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Deng Meng came out to her mother the night before the college entrance examination.

That night, Deng's mother was worried that her daughter would be nervous before the exam, so she slept with her daughter.The mother and daughter were lying on the bed with the lights turned off, the curtains were drawn open, and the moonlight reflected on the floor through the window. Deng Meng turned her back to her mother and looked at the moonlight outside the window: "Mom?" "Huh?" Deng's mother closed her eyes. I haven't fallen asleep yet. "I fell in love with someone, she is a girl." Deng Meng felt a little uneasy.Deng Ma suddenly opened her eyes, closed them after a pause, and said softly, "I'm not very traditional, but I'm not very open either. I just want to ask, is your liking for her love? What about her to you? Is that the same?" Deng Meng didn't answer, she couldn't answer, and she didn't know either.I don't know if my liking can be regarded as love, and I don't know if Xiao Ke will feel a little love for me, because I have already confessed, right?But she didn't reply me anything.Mother Deng knew that her words worked, and she continued: "Don't think about it, you are still a child, sleep well. After the college entrance examination, there is a whole summer vacation for you to think about. Before you are sure, you can rest assured. I won't tell your dad."

Three or four days after the summer vacation, Xiao Ke finally recovered from his cold, but this time it was Ai Sheng who went to the hospital instead.Familiar hospitals, familiar wards, and familiar doctors, but the unfamiliar Ai Sheng.Ai Sheng fell asleep on the hospital bed, her complexion was not good, and Ai Ma sat on a chair not far away, staring blankly at her daughter's face.Ke Xiaoke gently opened the door, and gently placed the basket of fruit she just bought on the table.Amy looked at the tall girl with short hair in doubt, and Xiao Ke said to Amy, "Auntie, can I go out and talk to you?" Amy nodded, got up and walked out. "Auntie, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I didn't know that Xiao Sheng had weak resistance, so I asked her to visit me who was sick before." Xiao Ke's face was full of guilt.Ai's mother understood immediately after hearing this, and she didn't blame her. Instead, she smiled and said to Xiao Ke: "You should be Ai Sheng's handsome roommate, Xiao Ke, right?" Xiao Ke nodded embarrassingly.

"I know that she went to see you, and I agreed." Ai Ma patted the seat beside her and motioned Xiao Ke to sit down, "However, how did you know about Ai Sheng's illness?"

"An Miao told me. I couldn't reach Xiao Sheng so I asked her. An Miao, uh, An Miao is..." Hey!How to describe it?

"I know. Is it a very gentle girl named Li Anmiao? I answered the phone when she called home yesterday. She spoke in a gentle and gentle voice. She also came over yesterday, and she looks very gentle."

Looks, gentle?Xiao Ke couldn't understand it a little bit, and the micro expression on his face made Ai Ma laugh.

"What you and Ai Sheng said are exactly the same, you are such a cute kid." Xiao Ke blushed suddenly, and Ai Ma smiled even more happily: "I am very happy that she has friends like you. "Ai's mother saw that Xiao Ke hadn't left yet, so she knew what she wanted to know." Ai Sheng, she was diagnosed with a disease in the summer vacation after the high school entrance examination, called congenital housing deficiency, and it was still a bit incomplete. Seriously. The operation was not a failure, but it was not considered a success. It only temporarily extended life. For the past three years, I have been relying on drugs to maintain and recover, and I have to have regular checkups. I can’t participate in many activities. In fact, we planned to let She took a break from school for another operation, but after the child came back from school, she said that she signed up for it herself. She wanted to study for a while, because she didn't know how risky another operation would be and how long it would give her. Life. We also blamed ourselves for not finding out earlier. But she met you later, she talked about it every day at home, and I can see that she had a very happy life in the past three years." Ai Ma knew why Ai Sheng wanted to go to school , because she was there at the time, Ai Sheng looked at the gentle back, and she watched their backs overlapping.

Xiao Ke understood everything after listening.No wonder Xiaosheng asked for leave every once in a while, no wonder she always took medicine in the dormitory, and told me what health care products it was, no wonder she didn't come to school during the month of military training, it must be because of heart disease.But why didn't she tell us?why?Is it because we're afraid we won't let her play with us?

