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Although Si Chen's heart is not as emotional as before, but now he is still very uncomfortable, after all, the person he loves the most hurts him the most now.

Along the way, Si Chen also struggled countless times because of Zhang Junxi, how to get Zhang Junxi out of his shadow.

He thought about it countless times, but failed every time.

Playing games, or drinking, can't be successful. This time, if I go back to my memory, I may be able to succeed, but I really don't know what to do.

He leaned his back against the wall, looked at all the photos in the room, and closed his eyes.

It was as if Zhang Junxi was right in front of his eyes, and his voice was in his ears, every word he said could still be remembered.

In the past, Zhang Junxi said that he could give him happiness. In the past, Zhang Junxi said that he loved him so much, but now he can't love him, because he really can't love him anymore.

Zhang Junxi is getting married, Si Chen knows it, even so, he still loves, knowing that he can't be together, he still wants to love.

There was a knocking sound outside the door.

Si Chen blinked and said calmly, "Come in!"

Shen Feiyang opened the door and came in. As soon as he walked in, he looked at Si Chen and smiled slightly.

"Your tears are gone."

Only then did Si Chen raise his hand to touch the tears in the corner of his eyes, so it really disappeared, was it because he didn't think about it anymore?

For some reason, the tears are really gone now.

In other words, I can't cry anymore, I don't know what crying is.

Shen Feiyang continued: "I just want to tell you that forgetting is a very painful thing. In fact, the more you want to forget, the deeper your memory will be. This is love that can never be forgotten, unless you yourself Amnesia, otherwise you will never forget the pain, it is because of the pain that you will know the real life."

Si Chen nodded, turned his head to look out the window, walked into the balcony and looked at the scenery from the upstairs to the ground, he suddenly remembered the scene when he was kidnapped back then.

He still remembers that Zhang Junxi loved him and gave everything for him.

It's not that I don't love anymore, it's that I can't be together, so I still feel helpless many times, this is life.

Si Chen also gradually saw through it, after such a long time, Si Chen also understood.

But most of the time, if you can't let go, you just can't let go, and you can only gradually forget it. The next time you meet again, it means just talking, and your heart won't hurt anymore.

If it is said that the lovers cannot meet again after breaking up, and it will be very embarrassing after meeting, then it is better that the two of them were not lovers at the beginning.

Suddenly Shen Feiyang hugged Si Chen and gently kissed Si Chen's neck.

"With me here, I will help you, please trust me."

I don't know why Si Chen also shed tears at this time, and the tears that seemed to have dried up came out again.

"Sorry, I don't think I can give you any answer now, but what I can tell you is that I have to go to work in a few days, can you take me to the beach?"

With a simple sentence, Shen Feiyang was stunned. Could it be that Si Chen is about to change?

"Okay, we can go whenever you want."

After finishing speaking, Si Chen said, "Now, I want to go now."

Shen Feiyang nodded and pulled Si Chen out of the room. Liu Liu was relieved when he saw Si Chen's face. Maybe it was really like what Shen Feiyang said, this would really help Si Chen heal.

"you!"

Shen Feiyang's words made Liu Liu's heart tug together again. When Si Chen said to go to the seaside, wouldn't it be hopeless?

He quickly closed the door and shouted at Shen Feiyang: "I'm going too."

Shen Feiyang nodded, and three people got into the car downstairs. Si Chen was sitting in the co-pilot, but Liu Liu kept watching him, not daring to lose sight of him for a moment.

The reason was to observe Si Chen's heart, if Si Chen wanted to commit suicide at this time, no one would have thought that such a thing would happen.

In order to avoid unnecessary risks, it is more appropriate to pay more attention.

Si Chen stared straight ahead, without any expression on his face.

Could it be that he really gave up?

Or have you put your mind at ease?

Facing Si Chen's appearance, they couldn't guess it no matter what.

The car stopped slowly at the side of the road, Shen Feiyang got out of the car, and opened the door for Si Chen.

When the car door opened, Si Chen turned to look at Liu Liu.

"Liu Liu? When did you come?"

This sentence made Liu Liu even more worried. Si Chen didn't pay attention when he came, which means that Si Chen is still in a very low ebb. Under such circumstances, Si Chen is really prone to accidents.

Walking to Si Chen's side, he checked the expression on Si Chen's face again.

He said mercilessly, "Sichen, tell me, do you want to commit suicide?"

Si Chen was stunned, shook his head and said, "No, I really didn't have that kind of thought, I just remembered the scene of me throwing the ring back then, so now I want to come over and take a look, and I'll come and take a look at it for the last time. Where there are memories, I didn’t expect so many things.”

Liu Liu frowned and said, "It's better to be like this. If we find out that you have any dangerous thoughts, we will no longer be friends."

Liu Liu's words were merciless, and she was also warning Si Chen not to do stupid things.

Shen Feiyang was a little puzzled, looking at Si Chen, could it be that this Si Chen is really incomprehensible?

While thinking, Si Chen had already walked towards the guardrail on the sea.

He tightly grasped the guardrail with both hands, looking at the endless sea.

He smiled.

"Sichen! You are such a fool!"

Shen Feiyang and Liu Liu were startled by a long shout, they never thought that Si Chen would say that about himself.

Immediately afterwards: "Sichen, forget everything you have now, work hard and make money, then you will have your future, you will be happy, and you will meet someone who loves you again."

Although this sentence did not have such a loud voice, it was enough to prove that Si Chen wanted to face Zhang Junxi.

Turning to Shen Feiyang, he said, "Thank you, don't worry, I will go to work directly in two days. I am ready this time, but I have a request."

Request, this request really depressed Shen Feiyang and Liu Liu.

Liu Liu looked up at Si Chen and asked curiously, "What is your request?"

"Liu Liu, do you know how I felt when Junxi's mother called me a pervert? Do you know how I felt when he called me shameless?"

Liu Liu nodded. In fact, Liu Liu and Shen Feiyang were the same. They also experienced that kind of thing when they came out of the closet, but that kind of thing was really uncomfortable.

"I know, because I have also experienced that kind of thing, but no matter how I say it, I have to work hard to move forward, because one day someone will understand. Isn't it like this now? I have also been recognized by my family. So I also hope that one day, the comrades and friends around me can also have good things like me."

Si Chen smiled.

"Maybe, it's just that I'm a very sad person. I feel that I haven't been going well since I was born. I know that I like men since I was very young. It's strange to say, and I don't know why. This kind of thinking, now that people have grown up gradually, has further proved that I like men."

Liu Liu continued to nod.

"Actually, like you, we all knew that we liked men a long time ago, but we just expressed our preferences at different times."

Si Chen turned to Shen Feiyang and said, "Feiyang, you can rest assured that I will work hard, and you heard what I said just now, so I won't be willful anymore."