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Chapter 2
In fact, according to Lou Xiaoya's drinking capacity, he would not get drunk by beer no matter what.
But today it was four against one, even Gao Qiao stood up and had a bottle with Lou Xiaoya in order to satisfy Lou Xiaoya's desire to have a partner back, and even Mo Qiu had already sacrificed honorably for the mission.
Fang Ming was also slightly drunk, and in the end he lay on the table and whispered something to Shen Ke, holding Shen Ke's index finger and shaking it from side to side, muttering something in his mouth. When I fell in love with you, Shen Ke next to me could only smile helplessly, answering yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes.
Shen Ke's career is now on a steady rise. Compared to Fang Ming, who relies on inspiration from time to time and uses his temper to play big names from time to time, who doesn't pick up whoever quits, Shen Ke, a stable and excellent academic, is obviously better than Fang Ming. More popular with general partners.
He is also preparing his own studio recently, planning to wait for Fang Ming to graduate.Merge with Fang Ming's studio, and then open a mom-and-pop store to kill everyone.
When Yan Nan got up to pay, he pretended to be Shen Ke who had just brought Fang Ming water from inside.
"Let me come." He smiled with a kind of gentleness that made people feel like a spring breeze, "You are all still students, I should invite you."
"Senior." Yan Nan shook his head with a smile, "You are already with our master, and you are now a member of our 818. There is no question of whether you should or should not."
After paying the bill, Yan Nan also asked the proprietress for a glass of water, went out with Shen Ke, and handed it to the person beside him.
Mo Qiu had already fallen asleep leaning on Gao Qiao's shoulder, when he saw them coming out, he smiled at them.
Gao Qiao's hair seems to have grown a little longer, hanging down on his shoulders, covering up a bit of the original sharp temperament.
"Let's go?" Shen Ke took his clothes and stood up, "I'll call a car to take you and Mo Qiu back to school. Yan Nan and Lou Xiaoya can do it by themselves, right?"
"Okay." Yan Nan couldn't drink much, so he didn't get involved with them, got up and helped Lou Xiaoya who was lying on the table, "You guys go, see you later."
Watching the four people walking towards the alley, Lou Xiaoya tilted his head and leaned on Yan Nan's shoulder, hiccupping.
It was getting late at this time, and even the proprietress of the restaurant had already started clearing the tables outside.They stood at the corner of the alley, with no one around them, so quiet that they could hear the snoring of a litter of puppies sleeping in the corner.
Yan Nan put his hand on Lou Xiaoya's waist, and the two stood quietly on the spot, waiting for Shen Ke and the others to walk out of the alley.He waved to Shen Ke who had turned around, Yan Nan met Xiao Ya's eyes as soon as he turned around.
It's really twinkling and shining.
Lou Xiaoya's eyes were watery and bright, reflecting the small lanterns hanging beside him.The moment of smiling and squinting, it seems to be mixed with thousands of stars.
Yan Nan leaned over with a smile, and kissed the little tear mole under Lou Xiaoya's eyes: "Are you tired?"
"Yes... a little bit." Lou Xiaoya raised his hand, put it in front of Yan Nan's eyes, and wrinkled his nose.
In fact, he didn't sleep well a few days before he returned to China because he was too excited. He spent most of the time on the plane working and didn't have time to sleep. It's strange that he wasn't tired at this time after he came back to have a big drink.
"Go home and sleep." Yan Nan spoke softly, touching Lou Xiaoya's long hair recently.
"You carry me back." Lou Xiaoya staggered up straight with eyes closed, opened his arms in Yan Nan's direction, pouted like a rascal, "Otherwise I won't leave."
"I know." Yan Nan looked at his swollen face, his heart softened, he couldn't help but stepped forward to rub it, then squatted down in front of Lou Xiaoya, and patted his calf, " Come up."
Lou Xiaoya didn't open his eyes either, he just kept his arms outstretched, and fell down without any doubt in a posture that my heart will last forever.
Yan Nan caught him firmly with his back, supported his thighs and stood up.
Although Yan Nan is much thinner than Lou Xiaoya, but the two are about the same height, his strength is not bad, and he walks steadily with Lou Xiaoya on his back.
Walking through the potholed stone slabs in the alley, the two of them walked slowly up the slope.
Lou Xiaoya's head was buried in the crescent of Yan Nan's neck, it was so quiet that nothing seemed to exist except for his long breathing.
"Don't fall asleep." Yan Nan turned his head, "It's easy to catch a cold."
"Don't sleep." Lou Xiaoya forcefully opened his eyes, hugged Yan Nan's neck tightly, and rubbed his hair, "I'll talk with you."
"Where do you want to go during the summer vacation?" Yan Nan lifted up the people behind him, looked at the busy traffic not far away, subconsciously slowed down, and looked at Lou Xiaoya with his head half sideways, "One semester If you’re not here, find time to spend with you during the summer vacation.”
"Cut." Lou Xiaoya retorted slowly, leaned forward and bit Yan Nan's earlobe, hummed and laughed twice like a bully, "Why spend time with me during summer vacation?"
He put his arms around Yan Nan's neck, took a long breath, closed his eyes, and his voice was very soft.
The volume seemed to be whispering, but the words were unquestionable, and there was a sense of boldness of contracting a fish pond.
There was a wind blowing past the ears of the two of them, carrying the temperature of early summer.It's not hot, but there is a slight warmth to the person.
Someone nearby was pulling a small speaker and selling records, leaving behind ohhwon'tyousstaywithme lingering with the evening wind all the way.
"You will spend your whole life with me."
The two of them finally decided to go to Sri Lanka for their summer vacation.
I didn't follow the group, and I didn't make an appointment with others.During the exam week, they booked round-trip air tickets and accommodation in advance. Yan Nan and Lou Xiaoya simply packed their luggage and flew there as soon as the summer vacation was over.
Playing with two people, the itinerary was set at random, and they didn't even make a strategy in advance.
After arriving at a place, if you feel comfortable, stay for two more days, and then book the accommodation and the place to go to the next destination after you leave.
The holidays for college students are early, and they have not caught up with the peak travel season when they go.
From early morning to sunset, it's a quiet trip for just the two of you.
When passing by the natural park, I drove to the lake, looked at the dead trees, looked at the bright red sunset that seemed to be close at hand, and watched the baby elephant slowly strolling back to its mother with its trunk flicking after drinking water.When we got to the beach, we went to watch the sunrise. The two sat together wrapped in blankets, leaning against each other silently and watching the night being torn away by the golden light. The days were as long as a young year.
Except for posting a photo with location every day to report safety, they rarely even contact others at other times.
With people around them, for them, it is equivalent to having the whole world.
