I'm fine during the day
Chapter 12 The Journey of Finding Love
come on. "
He walked a few steps, and when he was about to catch me, I turned around and ran away quickly.
Running away from him, I stopped again. "I dare say, you can't catch me if I go backwards."
"That's why I don't want to chase, okay?"
"Then you come and chase." I walked backwards while teasing him.
He ignored me and still walked slowly, always only a few steps away from me.
If he doesn't chase me, I don't have energy anymore.I stretched out my left hand and waved it in front of him, making a last effort, "Do you want to grab—?"
"Be careful!" He interrupted me, our voices landed almost at the same time,
Before it was too late, his right hand had already grabbed my left hand.I blushed, I didn't expect him to come for real.I struggled with my hand and wanted to break free, but he held on tighter.
"There are steps at the back," he said.
I turned around and saw a few steps behind me.Fortunately, he caught me in time, otherwise I would have sprained my ankle.I froze for a moment, only for a moment like that, our fingers were already intertwined.
I blushed.I dare not go to see him.
We held hands like this, stepped down the steps, and continued to walk forward.This is our first intimate contact.
My heart is sweet, I think we both know each other's hearts.If I can go on like this forever, Yu Xia, I am willing.
It was already dawn.We walked on the street full of morning light, our hands did not let go.
I turned my head and took a peek at Yu Xia, his expression was happy, and I was happy.
Although there was a moment, I said to myself that I couldn't do this.But I refuse to let go, I am greedy for the beauty of this moment.
Two girls passed by us, they looked at us with disdainful eyes, and snorted softly.My heart trembled, and with a little effort, I broke away from his hand.He glanced at me, and I looked away.It was only a few seconds like this, but it seemed like centuries had passed.
All the way to the bus stop, I didn't look up at him again, nor did I speak.
When the car came, I peeked at him, and his face showed a rare disappointment.I broke the embarrassment: "I will come to you tomorrow."
His face was immediately filled with a smile: "I'll go find you."
"No, I'll find you." I said firmly.
"Alright then." He chuckled.
2. Brotherhood (3)
Soon after working, I integrated into the big family of Fangyuan Company.This position is very suitable for me. I have a smooth job and a good relationship with my colleagues.
For marriageable men and women, colleagues are happy to match.A colleague introduced someone to me, but I politely declined.
They quickly discovered the reason for my refusal.They decided that I was in a relationship with Wen Xue from the finance department.Actually not.I felt that Wen Xue had a crush on me, but I kept a distance from her.
I don't know when, she started to help me make lunch. Although I repeatedly asked her not to do this, she did it right.
Once I worked overtime and left very late.When I walked to the finance department, she smiled at me and said that she happened to be working overtime too.She was the only one left in the finance department, and I suspected that she was waiting for me on purpose.
Let's go downstairs together.I know that Wen Xue's family lives locally with her parents. "How do you go back?"
"My house is close, I'll go back on foot."
It was too late, and as a colleague, I couldn't let a girl walk around at night. "I'll see you off."
There was a smile on her face, maybe she was waiting for this sentence.
"Do you have a girlfriend?" After walking for a while, she asked me directly.
I shook my head.
She smiled even brighter.I realized that I said something wrong, so I continued, "I don't want to be in a relationship yet." She looked at me, and I hurriedly explained, "I just graduated, and I want to play for two more years."
I think I've made it clear enough, but she smiled and said, "Dating a relationship doesn't affect playing."
"You have the same tone as my parents." I teased her.
"That's right. I must meet your parents when I have the chance. I think we will hit it off very well." I didn't expect her to say such words. This is already a naked hint.
I didn't speak.She continued to ask me, "What do you think of me?"
"You're a good girl." I mumbled.
"No one likes a good girl."
"Someone will like you."
She stood still: "I like you." This sentence shocked me.How could she be so... bold?She said, "I know I'm being offensive. But since you don't have a girlfriend, I thought, I have to tell you how I feel."
"I'm sorry." Now that I've arrived downstairs at her house, after I finished saying this, I fled in despair.
I thought it would be embarrassing for me to see Wen Xue again, but the next day, when I met Wen Xue and her best friend Jin Xin in the elevator, she greeted me as always, like we never had an awkward conversation last night Same.When I was eating at noon, I was going to make a meal, and she packed the meal and sent it over.
Sunday is Yu Xia's birthday, I bought him a gift in advance.After work on weekends, I rushed to his house.We watched movies at home on Saturday and killed the whole day.
I am looking forward to the arrival of tomorrow in my heart.In the evening, Yu Xia cooked the meal, we ate, and I laughed happily.
"What's wrong? I've seen you giggling all day long." Yu Xia asked me.
"I'm happy when I think of your birthday tomorrow."
"It's okay, I haven't forgotten."
"I'm afraid I'll never forget it in this lifetime." I really can't wait until tomorrow, "I bought you a gift a long time ago, if you don't have your birthday again, I'll be anxious."
"Where's the gift?"
"Tomorrow."
"No, now."
"Then wait until you finish eating."
Yu Xia took three mouthfuls and took two mouthfuls, pouring the rice in the bowl into her mouth, "I'm done."
I take out presents.Yu Xia took it apart, and it was a blue dark plaid coat. "You like blue, so... try it on."
"I said, I asked you what you took yesterday, but you didn't tell me." Yu Xia put it on, stood in front of the mirror, and looked carefully, "It fits very well, I like it very much. Thank you, Tiantian."
"I feel that you are much more handsome."
"It's the same style as your clothes." Yu Xia looked at me.
"Really?" I looked at the red dark plaid coat on my body, and then at Yu Xia, "What a coincidence." In fact, I deliberately chose the same style of clothes to buy.
I took a step forward and stood side by side with him in front of the mirror, "Wow, two handsome guys, not bad."
Yu Xia and I were in the same year. We were both 180 cm in high school. Later, I grew to 185 cm, but Yu Xia never grew any taller.In the mirror, I am strong, while Yu Xia is weak.
"It's not bad." Yu Xia said while looking at us in the mirror, "It matches well, doesn't it?"
He seemed to say this inadvertently, but I know that he said it after careful consideration.He wants my attitude.
I can't respond to him.
"These two clothes really do match." I weighed my words, "We stand together and make each other look good."
"Yes." He said lightly, "A few days ago, my mother sent a lucky charm."
"Is it the one my aunt wears all the time?"
"Well, yes. It has been passed down from generation to generation in my family. My mother said that wearing this lucky charm can bring happiness to people."
I looked at Yu Xia, he didn't wear any lucky charms. "Why didn't you wear it?"
"En." He changed the subject, "Your birthday is coming soon."
"What day?" I asked him intentionally.
"December 12, I want to love you, right?"
After dinner, Yu Xia and I went to disco, we rarely come here since work.In the crazy rhythm, we twisted our bodies, and just after dancing a few tunes, I couldn't get enough of it, but Yu Xia sat down.
"I feel a little tired, I can't breathe."
"Your body has always been better than mine." I said.
"Yeah, maybe it's because I haven't been active during this period. You also know that my job, sitting every day, has ruined my good body."
"Then you should exercise your body well."
"Don't you also stay at home every day and don't want to exercise? I learned it from you."
"Oh, I said you, but you talked about me." I punched him.He didn't punch me back.If it was normal, he would definitely hit back, even though he would not use force.
"What's wrong?" I asked him.
"It's okay. I was thinking about something."
"what's up?"
"Don't tell you."
"Not enough brothers."
Yu Xia laughed so hard that tears came out, "You are so easy to lie, I lied to you."
"Okay, remember you. Wait."
"Let's go, find a place to sit." Yu Xia stood up.I was just about to say I didn't have enough fun, when I saw Wen Xue and Jin Xin walking in from outside the disco.They looked around, probably saw us, and walked over here.
