Reverse Approach

【48】

The ward has become Grandma Su's main camp. She reports on time every morning and sits for a whole day if she has nothing to do.He took Liao Nanqing's hand to talk, and got a small towel to wipe Liao Nanqing's face.I was really bored, so I crossed my legs and slowly found a TV series on the tablet to watch with Liao Nanqing.

Grandma Su likes to watch family ethics dramas. Every time she sees a battle between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, she tells Liao Nanqing, "It's all played in TV dramas. In reality, mother-in-law is not so bad. I treat Beimo's mother very well." But, my mother-in-law really didn't treat me very well..."

The old lady boasted that she was also a set of tricks, and Liao Nanqing just laughed when she heard it.

"Oh, yes, you have to smile more, so that you are in good health. Look at you, how thin you are. This time, you will suffer. In the future, grandma will support you, and you will not be afraid of others." She felt sorry for Liao Nanqing, and said As he spoke, he began to wipe away tears.The old people are full of emotions, and the most despised the suffering of the younger generation.

"Grandma, I'm fine."

"Hey, good boy..."

Su Beimo was completely redundant in the ward, and he couldn't get in a word: "Grandma, in fact, you don't have to come every day. I will take care of Nanqing."

"How can you be careful to take care of someone like a big guy." Grandma Su refused him straight away, and touched Liao Nanqing's thin arm lovingly, "Why can't you eat to gain weight? What do you want to eat tomorrow? Grandma will make it for you."

Su Beimo suggested from the side: "Peanut stewed pig's feet."

Liao Nanqing quickly said, "I want to eat pig's knuckles stewed with peanuts."

Grandma Su glanced at Su Beimo and pointed at him.Su Beimo smiled smugly, and the next day he ate stewed pig's feet with peanuts as he wished.

It's the first time Liao Nanqing drank this soup which is warm and moist in winter.Maybe it's because Su Beimo has been kissed and kissed a lot these days, he always feels that his mouth doesn't hurt too much, and his whole body stretches a lot.With a sip of milky white soup in his mouth, he swallowed slowly. He took the chopsticks to pick up the peanuts in the bowl. The small ones were submerged in the soup, and their heads floated out, which was very cute.

"Is it delicious?" Su Beimo said from experience, "When I was a child, every time I felt cold, I would quarrel with my grandma and ask her to cook this for me. After drinking it, I will be warmed up and feel at ease."

Liao Nanqing chewed the peanuts, and said softly, "It's very warm and delicious." He tilted his head to look at Grandma Su who was chatting with others outside, feeling ashamed, and slowed down the movement of eating peanuts.

Su Beimo knew what he was thinking, and nodded his head: "Don't think too much."

"……Um."

"When you feel ashamed of someone, you have to accept her love first." After drinking a bowl of soup, Su Beimo sat across from Liao Nanqing with a smile, and the two faced each other across the small table.Seeing the cheerful Liao Nanqing day by day, Su Beimo's eyes lit up. He put a small piece of pig's foot in Liao Nanqing's bowl, "Eat this, you will grow meat. Otherwise, we will go back to City B to attend Lin Quan's wedding." At that time, she should say that I didn't take good care of you."

On the morning of returning to City B, Zhao Qin drove a friend's car.

Grandma Su and Su Ya came to see them off, with thousands of reminders, and hoped that they would come back to eat together on New Year's Eve.Liao Nanqing nodded softly and agreed, but it was Su Beimo who, after sending him into the car, stood tall at the car door, stopping the chattering Grandma Su.

"It depends on the situation. Our company may have to work overtime. I guess I won't return." He didn't return, and Liao Nanqing naturally didn't return either.He was taking all the blame on himself, as expected, as soon as he finished speaking, Grandma Su turned her face away and turned away aggrieved.

The old man is getting older, and the picture is a few reunion dinners, every year, one meal is less.

Naturally, Su Beimo felt uncomfortable. He sat in the car and rubbed his temples.Zhao Qin fiddled with the rearview mirror, glanced at Su Beimo, "Leaving?"

