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There is one thing that Nan Yi has thought about for a long time. Ever since he met Su Zhen, he began to wonder if he is gay.I heard that sexual orientation is innate, but he never felt that he liked men before, to be precise, he never felt that he liked anyone.

In fact, Nan Mo is not sure whether he likes Su Zhen. What is certain is that he likes Su Zhen's face. As for his character and behavior, I believe not many people can accept it, and Nan Mo is no exception.

After the sentence that seemed to be an apology but was not an apology that day, there was no other conversation between the two. Nan Yi still avoided Su Zhen, but the relationship with his roommate eased somewhat.Maybe Nan Yi was waiting for an opportunity, an opportunity to talk to Su Zhen without seeming deliberate.

It was mid-October, and the weather started to turn cold, but whoever took the lead in playing with each other with spray bottles set off a wave of splashing water in early autumn.

At first it was a fight between the boys, but somehow, the girls also got involved, so there was basically nothing else to do during the break, and they ran to the toilet first, and then took them back to the classroom contentedly, and started the "war".

"Be careful!" A boy unscrewed the mineral water bottle directly, pretending to splash it on the person, but he just threw it out just like that.Coincidentally, someone just opened the door and came in. What's more, the person who came in was Su Zhen.

A bottle of water spilled every drop on Su Zhen.The water flowed down the hair to the neck, and then slipped into the back, soaking the clothes.

The space froze instantly, and no one dared to move or make a sound.The culprit froze in place, thinking that he was going to die now.

At this moment, Nan Mo silently took out a towel that he had been carrying for some reason from his schoolbag, walked up to Su Zhen, and helped him wipe the water off his head.

"Pfft."

There was a slight laugh in front of Su Zhen.

"What are you laughing at?" Su Zhen asked.

Then, Nanxi laughed even louder. He simply lay on Su Zhen's shoulders, shrugging his shoulders, as if he was sobbing, but everyone present knew that he was laughing, and a few who could not hold back followed suit. He laughed, and the classroom became chaotic again for a while.

"You look up for me." Su Zhen also smiled, and said while pushing Nan Mo's head.

Nan Mo stopped laughing and looked up at him with a slight smile on his mouth. He raised his hand to wipe off the water on Su Zhen's face, then stared into his eyes; He laughed, but this time he was not so presumptuous, just smiled silently, and did not forget to wipe Su Zhen's hair.

Seeing that class was about to start, Su Zhen dragged Nan Mo off and walked out. Nan Mo thought that the next class would be self-study anyway, so if he escaped, he would run away, so he went back to the dormitory with Nan Mo calmly.

As soon as she got back to the dormitory, Su Zhen took off her drenched blouse. This was the second time Nan Yi saw Su Zhen's naked face.It's really easy to be jealous of a person with a good face and a good figure like this.

Looking at his naked upper body, Nan Mo felt a little absent-minded for a while.

Su Zhen, who was going to change clothes, looked at Nan Mou, then suddenly put down her clothes again, approached him, put her arms around his neck, and pulled him to sit on the bed.

"Does it look good? You're so fascinated by it." Su Zhen hooked his neck with one hand, and said with a half-smile.

Nan Mo was noncommittal, raised his hand to pinch his face, and smiled again.

It seems that Nan Yi is in a good mood today, and it is probably a good thing to make this expressionless person smile, it should be more than just gloating.

Suddenly, Su Zhen turned over and pressed Nan Mo on the bed, and the two just looked at each other in silence.

Nan Yi's facial features are very small, in simple terms, he looks like a girl, especially his lips, which are thin and crystal clear, and the lip color is very light.Su Zhen couldn't hold it back, and reached out to press his lips, which were cold and soft, different from those he had seen before.

This awkward posture lasted for quite a while, Nan Mo hooked his feet over the quilt to cover Su Zhen, and said, "I'm not afraid of catching a cold if I'm naked."

"I'm not as fragile as you," Su Zhen sat up and said, "I'm so excited to breathe after losing a ball."

These words caused Nan Mo to be silent for a while, and then he said: "It's not because of this." After finishing speaking, he pursed his lips, as if he didn't want to continue talking.

Since he didn't want to talk, Su Zhen didn't ask anymore, took the clothes to put on her body, and straightened her messy hair.Nan Yi sat on the bed with her knees hugged and looked at him, tilting her head like a child.

In silence, Nan Yi tugged at the corner of Su Zhen's clothes, and called out "Su Zhen" solemnly, but the latter didn't pay much attention, turned his head to look at him, and waited for the next sentence.

Nan Yi leaned forward, put his hands on the bed, looked into the other person's eyes, and said seriously: "Would you like to try dating me?"

The room was quiet for a long time, only the sound of the wind blowing the curtains, so quiet that people almost ignored the existence of these two people.

"Are you serious?" Su Zhen asked.

Nan Mo nodded and continued: "I won't restrict you, whether it's playing with others or spending money to find someone, I don't care."

"Then what are you planning?" Su Zhen smiled.

How can there be such a person who tolerates his boyfriend to sleep with other men.

However, Nan Yi replied seriously: "I hope to find out whether I am gay or not."

This serious face made Su Zhen want to laugh even more, but he still held back, coughed dryly, and said: "Actually, it doesn't need to be so troublesome. I will take you to a place and you will find out. Wait until this Friday night I……"

"No," Nan Mo resolutely refused, and he moved closer, saying, "I want to be your boyfriend."