I quickly stood up too: "Let's go, let's go."
The music blared and the crowd started dancing, separating us from the two girls.Walking out of the disco, I breathed a sigh of relief.Am I afraid that Yu Xia will see Wen Xue?may be?Although, she is not my girlfriend.
"where are we going?"
"Walk around as you like. This place is close to my place, so go to my place tonight." Yu Xia said.
After passing through a crossroad, Yu Xia turned to an alley.
"How to get here?" I asked him.
"Crossing here will save a lot of traffic," he said.
The alley is very quiet.We walked side by side, and all we could hear were our footsteps.Also, the sound of our breathing.
We were so close I could hear his breathing getting heavy.He slowly approached me, and I couldn't take any steps.We stopped.I turned to look at him, and he was looking at me too.
In the dark alley, we looked at each other affectionately.
A whistle came from behind us.A group of teenagers on bicycles rushed over and roared across the alley.
I woke up suddenly.I smiled at him, "It's too dark here, I can't even see the way."
"It's okay, I'm used to walking." He was disappointed.
Walking to an unremarkable bar, Yu Xia stopped and pointed it out to me.
"I've been paying attention to this place for a long time."
"How to say?" I looked at the bar, there was nothing inconspicuous, and I didn't see anyone going in.We stopped for a while.When the two boys walked in holding hands, I understood immediately.
"Did you find anything?" Yu Xia said, "This is a gay bar."
"How did you know?"
"When I walked by here one day, a couple just came out of it, and they were hugging and kissing, so I knew it." He shrugged.
"Oh." I didn't know what to say.I had never seen a gay bar before and from the outside it looked like any other place.Its location is hidden, if I usually pass by here, I will pass by without paying attention.
The janitor stood there smiling, looking at us with interest.I blushed.
"Are you curious? Shall we go in and take a look?" Yu Xia asked me.
I felt his hand touch mine, and I hurriedly raised my hand to straighten my hair that was blown by the wind.
"I'm a little tired, let's go back."
He froze for a moment, then said, "Okay."
I lowered my head and hurried past the door of the bar.He squinted at the doorman, who was shaking his head gently.Perhaps he has seen many such situations.
Yu Xia stopped talking and her expression became depressed.I was silent for a while, waiting for him to calm down.After waiting for a while, I called him: "Yu Xia." I know him well, and I know how to make him happy.
"kindness?"
"Tomorrow is your birthday, let's go to Ginkgo Valley and have a good day." I bumped him with my body. "going or not?"
"Okay." He smiled at me.
2. Brotherhood (4)
Everything is ready, we set off to Gingko Valley.When we reached the intersection, Yu Xia smiled at me: "I'm going to rent a motorcycle." Soon he pushed a yellow motorcycle over.
"I'll ride." I said.
Yu Xia nodded. "I'm saving money and I'm going to buy one, so it will be convenient for me to travel in the future."
"It's starting to buy property."
"I'm going to live here for a long time anyway." Yu Xia smiled.
I have already ridden on the motorcycle, and greeted Yu Xia.
"Sit down."
Yu Xia's hand gently supported my waist, we walked through the urban area, and then came to the suburbs, where there were almost no people.
"Be careful, I'm going to increase the horsepower."
I quickened the throttle, and the bike was racing forward immediately.Yu Xia said: "Slow down, I'm going to throw it out." As he spoke, his hands slowly wrapped around my waist, and his head was pressed against my back.Tentatively, he folded his hands around my waist.
I held the direction with one hand, and stretched out a hand, trying to brush off his hand.The moment he touched his hand, he gently held my hand with one hand and covered it with his other hand.
I hold my breath.I looked around and there was no one.
Today is his birthday, I should make him happy, I gave up the idea of letting his hand let go of me, just gently pulled out my hand, and said: "Sit down, I'm not responsible for throwing it out. "
In Ginkgo Valley, in the yellow mountains and valleys, we strolled, played, and played wildly all morning.
"Are you happy?" I asked him.He picked up a fallen leaf, "I hope every day is as happy as today."
"We will be happy every day." I nodded. "Let's run a race."
"Okay."
I ran to the front, and he chased me behind, but when he was about to catch up with me, I jumped away again.
"I remember someone said that it would be good to catch you." He smiled at me.
I responded with a smile and continued to run forward.This time, I didn't run too fast, he caught up in a few steps, threw me down, and we fell together under the tree covered with yellow leaves.
The air is full of ambiguous taste.I lay on the ground panting, and he fell on top of me, panting too.He looked at me tenderly.What should I say?
My words were out of place: "Get up, you're hurting me."
He turned over, and we both lay in the fallen leaves.I tilted my head to look at him, and he was staring blankly at the sky.I picked up a yellow leaf and brushed it on his nose: "Is it itchy?"
He laughed: "Bullying me again."
"Then you come and bully me."
"I'm too tired, wait for me to rest for a while, you see you can escape."
"You used to be a good athlete. You didn't exercise for a few days, and you panted like this after moving." I made fun of him.
"Yeah, I also feel short of breath when I move. You see, I did a few dances last night, and I can't dance anymore. I can't be a cripple." He laughed.
"Sitting every day, the body is weak, ha." I laughed at him.
"Okay, you are laughing at me." He turned over and wanted to grab me, and I got up straight.
"Eat something, I'm hungry."
The afternoon sun was warm, and we sat under the tree, enjoying the quiet autumn time.
"I had a dream last night," he said.
"Oh, what dream?" I asked him.
"I dreamed about us in Dashishan again."
After returning from Dashi Mountain, we have never mentioned the few days when we lost our way.Those things are vivid in my mind, but I don't want him to mention them.However, he was going to bring it up after all.
I remembered last night when he said he was thinking about something and he wanted to take me to a gay bar.I knew he was going to speak up after all.
I have a hunch that something will change, and will take away our happiness in an irreversible gesture.
I can't make him bring these things up, I can't.
"I don't want to dream about getting lost. It was terrible. I hope I never dream about it." I exaggerated and changed the subject. "Let's talk about something else."
He didn't stop, "You had a fever that day, I was very worried about you, and worried that we would not be rescued." A warm current flowed through my heart.At that time, I talked about my worries, but he always comforted me not to be afraid, not to be afraid.In fact, he was also worried, but in front of me, he acted so strong.
"I was dragging you down. Thanks to you for the fever that night, you have been taking care of me."
"No more."
However, I couldn't let him go any further.I said: "Fortunately, I had a fever, and my brain was burned, so I passed the night in a daze. Otherwise, I would have been sober like you. I'm afraid I won't be rescued at that time, and I will be rescued sooner." It broke down. I really worked hard on you that night. From now on, I will never drag you to take such risks again."
He didn't speak, and I added another sentence: "Let's not talk about these past events, I feel scared after thinking about it."
I peeked at him, his eyes full of doubts.He was silent for a while.Then he said, "Don't you remember?"
"what?"
"What about the night when I had a fever."
I really wanted to stop this conversation, but Yu Xia looked at me with warm eyes again.My heart is heavy, but my words are light: "I remember, I remember you asked me to take medicine, let me sleep, and you were guarding outside by yourself, I remember them all."
I seemed to hear his soft sigh.Then he said unwillingly: "You woke up later, did you forget?"
"Yeah, when I heard you calling me happily, I knew there was good news. Sure enough, some mountain people came to rescue us. We are really lucky."
"In the meantime, you still wake up once..."
I groaned, "Did I mess with you?"
Yu Xia looked into my eyes, and I tried my best to calm myself down.He couldn't see anything from my eyes, he smiled: "Yes, you're messing with me."