Yan Nan's mother was very reassured about him, and never felt that she had the right to interfere too much in the child's life. After knowing Lou Xiaoya's existence, she simply expressed her blessing and added Lou's mother's WeChat.
The two mothers acted as if they were discussing, they regularly liked the pictures they posted, and occasionally praised each other saying that Yan Nan looked really good in this suit, and Xiao Ya's photo looked extraordinarily stable.
They went there for more than 20 days, and the two mothers interacted under their photos for more than 20 days, looking very harmonious.
The two mothers even discussed it, saying that Yan Nan's mother has been abroad, and Yan Nan's father is also flying all over the world, both of them are busy, and they have no time to accompany Yan Nan.As soon as she heard that the child was alone during Chinese New Years and festivals, Lou's mother was so distressed that she immediately decided to let Yan Nan go home with Lou Xiaoya during the winter vacation next year.
Go back home.
Yan Nan did not refuse, and returned home with Lou Xiaoya after the semester ended.
Yan Nan lived in Lou's house for two weeks, and met his grandfather, uncles, aunts, and even their distant relatives, friends and partners who came to visit for New Year's greetings.
Lou's parents generously introduced that this is our son's partner.
Lou Xiaoya said frankly that this is my lover.
It was the first time Yan Nan saw so many relatives during Chinese New Year. When a dozen people gathered around a table and all looked at him, he, who could calmly speak in a auditorium of thousands of people, was so nervous that his hands trembled a bit.
When Lou Xiaoya brought his two elder brothers over to pour him wine, he didn't even dare to say anything.
The few children in the Lou family are not very good at reading. Seeing Yan Nan is like seeing a treasure. Aunts and aunts surround Yan Nan and refuse to let go, pulling him to ask this and that, lamenting what the children eat to grow up to get 700 in the exam More points.
Sitting among a group of middle-aged women, Yan Nan felt the warmth of family affection, but his hands and feet were stiff, and he looked at Lou Xiaoya with helpless and dazed eyes.
Just came back from posting Spring Festival couplets outside, Lou Xiaoya, whose hair was covered with snow, grinned at him, showing no intention of going up to help.
The Lou family has a big business, and there are more than 30 relatives who come to celebrate the New Year in the old house. Three big round tables are set up, which is very lively.
Everyone was also very enthusiastic about Yan Nan sitting next to Lou Xiaoya, as if he was part of the family.
When Yan Nan accompanied Lou's parents to worship the Buddha on the first day of the new year, when he knelt in front of the Buddha and put his hands together, Yan Nan didn't even know what wish he had left.
It seems that all long-cherished wishes have been fulfilled in a short period of time.
He turned his head to look at Lou Xiaoya with his eyes closed beside him, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, he knelt on the futon and bowed silently.
Thank God.
Thanks for the chance to be born again.
Thank him for giving this person next to him.
I am even more grateful to Lou Xiaoya for giving me an ideal life.
When they left Lou's house, it was grandpa who sent the two of them out.
"He's an excellent kid." Grandpa handed the schoolbag to Yan Nan, looked at his back, and smiled kindly, "My grandchildren don't look like me at all, but you please me."
Yan Nan smiled a little embarrassedly.
"Xiao Ya will teach you." Grandpa patted him on the shoulder, "You are all men, you should support and spur each other. When you were young, you worked hard outside, but don't forget your family. Get along well."
"We will." Lou Xiaoya stood beside him and assured his grandfather, "You can rest assured."
Indeed, Yan Nan never let go of his encouragement to Lou Xiaoya.
In the next semester of his sophomore year, Yan Nan returned to University A. Before the coverage of retakes was cancelled, Lou Xiaoya applied for retakes of three courses. At the end of his sophomore year, his grade point directly rushed to 4.0.
When the two of them were practicing together in the junior year, every time Yan Nan returned home, he would spend a little time looking for Lou Xiaoya to do high school back-to-back ideology and politics. In winter, the two of them would spread out a big carpet in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows. Cross-legged facing each other, reciting words while basking in the sun.
Although he had confidence in Lou Xiaoya, on the day of the results, Yan Nan could not help being restless.
He swore that he had never been so anxious during his college entrance examination.
When he received Lou Xiaoya's call, his hands were trembling.
"Xueba, don't be afraid." Mo Qiu next to him was so nervous that he couldn't sit still, looking at Yan Nan's phone, standing in place with Fang Ming, shaking his legs constantly.
Yan Nan walked to the balcony, took a deep breath, and pressed the answer button.
Lou Xiaoya stood downstairs, looking up at Yan Nan who was next to the small green plant on the balcony of 818.
His long hair hangs down on his shoulders, his eyebrows and eyes are exquisite and cold, like a fine ink painting.Slender and thin, standing next to the green radish that has grown to almost half a person's height, it looks like a cang bamboo standing against the wind.
The sun cast a soft golden light on his face.
The moment he looked down and saw Lou Xiaoya, the cold look on Yan Nan's face disappeared instantly, and a smile slowly spread on his thin lips instead.
"Classmate, your boyfriend is downstairs." Lou Xiaoya grinned and looked up at his sweetheart.
"Go downstairs and check it out."
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"I enjoy my current work and life very much, and I live very happily with my lover. I am very grateful for everyone's love and understanding, but I also hope that we can maintain our own privacy."
Lou Xiaoya's voice on TV was much lower than before.
He has been busy with work recently. While preparing for the selection of outstanding young entrepreneurs in the city, he is also expanding overseas business. Before accepting this interview, he just flew back from South France and was exhausted. I am also used to this kind of work schedule, and I am in good condition in front of the camera, with sharp eyebrows and star eyes, and a tear mole at the corner of the eye does not look feminine but adds a bit of sharpness, when I turn my head, I am in the middle of the camera The teacher felt numb for a while.
He was sitting on the sofa in a well-fitting black couture suit, and his posture was very relaxed.The back is straight, the shoulders are slightly retracted, the fingers are loosely clasped on the overlapping legs, and there is a smile on the corner of the mouth, calm and steady.
"Mr. Lou, are you interested in telling more about the story between you and your lover?" The interview has come to an end, the history of the Lou family has been traced, the current prosperity of the Lou family has been boasted, and the future business blueprint has also been envisioned. In the end, everyone is inevitably very interested in the other half of the young business empire leader.
"We love each other very much." Lou Xiaoya smiled, and then stopped talking.
"We are very much in love."
The pool of blood in front of Yan Nan was so real, he was lying on the cold ground, his eyes only had the strength to open slightly, and what he could glimpse from the corner of his eyes were the shoe uppers of the crowd one meter away, and the blood spreading out from under him. blood.
Will, together with blood, is slowly disappearing from his body.
He had imagined what it would be like to die many times, but now that it really came, he was still caught off guard, with the panic of human instinct.
But actually he wasn't too sad.
