strange love

Chinese people get together during the Chinese New Year, and the most interesting activities for the whole family are of course various national quintessences.Grandma, aunt, sister-in-law and mother gathered a mahjong table in the living room, while grandpa and uncle went to the study to play chess.

As a photographer, my uncle is also half of the entertainment industry. It just so happens that my uncle is very interested in photography, so I went to research equipment with him.Lu Youyou and his eldest cousin occupied the game console, planning to fight for [-] rounds.

As with every year in the past, I'm still at odds with the vibe here.

Of course, I didn't feel left out or neglected, and I knew very well that each of them cared and loved me.However, I can still feel the essential distance between myself and this harmonious family.

I've always acted like a good kid, but I know I have no talent compared to the people here.Each of them is a natural luminous body, with a cheerful personality, sincere to others, and almost full of artist-like enthusiasm and romance.

These are qualities that cannot be learned no matter how hard you try.

I understand very well what is the reason for my inability to fit in, but so far I have only cowardly avoided it.Because I'm just a child, because I'm still not brave enough, because... because the status quo is too happy, so please forgive me for being so cunning and coquettish.

I took a nap and went back to my room to call Ling Chuyi.

When I heard Ling Chuyi gently calling my name in a soft voice, I felt that I finally calmed down again.

In fact, this kind of cranky thinking happens about a few times a year, and it doesn't take too long to let this matter pass each time.However, this time the past is different from the past.

If there is any difference, it is probably the difference between getting used to darkness and sunlight dispelling the haze.

"Jingzhe Jingzhe, have you finished your meal?" She simply asked me if I had finished my meal, and I became happy for some reason.

What else is there to care about?What else is there to think about?

"Yes, what about you? What are you doing now?" Did Ling Chuyi put the microphone very close?Her tiny breathing seemed to be real in my ears, making my ears itch.

"I finished eating a long time ago, and I'm in bed now."

If the little rabbit is at home, it has the habit of taking a nap.

"Are you going to take a nap?"

"Well~ don't sleep, I'll call you... What about you? Are there many people in your grandpa's house?"

"I'm in bed too, and they're all playing by themselves."

"Aren't you playing with everyone? Because you're sleepy?"

"I'm not sleepy, I just want to chat with you...I'm not interested in what they play."

I heard the kitten-like purring laughter on the other side, with a bit of shyness and satisfaction.

"Then...then what are we talking about?"

In fact, nothing is fine, I just want to hear her voice.

"Let me think about it... By the way, do you have any birthday wishes in mind?"

"Hey... I thought about it a long time ago!" The laughter on the first day of junior high school was rarely sly and a little proud.

"Oh? What is it?"

"Oh, don't talk, don't talk, it won't work if you talk about it."

I couldn't help laughing at her innocence, "Have you ever fulfilled your wish before?"

"Yes, yes, it will be realized this year!"

Hmm... I don't know if it's because she's so naive or because I already know her well, but almost as soon as she said that, I guessed what she wished for on her last birthday.

"That's really great. I have a hunch that your wish tomorrow will also come true."

"Really, really!" The voice of the first day of junior high school sounded very excited, "Jing Zhe, do you really think so?"

"Didn't your previous wish come true? Of course this wish will come true." Of course I think so, because if it were me, I would hope that no matter what my wish could be fulfilled for her.

"Then... if that's the case, can I open the present now?"

God, this little rabbit is really too cunning sometimes, isn't it?

"Wait for the first day of junior high school, isn't your wish to have a better relationship with your friends? And you can only make a wish tomorrow, so it's not okay to make a wish and open the gift today?"

"Hey... how do you know my wish?" She was startled at first, then panicked and muttered vaguely: "Ah... I, I'll just change it... No, but it's not that I don't want that wish... "

Because, it's easy to guess.

"you……"

"Because, because you said it will definitely come true... Jingzhe Jingzhe, I really want to know what gift you gave me! Just let me open it!"

It seemed that she was really curious, and even used this little thought.But she is really cute like this, don't say that she has the heart to blame her, it's too late for people to love her.

If she can act like a baby again, I will definitely agree immediately.