I breathed a sigh of relief. "Oh, I've got a fever and I'm confused. Otherwise, you can make trouble with me now."
"You asked me that night, what was the last word I wanted to say to you..." He made up his mind to say it.
I felt sad for a while: "Then what did you say?" My voice was trembling.
"I said, during the day, I love you."
My mind went blank.And I quickly woke up again, I was running my mind at a high speed, and then I smiled: "Wow, good brother, that's what a good brother said." I patted him on the shoulder, "I'm so touched, No loss, he is my good brother." I made an exaggerated expression. "Yu Xia, I love you too, you are my best best brother."
He laughed at himself: "At that time, I thought we were really going to die."
"Yes."
"I love you, these three words," he hesitated, "it must be silly."
"No, not stupid at all." My mind raced to answer.Then, I solemnly said, "If my life is at the last moment, I will definitely tell my best relatives and best friends. I will tell them that I love you. These three words not only represent love, It more represents family affection and friendship." I looked at him from the corner of my eye while talking, even I hated myself for such an explanation.
He smiled: "In this way, I don't think I'm stupid."
"Of course not stupid." I said mechanically.
We lay down, the sun was shining on us, and I thought I was going to fall asleep.
"Don't fall asleep, you're going to catch a cold."
"With you here, I won't catch a cold."
"Actually, I have something I want to ask you." He turned to look at me.
Is there any more?After passing the thrilling pass, are there other passes?I look at him.Last night he said he was thinking about something, had he been thinking about asking me?Yu Xia, there is some truth, must it be exposed to the sun?
"By the day, you are a kind person. It looks like you are strong, but in fact there is a child living in your heart. With you, I always want to protect you and don't want you to be hurt."
"En." I nodded, "I will also protect you in the future."
He smiled with gentle eyes. "Sometimes you're conflicted, sometimes you're strong, and sometimes you're vulnerable. You want someone to protect you, but you're afraid of being hurt."
"You seem to be right. However, I don't understand myself."
"Yeah, sometimes I can't understand you, I don't know what you are thinking, I don't know what you want."
"You can ask me, I am transparent in front of you." As I said this, I was thinking in my heart, why didn't you tell me your question?
"You asked me to ask. Then let me ask you, we have been together for six years, tell me what you think of me?"
"You are a good person. You are good at taking care of people and always think about others. With you, people will feel at ease." I lowered my head, "I am at ease with you."
"I see." He said softly.I thought this would pass, but his words made my heart no longer calm, "During the day, what kind of position do I have in your heart?"
"The most important position." I said without thinking.I looked at him affectionately, I thought I was moved, why didn't I tell my true feelings?I should say my true feelings, if I don't say it, maybe I really don't have such a chance. "I only have one place in my heart, and that's yours. I think no one can replace this place. The world is so big, but there is only one Yu Xia, and only one person, you."
His face was full of smiles.He held out his hand to me, I held out my hand, and we shook hands.A fallen leaf gently fell down and landed in front of my eyes.My heart skipped a beat and I woke up from my dream.I said what was in my heart, but what happened after I said what was in my heart?We can only stop at brothers and cannot take a step forward.
"So, Yu Xia," I looked at him with affectionate eyes and cruel words, "No matter what happens in the future, you will always be my good brother. The place in my heart will always be yours." My voice rang In the empty ginkgo valley, it is so empty.There is wind blowing, so cold, so ruthless.
His smile faded and he let go of my hand.I know his disappointment, but we can't just dance with shackles on like this.Forgive me, Yu Xia, I can only say this.There is a minefield in front of us. We are standing on the edge of the minefield. We only need to move forward a little bit, and our bones will be broken.
He calmed down, and then smiled at me: "In the daytime, with a good brother like you, this life is worth it." I felt sad for a while, is this what I want?I walked over and gave him a big hug.His head rested on my shoulder, trembling a little.
I made up my mind that if he does not separate, I will never let him go.
2. Brotherhood (5)
After getting off work on Monday, just as I walked out of the company's gate, Wen Xue rushed over from behind. "I was looking for you just now, and you left."
"What's up?"
She shook the movie ticket in her hand, "I want to go to the movies with Jin Xin, Jin Xin has something to do, there is no place to digest this movie ticket."
A few girls from the finance department passed by, said hello to us and walked away.I said, "Go with them."
"Who is there? Look at them. Those who talk about friends talk about friends, or those who get married have to do housework. I am alone, and I don't even have someone to watch a movie." Before I could speak, she said, "Just Just do me a favor."
I know such a routine, and I am thinking about how to reject her.Jin Xin came over: "Handsome guy."
"Aren't you okay? It's okay, you go to the movies."
"I have something to do at home tonight, and my mother asked me to go on a blind date."
"Blind date." I smiled, "Good thing."
"It's annoying every day, anyway, it's just a formality." Jin Xin said helplessly.
"Where is that idiot named Lu? Didn't he chase you very closely?" Wen Xue asked her.
"He is a nerd, he only treats you well, but he can't make people happy."
"Why are you so harsh, what kind of boyfriend do you want?"
The girls were talking, and I just got away, so I smiled at them: "You talk, I'll go first."
"Hey, I have something else to do." Jin Xin took a step forward and stood in front of me.
"What can you do, just mess around, don't delay our important event." Wen Xue shook the movie ticket in her hand, and gave Jin Xin a wink, "You go."
"Hurry me up, there's no way." Jin Xin said, "I have business to ask the handsome guy for help."
"Can't it be later?" Wen Xue glared at her girlfriend.
"No, I have something urgent." Jin Xin said.
"Say it quickly." Wen Xue was also helpless.I am also very helpless.Are these two singing a double reed?It doesn't look like it either.
"Well, handsome guy," Jin Xin turned to me, "Wen Xue and I saw you at the disco on the weekend, you are with a handsome guy."
"Oh, really? Why didn't I see you?" I pretended not to know.
"Just as Wen Xue and I wanted to say hello to you, you left."
"That's it." I said.
"Is that handsome guy your friend?"
"Yes."
"Where does he work?"
"Oh, he's in cloud technology."
"Not bad." Jin Xin smiled.
"If you want to chat here, I will drive you away." Wen Xue pushed her.
"Don't, don't..." Jin Xin stepped aside and said to Wen Xue, "Don't push, I have something else to say." She looked at me, "What I want to ask is, does he... have a girlfriend? "
I shook my head.
"Wow, that's great." Jin Xin was about to jump up.Seeing me look at her, she smiled at me embarrassedly: "When will you introduce us?"
"Oh." Wen Xue suddenly realized, "That handsome guy, let alone, is really good."
"Of course." Jin Xin started her unconstrained nonsense, "Wen Xue, aren't you afraid that we will be separated after we get married? Think about it, if you are a couple with Tiantian, I am a couple with that handsome guy If a pair of sisters marries a pair of brothers, won't we be separated?"
My heart suddenly moved.Wen Xue and Jin Xin are locals, while Yu Xia and I plan to stay in this city.If Yu Xia and I really found their sisters, wouldn't we be able to meet each other every day?Aren't we also not going to be separated?
"Yeah." Wen Xue said to Jin Xin, "You have a good idea. But I have to get the daylight done first. So, should you go?"
"Tiantian hasn't promised me yet, why are you in a hurry." Jin Xin asked me, "Tiantian, when will you introduce us? Adult beauty."
I didn't answer, I was still thinking about what Jin Xin said just now.I have always known Yu Xia's thoughts.However, we must face reality.Even if we don't think about it now, that day will come.We will get married after all, we will conform to the eyes of the world, and we will live the life the world wants us to live.
So what if you are not happy?What about a life of depression?You have to do it after all, and no one wants to know what you think.Thinking about it this way makes me sad.
"What are you thinking?" Jin Xin asked me.