"But I never have a boyfriend." Su Zhen shrugged and said.

"why?"

"Because—" Su Zhen smiled, "It's too troublesome."

Hearing this, Nan Yi puffed up his cheeks, as if expressing his dissatisfaction, but he couldn't find anything to refute for a while, so he could only turn his head away, sulking himself.

You know, this is what Nan Yi struggled with for a long time before he decided to say it. Unexpectedly, Su Zhen rejected it with just one sentence, which made Nan Yi feel embarrassed and angry.

It's not gentle at all!Namjoon sneered.

Seeing that Nan Mo turned his head away, Su Zhen turned to face him. Before he could speak, Nan Mo turned to the other side. After several reincarnations like this, Nan Mo kept refusing to look at Su Zhen, so Su Zhen had to declare his surrender.

"OK," Su Zhen clapped his hands and said helplessly, "Since this is the case, it's up to you."

As soon as the words came out, Nan Mo then turned back to look at Su Zhen, as if to confirm whether he was joking, and after seeing the other party's serious expression, he asked worriedly: "Really?"

"Of course." Su Zhen reached out to rub his hair and said, "But you can remember what you promised, I hate others to control me."

I don't know if Nan Yi listened to the last sentence, but when Su Zhen said "of course", he smiled, it was the purest kind of smile, which made people defenseless.

"What do your parents and friends call you?" Nan Mo asked him afterward.

"Su Zhen, Ah Zhen...just call me whatever you want."

"Then I'll call you Susu."

"It's disgusting...can you scream more normally?"

"No, I want to be different from others. Susu, Susu, Susu..."

"roll……"

With a "bang", there was a violent collision between his head and the wall. Su Zhen scolded his mother directly in his heart at that time. If he had known it would hurt so much, he would not have let him go.

"Do you want to murder?" Su Zhen looked at the person in front of her with a fake smile.He didn't expect that this person would beat him up for such a small matter.

The person holding Su Zhen's collar with a cold face was none other than Wu Tong.

"If killing people is not against the law, you would have died a hundred times already!" Wu Tong said viciously.

"You better know what you're doing now," Wu Tong pressed Su Zhen firmly and continued, "You promised not to touch anyone here, not everyone is as disgusting as you!"

"Oh," Su Zhen smiled disdainfully, "So what is your capacity to condemn me now? Could it be that you like Nan Mo?"

"you……"

Wu Tong raised his hand to greet Su Zhen's face, but was intercepted in mid-air.Su Zhen shook his hand, and said coldly: "I let you hit me just now, but this time I'm not obliged to take this punch." As he spoke, he swung Wu Tong away forcefully.

Wu Tong took a step back to stabilize his figure, moved his wrist, and watched Su Zhen straighten his clothes with a cold face, the unhappiness in his heart became more intense.He learned about Nan Yu and Su Zhen through the former. As soon as he heard the news, he came to Su Zhen without even thinking about it. He wanted to ask him what was going on, but Wu Tong himself said nothing Out of breath, he raised his hand.

"You're not helping him, you're hurting him," Wu Tong said again, "I don't care if you live or die, but you have no right to drag others into the water."

"I dragged him into the water?" Su Zhen almost laughed angrily, "If you don't ask clearly, who proposed the relationship first? What's more, this is our business, and it has nothing to do with you! Even if you hurt him, it's him ask for it!"

For a long time, Wu Tong didn't speak, but just watched, making Su Zhen confused. This person, who clearly wanted to separate himself from him, why he took the initiative to come to him on such a matter, he didn't think Wu Tong The relationship between Tong and Nanyi is so good.

In the end, Wu Tong left a word and left, he said: "Don't forget what you promised."

In a word, Su Zhen thought for a long time. He habitually took out a cigarette and held it to his mouth. Just as he was about to light it, someone suddenly took the cigarette away.Turning her head irritably, she found that it was Liu Qinghua.

Sighing, Su Zhen put away the lighter, wondering why he encountered such things every time.

"Arguing again?" Liu Qinghua asked with a smile while playing with the cigarette.

Seeing that Su Zhen didn't reply, Liu Qinghua continued: "He actually cares about you, but the way he expresses it is a bit unique."

"Caring?" Su Zhen couldn't believe it, "I'll thank him if he doesn't want me to die."

Liu Qinghua sighed silently, returned the cigarette to Su Zhen, and said, "Will you not be unwilling? That matter, it's not your fault, to be precise, it's not anyone's fault, you just willingly bear it. Tong's malice?"

Su Zhen lit a cigarette, raised her head, and replied after a long time: "I have no other choice, I can only bear that woman's crimes."

At the corner not far away, Nan Qi watched all this silently.There are too many mysteries about Su Zhen that he can't solve, but he himself is not a person who likes to explore other people's privacy, after all, he also has a past that he doesn't want to mention.

After a while, seeing Liu Qinghua leave, Nan Mo walked forward and stood silently beside Su Zhen, watching him smoke the cigarette one after another.

It wasn't until Su Zhen stubbed out the cigarette and threw it aside that Nan Mo said, "Want to eat?"

Su Zhen looked at him, smiled, patted him on the back, hugged him, and said, "Go, this time, it's your turn to invite me."

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(???????) Calvin

Believe me, none of them are so casual and they all have a reason! ! ㄟ(≧◇≦)ㄏ