grief

"Who is it?" Geng Ye yawned, stretched his waist, looked at the person in front of him with his sleepy half-closed eyes, and suddenly woke up, "Yu, Yu last?"

Qiao Yuxi smiled and pushed away his body blocking the door, and walked in: "Why are you still sleeping at this hour, where is Yi Yan?"

"Oh, he went out. I worked overtime last night and just finished my work." Geng Ye poured a glass of water and drank it, "I called Yi Yan to come back."

"No, don't disturb his work."

"He doesn't have a job, he's looking for you." Geng Ye dialed Yi Yan's phone and told him that Qiao Yuxi was already at home, and asked him to come back immediately.

"Yi Yan he..."

"He quit his job and has been looking for you." Geng Ye threw the phone aside, "I was planning to resign, but Yi Yan refused."

Qiao Yuxi was startled, and secretly blamed herself.

For so many years, it seems that it will only cause trouble for Yi Yan.In the face of Yi Yan's tolerance, he is always willful to the point of recklessness.He passed on his original dependence on Yi Yan to Ouyang Liling, but in the end he was injured badly.

Maybe it's really wrong.

"Yu Zhi, is Ouyang Liling really that important to you?" Geng Ye lowered his head, "Or, because of me, you don't even want to see Yi Yan?"

Qiao Yuxi sighed secretly, back then, it was just a mistake of drunkenness, Geng Ye couldn't be blamed at all.What's more, he didn't mind it long ago, but he didn't express his forgiveness.

"Geng Ye, let the past go, we will always be good brothers."

"Really? Don't you blame me?" Geng Ye raised his head and stared at Qiao Yuxi nervously. All these years, he has been unable to let go. As long as Qiao Yuxi did not forgive him for a day, he would not be able to escape.Even though, it was clearly not his fault, he didn't even remember how he got to Qiao Yuxi's room.

"Really, I don't blame you." Qiao Yuxi sat next to Geng Ye and held his hand, "Geng Ye, please forgive me for taking my anger out on you..."

"Feather!" Geng Ye hugged him, "I'm so happy, you finally don't blame me!"

Qiao Yuxi smiled and reached out to hug him tightly.

"Feather, Feather, are you really back?"

Qiao Yuxi stood up, saw Yi Yan hurried in, and went straight to the living room.Yi Yan had lost weight obviously, his face was a little pale, his originally gentle face was full of anxiety.

"Yi Yan, I'm back." Qiao Yuxi wanted to cry, this man always showed up when he needed him, he gave blindly, but never asked for it, facing his own willfulness and unreasonableness, he always smiled respond.

He will not be like Ouyang Liling, who makes himself crazy about it, but he always warms people's hearts gently and inadvertently.Now he became haggard again because of himself, and before he knew it, Qiao Yuxi's eyes became moist.

"Feather tree..." Yi Yan strode forward, and the two of them were about to embrace.

Geng Ye jumped up and hugged Yi Yan: "Yi Yan, that's great, Feather finally forgave me."

"Okay, okay..." After being taken aback for a moment, Yi Yan looked at Qiao Yuxi, who was also in a daze, and the two smiled at each other.

Geng Ye, who ruined the atmosphere, didn't know it at all, let go of Yi Yan, and looked at the two of them: "Okay, okay, Yuxi is back, from now on the three of us can be together forever, no one can separate us."

Geng Ye's ideas are always so simple and beautiful, but he doesn't know whether the reality will be as he wishes.

***

"Yuzhi..." Ouyang Liling looked at the stiff back in front of him, and after calling out Qiao Yuxi's name, he couldn't say anything more.

He rushed over immediately after learning of Qiao Yuxi's appearance, but he could only talk to each other in silence, even Qiao Yuxi was unwilling to give him another look.

"What else are you here for?" Qiao Yuxi turned her back to Ouyang Liling, trying to minimize the fluctuation of her voice.

"Has your memory... fully recovered?" These words were a bit redundant, but at this moment, he couldn't think of other words except for irrelevant nonsense.