I awoke from cranky thoughts. "I was thinking that my friend is rather shy. If I want to introduce him, he will definitely not meet."
"Ha, I don't like this kind of meeting either." Jin Xin said, "So, this is why my family wants me to go on a blind date, but I just go through the motions. I like it."
"So, how do you plan to meet?" Wen Xue interrupted.
"Meet by chance." Jin Xin said her thoughts, "You take the time to invite the handsome guy to a bar or something, Wen Xue and I just happened to go too..."
I nod.Jin Xin clung to Wen Xue's ear, "Look, I've matched you up too, that's great." Wen Xue gave her a white look, "Come on, I'm going to watch a movie with Tiantian, why don't you go?"
"I haven't promised you during the day, have I?" Jin Xin didn't think there was too much to do.
Originally, I didn't want to agree, but now, my thoughts have completely changed.I smiled and said, "I'll help you digest the movie tickets, so you have to do me a favor too."
"Wow, tell me." Wen Xue smiled.This is the first time I've agreed to go on a date with her, and she must be very happy.
"Eating alone is a bit boring, so I want someone to eat with me before going to the movies."
"Wow." Jin Xin made an exaggerated expression, "You show your affection, I'm leaving."
The "meeting plan" with Jin Xin is scheduled for Saturday night.When Yu Xia was going to cook in the kitchen, I stopped him. "Let's go out to eat tonight. I've had a cold for a week, and I finally have an appetite."
"You have a cold?" Yu Xia asked concerned, "Have you taken your medicine?"
"Eat it, everything is fine now."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"Tell you, I'm afraid you will come over at night and delay your sleep."
"Don't hide anything from me in the future." Yu Xia said.
"it is good."
"Where do you want to eat?"
"Go to Green Light, I went there for a dinner with my colleagues once, and it felt pretty good."
When we arrived at the Green Light Restaurant, there were quite a lot of people. Fortunately, a table of people had just left, so we walked over and sat down.The waiter came and took our order.At this time, I heard a greeting: "Handsome guy." It was Jin Xin's voice.
Wen Xue and Jin Xin came over and looked around, there were no vacant seats.It was a godsend.
"This is my colleague." I told Yu Xia.Yu Xia nodded.
"There is no room." Jin Xin whispered to Wen Xue, but let us hear.
Wen Xue smiled: "We've already asked for a treat during the day, isn't it just right? During the day, do you want a treat?"
I looked at Yu Xia, Yu Xia nodded with a smile.I walked over and sat next to Yu Xia, leaving a seat for the two girls.Now, I am facing Wen Xue, while Yu Xia is facing Jin Xin.
The waiter handed over the menu.Yu Xia smiled and said, "Let the ladies order." The two girls ordered a few random dishes, which were not expensive, and they were just wishful thinking.
"Introduce us to this handsome guy." Wen Xue said to me.
"This is my good brother, Yu Xia." I introduced them, "This is my colleague, Wen Xue, Jin Xin."
We chatted casually throughout dinner.Yu Xia was very polite and demeanor, it could be seen that Jin Xin was very satisfied with him.She kept looking at Yu Xia with her gaze, and when Yu Xia's gaze passed her, her face turned red.
After dinner, on the way home with Yu Xia, I peeked at Yu Xia's expression, he was just thoughtful.
"What are you thinking?"
"That girl..." I was startled, did he see that I was going to match him and Jin Xin?
"Wen Xue..." I was relieved to hear him say that.But he said, "Did you call her here on purpose for me to see?"
"No." I yelled injustice.
"Then tell me, do you like her?" He stared into my eyes.
"No!" I firmly denied.Yes, I don't like Wen Xue, that's why I answered so firmly.Yu Xia didn't see any hesitation in my eyes, so he was relieved.
"But, she likes you very much, right?" He smiled at me.It was a relaxed smile.
"What?" I waved my hand at him, "Go, don't talk nonsense."
"She keeps looking at you and keeps bringing you food. I can tell that she likes you."
"Whether she likes me or not, I don't know." I murmured, "But I know, I really don't like her. Don't get me wrong."
"I didn't misunderstand, I just asked." Yu Xia said calmly.
I was thinking, should I tell him that Jin Xin likes him?I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't say this sentence.
The next morning, we were strolling in the park, and while we were talking, Wen Xue and Jin Xin walked over from the opposite side.
Yu Xia glanced at me, and I hurriedly explained to Yu Xia: "I really didn't know they were here." Just after I finished speaking, the two girls had already arrived.
"Wow, what a destiny. I met a handsome guy again." Jin Xin said exaggeratedly.
"Let's go for a walk together." Wen Xue said.
We walked in silence for a while.Yu Xia and I walked in the middle, Wen Xue was beside me, and Jin Xin jumped directly to Yu Xia's side.Walking around a corner, I saw Lu Ming.
Wen Xue leaned forward, looked through Yu Xia and me, and said to Jin Xin, "Look, that silly boy surnamed Lu."
Lu Ming saw us and walked towards us.Jin Xin approached Yu Xia and took his arm without hesitation.Yu Xia was taken aback for a moment, Jin Xin whispered to Yu Xia: "Don't move, just help me."
Wen Xue took my arm as well.I froze there, feeling just embarrassed.
When Lu Ming saw the two of us, he hesitated for a moment, but he still came forward and looked at Jin Xin with a low eyebrow: "I'm going to look for you. I heard that you and Wen Xue are here, so I came here to look for you. .”
"Oh." Jin Xin said casually.
"Who is this?" Lu Ming asked unwillingly.
"Oh, I forgot to introduce you, this is my boyfriend."
"Don't lie to me."
"Why would I lie to you about this kind of thing." Jin Xin gave Lu Ming a blank look, "Are you okay? It's okay, we still have something to do." Lu Ming said "Oh", and walked away with a disappointed expression on his face.
When Lu Ming passed the corner, Yu Xia let go of Jin Xin's arm, and Jin Xin said carelessly, "Thank you, Yu Xia."
"It's nothing." Yu Xia said lightly.
When we bid farewell to the two sisters, Yu Xia said: "Don't tell me, it's just a coincidence again."
I defended loudly: "This time, it's really a coincidence."
"This time. Not last time." Yu Xia teased me.Seeing that Yu Xia wasn't unhappy, I was relieved.However, Yu Xia changed the topic, "You also said that you don't like that girl, you are very close."
"That's girls acting, okay? Look at Jin Xin, she wants to use you to anger that Lu Ming, she might really like you."
"Don't make this kind of joke." Yu Xia stopped talking about this topic, "Let's go."
2. Brotherhood (6)
Yu Xia was the same as before, and there was no disturbance because of Jin Xin's matter.I couldn't figure out what kind of mood Yu Xia was in.Jin Xin borrowed him to get angry and walked, but he didn't see how angry he was.For Jin Xin, what kind of thoughts does he have?I couldn't figure it out, but I couldn't ask him.
When I saw Wen Xue and Jin Xin again, I didn't mention Yu Xia.Fortunately, Jin Xin didn't ask Yu Xia if she liked her or not, which made me feel a little relieved.
But sometimes I think, am I doing something wrong?However, I do hope that we can all have a happy ending.Thinking of the future, I was at a loss again.
Sometimes, Wen Xue asked me to go for a walk, and we walked in the night city, and her hand took mine.I looked around and no one was looking at us.This girl, she loves me, but I don't love her.I was thinking about Yu Xia in my heart, wondering what would happen to him and Jin Xin?
My mind drifted away again.I thought of what Jin Xin said that day.If our brothers really marry their sisters, it should be good.
But Yu Xia, is he willing to compromise with the world?It could be seen that he didn't like Jin Xin, but as long as he didn't feel disgusted, it was fine.People under the same roof are just partners to get by.whose heart how
He walked a few steps, and when he was about to catch me, I turned around and ran away quickly.