Even in a certain corner of my heart, there was a feeling of relief after seven years of struggling and finally being relieved.
Many people surrounded him, and the sound of the ambulance came from a distance, and it slowly stopped beside him.
He knew he had no future.
Before being put on the stretcher, he tried his best to open his eyes and look into the distance. His pair of phoenix eyes completely lost their previous luster, but inside they were burning with the last blaze of a dying person's life.
The hotel lobby is brightly lit and resplendent.
He saw the beautiful bride holding Lou Xiaoya's arm, and a couple of newlyweds smiling politely at him.
The happiness in Lou Xiaoya's eyes was the last straw that crushed him.
He is mature and handsome, and the gorgeous dress doesn't look exaggerated on him, it just makes him more graceful and graceful, Zhilan Yushu.
In contrast, Yan Nan, who was tortured by too much life, was already skinny, not to mention that he was still covered in blood at this time.
Lou Xiaoya said: "We love each other very much, let's go."
"Ha..." Clutching the quilt, Yan Nan sat up joltingly, leaning against the head of the bed, as if he was a survivor who had just been pulled out from a jack.
The heaviness in his chest was still there, Yan Nan lowered his head, looking at the dark gray back of his hand.
The hand above it is not as pale as it was in the previous life when it was thin and out of shape.The ten fingers are slender, with well-proportioned bones and flesh, and a simple plain ring is worn on the ring finger.
The weather outside was very bad, with black clouds turning black, and it was clearly morning, but there was not much sky.
Scattered light raindrops hit the window, making a heavy muffled sound.
After a while, the torrential rain poured down, and the sound of clattering overwhelmed Lou Xiaoya's interview on TV.
The room is warm, the air conditioner and humidifier are working diligently to send the wind, and Yan Nan still has a glass of white water that is not completely cooled.
Yes, he died at Lou Xiaoya's wedding.
Then he came back.
He and Lou Xiaoya have been married, this is already the eighth year.
Their twins are already six years old, and at the moment they are at Grandpa Lou's house with several older brothers and younger brothers, participating in the winter vacation militarized unified homework winter camp organized by the uncle.
"We're married..." Yan Nan panted, and repeated to himself in a low voice, "We're living a good life..."
"What's the matter?" Lou Xiaoya pushed open the bedroom door with a chill all over his body, and Yan Nan sat on the bed in a daze, his eyes were dimmed when he looked up at him.
"Having a nightmare?" He took off his scarf and hung his coat on a rack in the bedroom.
Yan Nan smiled and nodded.
"I received a call in the morning, saying that there was a problem with a temporary project and asked me to go over and take a look. I was thinking that you just returned to China and rested so that you would not disturb you." He put his hand on the air outlet of the air conditioner and warmed it , feeling the lingering coldness all over his body disappeared, he pulled on his slippers, stepped on the soft carpet, walked to the bedside and sat down, hugged Yan Nan into his arms, "It's only been a few hours, my treasure left me It's a nightmare."
"...Old and unscrupulous." Yan Nan was stunned for a moment, rubbing his brows and smiling.
"How old am I? You despise me." Lou Xiaoya sat on the bed himself, hugging Yan Nan, "What did you dream about? Tell me."
"Dream..." Yan Nan looked at Lou Xiaoya who was close at hand, smiled softly, and looked into his eyes, "I dreamed that you married someone else, and I received an invitation to attend your wedding. But you Didn't even look at me. I ended up running from the wedding and got hit by a car at the door and died."
Lou Xiaoya's hand around his waist suddenly tightened, frowning at him with a little anger in his eyes.
"Ah...really."
In the end, Yan Nan's anger about why he and him had such a miserable ending in his dream also turned into tender fingers the moment he met Yan Nan's eyes.
He completely hugged Yan Nan into his arms without leaving any distance.
"Fool, go to sleep. I'm watching you."
It was still windy and windy outside, but inside there was only one warm room.
"I give you my whole soul, with all its eccentricities, pettiness, flickering, eighteen hundred kinds of ills.
It's nasty and only a little good, love you. "
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I won't let you down.
This is a very pleasant article I wrote, and I am very grateful to everyone who accompanied me all the way down.
University is a good time, although sometimes it is very hard, but just like what Mr. Mu Xin said, good things and bad things are very romantic when you talk about them afterwards.
I hope that everyone can get along well with the people in the dormitory, and be calm and thoughtful when dealing with everything.I wish everyone the best of luck in finding friends who are like family.
I also hope that everyone can be more brave when facing the people they like.
I have missed people, so I have experienced this feeling.
Even if you like each other, but if you miss it, you really miss it.
Xia Da wrote in the side story of Changge's mother in "Long Song Xing", that missing is not a mistake, but a passing.
Looking back later, no matter how deeply the two parties liked each other, they could only regret the past.
Not everyone gets a second chance.
May everyone become a better version of themselves.
See you in the next article.
☆, a special episode
The author has something to say: This is the continuation of the story about Yan Nan not dying in the previous life that was poked earlier. If there is a cutie who forgot, you can go back and poke Chapter 29
Lou Xiaoya wanted to say that he was not doing well, not at all, without you, even life would no longer exist, so there is nothing good about it.
But he couldn't speak.
Too much emotion was clogged in his chest, and he couldn't even utter a word.
Doctors rushed in to examine Yan Nan, and he stood at the foot of the bed, staring at the person on the bed who obediently cooperated with the examination.
Yan Nan has been lying in the hospital for the past few years, but his health is better than before.She didn't have the emaciated feeling of being so thin that made people feel distressed at that time, but her complexion was not bad.
Lou Xiaoya was in a daze, when the doctor asked him to go outside to sign the documents, he just nodded and followed them foolishly, he couldn't remember what the nurse next to him told him, he stuttered and asked if he could speak slowly Click, so he can write it down on his mobile phone.
When he finally went out, he was typing with his head down. He didn't even react when his shoulder hit the door frame. Even the assistant outside the door couldn't bear to look straight at him and covered his eyes.
"You...you wait for me to come back." Lou Xiaoya was out of the ward, but still worried, he ran back again and said to Yan Nan while holding the door frame.
His eyes have not changed at all from when he was in college.
His eyes are starry, his eyes are black and bright, and even the little tear mole at the corner of his eye has become playful. At this time, he has a timid joy that he thinks he is hiding secretly.Compared with the man in the morning who was wearing a neat suit as if he was bound in a cocoon and sitting on the edge of the bed, he seemed to be a completely different person.
Seeing that Yan Nan, an older boy who had lost all thoughts about love, couldn't help but feel his heart move.
But what if it moves.
When the ward became quiet again, Yan Nan heaved a sigh of relief, leaned back on the pillow and looked at the white snow in the room, and smiled with the corner of his mouth lifted.
