protect me, I just want a fair one. Later I realized that this The most difficult thing in the world is fairness."

Yu Fangyun finally understood why this debt was so heavy in Yan Xiru's heart. It was not only an eye, but also a bright and smooth path for a person.He put all the possibilities that Lu Chizhang had lost on him as guilt, and he was so overwhelmed that he couldn't breathe.

The lights divided the floor into different areas, some were dim and some were dim, and none of them were fully lit.Yu Fangyun asked: "Since you are so disheartened, why didn't you leave?"

"..." Yan Xiru was silent for a moment, then looked at him, "You are the only one who is traveling along the way. If you want to make up for their regrets, you have to keep going."

How many people can bridge the gap between reality and ideals, but if you are at the bottom of the canyon, you still have to work hard to find your own shelter.

Yan Xiru may have been born at the starting point envied by others, but the road is also steep. When others walk uphill, he climbs a cliff. "Even though the inhumanity of this place chills people's hearts, I still have faith in the scalpel in my hand and believe that I can help more people with it. You said that no matter how difficult the road is, I want to go further. me too."

There was a crackling overhead, a moth hitting a lamp.

Yan Xiru covered his forehead with his palm: "The mountain is cold and the water is cold, so you have to warm your blood."

As the lights flickered, Yu Fangyun's gaze changed rapidly: "Maybe, we can find someone to go with us."