If he explained, he could easily clear up the misunderstanding between each other, but he wouldn't do that.

Since he had chosen to remain silent, he would persevere, even if in the end he was covered in bruises and had nothing left.

"Is there any point in saying this now?"

"..."

"Ouyang Liling, we... will never see each other again." After saying this, Qiao Yuxi closed the door.

Qiao Yuxi was inside, and Ouyang Liling was standing outside. It was just a door, but it seemed to be separated by two worlds.

Never see each other again in this life?In today's society, Ouyang Liling couldn't understand how much resentment there was in saying such words, and even Qiao Yuxi who said these words couldn't understand.

Qiao Yuxi knew that before he said this, he had already regretted it, but he was unwilling and unable to change his words.

He once devoted all his youth and enthusiasm, believing that Ouyang Liling would be his lifelong dependence and bondage, but Ouyang Liling told him with reality how ridiculous his thoughts were.

He doesn't want to hate, after all, he has been loved so deeply, even if he is hurt, he can't really be ruthless.

"Yu Zhi, if I tell you that you really misunderstood me, would you believe me?" Ouyang Liling didn't want to just give up, he was going to make the last effort for himself, "Do you remember what I told you before, I I originally wanted to save you, but was imprisoned in the basement..."

The door opened suddenly, and Geng Ye came out with a basin of water, splashed it vigorously, and landed on Ouyang Liling in an unbiased manner.

"Get out now!"

Ouyang Liling was drenched all over, and stood there in embarrassment, the bitterness in her heart raged wildly in an instant.

He raised his head slowly, staring at Geng Ye with icy eyes, but only for a moment, he returned to the slightly decadent and lonely Ouyang Liling.

"Boss!" Yuan Kun ran over, looked at Ouyang Liling in a state of embarrassment, and glared at Geng Ye angrily, "You are too much, do you know that he is..."

"Yuan Kun!" Ouyang Liling shouted coldly.

The chattering audience around were startled and fell silent for a moment.

"Boss!" Yuan Kun was unwilling.

"Yu last, I promise to break up with you." Ouyang Liling turned around.

If this is what Qiao Yuxi wanted, he would give it.He may not have tried his best, but he has tried his best, and there is only so much he can do.There are some words that he can no longer explain.Maybe he will regret it, but now he has no second choice.

"Boss..." Ouyang Liling's back made Yuan Kun feel distressed, but there was nothing he could do.

After Ouyang Liling left, Qiao Yuxi locked herself in the room, lay on the bed, wrapped her curled up body tightly with a quilt, and remained motionless.

It has been two days, no matter how much Ren Yiyan and Geng Ye comforted him, Qiao Yuxi remained indifferent.

"Yi Yan, you should think of a way. If this continues, Yu Zhi's body will not be able to bear it."

Geng Ye was in a hurry, cursing Ouyang Liling in his heart.

Yi Yan sighed and stood up: "Gengye, if Yuxi still refuses to come out, you drag him out."

"Ah? Okay." Geng Ye was taken aback, followed Yi Yan quickly, and entered Qiao Yuxi's room.

Qiao Yuxi still maintained the original posture, huddled into a ball, tightly wrapped in a quilt.

Yi Yan sighed again, if this continues, even if he doesn't starve to death, his body will be ruined due to poor blood circulation.

After tearing off the quilt and throwing it away, Yi Yan knelt on the bed and pulled him up.

Qiao Yuzhi's complexion was pale, his eyes were red and swollen, and there were still wet tears on his face.

Yi Yan was startled, but Geng Ye was completely stunned.

They thought Qiao Yuxi was just lying here, but they didn't expect him to cry for two whole days.

"Feather..." Yi Yan tremblingly wiped away his tears, but more tears came out of his eyes again, Yi Yan held his face, staring at his unfocused eyes, "You still have us, you can't Geng Ye and I will be worried and feel distressed if we give up on ourselves like this..."

