the truth

ItrytofindreasontopullusapartI trytofindreasontopullusapartI trytofindreasontopullusapart

Itain 'tworkin' 'cause you're perfect but it doesn't work 'cause you're perfect

AndIknowthatyou'reworthit

Ican'twalkaway so I can't turn away

Eventhough we'regoingthroughit

If it makes you feel alarmed

Just know that I would die for you

BabyIwoulddieforyouyeahbaby I would die for youyeah

"I've thought about it for a long time, day and night, whether you will have a bad life after you leave me. In fact, I am not very disappointed about you giving up on me. I can do everything for you, including You go to hell, so I just regret. Regret really is a more unacceptable fact than death."

——Kongphop

"As soon as the rain stops, the sun comes out. But when the rain stops, what about you, Arthit?"

"This is No. 12 days. My diary has no new material. After all, the things recorded by the lens are always limited. I am such a failure. I can't even do such an easy thing as loving you."

"If you really marry another person holding hands, don't think I will bless you, really. It's like I will get you if you don't get the gear. The only person who can give you happiness is me. Unless I die, otherwise Don't even think about it."

"But now, what can I do to find you again?"

——Kongphop Diary

"Are you still in the hospital? Why haven't you answered my calls?"

Naum, who just got the report card, was upset and didn't care about the caller. He regretted it only after answering the phone, but obviously, it was too late to hang up...

"Uh, sorry, didn't hear that just now."

"Oh, I'm also sorry, because I couldn't reach you, I was a little worried and then a little anxious... Naum, are you still in the hospital? Do you want me to pick you up?"

"Win, first of all, I'm older than you, you're going to call me P'Naum. Then, I've made my attitude clear, that night was just an accident, you don't need to be like this all the time." The sun outside was so big and dizzy , Naum, who had just taken off his sunglasses, felt agitated and wanted to curse.

"Naum, it's obvious that this is not just about you now, I think you need to see me." The person on the other end of the phone spoke solemnly, but in Naum's eyes, he was still a little younger than himself. Just a "big boy".

"Stop talking, I don't want to see you." Naum, who felt better after hiding in the car, just wanted to end this meaningless conversation immediately.

"What if it's about P'Kongphop and P'Arthit?" Win said suddenly.

"I didn't lie to you. It was P'Kong who lied to you. As far as I know, they didn't live in peace, but broke up."

"What did you say?!"

"Don't get excited, it's better for us to meet and talk."

"...Okay, then,"

"I'll wait for you downstairs at your house, don't worry, drive safely, see you later."

The person who always wanted to hang up the phone actually hung up the phone first, and Naum, who knew that Kongphop had been lying to him, felt even worse.

"Next time I think you should give me a spare key to your house, Naum." He didn't feel too unfamiliar with this house, he visited it once three months ago, even though it was only one night, he could remember it for a lifetime .

"I don't want to talk nonsense with you. What's going on with them?"

Win looked at the haggard woman in front of him, she was still beautiful, her unadorned appearance looked very different from her usual sexy and cold appearance, but unexpectedly, she fascinated him even more.

There will be some normal pregnancy reactions in the early stages of pregnancy, and his temper will become cloudy and uncertain. He has done his homework, so he is completely acceptable to the state of the person in front of him, not to mention that the culprit of all this is himself .

Just like the beautiful and arduous love between Mr. Kongphop and his lover is also fascinating and fascinating, he has no reason not to believe that he can impress the woman in front of him who is moved by other people's love with his sincerity.What's more, he already has his own backup army - the little life that is still conceived in the body of his lover, the biggest help for him to tie Naum.

"I saw P'Arthit near the school two days ago, he looked very wrong. Then I came home yesterday and heard my aunt talk about my cousin P'Ahm's engagement."

"Your cousin? Is that the girl you saw when you came to the school to cut the ribbon last time?" Naum expressed doubts.