"Ah."

As the car drove away from the small town, Liao Nanqing dozed off drowsily leaning on Su Beimo's shoulder.

Su Beimo took a small blanket to cover him. Last night he dreamed about those bad things again and didn't sleep well.At the moment in the car, he was sleeping soundly, his gentle breathing hitting the raised collar of his cotton coat.The scenery outside the window retreated rapidly, forming a blurred colored shadow.With the heater turned on in the car, Liao Nanqing exhaled like a child, and rubbed Su Beimo's shoulder.

The journey was long, and Su Beimo fell asleep in a daze after a while.

It wasn't until Zhao Qin woke them up that they realized that they had returned to City B just by closing their eyes.

Unlike the small town, the recent snow in City B is still falling intermittently.There are some accumulations on the ground, and everywhere the line of sight goes is a white picture.

Su Beimo was afraid that Liao Nanqing would fall, so he got out of the car to prevent him from landing, and carried him on his back.

"Is it cold?" Su Beimo asked him.

"Not cold." Liao Nanqing yawned with sleepy eyes.

They came to the psychiatrist's consulting room first. It was supposed to be a break time, but because of Zhao Qin, Dr. Wang waited at the door early.She was a kind-faced person with short hair.In order to reduce Liao Nanqing's nervousness, she specially wore warm-colored home clothes today.

The environment of the consultation room is designed very warmly, and the combination of colors inside makes people relax involuntarily.

Accompanied by Su Beimo and Zhao Qin, Dr. Wang asked a few gentle questions and did a simple test.She has a family attitude, and every time she talks to Liao Nanqing, the tone is like a conversation between a mother and a child, very gentle.

Liao Nanqing quickly put down his guard and worked hard to cooperate with Dr. Wang's treatment.

Later, at the request of Dr. Wang, Su Beimo and Zhao Qin left the consulting room.

The two were sitting in the lounge outside. On the table was hot tea made by the nurse on duty. Su Beimo wiped his face and went to the convenience store next door to buy two cups of hot coffee.He tilted his head back and took a few sips, and drank the whole can of coffee as if drinking alcohol.Zhao Qin took a mobile phone to reply to work information, and she took a long vacation.

The temperature of the indoor heater was suitable, Su Beimo stretched his waist, and sat casually leaning on the chair.

"Mom, what are you thinking now...?"

"Ok?"

"The matter between me and Nan Qing."

Zhao Qin didn't react much. The face with years of scars was wearing light makeup today, and her voice was not loud: "Actually, when I married your father, your grandfather objected."

Su Beimo didn't have much impression of his grandfather. He only remembered that his grandfather passed away when he was very young.

He frowned, not knowing what to say.

"Your grandfather was a university teacher, and your grandmother was also born in an educated family. Your father was considered to have a better family environment at that time, and me, I was an orphan. When I was 12 years old, my parents passed away unexpectedly. I grew up with my aunt. Your grandfather was very against it at the time, and I eloped with your father, don’t you know that?” At this point, Zhao Qin seemed to be recalling some beautiful past, smiling very nostalgic, “ When your father was young, he was very stunned, and he fought with your grandfather to the end. In the end we left home for a year, and when we returned with you in our arms, your grandfather was so angry that he couldn’t eat anymore. Fortunately, there is your grandma, she is really a Good mother."

"Grandma has always been nice, but I don't have much impression of grandpa. He passed away quite early." Su Beimo said.

"That's right, your grandma is the only one left now." Zhao Qin said slightly, "She's getting old too."

Su Beimo knew the implication.

After taking a sip of coffee, Zhao Qin continued: "The heartbeat when I was young, the person I like, can really stay in my heart for a lifetime. Although I am divorced now, I have never regretted marrying your father. Before we disagreed , I am very happy."

Su Beimo bowed his body and put his hands on his knees.

"At the beginning, your grandma always stood by our side and supported our marriage. I am really grateful. For a relationship, the understanding of the family is the most important." Zhao Qin said softly, "You are my son, with a temper like mine and yours. Dad, the three of us are similar in our bones. But your dad and I didn't take a good path, and you, your path should be taken by yourself, not by us."

