tenderness

"You don't plan to go back today?" We lay together again on the small bed that once belonged to me, and it seemed that we had found the feeling of heartbeat back then.

"Well, I've already called her," he answered me casually, "I'm not prepared to go back from the tone of your call."

"You're cheating like this..." I glared at him angrily, "Why don't you wait for me for a few more years and choose to get married first?"

"We don't actually have any feelings for each other. She and I just want to have a family and avoid gossip. We would think that maybe we can take the opportunity to forget you, but it seems that it can't be done."

"That's unfair to the other party, right?" Marriage is a fact, and it cannot be avoided.

"She...she doesn't like me, she also has people she likes..."

"So, so she is..." I covered my mouth in surprise, "She is..."

"Well, or why did I just say to avoid gossip, fool," he pushed me and said with a smirk, "If I really like her, I should have become a father by now?"

Although he said this with a smile, it seemed so sad to me.He has done so much for me, but I have been blaming him and not doing anything for him, even...

"I know what you're thinking, I understand all your feelings these years," he seemed to see my thoughts, and said directly, "I should say sorry, Xiao Nuo, you are the only child in the family, I can't do that Selfishness comes to ask you to stay around, after all groups like us are not accepted by society."

"No, I want to stay by your side," I stepped forward and hugged him, "Don't leave me..."

"It's no accident, next month will be your wedding with her." Seeing my surprised eyes, he smiled gently, not at all sad, "I don't blame you, I left in the first place so that you can live a happy life." A normal person’s life, marrying a wife, having children, and finally growing old, isn’t this always the way it is?”

"But have you considered my feelings? I just want to spend the rest of my life with you..." Having said this, I realized that my voice started to choke again. His words were full of smiles and reached my ears From time to time, it became a catalyst for emotions, making my tears fall involuntarily.

"Stop making trouble, are you going to regret your marriage now? Fool..." He wiped my tears with a wry smile, "Have you ever thought about how your every move will affect your family? Have you ever thought that you have enough Do you have the courage to face the incomprehensible eyes and constant criticism from the world?"

Did I ever think about it, no I didn't.I am an irresponsible bad guy who only cares about venting my feelings, never thinking about what might happen next, but he treats me so well and thinks of everything for me, I know I shouldn't do it desperately for the sake of my family Things I wanted to do, but I really, really wanted to be with him.

"So, go get married, Xiao Nuo, and fulfill your parents' expectations all along, and don't disappoint other girls." He was so busy wiping my tears, but he didn't realize that the corners of his own eyes were already wet.