Qiao Yuxi was like a thoughtless doll, staring blankly, almost in a daze.

"Yu Zhi, wake up, it won't help at all. Even if you torture yourself to death, it won't change anything..."

"Yuxie!" Geng Ye suddenly pulled Qiao Yuxie, "Don't do this, Ouyang Liling is not worthy of you doing this for him!"

Hearing the word Ouyang Liling, Qiao Yuxie's eyes moved, and tears flowed down again.

"Why are you crying like a woman, Ouyang Liling is a bastard, you are right to drive him away!" Geng Ye couldn't take it anymore, grabbed Qiao Yuxi's shoulder and shook vigorously, "Don't Stupid!"

"Geng Ye, let him go." Yi Yan pushed Geng Ye away, took the clothes aside and threw them on Qiao Yuxie, "Put on the clothes, I'll take you to him right now and tell him that you still love him , to be with him..."

Qiao Yuxi still didn't move.

"Put it on, hurry up, or do you want me to help you?" Yi Yan said as he pulled Qiao Yuxie's pajamas.

Geng Ye had never seen Yi Yan like this before, and he didn't know how to react for a moment. A thought kept flashing in his mind, and Yi Yan was also crazy.

"No..." Qiao Yuxi murmured, grabbing the pajamas that were about to be taken off.

"Why not? He can't see you spoiling yourself like this. I'll take you to him and let him know how much you love him..."

"I won't see him again, I won't..." Qiao Yuxi was still in tears.

"Then what do you want?" Yi Yan raised his face, leaned over to look at him closely, "Qiao Yuxie, what exactly do you want, tell me!"

"...Let me die..."

"Snapped!"

With a merciless slap, Qiao Yuxi's body fell onto the bed, her face instantly red and swollen.

Geng Ye was taken aback, and hurried forward to help Qiao Yuxi, not forgetting to accuse Yi Yan: "Yi Yan, are you crazy, Yuxi is already like this, you still..."

"Go away!" Yi Yan pushed Geng Ye out.

Geng Ye staggered back a few steps before he stabilized his figure.He never knew that Yi Yan had such great strength.Just as he was about to say something, Yi Yan pulled Qiao Yuxi up again who had fallen to the side.

"Qiao Yuxie, you have lived for so many years just for yourself, for Ouyang Liling, right? Then what are Geng Ye and I, and what are all the people who care about you!" Yi Yan dragged him from the bed Come down, "Are you going to die? Okay! You get out of here immediately, find a place where no one is around, you can die however you want, no one cares!"

The more he talked, the more excited he became, Yi Yan sat on the ground, stared at Qiao Yuxi coldly, and began to cry uncontrollably.

Qiao Yuxi sat on the ground in a daze for a while, then suddenly threw herself into Yi Yan's arms, crying loudly.

Ouyang Liling left because he was forced to leave by his heartless words.

It's not that he doesn't love anymore, it's just that he loves too deeply and cares too much, and there is no possibility of turning back.

It is impossible for Ouyang Liling to come to him again, and it is impossible for him to go against his words.

From then on, they were doomed to be strangers.

This is not what he wants, but apart from this, he has no other choice.

He didn't know what life would be like without Ouyang Liling, he didn't dare to imagine it.

He used to think that even if he couldn't be a lover, he could still be a brother, but it turned out he wasn't.

Without Ouyang Liling, he lost his heart, as if he lost the whole world.How can he survive like this?He's not selfish, it's just that he can't take other people into consideration for a while.

"I'm sorry...I'm really sad...I'm sorry..." Qiao Yuxi sobbed intermittently, "I don't know what to do, forgive me..."

Yi Yan hugged him tightly: "Yu Zhi, you still have me, and Geng Ye, we will never leave you, forever!"

"That's right, Yuxi, we agreed, never leave..."

The three hug each other tightly.

The "always together" of the five people under the banyan tree that year has become the "never leave" of the three people now, Qiao Yuxi doesn't know how long these can last.