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"There are assassins! There are assassins! Hurry up and protect Mingzun!" At this time, the Demon Cult was still in chaos.Ming Zun in the center who was protected was not as panicked as others.

When the guards ran to chase the assassin, he came to the window, bent down, and picked up a jade pendant that fell on the ground.The jade pendant was given to that person by myself, and I know best, "Ye'er, you are really here, why, why..." You didn't kill me.I don't have the courage to say this sentence, I am as smart as Ye'er, I must know my true identity...

sorry……

Except for this sentence, I have nothing to say to him who was deceived, and now it is too late to regret the lie at the beginning...

Will he forgive himself...

no!Apologize to him in person!Even if he refuses, even if he never wants to forgive himself, he still has to say "I'm sorry"!

I don't want to hurt him time and time again, and make mistakes again and again—whether it was Yao Ye's death at the beginning, Ye Er's injury later, or the deception now...

I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.

But, I love you...

Ming Zun couldn't help clenching the jade pendant in his hand, "Ye'er, wait for me."

"Your Majesty, the mission has failed, and I am incompetent." I ignored my arm that was scratched during the escape, and insisted on coming to see Lan.Although the handsome guys have advised me not to do this, it is not good for me.

However, I want to tell Lan, I'm sorry...for asking me to kill Yan...I can't do it...If this is the case, why not kill me first...

Whether it's for Lan or Yan, I don't want them to fight and get hurt because of me.I'd rather leave them so no one gets hurt anymore...

I lowered my head and knelt under the desk in Lan's office.I don't want to see Lan disappointed.Although, now I finally understand Lan's reason why we must get rid of Mingzun——get rid of anyone else I might have empathized with other than him.Getting along with Lan let me understand his methods. He must not want to have long nights and dreams, and it would be best to have sex as soon as possible.

But, did he consider my feelings?Even if I love two people at the same time, but in all fairness, Yan has helped me a lot, no less than Lan - it was Yan who accompanied me when I first traveled to this world, and resolved my possibly infinite loneliness.

Some people may say that I am selfish and greedy.However, I think love itself is not a selfless thing, let alone this kind of love that is inconsistent with common sense in the world!

Lan was silent for a long time before slowly speaking, "Dark Lord, this mission failed, I think you know what you should do."

"Yes, Your Majesty. I will resign from this official position. I am incompetent and not qualified for this position. I hope that Your Majesty will allow this request."

I looked up at him, I don't know when his back was turned to me, I don't know his expression, I only heard him say in words that I can only hear, "You can go, don't..." He stopped, as if He was hesitating, but he still opened his mouth, "Come back again."

"Thank you, Your Majesty." I bowed deeply towards his back, "I'm sorry... Lan... I can't do it..." I said silently in my heart.

Gently pushing open the palace door, he finally couldn't hold it anymore, and didn't do any treatment for the bleeding wound.

I'm so tired, let me take a break.

I leaned against the heavy palace gate in the palace, and slowly stroked down...

In a daze, I vaguely heard Lan's voice, "Ye, hold on, I'll call someone to save you..." No, let me go, there's no need to do this for me...Let me be alone...

I woke up completely in the night, and just as I wanted to move, I found that my hand was being held.By the faint moonlight coming in through the window, I knew it was Lan.He really saved me, thank you.It is better for me to leave you, the matter has come to this point, it is better to leave completely than to stay in pain.

Goodbye, Lan, I still love you.

Gently take his hands away and put him away, and cover him with a cloak, as it is easy to catch cold at night.Quietly, just as I was about to leave, I heard Lan say in my dream, seeming very guilty, "Ye, I'm sorry, don't..."

I fell back, pressed a kiss on his forehead, and quickly disappeared into the night.