Just now he heard the doctor's whispered communication, and knew that he had slept here for a very long time.Not to mention work, the family is just like that, and there are probably not many friends left.
He woke up, Lou Xiaoya... probably should leave too.
He has his own life and career, and his own family.After so many years, maybe they even have children.
He didn't know why Lou Xiaoya appeared here, and he didn't know why all the doctors and nurses here seemed to be very familiar with him.
But he dared not ask.
He was afraid that Lou Xiaoya would say that he just stopped by to have a look and was leaving soon.
But think about it, in fact, if Lou Xiaoya really wanted to leave, he would not dare to stop him, and there is no reason at all to keep him.
The two college classmates who hadn't seen each other for many years and had no contact at all halfway, had nothing to say about the past.
It's really sad to think about it, a man who is almost 30 years old, but like a monkey that just jumped out of a rock, looking up, his eyes are full of loneliness.
"Are you… feeling okay?"
After the regular knock on the door, Yan Nan just came back to his senses when he saw Lou Xiaoya pushing the door in.
"No problem." Yan Nan nodded towards him, "I'm sorry to trouble you."
"No!" Lou Xiaoya immediately waved his hand, "No, don't worry about it."
Ever since Yan Nan was hospitalized, he has handled everything by himself, and he has never done anything to others.Over the past few years, he could even memorize Yan Nan's medical records from beginning to end, and he couldn't answer anything the doctor asked.If there is anything about Yan Nan in the hospital or where Yan Nan works, he will be contacted as soon as possible.
He has long been used to this deformed so-called Yan Nan's dependence on him.
Even... There was a little joy that Yan Nan finally stole.
But now that Yan Nan woke up, he didn't know if he would be angry.
Lou Xiaoya was actually quite scared.
It's been like this since school, he's used to being the one to speak the truth outside, but he doesn't see Yan Nan frowning at all.
Before bringing him a takeaway, I was trembling, afraid that the food would be cold and the noodles would be lumpy and the drink would not be iced. Every time I had to secretly watch Yan Nan eat everything before he could rest assured.
"Hey, Mr. Lou is back?" The nurse who came to the ward for routine inspection saw Lou Xiaoya came back, and greeted him with a smile.
"Hello." Lou Xiaoya nodded politely.
"I really envy you to have such a friend." The nurse helped to arrange a bouquet of flowers brought by Lou Xiaoya, and then turned around and joked with Yan Nan, "I come here on time every month, just like clocking in, and I haven't missed the New Year Pass."
Yan Nan seemed a little surprised, and when he turned his head, there was some questioning in his eyes.
"You... I'm handling everything here, so, cough, I come here more often." Lou Xiaoya didn't dare to sit next to Yan Nan anymore, so he just picked a hard round stool and dragged it over to sit on it. Down.
"Yes, that's it." Yan Nan only felt that he was being affectionate, and smiled a little reluctantly, "Can't I contact my parents at that time?"
"No, it's just that they are all abroad and it's inconvenient to come back. You had an accident in my...my hotel again, so it's my duty to take care of you. "
Lou Xiaoya thought of how he knelt in front of Yan Nan's parents and swore that he would not marry for the rest of his life and only used it to take care of Yan Nan. He would not get up if they didn't hand Yan Nan to him. It's that the face is not red and the heart is not beating.
Yan Nan nodded understandingly, turned his head away, looked at the snow-white quilt in the ward, and was speechless.
One thought that he had come back from hell, but he was still so timid.
A self-blame why he was eager to get rid of it, and waited for so many years, but he was about to fall at this juncture.
The atmosphere in the ward dropped to freezing point for a while.
The nurses passing by were puzzled.
Originally seeing Lou Xiaoya's grief-stricken state and wishing they could go together, they all thought it was a couple in love.But now when the person on the hospital bed woke up, the two of them neither hugged each other affectionately nor confided in each other, instead they didn't even touch hands.
He was polite and alienated, and in the end he couldn't even maintain the polite questioning.
"You...is your wife alright?" Yan Nan was silent for a long time, and when he raised his head again, his face returned to the same calmness as before.
Yan Nan was afraid that Lou Xiaoya would not be able to bear the embarrassment of staying with him, so he hurriedly picked a topic that he thought was safe.
Couples who have just been married for two or three years should still have a good relationship, no matter what, there is always something to talk about.
Even if it hurt his heart, it would be good to keep Lou Xiaoya for a while.
But to Lou Xiaoya, this is tantamount to a thunderstorm.
He paused, opened and closed his lips several times, but couldn't say anything.
"I'm sorry...I." Yan Nan thought he had asked a topic he didn't like, so he quickly apologized.
Lou Xiaoya shook his head, stepped on his shoulders and leaned back, rubbing his eyebrows with a loose suit and tie, "I've been divorced a long time ago."
"what!?"
"She and I are in a business marriage." Lou Xiaoya calmed down a lot when he raised his head again, and told Yan Nan what happened back then, "Her father passed away, and her stepmother is arguing with her for some vaguely defined inheritance. I like the small hotel under their family, and she needs my capital injection and a backer. Anyway, she also knows that I am not interested in women, so she came to me for cooperation with confidence."
Lou Xiaoya lowered his eyes and talked, but he didn't realize that Yan Nan on the opposite side was shocked and completely missed the point.
"Are you not interested in women?" Yan Nan chewed these words repeatedly, still feeling puzzled. Lou Xiaoya was very straightforward when he was in college, "You..."
"I'm not interested in men either." Lou Xiaoya shrugged and answered Yan Nan's question directly before he could ask.
"Yan Nan, I have liked you since freshman year, until now." Lou Xiaoya bent over, put his hands on his knees, and clasped fingers, forming a posture of self-protection.
His eyes were always on the floor, and his tone was so dry that he didn't seem to be confessing at all, but it was almost like a confession.
"I know it's disgusting, I like my roommate or something, but I can't help it." Lou Xiaoya choked up in the middle of speaking, but still insisted, "I originally agreed with myself, at the wedding Inviting you is to see you for the last time. From now on, I will only look at you and never bother you again. But for so many years, I have never let you go. "
After saying what he buried the most deeply, Lou Xiaoya let out a long sigh of relief.
Forget it, it doesn't matter if Yan Nan is disappointed.
"Xiao Ya." Yan Nan called his name.
As if waiting for the prisoner to be judged, Lou Xiaoya exhausted all his strength before raising his head, gritted his teeth and his eyes were slightly red: "Yes."
"Can I hug you?"
Yan Nan opened his arms, smiling softly but firmly.
Lou Xiaoya stayed where he was, his hands and feet seemed to be completely out of control, and every movement made a creaking alarm that would be scrapped.
It took him nearly a century to get to Yan Nan's side.