Su Beimo paused, then bowed his head: "Yes, I have chosen."

"It's your business to regret it in the future. But I hope you don't regret it, after all, this child has his whole heart on you." She remembered what Liao Nanqing said at the door of the ward that day.

If this is the opportunity and tribulation for them to be together, no matter how many times, he will repeat and endure it.

But Zhao Qin knew that Liao Nanqing's childhood and the hardships he experienced this time, if he was an ordinary person, he would probably collapse early.Maybe even he himself will give up this relationship first and compromise with reality.

No one supports, no one approves, love has become my greatest pain.

But when Liao Nanqing said such a thing at the end, Zhao Qin was so blocked that he couldn't even pick out a word of objection.It has nothing to do with gender, it's just a simple love, so simple and transparent, anyone can see that they can't live without each other.

Zhao Qin's hand stroked Su Beimo's head, just like when Su Beimo was a child, the temperature of his hands has never changed.She raised the corners of her lips, and when she smiled, she was very similar to Su Beimo: "There is such a person in the world who cherishes my son so much. As a mother, I really can't refuse."

Su Beimo's eyes were moist. He turned his head away and sniffed, his voice a little hoarse.

"Mom, I'm sorry."

"Ok?"

"You used to say that you wanted to have a grandson, but now it may be completely hopeless." Su Beimo covered his face, not knowing whether he was crying or laughing, and said, "I will never be separated from Liao Nanqing in this life."

Zhao Qin was dumbfounded by his words, and then looked at Su Beimo's expression, and realized that this brat said it on purpose, so he couldn't help but patted him on the shoulder, and said speechlessly: "You, I just owe you my mouth."

But then, Zhao Qin also said: "But compared to my grandson who doesn't exist yet, you are my most precious."

In the evening, Zhao Qin cooked chicken soup hot pot for the two of them.She rented a small apartment next door to Su Beimo for a month, and planned to spend the New Year with them in City B.According to Liao Nanqing's situation this year, he will not be able to return to the town for the New Year, and the relationship between him and Su Jing will not be eased for a while.On Grandma Su's side, Su Beimo plans to go back next year.

Looking at Zhao Qin who was busy in the kitchen, Liao Nanqing tickled Su Beimo's little finger.

Su Beimo whispered into his ear: "I have good news for you, my mother really agrees with us."

Liao Nanqing's eyes lit up all of a sudden, the starry sky tonight was stuffed with countless stars, all hanging in Liao Nanqing's heart.This is undoubtedly the greatest encouragement to him, so he talked a little bit more.

"Auntie, your cooking is really delicious."

"Auntie, Su Beimo sometimes makes this for me."

"Auntie, you are so nice."

Liao Nanqing sincerely wanted to flatter him, so Zhao Qin threw an olive branch to him.

She asked expectantly: "Then me or Beimo, who cooks better?"

Liao Nanqing didn't expect that he dug a hole for himself, and thought for a while: "Su Beimo." No matter what, he always shielded Su Beimo, and this was not discussed.

Unexpectedly, Liao Nanqing would be so shameless, Zhao Qin was stunned for a few seconds, not knowing whether to laugh or not.Su Bei Mo Yuanchang: "Mom, Nanqing likes to play straight balls."

"Oh, it's a straight ball. Then who of you two confessed first?"

"It's me." Liao Nanqing blushed.

Su Beimo said embarrassedly: "I forced him to say it."

"It's not forced, it's what I want to say."

"..." This is still over the top.

Zhao Qin laughed so that his stomach hurts, and said to them: "Okay, okay, eat the vegetables quickly, it won't taste good when it's cold. Beimo, go and get a bowl for Nanqing to serve a bowl of soup."

……

At [-]:[-], light snow fell outside the window.The community is brightly lit, and countless lights are lit in the dark night to guide the lost people on their way home.

Liao Nanqing had a long-lost smile on the corner of his mouth, very happy.