strange love

Since the godmother came back, my mother really never traveled on business again.Of course, it's not easy for me to go to Chu's family for dinner when she is at home. What's more, the godmother comes to the house more and more frequently, so I have to accompany her no matter what.Since we started to learn to draw in the first grade of junior high school, our time spent together has indeed decreased.

But every once in a while I feel like maybe this is just the right thing for us.I and the first day of junior high school are best friends, with the closest distance and the closest relationship.But it may be because I have too little experience in making friends, and sometimes I feel anxious because I get too close to her.

What is it like between good friends?People are different, and friends are different from friend to friend.Because of the special nature of the first year of junior high school, the friendship between me and her must be different from that between ordinary people.

But even with such an excuse, I still sometimes feel uneasy about wanting to be close to her too much.

My life didn't seem to have changed, but the first day of junior high school became more and more busy.When I can't see her, I will scratch my heart and think about her. When I think about her like this, I feel like I am not right?But the first day of junior high school seems to be the same. Does that mean I don't have to think too much?

As the college entrance examination approached, the nervousness of senior seniors seemed to spread throughout the campus.I don't know what the school thinks, but a week before the college entrance examination, a contest for the top ten singers on campus was held.Of course, the third year of high school is not participating.They can choose to watch the performance of the finals, and they don't know if this is one of the measures to relieve their stress.

The person in our class was Han Lu, and he entered the finals smoothly.When I went to ktv together last time, I knew she could sing quite well. Compared with someone like me who only has excellent academic performance, she is called versatile and comprehensively developed.

When Han Lu signed up by herself, she wanted to drag Chu Yi together, and almost scared Chu Yi to death.Because the final was on Wednesday evening self-study, neither I nor the first day of junior high school saw the wonderful scene of Han Lu winning the championship.Of course, it doesn't matter much, Ao An'an gave us a good description of the scene at lunch the next day.

Most of the students living in the school went to cheer for Han Lu and took many photos.

"The one who competed most fiercely with her was a senior from Class [-], Senior [-]. What's his name? Oh, I forgot, he is quite famous. Anyway, he came to shake hands with Han Lu after the competition. There was a top ten in the post bar. The singer building, I guess it will be lively again." Although Ao An'an is ky, he always keeps up with the trend. "This time, you're going to hit Han Lu, the champion of the top ten singers!"

"It's okay, it's just a school competition. And maybe there are still many capable people who didn't participate, don't you think it's the first year of junior high school?" Han Lu was quite humble, but she could tell that she won the championship. Still very happy.

"Hey, no, no, Han Lu, you sing very well. Besides, you are the best if you can sing in front of so many people. I can't do it at all."

"I think you should take vocal music lessons specially. It's a pity that you have such a good foundation."

"Learn to sing?" Chu Yi glanced at me, shook his head and said, "I still don't want to... I, I want to learn painting well first."

In fact, when Han Lu made this suggestion, I was very apprehensive.I understand very well that the first year of junior high school is not only talented in painting, but also in singing.But if she learns to draw and sing at the same time, wouldn't we spend less time meeting each other?

"Well, I just started to learn painting in the first day of junior high school, so I can't eat too much. I can learn to sing later, and she can sing very well now."

Han Lu shrugged, "Okay, that's right. And we're going to be promoted to sophomore soon, so let's think about it first."

Han Lu is right, half of the semester is over, and when Lu Youyou finishes the college entrance examination, we have a matter that will be put on the agenda - it's time to consider the placement of the second year of high school in arts and sciences.

It is said that our next senior high school will start to implement the subject selection system, and there is no need for arts and sciences.But now we still have to think about this issue.

In fact, what worries me is not whether I choose liberal arts or science, but whether I can be in the same class as the first year of junior high school.I know that liberal arts is the best choice for the first year of junior high school, so if I choose science, I will definitely be separated from her.So, should I choose liberal arts?

Judging from the classification situation in previous years, there are only four to five classes in liberal arts, and the possibility of us being assigned together is not small.

"You said before that you want to enter the liberal arts class, what about now?" I asked Han Lu.

"Of course I'm still in the liberal arts class, and so is Ao Anan." It seems that she does prefer liberal arts, and I'm not surprised by Ao Anan, her grades in liberal arts are obviously better than those in science. "Jing Zhe, you will enter the advanced class next semester? What about the first year of junior high school?"

Han Lu looked back and forth between me and the first day of junior high school.

"Me, me?" When asked suddenly on the first day of the junior high school, he looked at a loss, shook his head and said, "I don't know, I don't really understand..."