Yan Nan never let go of his hand, at the last moment when he reached Lou Xiaoya, he pulled down his neck and hugged him tenderly.
Lou Xiaoya bent his waist, looked dully over Yan Nan's shoulder to the sun outside the window.
For more than 1000 days and nights, all the sorrow that he felt so painful that he thought he could not shed tears disappeared at this moment.
He heard Yan Nan's shallow breathing, he said.
"I love you."
☆、Two episodes
Lou Xiaoya and Yan Nan decided to have children when they entered the threshold of 30 years old.
The careers of both of them have gradually stabilized, and they are no longer in the state of expanding their territories all over the world, and their focus has gradually shifted to life.
In fact, Yan Nan is still the same, he is still indifferent to the outside world, and he is so arrogant that he bullies Shuang Saixue, and his responsiveness to Lou Xiaoya at home is better than that of the coin wishing pool.
Lou Xiaoya has traveled a lot in the past few years and met many people, so he has learned a lot of things.Today I took Yan Nan to a high-end restaurant on the mountain to eat beef, and tomorrow I thought about taking Yan Nan to the countryside to catch a small rooster and stew it by myself.We've been together for more than ten years, and it's still the same as when we were in love.
Every time Yan Nan came back from a business trip, he could not rest at home for two days, and was carried away by Lou Xiaoya, and finally couldn't take it anymore.
"Let's have a baby."
Coming out of Lou Xiaoya's parents' house after dinner, the two of them were walking on the snow-covered road, Yan Nan looked at the moon in the sky, and suddenly said something to Lou Xiaoya.
They are not young anymore, and it is indeed time for them to stabilize their lives.
They will be fathers, this is Yan Nan's promise to Lou Xiaoya's parents.
Now that the idea was proposed, the two of them began to prepare.
Two big men face a little girl, it is inevitable that education will be inconvenient and doting, so they made a decision at the beginning, saying that they want a boy.
Originally, Yan Nan wanted Lou Xiaoya to have one first, but Lou's mother insisted again and again, saying that since she wanted twins, she might as well have twins together.
The surrogate mother they were looking for was a beautiful and cheerful Spanish woman. She was frightened for more than eight months, and she finally felt relieved when she finally got the baby.
The two children were born with big eyes and natural curls, and their long eyelashes fluttered like fans, which was extremely painful.
Because there is no milk, she was taken care of by two dads in a hurry since she was a child, and she was raised carefully but not watered.I also drink imported milk powder, and I also drink the ones brought in from the convenience store downstairs when it is temporarily out of stock.
Before they could walk, they were all round Fuwa babies, with their arms sticking out like lotus joints.The face is also chubby, a pair of watery eyes are round and round, and she doesn't cry very much, just babbling and laughing when she hugs her out the door.
The two children are actually like the mother's side, they belong to the kind of brothers who can be seen as brothers when they go out, but they still inherit some small characteristics of their respective fathers.Xiao Xiaoyan has a pair of phoenix eyes, dark brown pupils as beautiful as honey, without the coldness of his father, but very attractive, grandma, aunts, aunts and uncles, there is no one who will not be put down by him.
When Xiao Xiaolou's teeth are fully grown, there is a small milky white canine tooth in the corner of his mouth, and when he smiles, he is almost carved out of the same mold as Lou Xiaoya.
Yuxue, born as a child, is cute, like a chubby bun, and she smiles wrinkledly when she sees everyone. It is inevitable that everyone will dote on her, but the two fathers are very strict.
Xiaoxiaolou's personality is completely like his father's. He has a tendency to be a bully since he was a child. He brought his younger brother to see that he will dominate the community before he goes to kindergarten.
But today it was four against one, even Gao Qiao stood up and had a bottle with Lou Xiaoya in order to satisfy Lou Xiaoya's desire to have a partner back, and even Mo Qiu had already sacrificed honorably for the mission.
Fang Ming was also slightly drunk, and in the end he lay on the table and whispered something to Shen Ke, holding Shen Ke's index finger and shaking it from side to side, muttering something in his mouth. When I fell in love with you, Shen Ke next to me could only smile helplessly, answering yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes.
Shen Ke's career is now on a steady rise. Compared to Fang Ming, who relies on inspiration from time to time and uses his temper to play big names from time to time, who doesn't pick up whoever quits, Shen Ke, a stable and excellent academic, is obviously better than Fang Ming. More popular with general partners.
He is also preparing his own studio recently, planning to wait for Fang Ming to graduate.Merge with Fang Ming's studio, and then open a mom-and-pop store to kill everyone.
When Yan Nan got up to pay, he pretended to be Shen Ke who had just brought Fang Ming water from inside.
"Let me come." He smiled with a kind of gentleness that made people feel like a spring breeze, "You are all still students, I should invite you."
"Senior." Yan Nan shook his head with a smile, "You are already with our master, and you are now a member of our 818. There is no question of whether you should or should not."
After paying the bill, Yan Nan also asked the proprietress for a glass of water, went out with Shen Ke, and handed it to the person beside him.
Mo Qiu had already fallen asleep leaning on Gao Qiao's shoulder, when he saw them coming out, he smiled at them.
Gao Qiao's hair seems to have grown a little longer, hanging down on his shoulders, covering up a bit of the original sharp temperament.
"Let's go?" Shen Ke took his clothes and stood up, "I'll call a car to take you and Mo Qiu back to school. Yan Nan and Lou Xiaoya can do it by themselves, right?"
"Okay." Yan Nan couldn't drink much, so he didn't get involved with them, got up and helped Lou Xiaoya who was lying on the table, "You guys go, see you later."
Watching the four people walking towards the alley, Lou Xiaoya tilted his head and leaned on Yan Nan's shoulder, hiccupping.
It was getting late at this time, and even the proprietress of the restaurant had already started clearing the tables outside.They stood at the corner of the alley, with no one around them, so quiet that they could hear the snoring of a litter of puppies sleeping in the corner.
Yan Nan put his hand on Lou Xiaoya's waist, and the two stood quietly on the spot, waiting for Shen Ke and the others to walk out of the alley.He waved to Shen Ke who had turned around, Yan Nan met Xiao Ya's eyes as soon as he turned around.
It's really twinkling and shining.
Lou Xiaoya's eyes were watery and bright, reflecting the small lanterns hanging beside him.The moment of smiling and squinting, it seems to be mixed with thousands of stars.
Yan Nan leaned over with a smile, and kissed the little tear mole under Lou Xiaoya's eyes: "Are you tired?"
"Yes... a little bit." Lou Xiaoya raised his hand, put it in front of Yan Nan's eyes, and wrinkled his nose.
In fact, he didn't sleep well a few days before he returned to China because he was too excited. He spent most of the time on the plane working and didn't have time to sleep. It's strange that he wasn't tired at this time after he came back to have a big drink.