Ke Xiaoke returned home and dialed An Miao's phone: "An Miao, do you know Xiao Sheng, does she have a heart attack?" There was no sound over there, so Xiao Ke raised the volume and said, "Yes, I found out yesterday. "Followed by the busy tone.Xiao Ke put down the phone, feeling a little stuck.An Miao must be very sad. Although she never said that she likes Xiaosheng, she always cares about her in every move. It's me who always wants Xiaosheng to take care of her.Xiao Ke's mind suddenly flashed, hey, where is my classmate?I promised Xiao Sheng that I would read it during the summer vacation, and I entrusted many people to help pass it on to them, they?not good!And did Ermeng and the others not watch it?My brain.

Xiao Kezai searched carefully on the bookshelf, nothing, read it again, still not there!By the way, little madman!Ke Xiaoke rushed into Ke Feng's room without even knocking on the door, "Hey, Ke'er, what are you doing? You're in such a hurry!" Ke Feng took off the earphones and stopped the game in his hand. "Ke Feng, where is my classmate record?" Seeing Xiao Ke calling himself by name and surname, Ke Feng knew she was panicking now: "Don't panic! You were sick at home that day, I brought it back for you, and handed it to you. You said that if you don’t want to read it until the summer vacation, you asked me to put it in your schoolbag, and you said it was very important.” When Xiao Ke heard that it was in the schoolbag, he hurried back to his room, found the schoolbag, opened the zipper, and panicked He dumped the book all over the table, and pulled out the classmate record.Turned to the page of Ai Sheng:

Kezi, I have a secret that I can only tell you alone, because, because I can't hold it anymore.We're so much alike, except for the looks, except you're like a kid sometimes.When I say that, you have to say that you are not a child anymore, right?I'm actually a les, eh, this isn't a secret to you, is it?Actually, I am sick, I am really sick!Don't you laugh when you see this?You'll know what's wrong in the future. I want to tell you in person, but you have to promise me not to tell An Miao. I'm afraid she will be worried, and even more afraid that she will feel uncomfortable.

Nonsense, can you feel uncomfortable?Everyone is such a good friend, anyone should be uncomfortable. Xiao Ke's eyes were red. She stood up from the bench, opened the window, and looked at the vehicles coming and going on the road downstairs. Tears gradually blurred her vision. She didn't know What is there to cry about, but I just can't stop feeling uncomfortable.Ke Xiaoke retreated to the bed and lay down.A gust of wind blew in, blowing over Xiao Ke's face, and turned a few pages of the classmate records on the table, where did they turn?Hey, you are thinking wrong, it is not Deng Meng's page, but Xiao Ting's page.I said these are just proofs, the two of them are predestined but have no part.

Ke Xiaoke was indeed like what Ai Sheng said, like a child, tired of crying, and fell asleep.Ke's mother, who came home from get off work, finished cooking and was about to call Xiao Ke to eat. When she opened the door, she saw that the child had fallen asleep with a pillow covering his stomach, exactly the same as when he was a child.Ke's mother took off Xiao Ke's shoes and covered him with a thin quilt.Seeing the miscellaneous books piled up on the table, I cleaned it up, glanced at the classmate book, closed it, and put it on the bookshelf.

Back at the dinner table, Ke's mother said to Ke's father: "Look at your precious daughter, she is still like a child, she has shed a bed sheet after sleeping, wash it off tomorrow, and I won't wash it." Father Ke swallowed the meal: "Isn't my daughter also your daughter? Besides, what do you dislike if it's washed by the washing machine and not by you? Feng'er, what do you think?" People, but this uncle won't let me. "Me? I have nothing to say. When Minger lets her go to my parents' place with me for a few days, I promise my mother will give you a grown-up Ke'er." "Your mother? Your mother is older than me." Spoil her!" Mama Ke interjected, "If she goes to your place, she won't make a fuss? I won't allow it, you tell her not to think about it. If she says she misses her uncle, you can say that you will see her when you go back to your hometown on National Day. It’s gone.” Ke Feng’s heart skipped a beat after hearing this, Ke, brother can’t help you anymore, your mother is not human, she is simply a god!She expected everything.

Our parents always think that we are still children, and they always hope that we are just children, children who listen to them and are always around them.However, one day we will have our own ideas, will go against their wishes, make them angry, and embarrass them.Could it be that I am not me?I don't know, I can't find an answer.I don't know if they will stop loving me because of this, I don't know if they have conditional love for me, and I don't know if I also have conditional love for them.I forgot to mention, I am "Ke Xiaoke", "Ke Xiaoke" as the narrator, this passage has nothing to do with the article, it is just a feeling, thank you for reading it.