his eyes

"Where are you looking for me in the middle of the day?" I'm following Luoron, maybe I'm going to play again?"

"I'm hungry, I don't want to play," I added.

He put my shoulder on my shoulder with a smile on his face, "What are you playing, please go to eat, a new sushi restaurant has opened in front of the school." When I heard about the big meal, my saliva almost dropped.

"Oh my god, where is it? It's rare that Young Master Lu treats you, haha" I couldn't stop laughing from ear to ear.

Sure enough, a large Japanese restaurant opened in front of the school, but it may not have been discovered because the previous decoration blocked it.

The store is very large, the entire storefront is decorated with dark red mahogany, the lighting is also very dim, and each location has a compartment.

We found a seat for two people to sit facing each other, and soon the waiter brought the menu. I couldn't understand this kind of sushi or that kind of sushi at all. I just listened to what he said was delicious and I followed him to order.

Facts have proved that sushi is only delicious on TV, and it is not delicious at all. It is because ordinary people like me find it difficult to eat expensive things.

"Why did you think of inviting me to dinner today? Why doesn't the newly opened restaurant ask Zhang Yu to accompany you?" I tore open the seaweed outside the sushi and ate the glutinous rice inside.

"Her, it's not the same to ask her to eat with you in the future. I want to eat with you today. By the way, the kiss last night..."

"Okay, don't say it, I know what you want to say." I interrupted him, he just wanted to say something like a joke last night.

"Then?......." He smiled redly.

"Then what? Have you finished eating? Hurry up and go, it's time for class." He looked at me in a daze.

He didn't speak along the way. When the corridor parted, he hesitated to speak, but he still didn't speak. Looking at his back, he felt less confident than before.

When I walked into the classroom, I suddenly thought that Lu Zhoufan looked at me and Lu Aolong with that kind of eyes again today, maybe he started to doubt again.

"You...have you finished your homework?" I asked him cautiously.

"I finished writing..." He seemed to have guessed what I was worried about, and the three simple and cold words explained everything.

Is it just like that? ....

He lay down like this for an entire afternoon, and it might be because he was drunk last night. He doesn't care about people. He doesn't seem to be such a thoughtful person.

After class in the afternoon, I went to the bar by car. Recently, I learned a few Japanese songs, which I thought were pretty good, and my language talent is quite good. I spent a few mornings memorizing the syllabary, and my pronunciation is not bad.

Although I shouldn't put my mind on these things in the third year of high school, once I become interested in something, I will definitely pursue it, and it's the same when I asked about Luolong back then.

In short, I have learned the language.

After two songs, the boss seems to value me more. It seems that I am popular. Today, the boss gave me an extra hour to sing a few more songs, saying that many people like listening to me sing too much.

If this continues, I don't even have to worry that I will be old and homeless in the future.

When I left the bar, it was past nine o'clock, and the weather was getting colder. I was still wearing Luoron's coat, which smelled like him.

"Dingling, ringing..." It was Zhang Yu who called.

"Hey.."

"Junran, come quickly, something happened to Lu Aolong." Zhang Yu cried hard, I stopped the taxi and ran to the hospital.

I clenched my fists tightly and looked out of the window. It must be a big accident for her to cry so hard, but Luoron shouldn't.

My heart was in a mess and my mind went blank. If something really happened to him, what would I do, what would Zhang Yu do.

At this time, I felt strongly that I like him, I really like him, and I like him more than ever.

I want to confess to him, I don't care about anyone, as long as he is fine, I must be with him.

I love him, I really love him, I have loved him for a long time.

It was only a 10-minute drive, but it felt like I had been sitting for ten hours. The tears rolling in my eyes fell at the door of the operating room.

His family members were all waiting at the door, and I saw Zhang Yu and the head teacher.

"How? What happened?" I hurried up and asked.

"Aolong was in a car accident and was run over twice by a truck...it's time for self-study next night..." Tears kept falling from her eyes.

"What's the matter? Doctor? What's the matter?" The door of the operating room opened, and Luo Aurong's mother was the first to rush up to stop the doctor.

"We tried our best, go talk to him." The doctor's expression was serious and scary.

"Ah...Auron, my Auron..." Luolong's mother lay on the ground, crying.