"Go home and sleep." Yan Nan spoke softly, touching Lou Xiaoya's long hair recently.
"You carry me back." Lou Xiaoya staggered up straight with eyes closed, opened his arms in Yan Nan's direction, pouted like a rascal, "Otherwise I won't leave."
"I know." Yan Nan looked at his swollen face, his heart softened, he couldn't help but stepped forward to rub it, then squatted down in front of Lou Xiaoya, and patted his calf, " Come up."
Lou Xiaoya didn't open his eyes either, he just kept his arms outstretched, and fell down without any doubt in a posture that my heart will last forever.
Yan Nan caught him firmly with his back, supported his thighs and stood up.
Although Yan Nan is much thinner than Lou Xiaoya, but the two are about the same height, his strength is not bad, and he walks steadily with Lou Xiaoya on his back.
Walking through the potholed stone slabs in the alley, the two of them walked slowly up the slope.
Lou Xiaoya's head was buried in the crescent of Yan Nan's neck, it was so quiet that nothing seemed to exist except for his long breathing.
"Don't fall asleep." Yan Nan turned his head, "It's easy to catch a cold."
"Don't sleep." Lou Xiaoya forcefully opened his eyes, hugged Yan Nan's neck tightly, and rubbed his hair, "I'll talk with you."
"Where do you want to go during the summer vacation?" Yan Nan lifted up the people behind him, looked at the busy traffic not far away, subconsciously slowed down, and looked at Lou Xiaoya with his head half sideways, "One semester If you’re not here, find time to spend with you during the summer vacation.”
"Cut." Lou Xiaoya retorted slowly, leaned forward and bit Yan Nan's earlobe, hummed and laughed twice like a bully, "Why spend time with me during summer vacation?"
He put his arms around Yan Nan's neck, took a long breath, closed his eyes, and his voice was very soft.
The volume seemed to be whispering, but the words were unquestionable, and there was a sense of boldness of contracting a fish pond.
There was a wind blowing past the ears of the two of them, carrying the temperature of early summer.It's not hot, but there is a slight warmth to the person.
Someone nearby was pulling a small speaker and selling records, leaving behind ohhwon'tyousstaywithme lingering with the evening wind all the way.
"You will spend your whole life with me."
The two of them finally decided to go to Sri Lanka for their summer vacation.
I didn't follow the group, and I didn't make an appointment with others.During the exam week, they booked round-trip air tickets and accommodation in advance. Yan Nan and Lou Xiaoya simply packed their luggage and flew there as soon as the summer vacation was over.
Playing with two people, the itinerary was set at random, and they didn't even make a strategy in advance.
After arriving at a place, if you feel comfortable, stay for two more days, and then book the accommodation and the place to go to the next destination after you leave.
The holidays for college students are early, and they have not caught up with the peak travel season when they go.
From early morning to sunset, it's a quiet trip for just the two of you.
When passing by the natural park, I drove to the lake, looked at the dead trees, looked at the bright red sunset that seemed to be close at hand, and watched the baby elephant slowly strolling back to its mother with its trunk flicking after drinking water.When we got to the beach, we went to watch the sunrise. The two sat together wrapped in blankets, leaning against each other silently and watching the night being torn away by the golden light. The days were as long as a young year.
Except for posting a photo with location every day to report safety, they rarely even contact others at other times.
With people around them, for them, it is equivalent to having the whole world.
Yan Nan's mother was very reassured about him, and never felt that she had the right to interfere too much in the child's life. After knowing Lou Xiaoya's existence, she simply expressed her blessing and added Lou's mother's WeChat.
The two mothers acted as if they were discussing, they regularly liked the pictures they posted, and occasionally praised each other saying that Yan Nan looked really good in this suit, and Xiao Ya's photo looked extraordinarily stable.
They went there for more than 20 days, and the two mothers interacted under their photos for more than 20 days, looking very harmonious.
The two mothers even discussed it, saying that Yan Nan's mother has been abroad, and Yan Nan's father is also flying all over the world, both of them are busy, and they have no time to accompany Yan Nan.As soon as she heard that the child was alone during Chinese New Years and festivals, Lou's mother was so distressed that she immediately decided to let Yan Nan go home with Lou Xiaoya during the winter vacation next year.
Go back home.
Yan Nan did not refuse, and returned home with Lou Xiaoya after the semester ended.
Yan Nan lived in Lou's house for two weeks, and met his grandfather, uncles, aunts, and even their distant relatives, friends and partners who came to visit for New Year's greetings.
Lou's parents generously introduced that this is our son's partner.
Lou Xiaoya said frankly that this is my lover.
It was the first time Yan Nan saw so many relatives during Chinese New Year. When a dozen people gathered around a table and all looked at him, he, who could calmly speak in a auditorium of thousands of people, was so nervous that his hands trembled a bit.
When Lou Xiaoya brought his two elder brothers over to pour him wine, he didn't even dare to say anything.
The few children in the Lou family are not very good at reading. Seeing Yan Nan is like seeing a treasure. Aunts and aunts surround Yan Nan and refuse to let go, pulling him to ask this and that, lamenting what the children eat to grow up to get 700 in the exam More points.
Sitting among a group of middle-aged women, Yan Nan felt the warmth of family affection, but his hands and feet were stiff, and he looked at Lou Xiaoya with helpless and dazed eyes.
Just came back from posting Spring Festival couplets outside, Lou Xiaoya, whose hair was covered with snow, grinned at him, showing no intention of going up to help.
The Lou family has a big business, and there are more than 30 relatives who come to celebrate the New Year in the old house. Three big round tables are set up, which is very lively.
Everyone was also very enthusiastic about Yan Nan sitting next to Lou Xiaoya, as if he was part of the family.
When Yan Nan accompanied Lou's parents to worship the Buddha on the first day of the new year, when he knelt in front of the Buddha and put his hands together, Yan Nan didn't even know what wish he had left.
It seems that all long-cherished wishes have been fulfilled in a short period of time.
He turned his head to look at Lou Xiaoya with his eyes closed beside him, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, he knelt on the futon and bowed silently.
Thank God.
Thanks for the chance to be born again.
Thank him for giving this person next to him.
I am even more grateful to Lou Xiaoya for giving me an ideal life.
When they left Lou's house, it was grandpa who sent the two of them out.
"He's an excellent kid." Grandpa handed the schoolbag to Yan Nan, looked at his back, and smiled kindly, "My grandchildren don't look like me at all, but you please me."
Yan Nan smiled a little embarrassedly.
"Xiao Ya will teach you." Grandpa patted him on the shoulder, "You are all men, you should support and spur each other. When you were young, you worked hard outside, but don't forget your family. Get along well."