"Yes, her father, my uncle, is the deputy mayor of Bangkok. But these are not the main points. As far as I know, my cousin is engaged to P'Arthit. I heard what my aunt said yesterday. My cousin doesn't seem to agree with this. The incident was very serious, and my aunt wanted to ask me for help, but when I heard that he was completely shocked, it was reported in the news two days ago, but we didn't pay much attention to it."

Naum's expression looked very serious, and the way he frowned reminded him of the first time he saw this tutor in the outer courtyard in the laboratory. At that time, she was also like this. She was concentrating on thinking, and the way of concentrating on it infected him invisibly. , also attracts itself.

"In that case, they have definitely broken up." Naum seemed a little uncomfortable, she curled up a little, and Win immediately handed her the water glass on the coffee table.

However, his gallantry was obviously not at the right time, Naum just gave him a glare.

"Nuannuan hasn't contacted me for a long time. I know he must have misunderstood me, but I thought Kongphop would explain it clearly. I didn't expect the misunderstanding to be so big... If he explained it, the matter would have come to this point unnecessarily Yes, no," Naum suddenly looked up at the person opposite, "Is there anything else you guys are hiding from me?"

A lot of times smart and sensitive women are more likely to overwhelm people. They can rely on their own thinking and figure out the loopholes behind many lies woven by men, even though the truth may be for her own good.

"Since I came to you, I will tell you everything." Win is a young and reliable boy, even though he is only 20 years old, but we have to take seriously every promise made by a boy who is growing into a man , because if you don't know which sentence, it will become a prophecy.

"Naum, this matter has never been something you or I have to face alone, let alone it has affected another pair of lovers now,"

"I know what you said, but I still don't need you to be responsible."

"We will discuss this issue later. In fact, you also know that after that night, only you and I, and P'Kongphop, knew about this matter, and when I learned that you...are pregnant, I admit, At first I was at a loss." Win looked at Naum seriously, and he hoped that both of them could face up to this problem.

"I never thought that I would have another layer of identity at such an early age, so I timidly chose to escape... until you suddenly disappeared from school, I heard some rumors."

"Those unknown truths made me angry and at a loss. They said that you were messing around with the old professor, that your private life was indiscreet, and that someone dug out your abnormal physical performance in the past two days... What's more, they said to see When you went to the hospital for an examination with Mr. Kongphop, it was said that P'Kongphop didn't even know who the child was, so he became a cheap father... Although such rumors were suppressed in time, it did affect P' Kongphop, his non-denial attitude made everyone almost believe this fact..."

"It's obviously our fault, why should others bear the consequences?" Naum's eyes were already red as she quietly listened to Win tell the truth. She didn't speak, and seemed to be trying to maintain a calm mind.

"I said all of this, and I didn't mean to accuse and humiliate you. You know, I trust you, maybe you will feel disgusted by the love I express, so I won't say more, I just hope you can give me a chance Let's face this problem together."

"I have already informed my parents about this matter. I didn't come to see you a few days ago because I was busy with school affairs. The truth I told the school is that you are dating me for the purpose of marriage. My father also gave The school made a phone call, and although they didn't clarify any rumors, this matter is a big move, and everyone who should know knows the truth of the matter."

Win got up and sat next to Naum, "I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for them, but I've already dealt with it, once your work is over, I can accompany you to where you want to go, or you can stay , but I will continue to take care of you. I don't ask you to promise me anything, I just ask you to allow me to take care of you during this time, because not only you need it, but he also needs it, right? "

His eyes focused on Naum's still flat belly, his eyes were sincere and full of love, Naum knew that the boy in front of him was trying to force himself to become strong, it was impossible not to be shocked when he heard his plan, and there was nothing in his heart Waves is also impossible, but right now, Nuannuan and Kongphop are more important to her.She didn't want to think about other things yet.

That was the appearance of her most cherished friend and the love she yearned for the most. No matter what, she couldn't just watch it being destroyed because of herself.

"After you explained it clearly at school, did Kong say anything?"

"He's been on leave for a week, right after news broke on TV that P'Arthit is getting engaged."

