Prisoner's Diary

How wonderful it would be if all this was just a dream.

How I wish when I opened my eyes, nothing had changed.

But this is just my wishful thinking.

He opened his eyes and looked at the man beside him.

I know that there is nothing I can salvage.

The fault has already been made.

But in order to survive, I can only do so.

I really want to kill him if I can.

But I couldn't, not for my own sake, kill him.

The mind is blank.

The man woke up and he hugged me.

I didn't resist, and I had no reason to resist.

If I have any special feelings for him, it is impossible.

My heart is dead.

It will no longer have any floating, the only belief that supports me is to live.

"Ji Qing, you are mine. You will be mine forever."

His words mean nothing.

I can belong to anyone as long as I live.

Anyway, my body is already mutilated, no matter how dirty things are, it doesn't matter to me.

Please, I want to live.