"We will." Lou Xiaoya stood beside him and assured his grandfather, "You can rest assured."
Indeed, Yan Nan never let go of his encouragement to Lou Xiaoya.
In the next semester of his sophomore year, Yan Nan returned to University A. Before the coverage of retakes was cancelled, Lou Xiaoya applied for retakes of three courses. At the end of his sophomore year, his grade point directly rushed to 4.0.
When the two of them were practicing together in the junior year, every time Yan Nan returned home, he would spend a little time looking for Lou Xiaoya to do high school back-to-back ideology and politics. In winter, the two of them would spread out a big carpet in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows. Cross-legged facing each other, reciting words while basking in the sun.
Although he had confidence in Lou Xiaoya, on the day of the results, Yan Nan could not help being restless.
He swore that he had never been so anxious during his college entrance examination.
When he received Lou Xiaoya's call, his hands were trembling.
"Xueba, don't be afraid." Mo Qiu next to him was so nervous that he couldn't sit still, looking at Yan Nan's phone, standing in place with Fang Ming, shaking his legs constantly.
Yan Nan walked to the balcony, took a deep breath, and pressed the answer button.
Lou Xiaoya stood downstairs, looking up at Yan Nan who was next to the small green plant on the balcony of 818.
His long hair hangs down on his shoulders, his eyebrows and eyes are exquisite and cold, like a fine ink painting.Slender and thin, standing next to the green radish that has grown to almost half a person's height, it looks like a cang bamboo standing against the wind.
The sun cast a soft golden light on his face.
The moment he looked down and saw Lou Xiaoya, the cold look on Yan Nan's face disappeared instantly, and a smile slowly spread on his thin lips instead.
"Classmate, your boyfriend is downstairs." Lou Xiaoya grinned and looked up at his sweetheart.
"Go downstairs and check it out."
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"I enjoy my current work and life very much, and I live very happily with my lover. I am very grateful for everyone's love and understanding, but I also hope that we can maintain our own privacy."
Lou Xiaoya's voice on TV was much lower than before.
He has been busy with work recently. While preparing for the selection of outstanding young entrepreneurs in the city, he is also expanding overseas business. Before accepting this interview, he just flew back from South France and was exhausted. I am also used to this kind of work schedule, and I am in good condition in front of the camera, with sharp eyebrows and star eyes, and a tear mole at the corner of the eye does not look feminine but adds a bit of sharpness, when I turn my head, I am in the middle of the camera The teacher felt numb for a while.
He was sitting on the sofa in a well-fitting black couture suit, and his posture was very relaxed.The back is straight, the shoulders are slightly retracted, the fingers are loosely clasped on the overlapping legs, and there is a smile on the corner of the mouth, calm and steady.
"Mr. Lou, are you interested in telling more about the story between you and your lover?" The interview has come to an end, the history of the Lou family has been traced, the current prosperity of the Lou family has been boasted, and the future business blueprint has also been envisioned. In the end, everyone is inevitably very interested in the other half of the young business empire leader.
"We love each other very much." Lou Xiaoya smiled, and then stopped talking.
"We are very much in love."
The pool of blood in front of Yan Nan was so real, he was lying on the cold ground, his eyes only had the strength to open slightly, and what he could glimpse from the corner of his eyes were the shoe uppers of the crowd one meter away, and the blood spreading out from under him. blood.
Will, together with blood, is slowly disappearing from his body.
He had imagined what it would be like to die many times, but now that it really came, he was still caught off guard, with the panic of human instinct.
But actually he wasn't too sad.
Even in a certain corner of my heart, there was a feeling of relief after seven years of struggling and finally being relieved.
Many people surrounded him, and the sound of the ambulance came from a distance, and it slowly stopped beside him.
He knew he had no future.
Before being put on the stretcher, he tried his best to open his eyes and look into the distance. His pair of phoenix eyes completely lost their previous luster, but inside they were burning with the last blaze of a dying person's life.
The hotel lobby is brightly lit and resplendent.
He saw the beautiful bride holding Lou Xiaoya's arm, and a couple of newlyweds smiling politely at him.
The happiness in Lou Xiaoya's eyes was the last straw that crushed him.
He is mature and handsome, and the gorgeous dress doesn't look exaggerated on him, it just makes him more graceful and graceful, Zhilan Yushu.
In contrast, Yan Nan, who was tortured by too much life, was already skinny, not to mention that he was still covered in blood at this time.
Lou Xiaoya said: "We love each other very much, let's go."
"Ha..." Clutching the quilt, Yan Nan sat up joltingly, leaning against the head of the bed, as if he was a survivor who had just been pulled out from a jack.
The heaviness in his chest was still there, Yan Nan lowered his head, looking at the dark gray back of his hand.
The hand above it is not as pale as it was in the previous life when it was thin and out of shape.The ten fingers are slender, with well-proportioned bones and flesh, and a simple plain ring is worn on the ring finger.
The weather outside was very bad, with black clouds turning black, and it was clearly morning, but there was not much sky.
Scattered light raindrops hit the window, making a heavy muffled sound.
After a while, the torrential rain poured down, and the sound of clattering overwhelmed Lou Xiaoya's interview on TV.
The room is warm, the air conditioner and humidifier are working diligently to send the wind, and Yan Nan still has a glass of white water that is not completely cooled.
Yes, he died at Lou Xiaoya's wedding.
Then he came back.
He and Lou Xiaoya have been married, this is already the eighth year.
Their twins are already six years old, and at the moment they are at Grandpa Lou's house with several older brothers and younger brothers, participating in the winter vacation militarized unified homework winter camp organized by the uncle.
"We're married..." Yan Nan panted, and repeated to himself in a low voice, "We're living a good life..."
"What's the matter?" Lou Xiaoya pushed open the bedroom door with a chill all over his body, and Yan Nan sat on the bed in a daze, his eyes were dimmed when he looked up at him.
"Having a nightmare?" He took off his scarf and hung his coat on a rack in the bedroom.
Yan Nan smiled and nodded.
"I received a call in the morning, saying that there was a problem with a temporary project and asked me to go over and take a look. I was thinking that you just returned to China and rested so that you would not disturb you." He put his hand on the air outlet of the air conditioner and warmed it , feeling the lingering coldness all over his body disappeared, he pulled on his slippers, stepped on the soft carpet, walked to the bedside and sat down, hugged Yan Nan into his arms, "It's only been a few hours, my treasure left me It's a nightmare."
"...Old and unscrupulous." Yan Nan was stunned for a moment, rubbing his brows and smiling.
"How old am I? You despise me." Lou Xiaoya sat on the bed himself, hugging Yan Nan, "What did you dream about? Tell me."
