his eyes

It was raining heavily, I was wearing his overcoat, and he was wearing a dark gray vest with a white shirt underneath. The umbrella almost covered my side, and I saw from the corner of my eye that his right shoulder was almost completely wet.

The car stopped not far away, he opened the co-pilot door for me first, I didn't dare to say anything, I didn't even dare to look him in the eye, I guess my whole face is flushed now, why is he suddenly being so nice to me? I can't figure it out, maybe it's just to please me to help him make up lessons.

"You... why did you come to pick me up?" My soft words pierced the long silence.

"It's raining so hard and you didn't bring an umbrella. I was thinking how you should come back. I couldn't sit still, so I came to pick you up." He said without turning his head to look at me, and of course, I didn't look at him either.

I don't know when my mind became so delicate. In front of it, I was like a woman, and the car became quiet again, and I couldn't even hear the sound of rain.

"It's raining so heavily, I don't know if I can go the day after tomorrow." He knocked on the steering wheel suddenly, and I was startled awake.

"Your family is so rich, but you still need something to play? Isn't it just a matter of saying whether to go to Europe or the United States?" Shouldn't it be ordinary people like us who are sad about whether to go on an autumn outing?

"I just want to go so what, I just want to go on a trip with you, can't it?" He said something that didn't mean anything, but I listened carefully.

Want to go on an autumn outing with me?Because of me?He shouldn't...how could it be possible, just like him, I wouldn't believe it even if he was killed.

It was silent again. I don’t know when it started. He was so familiar with the way of my house. He didn’t use navigation or ask me. It was just like the way he often walked, and he arrived very smoothly.

"Thank you. If you didn't come to pick me up, I would definitely catch a cold. It's still early. Go up and sit down. I'll cook noodles for you." I pulled him up without his consent.

My mother was watching TV on the small sofa in the living room, and the bathroom was filled with the sound of my dad smoking and coughing. I really couldn't understand how they smoked in the bathroom. If it was me, I would feel disgusted even with a grain of rice in my mouth.

"Hey, Zhoufan is here, the boy is getting more and more handsome." My mother greeted him, Lu Zhoufan was dressed neatly, he was really handsome, he was tall, and he had a good figure, God was really unfair.

Seeing that my mother has been cooking for so many years, I can order more or less noodles. Regardless of my mother's obstruction, I cook for Lu Zhoufan myself. It didn't take long for a bowl of hot noodles to be served on the table.

"Do you want it spicy? I'll add some more when I go back?" Lu Zhoufan took the bowl and started eating, saying inarticulately, "No, you can eat it too, and auntie too."

It tasted so delicious, I specially added a whole fresh egg to him, and I was fascinated by watching him gobble it up, and then realized that I had been staring at him for too long, so I quickly went to the kitchen and got a bowl to eat by myself.

"It's delicious, I'll add more to you." Lu Zhoufan handed me the bowl, and I filled him another big bowl."

At a certain moment, at a certain moment, I even imagined that in the future, I would cook for him, and when I didn't go deep into this dream, I slapped myself hard, idiot, how is it possible, Are you people of the same world?We can never get together, I said to myself over and over again.

"Eat more, too. Look at you, you are skinny. A big man only weighs 130 pounds." After he finished speaking, he swallowed the last bite.

"Zhoufan, it's raining heavily outside, you can sleep here tonight, it's inconvenient to go home in such a heavy rain." My mother opened the curtain and looked out, it was really raining heavily.

"He has... a car..." Before I could finish, he covered my mouth.

"Okay, then I'll trouble Auntie." Lu Zhoufan covered my mouth while looking at my mother with a harmless expression.

"What are you talking about? Don't bother. Why hasn't your dad come out yet? He probably fell asleep in the toilet again. I'll go and see." My mother babbled as she walked towards the toilet.

My dad often falls asleep in the toilet. There is no way. His work on the construction site is too tiring. He can take a break every day except for lunch and dinner, and there is no rest at all other times. In addition, my family has changed the toilet in recent years. Falling asleep is also inevitable.

It took my mother a long time to wake up my father, and I went to get Lu Zhoufan a change of clothes.

"My clothes are cheap, you can just wear them all night." I handed him my pajamas and checked them several times, and there was no smell at all.

Lu Zhoufan came out of the shower in a while, my pajamas were too small for him, so he looked like those mentally retarded primary school students, very funny.

"My bed is a bit small, you can just sleep on it." My bed can't fit two people, but I can't treat this second generation ancestor badly, so I can only make a floor bed by myself.

"It's okay, it'll be overnight." He actually ran over and rolled up the floor mat I just made, and threw it on the bed.

...........

