police!don't run!

It happened to be almost lunch time, and Jian Ning asked him to meet at a nearby restaurant.

Jian Zhou followed the navigation all the way around, and finally found the store in a small alley.

Seeing that the style is a Japanese grocery store, Jian Zhou paused, a little puzzled, his mother didn't like this kind of food very much in his memory.

He glanced at his phone again to make sure he was in the right place, and then opened the door and walked in.

The alley is not too hidden, but there are surprisingly few guests in the hall. Jian Zhou looked around, but did not see his mother.

The waiter came over and asked him enthusiastically, "Hi, how many diners?"

Jian Zhou found out the booking information sent by his mother and showed it to the waiter, who immediately understood, "It's Ms. Jian's appointment, right? She's waiting for you in the private room, please follow me."

He brought Jian Zhou to the door of the private room, bowed and said, "Please come in."

"Thank you." Jian Zhou pushed open the door and found that there was a lot of space in the private room. His mother was sitting by the window, looking out with her head propped up.

Turning around and seeing him coming in, Jian Ning stood up abruptly, stood still for a moment, but then sat back down, the bored expression on his face became more complicated, "Xiaozhou, come and sit, I was too impulsive before, today we Both mother and child calm down and have a good talk."

"Yeah." Jian Zhou closed the door of the private room, walked over and sat opposite her, looked at the food and three tableware already on the table, and asked strangely, "Have you made an appointment with anyone else?"

"Let's not talk about that, what happened to you a few days ago, the police at the police station contacted me, but they didn't say anything clearly." She grabbed Jian Zhou's hand, her eyes were anxious and worried, "Xiao Zhou, are you okay?" ? Are you injured?"

Jian Zhou saw the rare concern in her eyes, his heart softened, and he didn't stretch out his hand, but shook his head and said, "It's all right."

"It's okay, it's fine." The calm and distant tone made Jian Ning at a loss, her eyes were red, and she spoke a lot intermittently.

Jian Zhou sighed, lowered his gaze, and listened quietly.

"Xiaozhou, I'm sorry, I admit that I'm too impatient and I can't control it when something happens, but I'm also doing it for your own good, can you stop being angry and come back, I'm really worried about you being outside alone " Jian Ning said, his eyes fell on the ring of his ring finger, his expression froze immediately, and he was silent for a long time before he asked sadly, "How long will you be obsessed with it? Why can't you be like an ordinary child?"

"Mom didn't expect you to have a great future in this life. Just like other people, you can successfully complete your studies, find a stable job, get married and have children, and live your life in peace and stability, can't you?"

Sure enough, his mother's attitude didn't change at all.

Jian Zhou was a little disappointed, but not too surprised.

This has been the case since childhood. No matter what happens, he is the one who compromises. You can eat the dishes you don’t like, and you can try to do the things you don’t want to do. Jian Zhou is used to ignoring his own wishes and being a good boy. , Jian Ning is also used to his resignation.

But only this matter, he didn't want to compromise, and he couldn't give in, Jian Zhou gently pushed Jian Ning's hand away and said, "I can't do it."

"Xiaozhou, don't be stupid, you are just being dazzled by your emotions now, and you will regret it later." Jian Ning said, "Mom has been here before, and she has seen more than you. Your little love, little love, can't bear it." If there is a big storm, I beg you, just listen to the words again, I am your mother, it is impossible to harm you, why don't you believe it?"

Jian Zhou still lowered his gaze, clenched his hands subconsciously, and asked with little hope, "If you really want to be good for me, can you try to accept the person I like?"

"I've said so much, are you listening?" Jian Ning showed disgust, and couldn't help raising her voice, "I can't accept it, I won't accept Shen Jun, and I won't accept that you like a man !"

Although he had expected it, Jian Zhou was still stung by the disgust shown by his mother. He pulled the corners of his lips and said lightly, "Then there is nothing to talk about."

Jian Zhou was about to leave, but as soon as he got up, he saw the door of the private room being pushed open, and a woman wearing a mask and sunglasses walked in from the outside.

He froze for a few seconds, looked down at Jian Ning in disbelief, and asked, "You still have an appointment with Qu Yao?"

"Xiaozhou, don't be angry with Auntie, I begged Auntie several times before she was willing to ask you out for me." Qu Yao still had that soft and cowardly look, with a gentle and flattering face "There are too many misunderstandings between us. If I asked you out, you would definitely not come out."