Running away from him, I stopped again. "I dare say, you can't catch me if I go backwards."
"That's why I don't want to chase, okay?"
"Then you come and chase." I walked backwards while teasing him.
He ignored me and still walked slowly, always only a few steps away from me.
If he doesn't chase me, I don't have energy anymore.I stretched out my left hand and waved it in front of him, making a last effort, "Do you want to grab—?"
"Be careful!" He interrupted me, our voices landed almost at the same time,
Before it was too late, his right hand had already grabbed my left hand.I blushed, I didn't expect him to come for real.I struggled with my hand and wanted to break free, but he held on tighter.
"There are steps at the back," he said.
I turned around and saw a few steps behind me.Fortunately, he caught me in time, otherwise I would have sprained my ankle.I froze for a moment, only for a moment like that, our fingers were already intertwined.
I blushed.I dare not go to see him.
We held hands like this, stepped down the steps, and continued to walk forward.This is our first intimate contact.
My heart is sweet, I think we both know each other's hearts.If I can go on like this forever, Yu Xia, I am willing.
It was already dawn.We walked on the street full of morning light, our hands did not let go.
I turned my head and took a peek at Yu Xia, his expression was happy, and I was happy.
Although there was a moment, I said to myself that I couldn't do this.But I refuse to let go, I am greedy for the beauty of this moment.
Two girls passed by us, they looked at us with disdainful eyes, and snorted softly.My heart trembled, and with a little effort, I broke away from his hand.He glanced at me, and I looked away.It was only a few seconds like this, but it seemed like centuries had passed.
All the way to the bus stop, I didn't look up at him again, nor did I speak.
When the car came, I peeked at him, and his face showed a rare disappointment.I broke the embarrassment: "I will come to you tomorrow."
His face was immediately filled with a smile: "I'll go find you."
"No, I'll find you." I said firmly.
"Alright then." He chuckled.
2. Brotherhood (3)
Soon after working, I integrated into the big family of Fangyuan Company.This position is very suitable for me. I have a smooth job and a good relationship with my colleagues.
For marriageable men and women, colleagues are happy to match.A colleague introduced someone to me, but I politely declined.
They quickly discovered the reason for my refusal.They decided that I was in a relationship with Wen Xue from the finance department.Actually not.I felt that Wen Xue had a crush on me, but I kept a distance from her.
I don't know when, she started to help me make lunch. Although I repeatedly asked her not to do this, she did it right.
Once I worked overtime and left very late.When I walked to the finance department, she smiled at me and said that she happened to be working overtime too.She was the only one left in the finance department, and I suspected that she was waiting for me on purpose.
Let's go downstairs together.I know that Wen Xue's family lives locally with her parents. "How do you go back?"
"My house is close, I'll go back on foot."
It was too late, and as a colleague, I couldn't let a girl walk around at night. "I'll see you off."
There was a smile on her face, maybe she was waiting for this sentence.
"Do you have a girlfriend?" After walking for a while, she asked me directly.
I shook my head.
She smiled even brighter.I realized that I said something wrong, so I continued, "I don't want to be in a relationship yet." She looked at me, and I hurriedly explained, "I just graduated, and I want to play for two more years."
I think I've made it clear enough, but she smiled and said, "Dating a relationship doesn't affect playing."
"You have the same tone as my parents." I teased her.
"That's right. I must meet your parents when I have the chance. I think we will hit it off very well." I didn't expect her to say such words. This is already a naked hint.
I didn't speak.She continued to ask me, "What do you think of me?"
"You're a good girl." I mumbled.
"No one likes a good girl."
"Someone will like you."
She stood still: "I like you." This sentence shocked me.How could she be so... bold?She said, "I know I'm being offensive. But since you don't have a girlfriend, I thought, I have to tell you how I feel."
"I'm sorry." Now that I've arrived downstairs at her house, after I finished saying this, I fled in despair.
I thought it would be embarrassing for me to see Wen Xue again, but the next day, when I met Wen Xue and her best friend Jin Xin in the elevator, she greeted me as always, like we never had an awkward conversation last night Same.When I was eating at noon, I was going to make a meal, and she packed the meal and sent it over.
Sunday is Yu Xia's birthday, I bought him a gift in advance.After work on weekends, I rushed to his house.We watched movies at home on Saturday and killed the whole day.
I am looking forward to the arrival of tomorrow in my heart.In the evening, Yu Xia cooked the meal, we ate, and I laughed happily.
"What's wrong? I've seen you giggling all day long." Yu Xia asked me.
"I'm happy when I think of your birthday tomorrow."
"It's okay, I haven't forgotten."
"I'm afraid I'll never forget it in this lifetime." I really can't wait until tomorrow, "I bought you a gift a long time ago, if you don't have your birthday again, I'll be anxious."
"Where's the gift?"
"Tomorrow."
"No, now."
"Then wait until you finish eating."
Yu Xia took three mouthfuls and took two mouthfuls, pouring the rice in the bowl into her mouth, "I'm done."
I take out presents.Yu Xia took it apart, and it was a blue dark plaid coat. "You like blue, so... try it on."
"I said, I asked you what you took yesterday, but you didn't tell me." Yu Xia put it on, stood in front of the mirror, and looked carefully, "It fits very well, I like it very much. Thank you, Tiantian."
"I feel that you are much more handsome."
"It's the same style as your clothes." Yu Xia looked at me.
"Really?" I looked at the red dark plaid coat on my body, and then at Yu Xia, "What a coincidence." In fact, I deliberately chose the same style of clothes to buy.
I took a step forward and stood side by side with him in front of the mirror, "Wow, two handsome guys, not bad."
Yu Xia and I were in the same year. We were both 180 cm in high school. Later, I grew to 185 cm, but Yu Xia never grew any taller.In the mirror, I am strong, while Yu Xia is weak.
"It's not bad." Yu Xia said while looking at us in the mirror, "It matches well, doesn't it?"
He seemed to say this inadvertently, but I know that he said it after careful consideration.He wants my attitude.
I can't respond to him.
"These two clothes really do match." I weighed my words, "We stand together and make each other look good."
"Yes." He said lightly, "A few days ago, my mother sent a lucky charm."
"Is it the one my aunt wears all the time?"
"Well, yes. It has been passed down from generation to generation in my family. My mother said that wearing this lucky charm can bring happiness to people."
I looked at Yu Xia, he didn't wear any lucky charms. "Why didn't you wear it?"
"En." He changed the subject, "Your birthday is coming soon."
"What day?" I asked him intentionally.
"December 12, I want to love you, right?"
After dinner, Yu Xia and I went to disco, we rarely come here since work.In the crazy rhythm, we twisted our bodies, and just after dancing a few tunes, I couldn't get enough of it, but Yu Xia sat down.
"I feel a little tired, I can't breathe."
"Your body has always been better than mine." I said.
"Yeah, maybe it's because I haven't been active during this period. You also know that my job, sitting every day, has ruined my good body."
"Then you should exercise your body well."
"Don't you also stay at home every day and don't want to exercise? I learned it from you."
"Oh, I said you, but you talked about me." I punched him.He didn't punch me back.If it was normal, he would definitely hit back, even though he would not use force.
"What's wrong?" I asked him.
"It's okay. I was thinking about something."
"what's up?"
"Don't tell you."
"Not enough brothers."
Yu Xia laughed so hard that tears came out, "You are so easy to lie, I lied to you."
"Okay, remember you. Wait."
"Let's go, find a place to sit." Yu Xia stood up.I was just about to say I didn't have enough fun, when I saw Wen Xue and Jin Xin walking in from outside the disco.They looked around, probably saw us, and walked over here.