The bed was so small and crowded, I could even hear the other person's panting clearly, I turned my back to him, and he faced my back, every breath of his made people feel numb all over.

His breath gradually stabilized, probably falling asleep.

A very strong arm hugged me, and I was forcibly turned over. Even on the bed, I was still much shorter than him. His hug was so strong, and I pressed against his chest tightly.

He didn't fall asleep, his heart was beating so fast, and so was mine.

I don't know why these shojo comics are happening to me, let alone why I'm as shy as shojo.

Very serene, very stable, he has a faint smell of shower gel, leaning on his chest, there is no sense of awkwardness, more solid, so solid, it is obvious that every breath of his breath hits me. frequency in the hair.

I can't like him, but obviously, all the cells and nerves in my body are in love with him, only one stubborn nerve warns myself that I must never like him.

This night, I didn't fall asleep, and I couldn't fall asleep. I thought a lot. We have always maintained a certain posture. Maybe he didn't fall asleep either.

I crawled out of his arms, in case he fell asleep, seeing us falling asleep in this position, he might be so sick that he wouldn't be able to eat for three days.

I opened the window, and the sky was unexpectedly clear, and the sun was shining on everything on the ground, including his face.

He was sleeping peacefully and smiling, so nice to see.

As if stimulated by the sunlight, he frowned, I subconsciously turned my eyes away, and then quickly closed the window, his expression gradually became serene again.

.........

......

I put breakfast on the table, opened the door, and saw him sitting on the bed, staring blankly at a point. It is said that people with low IQs will be in a daze for a while when they wake up in the morning.

"Hurry up and brush your teeth and wash your face. It's time for breakfast." He raised his head and stared at me for a long time. I was a little embarrassed to be stared at by him, so I quickly turned around and closed the door.

It didn't take long for him to come out. It seemed that he should be awake a lot. He was eating breakfast with big mouthfuls. They are all delicious.

.........

It seems that this is the first time for me to go to school by car, which is much faster than riding a bicycle. The street that usually takes a long time to ride passed in ten seconds, which is really cool.

I took one of my biggest clothes for him to wear, and he wore it just right. He really has a good-looking face and looks good in everything, and he looks like a model in everything he has a good figure.

He still annoyed me in the morning reading class and couldn't stop for a moment. He occasionally read books, wrote and wrote, and stayed with me after and after class. It seemed that he had no contact with those who fooled around with him.

"Where are you going?" While he was asleep, I quickly closed the book and got up to go to the bathroom. I didn't expect him to get up from the desk and hold my hand, which scared me to death.

"I'm going to the bathroom" I ignored him and ran out.

"Why are you running so fast?" I just took a few steps in the corridor, but I didn't expect this guy to follow me out, and I was also drunk.

"Are you a follower? You cling to me all the time, why don't you hang out with those cronies?" I simply slowed down and walked side by side with him.

"Don't you don't like me playing with them? I won't play with them, just play with you" He put his arms around my shoulders, put his face close to mine, and I subconsciously pushed his hand away , out of the way half a meter.

"What are you doing? It's none of my business who you hang out with. I don't like what I don't like. I'm being affectionate." To be honest, I'm quite happy when he said that. Although it's annoying sometimes, staying with him Really happy.

I know the relationship between us, there can be no progress between us, even if he is so good to me, but a friend is a friend after all, and can never be a lover's friend.

..........

After school, I went to the cafeteria with Xiong Feng and the others, but he also followed me smugly.

"Don't you usually not eat in the cafeteria? Why are you here today?" I went up to meet him, and he knelt down to tie his shoelaces, and waited for Xiong Feng and the others to go far away before getting up and walking with me.

"Why? You like staying with me so much, and you deliberately delay time" I looked at him with a smirk.

"What's wrong with being with you because you saw it?" He put his right hand around my shoulder, and his left hand tickled me.

.........

"You sit down, I'm going to cook." As soon as he came to the cafeteria, he found an empty seat, pushed me on the seat, and squeezed himself into the crowd to help me cook.

It's the first time I'm sitting here waiting for someone to cook for me, staying with him, there are many, many firsts, it really makes people happy.

He is so intriguing...

I stared blankly at his back gradually disappearing into the crowd, and watched him hold a plate of dinner in each of his left and right hands without any pressure. Sure enough, people who practice sports and play basketball are really good.

He smiled brightly, like an idiot.

So who is it that fell in love with him?An idiot more than an idiot?I am indeed that out-and-out idiot.

Many years later, I still recall his pure smile at this moment, and I still think of that big boy.

How long, I haven't changed, I love you.

It's okay, you don't have to give me a chance, anyway, I still have a lifetime to waste.

Maybe I just like being wasted by you....

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Very dull chapter, but this is the beginning of love, suck hee hee