Jian Zhou's expression turned cold, "I have nothing to say to you."

"Xiaozhou, can you sit down first and let me explain things clearly." Qu Yao begged, "You really misunderstood me."

Jian Zhou ignored Qu Yao, and felt as if someone had poured cold water all over his head, embarrassed and ridiculous, the chill spread in his internal organs, he bit his lip, and it took a long time to ask Jian Ning word by word, "You asked me out, Just because Qu Yao begged you?"

He thought...he thought, that his mother cared about him at least a little bit.

It turned out to be just self-indulgent.

"Xiaozhou, you think too much. I'm really worried about you. It has nothing to do with Yaoyao." Jian Ning dragged him to sit down and persuaded, "Don't be so impulsive, just listen to what she has to say. Very good, maybe there is some misunderstanding, you said you sued people indiscriminately, what if you really wronged her?"

Only then did Jian Zhou understand Qu Yao's reason for coming.

He had heard something from Shen Jun before that buying a murderer can be regarded as a joint crime in law, so when Shen Jun filed the lawsuit, he sued Qu Yao along the way.

Qu Yao took off her mask and sunglasses, and sat next to Jian Ning, her eyes seemed to have been crying, "Xiaozhou, I have been filming in other places a few days ago, and I didn't know about you at all. I only asked my aunt after receiving a court summons. About you, I don't know why you think those people have something to do with me, I don't know them at all."

Jian Zhou's expression was indifferent to the point of a little numbness, which hadn't changed since the moment he saw Qu Yao. He didn't have the patience to listen to Qu Yao's defense, and said perfunctorily, "You can leave these words to the court."

"I can't go to court. I'm a star. If I get involved in these things, my future will be ruined." Qu Yao's eyes were full of water, she hurriedly pulled a tissue, and lowered her head to wipe her tears, looking innocent and pitiful, "Besides, Xiaozhou, because I am a celebrity, once I go to court, the attention will definitely be high, and your future life will also be affected, so please don't sue, it will be good for us."

Jian Zhou didn't bother to listen to her nonsense anymore, he got up and left directly, his hands were already holding the doorknob, but Qu Yao suddenly rushed over and grabbed the corner of his clothes, kneeling on the ground with a 'dong' sound.

... Is this person sick?

Jian Zhou froze on the spot, a little at a loss for a moment, cautiously took a few steps back to distance himself from Qu Yao, "...you get up first."

"I can't afford it." Qu Yao burst into tears, crying miserably, "I really don't know why you did this, what good does it do you if you lose both, if it's because of Shen Jun, then I apologize to you, I was wrong, I will never approach him again, please let me go, I beg you to let me go."

Jian Zhou, "..."

Seeing a girl cry like this, Jian Zhou actually felt a little soft-hearted, but thinking about what happened to him, he really couldn't be a kind person who waved his sleeves and said forgiveness easily.

"Yaoyao, don't worry, Xiaozhou is not such a person." Jian Ning saw that the two had been stalemate, so she walked over, helped Qu Yao, and winked at Jianzhou.

The moment their eyes met, Jian Zhou understood what his mother meant, so he immediately looked away, pursed his lips and did not speak.

Jian Ning looked at him helplessly, "Xiaozhou, let's forget about it, you have to forgive and forgive others, jealousy over a man, bullying other little girls, what does it look like?"

Jian Zhou's eyes became colder and colder, he opened the door of the private room and walked out, "She deserved what she deserved."

"You deserve what you deserve. It's all speculation. If you insist on bringing it to court, I think Yaoyao is right. It won't do you any good if things get serious." Jian Ning grabbed Jian Zhou's arm Pulling him back, he slammed the door shut, feeling a little angry in his heart, "Your temper is getting bigger and bigger. You can't listen to people's persuasion if you say you are going to leave after a few words?"

Jian Zhou tried his best to suppress his anger, and said calmly, "No."

Jian Ning glared at him and asked, "What if I don't agree with your lawsuit?"

Jian Zhou's hand hanging by his side was tightly clenched into a fist, and his nails sank into his palm, causing a dull pain. He raised his eyes and looked straight at Jian Ning, refusing to back down at all, "Then I will sue."