"Oh, that's it. Now I can't go to Nuan Nuan to clarify these things right away. The conflict between the two of them is definitely more than that, but..." Whenever she thinks of a solution to the problem, she will With such an expression, he raised his head slightly proudly, as if he was expecting someone's compliment.

"Since you said you want to face it together, then your first task is to help your teacher prevent future troubles from the root cause, and try to help your aunt convince Ahm! But remember not to paint black and warm, when the time is right I can reveal some facts to her, I still have a good impression of that girl, she should be a generalist."

"Then, send an email to this address with the hotel information of the night we took Kongphop to stay at the hotel," Win quickly handed over the phone to the people around him. Yuji's face, he knew that today's words did not bring her troubles, on the contrary, it might be another opportunity.

"I sent you the address, remember to be anonymous, and he will check the facts at that time. I believe that if it is really because of me, Nuan Nuan will forgive Kongphop after seeing this, and then I will go talk to him again. Make a formal apology, now he definitely doesn't want to see me at all." Naum, who seemed to know that the explanation of the matter is not complicated, rarely relaxed his nerves, and sighed softly.

"I just don't know if it's just because of me,"

"It's us." Win sat on the side and took Naum's hand silently.

Ever since she found out that she was pregnant, her life was not going well. Even though Kongphop emphasized that there was nothing between him and Nuannuan after the unhappy day, she was still very worried.And when I can't sleep in the middle of the night, I will unconsciously think of my mother. She was abandoned when she was unmarried and pregnant and married to a foreign country. She was not liked by others since she was a child. She is an unexpected result. The fate of life seems to come to another life.

This feeling made her toss and turn, panicking, but at that time she didn't have any thoughts of resenting the person next to her, she didn't think about how this guy who was still a boy could help her, so she chose to ask Kongphop for help, It was only now that she realized that she was wrong again.

As Win said, this mistake was not made by one person, and she no longer needs to bear it alone.As for other things, she doesn't want to think too much now, the boat will go straight when it reaches the bridge, and with this little guy in her stomach, she is willing to be alone for the rest of her life.

Because she has to look forward to something, and she wants to tell this little life that his/her arrival is expected by others, and comes from the blessing and love of God.

"Okay, okay, go get ready, and don't come back to see me if you mess up!" A woman who was erratic during pregnancy began to get impatient again.

"You said it! I can still come back, right!" Win finally showed his first smile after entering this room. He has a pair of cute little canine teeth, and he looks like a teenager when he smiles.

"Uh uh uh, let's go, remember to call me to report the progress at any time."

"Well, you have a good rest, I'll come back tonight."

"Such painful feelings torment me all day long. I rarely do wrong things, and this time, even if I am wrong, I don't want to correct it."

——Arihit

"Since I have given myself a vacation, why do you still stay at home and don't want to go out for a walk?" When the tall man appeared at Arthit's house for the third time in one day, Arthit finally couldn't stand it anymore.

"You know, even among my best friends, none of them are ignorant enough to bother me every day during this time, so aren't you afraid that I'm really angry?"

"Oh, why are you angry? I was afraid that you would be bored. I came here to chat with you to relieve boredom. Look, I bought you delicious food!" Night's hurt expression was funny and ridiculous, but Arthit was still blank. expression.

"Night, I'm really tired, I just want to be quiet for a while." The man who has been at home for three days is indeed still deeply tired. It can be seen that he is not resting well, and the room is also It was a mess, there were several takeaway boxes piled up, and the clothes were scattered all over the place.

"Okay, then you can 'quietly' sleep for a while, I just bought vegetables, how about cooking you Chinese food? Just your favorite mapo tofu, and make some lighter ones, hehe. "

Looking at this outstanding and serious man in front of him, Arthit was not unresponsive and didn't know anything, but what those temptations and flattery brought him was not a sweet burden, but a greater and deeper sense of powerlessness.He didn't want to delay him, the love that was wasted like this couldn't have a future.But he didn't know how to speak, it was difficult for him to hurt an innocent person again at the same time.

So he chooses to see nothing.