She looked at me and asked trustingly, "Jing Zhe, what do you think I should choose?"

"Wow, did you even ask her this?" Ao Anan looked incredible.

I ignored her and asked the first grader, "It depends on which subject you prefer, history, geography, politics, or chemistry and physics?"

From the perspective of learning difficulty alone, the acceptance of liberal arts is obviously higher in the first grade of junior high school.

"I don't like chemistry and physics. It's so difficult. I can't understand you even if you teach me."

"Then you can consider choosing liberal arts. Of course, you have to discuss it with your uncles and aunts."

Hearing what I said on the first day of junior high school, he showed a thoughtful look.

"Oh, then you two are going to separate?" Ao An'an really didn't know how to read the atmosphere, so he talked about this topic at this time.

The first day of junior high school really showed a bit of loss.I wanted to comfort her, but I didn't know what to say.I haven't made up my mind yet, so I dare not promise easily.

"But Jing Zhe is good at both liberal arts and science, so you can choose anything." Han Lu blinked, and said to Chu with a bit of coaxing: "If Jing Zhe chooses liberal arts, it is very likely that I will be in the same class as you. I heard Said that this year's class division will not deliberately separate students from the same class."

The eyes of the first day of junior high school really lit up, and turned to look at me.

Indeed, no matter what the subject is, there is actually not much difference for me, so from the very beginning, I didn't worry about choosing liberal arts or science.

It was my original plan to choose science to enter the advanced class. There may be some differences in choosing liberal arts, but such differences will not cause much impact before the college entrance examination.

That's right, the focus from beginning to end is whether I want to be in the same class as junior.

At the end of last semester, I chose to continue to work with junior high school without much hesitation.Even now, if someone asks me if I always want to be together in the first grade of junior high school, the answer is yes.I want to be able to touch her, see her, even just hear her voice.

However, because of this, precisely because of this mood, recently I don't know why I occasionally consider whether it should be allowed to continue to spread.

I very much hope that these thoughts, like every trivial thought I have had in the past, are nothing more than unfounded worries.But this is really affecting my thinking, making it difficult for me to make a decision.

"Even if I choose liberal arts, my classmates still have to rely on luck." I didn't deny or admit it. By the way, I drew the attention of the first day of junior high school.

"Hey, where, where." The first day of the junior high school asked me with a small face. If it was before, I probably wouldn't want to raise my hand to help her wipe it off.

But I don't know if it's because of the random thoughts in my head recently. At this time, I just pointed to the left corner of my mouth and told her, "This way."

I have also carefully considered what Ao Anan and Han Lu said when they were in ktv.They're right, and they can't be entirely blamed for others thinking of me and the first day of junior high school that way.If there is something special about our friendship, it is probably not suitable for others to see.

I should be more careful not only in my heart but also in my behavior to keep the boundaries of good friends-at least in public I have to do so.

On the first day of the junior high school, he seemed to be taken aback for a moment, with puzzlement in his big eyes.I could neither explain it to her nor lend a helping hand.I can only put the tissue in her hand and guide her to do it herself.

On the first day of the junior high school, she looked a little puzzled and disappointed, but she still wiped her face obediently.I really don't want to see her expression like this, "Actually, it doesn't matter even if we are divided into classes. We can still go to and from school together, study together at home, and have lunch together at noon, right? You can still live at my house during the holidays. By the way, I will teach you how to swim this summer vacation, right?"

"Hmm," Chu Yi nodded vigorously, as if trying to cheer himself up, "And, and I can do my best by myself."

"Are you going to learn swimming together this summer?" Ao Anan suddenly became interested, "I just want to learn too, why don't we go together?"

Thank you for jumping out of focus and changing the subject for us.

"I teach the first grade of junior high school, not report to the class."

"Yeah, Jing Zhe is amazing, she will teach me how to swim."

"Then just teach me too. I don't want to sign up for the class either. It's easier and more interesting to learn from you."

I couldn't laugh or cry, "I'm not a professional. In fact, I just take the first graders to play in the water. If you want to come, just play together. Don't expect me to teach you."

"Oh, what I'm talking about is actually playing together. Ask me out when you go."

"Then I'll go too, I'll go too," Han Lu also joined in the fun, "I'm a pretty good swimmer."

The atmosphere of the girls talking about the entertainment activities during the holidays naturally became cheerful, and the expressions on the first day of junior high school also relaxed a lot, and they nodded with a smile.

I feel helpless.

"Okay, I'll make an appointment with you then."

The author has something to say: the calm before the storm, after two chapters.