We walked to the ward, the room was very dark, and Luolong was awake at this moment, his face was very pale, and he looked at me with half-closed eyes.

"Mom, Dad, you have to be good..." Luoron's voice was very weak, and he was really dying.

I covered my mouth to keep myself from crying.

"Aolong, mom... what should I do...you don't want to..." Luolong's mother lay on the bedside, holding his hand tightly, crying uncontrollably.

"You go out first, I want to talk to Junran for a while"...

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In the dim room, there were only the two of us. I held his hand tightly, and his face was pale.

"Aolong, do you know? I like you, although...shouldn't say it at this time, but I really like you...not between friends, but between lovers... "I squeezed tighter, his hand was cold, and I attached his hand to my lips.

"Okay, don't cry, I know it all...you tried to find out about me at first...I know everything...I like you too, didn't you feel it when I kissed you yesterday?... I wanted to tell you at noon today, I thought you understood what I wanted... what I wanted to say, I thought we could be together...." His voice was getting weaker and weaker, almost gone.

"Then can we be together? I really love you, can we be together? Okay? My tears are dripping on his hand, one drop, two drops.

"I'm dying, forget about me...I like you..." He raised his head, kissed me lightly on the lips, and fell down.

"Call my parents in..."

Luo'orong's parents had just gone in for a minute when they heard the sound of crying. I knew he had gone.

He left so suddenly, I crouched alone in the corner crying.

The way he appeared at the window every day is still fresh in my memory, the coat he put on me is still on me, and his smell is still so warm.

Yesterday, I was still sitting in that position in the gymnasium watching him play, and happily handing him water to drink.

Although we have only known each other for more than a year, we are better than others for ten years, 100 years.

I didn't expect you to fall in love with me too. When you leave, everyone is sad. Whether your soul stays, whether there will be a little bit of sadness.

God is so unfair, I would rather you not like me at all and live a good life.

You are the only child, what about your parents after you left, what about Kong Yu, what about me, I still remember the temperature of your lips, it turns out that you are not joking, it turns out that you have never joked.

If you are still here, we can have a good time together.

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"Jun Ran, why did you come back so late, why did you cry like this?" Mom and Dad seemed to be waiting impatiently, they were sitting in the living room, it was past one o'clock, and there were more than a dozen missed calls.

"Aolong was in a car accident and just passed away." After I finished speaking, I spread out on the sofa, covered my face and began to cry. My heart ached, as if someone was twisting my heart.

My mother's eyes turned red instantly. She knows how good I am with Luoron. I often bring him to play at home on weekends. My parents like him very much.

"Okay, don't be sad, let's go into the room and rest." My mother held her nose and went back to the room, and I sat back at my desk.

I used to sit at the desk and do my homework, and he often appeared downstairs. My mother always asked him to come up for a drink and a piece of cake. His sweet mouth made my mother very happy every time.

Before I knew it I fell asleep...

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The moment I woke up, I found that I was not sad at all, and my mind was blank.

Tears seemed to burst out at that moment as a flood of memories rushed into my head like a train.

My head is full of his name, Luoron, Luauron, Luauron, Luauron, Luauron.

What I am more worried about now is what will happen to Luo Aurong's parents. They are already over [-] years old, and the only son they can rely on in the future is gone, and the son they love the most is gone.

Most of the people in the class have already heard the news of Luoron's death. Although he is not in our class, most of the girls in our class know him. When they saw me coming in, everyone's expressions became very serious.

Lu Zhoufan hasn't said a word to me since he realized that I like Luo Aolong. He even looks at me with contempt. I hate this feeling.

The bell for the morning reading class rang. Usually at this time, he would appear at the window, smile brightly, and wave to me. He often wears very little, and I will give him a coat. He rubs his hands every time he eats. My porridge to drink.

Thinking of this, my nose became sore again. Seeing me sobbing, Lu Zhoufan looked over and I simply lay down. I might be so sad for the rest of my life. I really can't let it go.

Sad day and night, in this state, I finally fell ill.

I was even bedridden and missed his funeral, cremation, and burial. I didn't even see him for the last time. He turned into a piece of ashes and buried in the soil.

Luo Aurong's parents moved to Shanghai, and his figure and appearance gradually blurred in his mind.

Can't even remember...................

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