Yes, that is to say he chose to escape reality.Whether it's for Kong or Night.

This sleep was a bit long, and Atihit didn't intend to fall asleep in the presence of outsiders.But when he woke up, he found that it was actually dark.

And the man who said he was going to cook for him has already gone back. He even helped tidy up the room. The food was placed on the table, and it was still warm to the touch.

He was lucky enough to taste the other's handicrafts in the company before, and he went to China on a business trip and went to the other's hometown to taste the food, and then he thought it was his favorite taste.

Although he likes to eat meat and loves all kinds of spicy food, but because of that person, he has slowly changed his eating habits, especially since that person has mastered the cooking skills that can completely conquer him.Obviously Night didn't know about these things, but his intentions were not to be wasted.

While thinking about it, Arihit's cell phone rang, and he opened it to see that it was Line from Night.

"Did Nuannuan wake up? If the dish is cold, remember to warm it up before eating!"

It may be that the other party's read display surprised him, and Night immediately sent a smirking sticker.

"The room was so messy that I almost tripped when I was leaving, so I simply tidied it up for you. The garbage was taken away, and the clothes were put in the washing machine. You should remember to take them out to dry later."

"You don't have to thank me, see you tomorrow!"

Then another smirk.

Arthit didn't reply to the other party until the phone screen turned off automatically.

In the previous stage, due to various inexplicable karma, the mayor's wife and her daughter's engagement hastily agreed to the mayor's wife and her daughter's engagement. But I don't know why, even though the news has been reported, the mayor's family did not want to marry Arthit's family. The meaning of meeting.These days, only the mayor will contact himself about the project.My father has always been not very optimistic about Kongphop and himself, but his reaction was the strongest after knowing this incident. What he said to reprimand himself that day hit his heart completely, and made him very sad for a time.

His father told him, "A man, no matter who he is in love with, must understand one truth: whether he starts a relationship or ends it, he must be responsible for himself and the other party. If your choice is selfish, then It will hurt the other party, and as a man, it is the most important thing to never make the person who loves him sad."

Arthit only realized the first half of this truth when he was 30 years old, so in order to be responsible to the other party, he chose to end a relationship with harm.And after being awakened by his father, he also understood that he should not continue to waste and use other people's feelings.

Arthit, who was mentally prepared, was going to use his mobile phone to make an appointment to visit the mayor's house, and then the sudden call scared him so much that he almost threw the phone out.

Caller ID, it's Kongphop.

The word "perseverance" actually has a perfect interpretation in Kongphop, so after it rang only three times, Arthit pressed the answer button.

"What's the matter with you?" He said calmly.

"P'Arthit," the other said as soon as Arthit realized he was wrong.

"you've been drinking?"

"Arthit, if one day you are walking on the road and hear someone calling your name, don't turn your head, it's just that I couldn't help but accidentally opened my mouth."

Probably the drunk man whispered love words in Arthit's ear in a deep and pleasant voice. Even after so many years, even through the phone, Arthit's ears still turned red uncontrollably.

He was a little annoyed at his sensitivity, and his tone couldn't help but become severe, "Where are you now?"

It seems that the signal is bad, Arthit didn't hear the address that Kongphop said clearly, which made him fall into a kind of panic.

Kongphop's alcohol capacity is not good, so he rarely drinks on weekdays, and there was a quarrel between them two years ago. This person was drunk and went racing, and had a car accident. Although it was not very serious, that experience was also It was enough for Arthit to be afraid for the rest of his life. For this reason, he never asked Kongphop to drive alone, and he didn't ask him to drink unless necessary.

And now it seems that the original story is reappearing. Arthit really can't comfort himself not to think about it. He can't help but worry about this matter. Even if he said that he would never see each other again, he still can't help it. To ensure the safety of that person, he can feel at ease.

The author has something to say:

It is not abuse for the sake of abuse, and the senior is not moaning for nothing. It should be known that in reality, one should be very cautious in choosing a partner to spend the rest of his life with.After all, we are responsible for each other.