"Okay..." I still wanted to make some requests, but there were small cheers and the sound of rustling things on the other end of the phone. "Aren't you on the bed on the first day of junior high school? It's too fast."

"Huhu, I've been holding it all the time." Her voice was a little farther away, probably because the hands-free was turned on.

But let you succeed, so proud.

While listening to her unwrapping presents, I said to her, "I haven't finished talking yet. When you unwrap presents today, you have to sing me one more song."

"Yeah, okay!" I didn't know whether I didn't hear clearly or didn't care at all in the first day of junior high school, so I agreed very simply. "Jing Zhe, what did you give me?"

It seemed that she couldn't even wait for the demolition.

"You'll find out soon, don't worry."

I heard the packaging finally being unpacked, and then the sound of the box being opened.

"what……"

"Happy birthday, first day of junior high school."

It's a day early, but I'm already thinking about wishing her a happy birthday as she opens her presents.

"Yes, is it a mobile phone?"

"Yes, it's the same as mine. Didn't I teach you how to use my mobile phone before? Turn it on." When I thought I was going to be divided into classes, I mentioned that I could buy a mobile phone and I often connect.Although we are not separated, but it is indeed more convenient.

"Yes, press the right button to turn it on? I-I'm not very good at using this kind of thing..." That's right, the first day of junior high school is not very good at operating electronic products.

"That's right, press the right button to turn on the phone. This will make it easier for us to contact you in the future." After all, the landline is inconvenient, and it's not good if the line is always busy.

"Open, open!"

"I have saved my number and your home phone number in the phone book. If you want to play with anything, I will come back and help you get it."

"I, I don't know how to play either...just call you."

That is of course the best.

"Okay, okay, have you bought your cake yet? I want to take a photo for my birthday tomorrow."

"Yeah, I picked it myself today... It would be great if you could come and celebrate my birthday with me!"

I really want to, but it's really difficult to participate on the birthday of the first day of the Lunar New Year.

"It's okay, we will be able to live together in the future."

"Yeah... It's Jing Zhe who gave me gifts all the time, and I want to give you gifts too."

If the little rabbit gives a gift, I really can't imagine what she will give.

"But, but I don't know what to give you... I'm not as good as you, I know everything..."

Ashamed to say, I'm sure I'm not a person who knows everything.If you have to say something, of course you will be classified into the category of people with vulgar or even ignorant knowledge.However, from the first glance I saw myself, it seemed that there was nothing I could do.

In general, vanity is very satisfied.

"Then can I pick it myself? A gift."

"Ah... of course! What gift do you want, Jingzhe!"

I don't know why, when I heard this sentence, the vulgar and hypocritical lines in the movie instantly appeared in my mind.

Of course, the line "You are my gift" is absolutely impossible for me to say.It's just that I was shocked by my jumping thinking.

What's more, I have already thought about what gift I want.

"Then... I want your painting, which is the painting of the story of the whale and the penguin." Although I have photographed it on my mobile phone, I still want to draw it by myself on the first day of the junior high school.Although she hesitated, thinking that this might embarrass her, the desire to do so was really strong.

"Hey, is this all right?"

Isn't it "just fine"?I think this gift is much more valuable than the ones I gave before.

"Is it okay? Give it to me."

"Of course." Ling Chuyi's voice sounded very happy, not embarrassed but a little shy, "It's just that the drawing is not good..."

"I like this story very much, and I also like your paintings, I think it's very good!"

"Then, do you want to read the next story?" The first day of junior high school hesitated, and then seemed to muster up the courage, "I drew some more..."

"Did you still draw? When?" I also occasionally read her subsequent albums, but I didn't see pink whales and white penguins anymore. I was still lost for a while.

"Well... I, I have a small picture book..." Well, she also has her own private little book, which she keeps from me... dedicated to drawing these two!

"Obviously I've been drawing, why didn't you show me?" If she was in front of me now, I would poke her little face.

"Hey, hey..." The little white rabbit is different now, he can fool people vaguely. "I'm sorry..."

"Hmph, let me go back and take a good look at what you drew."

"Well, Jing Zhe, it's scary for you to say that..."

It won't eat you up, so what's so scary?

The author has something to say: How confident are you that you won't eat her?big bad wolf.