I quickly stood up too: "Let's go, let's go."
The music blared and the crowd started dancing, separating us from the two girls.Walking out of the disco, I breathed a sigh of relief.Am I afraid that Yu Xia will see Wen Xue?may be?Although, she is not my girlfriend.
"where are we going?"
"Walk around as you like. This place is close to my place, so go to my place tonight." Yu Xia said.
After passing through a crossroad, Yu Xia turned to an alley.
"How to get here?" I asked him.
"Crossing here will save a lot of traffic," he said.
The alley is very quiet.We walked side by side, and all we could hear were our footsteps.Also, the sound of our breathing.
We were so close I could hear his breathing getting heavy.He slowly approached me, and I couldn't take any steps.We stopped.I turned to look at him, and he was looking at me too.
In the dark alley, we looked at each other affectionately.
A whistle came from behind us.A group of teenagers on bicycles rushed over and roared across the alley.
I woke up suddenly.I smiled at him, "It's too dark here, I can't even see the way."
"It's okay, I'm used to walking." He was disappointed.
Walking to an unremarkable bar, Yu Xia stopped and pointed it out to me.
"I've been paying attention to this place for a long time."
"How to say?" I looked at the bar, there was nothing inconspicuous, and I didn't see anyone going in.We stopped for a while.When the two boys walked in holding hands, I understood immediately.
"Did you find anything?" Yu Xia said, "This is a gay bar."
"How did you know?"
"When I walked by here one day, a couple just came out of it, and they were hugging and kissing, so I knew it." He shrugged.
"Oh." I didn't know what to say.I had never seen a gay bar before and from the outside it looked like any other place.Its location is hidden, if I usually pass by here, I will pass by without paying attention.
The janitor stood there smiling, looking at us with interest.I blushed.
"Are you curious? Shall we go in and take a look?" Yu Xia asked me.
I felt his hand touch mine, and I hurriedly raised my hand to straighten my hair that was blown by the wind.
"I'm a little tired, let's go back."
He froze for a moment, then said, "Okay."
I lowered my head and hurried past the door of the bar.He squinted at the doorman, who was shaking his head gently.Perhaps he has seen many such situations.
Yu Xia stopped talking and her expression became depressed.I was silent for a while, waiting for him to calm down.After waiting for a while, I called him: "Yu Xia." I know him well, and I know how to make him happy.
"kindness?"
"Tomorrow is your birthday, let's go to Ginkgo Valley and have a good day." I bumped him with my body. "going or not?"
"Okay." He smiled at me.
2. Brotherhood (4)
Everything is ready, we set off to Gingko Valley.When we reached the intersection, Yu Xia smiled at me: "I'm going to rent a motorcycle." Soon he pushed a yellow motorcycle over.
"I'll ride." I said.
Yu Xia nodded. "I'm saving money and I'm going to buy one, so it will be convenient for me to travel in the future."
"It's starting to buy property."
"I'm going to live here for a long time anyway." Yu Xia smiled.
I have already ridden on the motorcycle, and greeted Yu Xia.
"Sit down."
Yu Xia's hand gently supported my waist, we walked through the urban area, and then came to the suburbs, where there were almost no people.
"Be careful, I'm going to increase the horsepower."
I quickened the throttle, and the bike was racing forward immediately.Yu Xia said: "Slow down, I'm going to throw it out." As he spoke, his hands slowly wrapped around my waist, and his head was pressed against my back.Tentatively, he folded his hands around my waist.
I held the direction with one hand, and stretched out a hand, trying to brush off his hand.The moment he touched his hand, he gently held my hand with one hand and covered it with his other hand.
I hold my breath.I looked around and there was no one.
Today is his birthday, I should make him happy, I gave up the idea of letting his hand let go of me, just gently pulled out my hand, and said: "Sit down, I'm not responsible for throwing it out. "
In Ginkgo Valley, in the yellow mountains and valleys, we strolled, played, and played wildly all morning.
"Are you happy?" I asked him.He picked up a fallen leaf, "I hope every day is as happy as today."
"We will be happy every day." I nodded. "Let's run a race."
"Okay."
I ran to the front, and he chased me behind, but when he was about to catch up with me, I jumped away again.
"I remember someone said that it would be good to catch you." He smiled at me.
I responded with a smile and continued to run forward.This time, I didn't run too fast, he caught up in a few steps, threw me down, and we fell together under the tree covered with yellow leaves.
The air is full of ambiguous taste.I lay on the ground panting, and he fell on top of me, panting too.He looked at me tenderly.What should I say?
My words were out of place: "Get up, you're hurting me."
He turned over, and we both lay in the fallen leaves.I tilted my head to look at him, and he was staring blankly at the sky.I picked up a yellow leaf and brushed it on his nose: "Is it itchy?"
He laughed: "Bullying me again."
"Then you come and bully me."
"I'm too tired, wait for me to rest for a while, you see you can escape."
"You used to be a good athlete. You didn't exercise for a few days, and you panted like this after moving." I made fun of him.
"Yeah, I also feel short of breath when I move. You see, I did a few dances last night, and I can't dance anymore. I can't be a cripple." He laughed.
"Sitting every day, the body is weak, ha." I laughed at him.
"Okay, you are laughing at me." He turned over and wanted to grab me, and I got up straight.
"Eat something, I'm hungry."
The afternoon sun was warm, and we sat under the tree, enjoying the quiet autumn time.
"I had a dream last night," he said.
"Oh, what dream?" I asked him.
"I dreamed about us in Dashishan again."
After returning from Dashi Mountain, we have never mentioned the few days when we lost our way.Those things are vivid in my mind, but I don't want him to mention them.However, he was going to bring it up after all.
I remembered last night when he said he was thinking about something and he wanted to take me to a gay bar.I knew he was going to speak up after all.
I have a hunch that something will change, and will take away our happiness in an irreversible gesture.
I can't make him bring these things up, I can't.
"I don't want to dream about getting lost. It was terrible. I hope I never dream about it." I exaggerated and changed the subject. "Let's talk about something else."
He didn't stop, "You had a fever that day, I was very worried about you, and worried that we would not be rescued." A warm current flowed through my heart.At that time, I talked about my worries, but he always comforted me not to be afraid, not to be afraid.In fact, he was also worried, but in front of me, he acted so strong.
"I was dragging you down. Thanks to you for the fever that night, you have been taking care of me."
"No more."
However, I couldn't let him go any further.I said: "Fortunately, I had a fever, and my brain was burned, so I passed the night in a daze. Otherwise, I would have been sober like you. I'm afraid I won't be rescued at that time, and I will be rescued sooner." It broke down. I really worked hard on you that night. From now on, I will never drag you to take such risks again."
He didn't speak, and I added another sentence: "Let's not talk about these past events, I feel scared after thinking about it."
I peeked at him, his eyes full of doubts.He was silent for a while.Then he said, "Don't you remember?"
"what?"
"What about the night when I had a fever."
I really wanted to stop this conversation, but Yu Xia looked at me with warm eyes again.My heart is heavy, but my words are light: "I remember, I remember you asked me to take medicine, let me sleep, and you were guarding outside by yourself, I remember them all."
I seemed to hear his soft sigh.Then he said unwillingly: "You woke up later, did you forget?"
"Yeah, when I heard you calling me happily, I knew there was good news. Sure enough, some mountain people came to rescue us. We are really lucky."
"In the meantime, you still wake up once..."
I groaned, "Did I mess with you?"
Yu Xia looked into my eyes, and I tried my best to calm myself down.He couldn't see anything from my eyes, he smiled: "Yes, you're messing with me."
I breathed a sigh of relief. "Oh, I've got a fever and I'm confused. Otherwise, you can make trouble with me now."