"You weren't really injured, so why sue! Do you know what it means to be fearful? What will you do if this incident becomes serious?" Jian Ning raised her right hand bitterly, touching Jian Zhouknot. Bing's eyes froze, but her movements suddenly froze. In the end, she abruptly withdrew her hand and knocked over the dishes on the table, "Do you really want the whole world to know that you like men? Why on earth do you want to do this!"

A broken voice sounded instantly, and Jian Ning covered her face and wept, "If you want to take revenge on my negligence towards you before, then you have succeeded, Jian Zhou, you have succeeded."

Jian Zhou was speechless, handed the tissue to Jian Ning, and said as calmly as possible, "I don't want to take revenge on anyone."

Jian Ning slapped his hand away and cried, "Lie, you resent me, you have resented your father for a long time. I knew you would be like this. Back then, I might as well not have given birth to you."

"Auntie, don't cry." Qu Yao wiped Jian Ning's tears in a timely manner, comforted her in a low voice for a while, and then turned to persuade Jian Zhou, "Xiao Zhou, don't do this. Everyone knows the situation of your family. It is not easy to take you alone for many years."

"Shut up." Jian Zhou didn't know which sentence stabbed him in the heart, or maybe every sentence stabbed in his heart. Finally, when he couldn't help it, the bitterly suppressed emotions burst out in an instant. Yao was still standing there, but suddenly raised her leg and kicked over the table, "Get out."

The soup and water spilled all over the floor, and the loud sound of the table falling made Qu Yao tremble. Seeing Jian Zhou's fierce expression, she took a few steps back and carefully left the private room.

Jian Ning was shocked, and stared at him with tears in her eyes, "Are you crazy?"

"Not really injured?" Jian Zhou sneered, and violently tore open his neckline, revealing the bruises on his neck that hadn't completely faded, "I was almost strangled to death by them!"

"You would rather believe Qu Yao than me?"

"You ask me, why can't you be like an ordinary child, then why can't you be like an ordinary mother!"

"I..." Facing the questioning, Jian Ning felt as if his heart was pierced, "I am not like an ordinary mother, I worked hard to raise you, do you still have a conscience!"

"When I was a child..." Jian Zhou bit his lower lip, suppressing the sourness in his heart, his eyes were flushed, and he reluctantly said, "When I was a child, I was bullied by my classmates, you always knew about it, right? "

Jian Zhou also discovered this incident by accident when he was being treated by a psychiatrist a few days ago.

He found that he had slight deviations in his childhood memories.

It's ridiculous that he always thought that he was hiding well, that he was alone and helpless, just because his mother didn't know that he was being bullied... It turned out that he was just deceiving himself.

Psychiatrists say that due to the self-protection mechanism of the brain, it is indeed possible to selectively forget or tamper with certain memories.

"But you never helped me. You think it's because I have a personality problem. I was bullied because I wasn't cheerful enough and didn't like talking to people. You couldn't even trust me firmly when I was doubted. So until now, Yang Yi thinks that I am a murderer." Jian Zhou said, he felt ridiculous, "You are right, it is better not to have me."

"Isn't it normal for children to play and fight? I didn't help you at the time, but I just wanted you to be more cheerful and independent..." She had never seen Jian Zhou with such an expression, and she felt flustered for no reason. Unable to stop, Jian Ning subconsciously pulled his hand, but Jian Zhou quickly avoided him, "Xiao Zhou..."

Jian Zhou thought that he was probably really tired.

Don't struggle any more for things you can't expect, just give up, it will be a relief for everyone.

"It just so happens that you don't want my son." Obviously he should be very sad, but at this time he was extremely calm, ruthless, and said seriously, "If you can, you can pretend that you never gave birth to me."

Not angry, nor impulsive.

Just finally figured it out.

Do not disturb each other.

This is the best ending for their mother and son.

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A certain story: Jian Zhou’s numb part is finally finished, happy!

A friend who reads my novels: Xiaozhou's numbness is beyond words!

A certain woman: I am the real mother, I refuse to accept it!

Friend: Are you sure?Feel your conscience and say it again!

A certain woman (very loudly): I am my real mother!

My friend silently shut up and put the notebook on my head: The advantage of reading novels that know people is that if you are abused enough, you can compete with real people.

A certain woman (weak, pitiful and helpless): Woooooo...