"You asked me that night, what was the last word I wanted to say to you..." He made up his mind to say it.
I felt sad for a while: "Then what did you say?" My voice was trembling.
"I said, during the day, I love you."
My mind went blank.And I quickly woke up again, I was running my mind at a high speed, and then I smiled: "Wow, good brother, that's what a good brother said." I patted him on the shoulder, "I'm so touched, No loss, he is my good brother." I made an exaggerated expression. "Yu Xia, I love you too, you are my best best brother."
He laughed at himself: "At that time, I thought we were really going to die."
"Yes."
"I love you, these three words," he hesitated, "it must be silly."
"No, not stupid at all." My mind raced to answer.Then, I solemnly said, "If my life is at the last moment, I will definitely tell my best relatives and best friends. I will tell them that I love you. These three words not only represent love, It more represents family affection and friendship." I looked at him from the corner of my eye while talking, even I hated myself for such an explanation.
He smiled: "In this way, I don't think I'm stupid."
"Of course not stupid." I said mechanically.
We lay down, the sun was shining on us, and I thought I was going to fall asleep.
"Don't fall asleep, you're going to catch a cold."
"With you here, I won't catch a cold."
"Actually, I have something I want to ask you." He turned to look at me.
Is there any more?After passing the thrilling pass, are there other passes?I look at him.Last night he said he was thinking about something, had he been thinking about asking me?Yu Xia, there is some truth, must it be exposed to the sun?
"By the day, you are a kind person. It looks like you are strong, but in fact there is a child living in your heart. With you, I always want to protect you and don't want you to be hurt."
"En." I nodded, "I will also protect you in the future."
He smiled with gentle eyes. "Sometimes you're conflicted, sometimes you're strong, and sometimes you're vulnerable. You want someone to protect you, but you're afraid of being hurt."
"You seem to be right. However, I don't understand myself."
"Yeah, sometimes I can't understand you, I don't know what you are thinking, I don't know what you want."
"You can ask me, I am transparent in front of you." As I said this, I was thinking in my heart, why didn't you tell me your question?
"You asked me to ask. Then let me ask you, we have been together for six years, tell me what you think of me?"
"You are a good person. You are good at taking care of people and always think about others. With you, people will feel at ease." I lowered my head, "I am at ease with you."
"I see." He said softly.I thought this would pass, but his words made my heart no longer calm, "During the day, what kind of position do I have in your heart?"
"The most important position." I said without thinking.I looked at him affectionately, I thought I was moved, why didn't I tell my true feelings?I should say my true feelings, if I don't say it, maybe I really don't have such a chance. "I only have one place in my heart, and that's yours. I think no one can replace this place. The world is so big, but there is only one Yu Xia, and only one person, you."
His face was full of smiles.He held out his hand to me, I held out my hand, and we shook hands.A fallen leaf gently fell down and landed in front of my eyes.My heart skipped a beat and I woke up from my dream.I said what was in my heart, but what happened after I said what was in my heart?We can only stop at brothers and cannot take a step forward.
"So, Yu Xia," I looked at him with affectionate eyes and cruel words, "No matter what happens in the future, you will always be my good brother. The place in my heart will always be yours." My voice rang In the empty ginkgo valley, it is so empty.There is wind blowing, so cold, so ruthless.
His smile faded and he let go of my hand.I know his disappointment, but we can't just dance with shackles on like this.Forgive me, Yu Xia, I can only say this.There is a minefield in front of us. We are standing on the edge of the minefield. We only need to move forward a little bit, and our bones will be broken.
He calmed down, and then smiled at me: "In the daytime, with a good brother like you, this life is worth it." I felt sad for a while, is this what I want?I walked over and gave him a big hug.His head rested on my shoulder, trembling a little.
I made up my mind that if he does not separate, I will never let him go.
2. Brotherhood (5)
After getting off work on Monday, just as I walked out of the company's gate, Wen Xue rushed over from behind. "I was looking for you just now, and you left."
"What's up?"
She shook the movie ticket in her hand, "I want to go to the movies with Jin Xin, Jin Xin has something to do, there is no place to digest this movie ticket."
A few girls from the finance department passed by, said hello to us and walked away.I said, "Go with them."
"Who is there? Look at them. Those who talk about friends talk about friends, or those who get married have to do housework. I am alone, and I don't even have someone to watch a movie." Before I could speak, she said, "Just Just do me a favor."
I know such a routine, and I am thinking about how to reject her.Jin Xin came over: "Handsome guy."
"Aren't you okay? It's okay, you go to the movies."
"I have something to do at home tonight, and my mother asked me to go on a blind date."
"Blind date." I smiled, "Good thing."
"It's annoying every day, anyway, it's just a formality." Jin Xin said helplessly.
"Where is that idiot named Lu? Didn't he chase you very closely?" Wen Xue asked her.
"He is a nerd, he only treats you well, but he can't make people happy."
"Why are you so harsh, what kind of boyfriend do you want?"
The girls were talking, and I just got away, so I smiled at them: "You talk, I'll go first."
"Hey, I have something else to do." Jin Xin took a step forward and stood in front of me.
"What can you do, just mess around, don't delay our important event." Wen Xue shook the movie ticket in her hand, and gave Jin Xin a wink, "You go."
"Hurry me up, there's no way." Jin Xin said, "I have business to ask the handsome guy for help."
"Can't it be later?" Wen Xue glared at her girlfriend.
"No, I have something urgent." Jin Xin said.
"Say it quickly." Wen Xue was also helpless.I am also very helpless.Are these two singing a double reed?It doesn't look like it either.
"Well, handsome guy," Jin Xin turned to me, "Wen Xue and I saw you at the disco on the weekend, you are with a handsome guy."
"Oh, really? Why didn't I see you?" I pretended not to know.
"Just as Wen Xue and I wanted to say hello to you, you left."
"That's it." I said.
"Is that handsome guy your friend?"
"Yes."
"Where does he work?"
"Oh, he's in cloud technology."
"Not bad." Jin Xin smiled.
"If you want to chat here, I will drive you away." Wen Xue pushed her.
"Don't, don't..." Jin Xin stepped aside and said to Wen Xue, "Don't push, I have something else to say." She looked at me, "What I want to ask is, does he... have a girlfriend? "
I shook my head.
"Wow, that's great." Jin Xin was about to jump up.Seeing me look at her, she smiled at me embarrassedly: "When will you introduce us?"
"Oh." Wen Xue suddenly realized, "That handsome guy, let alone, is really good."
"Of course." Jin Xin started her unconstrained nonsense, "Wen Xue, aren't you afraid that we will be separated after we get married? Think about it, if you are a couple with Tiantian, I am a couple with that handsome guy If a pair of sisters marries a pair of brothers, won't we be separated?"
My heart suddenly moved.Wen Xue and Jin Xin are locals, while Yu Xia and I plan to stay in this city.If Yu Xia and I really found their sisters, wouldn't we be able to meet each other every day?Aren't we also not going to be separated?
"Yeah." Wen Xue said to Jin Xin, "You have a good idea. But I have to get the daylight done first. So, should you go?"
"Tiantian hasn't promised me yet, why are you in a hurry." Jin Xin asked me, "Tiantian, when will you introduce us? Adult beauty."
I didn't answer, I was still thinking about what Jin Xin said just now.I have always known Yu Xia's thoughts.However, we must face reality.Even if we don't think about it now, that day will come.We will get married after all, we will conform to the eyes of the world, and we will live the life the world wants us to live.
So what if you are not happy?What about a life of depression?You have to do it after all, and no one wants to know what you think.Thinking about it this way makes me sad.
"What are you thinking?" Jin Xin asked me.
I awoke from cranky thoughts. "I was thinking that my friend is rather shy. If I want to introduce him, he will definitely not meet."
"Ha, I don't like this kind of meeting either." Jin Xin said, "So, this is why my family wants me to go on a blind date, but I just go through the motions. I like it."
"So, how do you plan to meet?" Wen Xue interrupted.
"Meet by chance." Jin Xin said her thoughts, "You take the time to invite the handsome guy to a bar or something, Wen Xue and I just happened to go too..."
I nod.Jin Xin clung to Wen Xue's ear, "Look, I've matched you up too, that's great." Wen Xue gave her a white look, "Come on, I'm going to watch a movie with Tiantian, why don't you go?"
"I haven't promised you during the day, have I?" Jin Xin didn't think there was too much to do.
Originally, I didn't want to agree, but now, my thoughts have completely changed.I smiled and said, "I'll help you digest the movie tickets, so you have to do me a favor too."
"Wow, tell me." Wen Xue smiled.This is the first time I've agreed to go on a date with her, and she must be very happy.
"Eating alone is a bit boring, so I want someone to eat with me before going to the movies."
"Wow." Jin Xin made an exaggerated expression, "You show your affection, I'm leaving."
The "meeting plan" with Jin Xin is scheduled for Saturday night.When Yu Xia was going to cook in the kitchen, I stopped him. "Let's go out to eat tonight. I've had a cold for a week, and I finally have an appetite."
"You have a cold?" Yu Xia asked concerned, "Have you taken your medicine?"
"Eat it, everything is fine now."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"Tell you, I'm afraid you will come over at night and delay your sleep."
"Don't hide anything from me in the future." Yu Xia said.
"it is good."
"Where do you want to eat?"
"Go to Green Light, I went there for a dinner with my colleagues once, and it felt pretty good."
When we arrived at the Green Light Restaurant, there were quite a lot of people. Fortunately, a table of people had just left, so we walked over and sat down.The waiter came and took our order.At this time, I heard a greeting: "Handsome guy." It was Jin Xin's voice.
Wen Xue and Jin Xin came over and looked around, there were no vacant seats.It was a godsend.
"This is my colleague." I told Yu Xia.Yu Xia nodded.
"There is no room." Jin Xin whispered to Wen Xue, but let us hear.
Wen Xue smiled: "We've already asked for a treat during the day, isn't it just right? During the day, do you want a treat?"
I looked at Yu Xia, Yu Xia nodded with a smile.I walked over and sat next to Yu Xia, leaving a seat for the two girls.Now, I am facing Wen Xue, while Yu Xia is facing Jin Xin.
The waiter handed over the menu.Yu Xia smiled and said, "Let the ladies order." The two girls ordered a few random dishes, which were not expensive, and they were just wishful thinking.
"Introduce us to this handsome guy." Wen Xue said to me.
"This is my good brother, Yu Xia." I introduced them, "This is my colleague, Wen Xue, Jin Xin."
We chatted casually throughout dinner.Yu Xia was very polite and demeanor, it could be seen that Jin Xin was very satisfied with him.She kept looking at Yu Xia with her gaze, and when Yu Xia's gaze passed her, her face turned red.
After dinner, on the way home with Yu Xia, I peeked at Yu Xia's expression, he was just thoughtful.
"What are you thinking?"
"That girl..." I was startled, did he see that I was going to match him and Jin Xin?
"Wen Xue..." I was relieved to hear him say that.But he said, "Did you call her here on purpose for me to see?"
"No." I yelled injustice.
"Then tell me, do you like her?" He stared into my eyes.
"No!" I firmly denied.Yes, I don't like Wen Xue, that's why I answered so firmly.Yu Xia didn't see any hesitation in my eyes, so he was relieved.
"But, she likes you very much, right?" He smiled at me.It was a relaxed smile.
"What?" I waved my hand at him, "Go, don't talk nonsense."
"She keeps looking at you and keeps bringing you food. I can tell that she likes you."
"Whether she likes me or not, I don't know." I murmured, "But I know, I really don't like her. Don't get me wrong."
"I didn't misunderstand, I just asked." Yu Xia said calmly.
I was thinking, should I tell him that Jin Xin likes him?I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't say this sentence.
The next morning, we were strolling in the park, and while we were talking, Wen Xue and Jin Xin walked over from the opposite side.
Yu Xia glanced at me, and I hurriedly explained to Yu Xia: "I really didn't know they were here." Just after I finished speaking, the two girls had already arrived.
"Wow, what a destiny. I met a handsome guy again." Jin Xin said exaggeratedly.
"Let's go for a walk together." Wen Xue said.
We walked in silence for a while.Yu Xia and I walked in the middle, Wen Xue was beside me, and Jin Xin jumped directly to Yu Xia's side.Walking around a corner, I saw Lu Ming.
Wen Xue leaned forward, looked through Yu Xia and me, and said to Jin Xin, "Look, that silly boy surnamed Lu."
Lu Ming saw us and walked towards us.Jin Xin approached Yu Xia and took his arm without hesitation.Yu Xia was taken aback for a moment, Jin Xin whispered to Yu Xia: "Don't move, just help me."
Wen Xue took my arm as well.I froze there, feeling just embarrassed.
When Lu Ming saw the two of us, he hesitated for a moment, but he still came forward and looked at Jin Xin with a low eyebrow: "I'm going to look for you. I heard that you and Wen Xue are here, so I came here to look for you. .”
"Oh." Jin Xin said casually.
"Who is this?" Lu Ming asked unwillingly.
"Oh, I forgot to introduce you, this is my boyfriend."
"Don't lie to me."
"Why would I lie to you about this kind of thing." Jin Xin gave Lu Ming a blank look, "Are you okay? It's okay, we still have something to do." Lu Ming said "Oh", and walked away with a disappointed expression on his face.
When Lu Ming passed the corner, Yu Xia let go of Jin Xin's arm, and Jin Xin said carelessly, "Thank you, Yu Xia."
"It's nothing." Yu Xia said lightly.
When we bid farewell to the two sisters, Yu Xia said: "Don't tell me, it's just a coincidence again."
I defended loudly: "This time, it's really a coincidence."
"This time. Not last time." Yu Xia teased me.Seeing that Yu Xia wasn't unhappy, I was relieved.However, Yu Xia changed the topic, "You also said that you don't like that girl, you are very close."
"That's girls acting, okay? Look at Jin Xin, she wants to use you to anger that Lu Ming, she might really like you."
"Don't make this kind of joke." Yu Xia stopped talking about this topic, "Let's go."
2. Brotherhood (6)
Yu Xia was the same as before, and there was no disturbance because of Jin Xin's matter.I couldn't figure out what kind of mood Yu Xia was in.Jin Xin borrowed him to get angry and walked, but he didn't see how angry he was.For Jin Xin, what kind of thoughts does he have?I couldn't figure it out, but I couldn't ask him.
When I saw Wen Xue and Jin Xin again, I didn't mention Yu Xia.Fortunately, Jin Xin didn't ask Yu Xia if she liked her or not, which made me feel a little relieved.
But sometimes I think, am I doing something wrong?However, I do hope that we can all have a happy ending.Thinking of the future, I was at a loss again.
Sometimes, Wen Xue asked me to go for a walk, and we walked in the night city, and her hand took mine.I looked around and no one was looking at us.This girl, she loves me, but I don't love her.I was thinking about Yu Xia in my heart, wondering what would happen to him and Jin Xin?
My mind drifted away again.I thought of what Jin Xin said that day.If our brothers really marry their sisters, it should be good.
But Yu Xia, is he willing to compromise with the world?It could be seen that he didn't like Jin Xin, but as long as he didn't feel disgusted, it was fine.People under the same roof are just partners to get by.whose heart how
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