"Dream..." Yan Nan looked at Lou Xiaoya who was close at hand, smiled softly, and looked into his eyes, "I dreamed that you married someone else, and I received an invitation to attend your wedding. But you Didn't even look at me. I ended up running from the wedding and got hit by a car at the door and died."
Lou Xiaoya's hand around his waist suddenly tightened, frowning at him with a little anger in his eyes.
"Ah...really."
In the end, Yan Nan's anger about why he and him had such a miserable ending in his dream also turned into tender fingers the moment he met Yan Nan's eyes.
He completely hugged Yan Nan into his arms without leaving any distance.
"Fool, go to sleep. I'm watching you."
It was still windy and windy outside, but inside there was only one warm room.
"I give you my whole soul, with all its eccentricities, pettiness, flickering, eighteen hundred kinds of ills.
It's nasty and only a little good, love you. "
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I won't let you down.
This is a very pleasant article I wrote, and I am very grateful to everyone who accompanied me all the way down.
University is a good time, although sometimes it is very hard, but just like what Mr. Mu Xin said, good things and bad things are very romantic when you talk about them afterwards.
I hope that everyone can get along well with the people in the dormitory, and be calm and thoughtful when dealing with everything.I wish everyone the best of luck in finding friends who are like family.
I also hope that everyone can be more brave when facing the people they like.
I have missed people, so I have experienced this feeling.
Even if you like each other, but if you miss it, you really miss it.
Xia Da wrote in the side story of Changge's mother in "Long Song Xing", that missing is not a mistake, but a passing.
Looking back later, no matter how deeply the two parties liked each other, they could only regret the past.
Not everyone gets a second chance.
May everyone become a better version of themselves.
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Lou Xiaoya wanted to say that he was not doing well, not at all, without you, even life would no longer exist, so there is nothing good about it.
But he couldn't speak.
Too much emotion was clogged in his chest, and he couldn't even utter a word.
Doctors rushed in to examine Yan Nan, and he stood at the foot of the bed, staring at the person on the bed who obediently cooperated with the examination.
Yan Nan has been lying in the hospital for the past few years, but his health is better than before.She didn't have the emaciated feeling of being so thin that made people feel distressed at that time, but her complexion was not bad.
Lou Xiaoya was in a daze, when the doctor asked him to go outside to sign the documents, he just nodded and followed them foolishly, he couldn't remember what the nurse next to him told him, he stuttered and asked if he could speak slowly Click, so he can write it down on his mobile phone.
When he finally went out, he was typing with his head down. He didn't even react when his shoulder hit the door frame. Even the assistant outside the door couldn't bear to look straight at him and covered his eyes.
"You...you wait for me to come back." Lou Xiaoya was out of the ward, but still worried, he ran back again and said to Yan Nan while holding the door frame.
His eyes have not changed at all from when he was in college.
His eyes are starry, his eyes are black and bright, and even the little tear mole at the corner of his eye has become playful. At this time, he has a timid joy that he thinks he is hiding secretly.Compared with the man in the morning who was wearing a neat suit as if he was bound in a cocoon and sitting on the edge of the bed, he seemed to be a completely different person.
Seeing that Yan Nan, an older boy who had lost all thoughts about love, couldn't help but feel his heart move.
But what if it moves.
When the ward became quiet again, Yan Nan heaved a sigh of relief, leaned back on the pillow and looked at the white snow in the room, and smiled with the corner of his mouth lifted.
Just now he heard the doctor's whispered communication, and knew that he had slept here for a very long time.Not to mention work, the family is just like that, and there are probably not many friends left.
He woke up, Lou Xiaoya... probably should leave too.
He has his own life and career, and his own family.After so many years, maybe they even have children.
He didn't know why Lou Xiaoya appeared here, and he didn't know why all the doctors and nurses here seemed to be very familiar with him.
But he dared not ask.
He was afraid that Lou Xiaoya would say that he just stopped by to have a look and was leaving soon.
But think about it, in fact, if Lou Xiaoya really wanted to leave, he would not dare to stop him, and there is no reason at all to keep him.
The two college classmates who hadn't seen each other for many years and had no contact at all halfway, had nothing to say about the past.
It's really sad to think about it, a man who is almost 30 years old, but like a monkey that just jumped out of a rock, looking up, his eyes are full of loneliness.
"Are you… feeling okay?"
After the regular knock on the door, Yan Nan just came back to his senses when he saw Lou Xiaoya pushing the door in.
"No problem." Yan Nan nodded towards him, "I'm sorry to trouble you."
"No!" Lou Xiaoya immediately waved his hand, "No, don't worry about it."
Ever since Yan Nan was hospitalized, he has handled everything by himself, and he has never done anything to others.Over the past few years, he could even memorize Yan Nan's medical records from beginning to end, and he couldn't answer anything the doctor asked.If there is anything about Yan Nan in the hospital or where Yan Nan works, he will be contacted as soon as possible.
He has long been used to this deformed so-called Yan Nan's dependence on him.
Even... There was a little joy that Yan Nan finally stole.
But now that Yan Nan woke up, he didn't know if he would be angry.
Lou Xiaoya was actually quite scared.
It's been like this since school, he's used to being the one to speak the truth outside, but he doesn't see Yan Nan frowning at all.
Before bringing him a takeaway, I was trembling, afraid that the food would be cold and the noodles would be lumpy and the drink would not be iced. Every time I had to secretly watch Yan Nan eat everything before he could rest assured.
"Hey, Mr. Lou is back?" The nurse who came to the ward for routine inspection saw Lou Xiaoya came back, and greeted him with a smile.
"Hello." Lou Xiaoya nodded politely.
"I really envy you to have such a friend." The nurse helped to arrange a bouquet of flowers brought by Lou Xiaoya, and then turned around and joked with Yan Nan, "I come here on time every month, just like clocking in, and I haven't missed the New Year Pass."
Yan Nan seemed a little surprised, and when he turned his head, there was some questioning in his eyes.
"You... I'm handling everything here, so, cough, I come here more often." Lou Xiaoya didn't dare to sit next to Yan Nan anymore, so he just picked a hard round stool and dragged it over to sit on it. Down.
"Yes, that's it." Yan Nan only felt that he was being affectionate, and smiled a little reluctantly, "Can't I contact my parents at that time?"
"No, it's just that they are all abroad and it's inconvenient to come back. You had an accident in my...my hotel again, so it's my duty to take care of you. "
Lou Xiaoya thought of how he knelt in front of Yan Nan's parents and swore that he would not marry for the rest of his life and only used it to take care of Yan Nan. He would not get up if they didn't hand Yan Nan to him. It's that the face is not red and the heart is not beating.
Yan Nan nodded understandingly, turned his head away, looked at the snow-white quilt in the ward, and was speechless.
One thought that he had come back from hell, but he was still so timid.
A self-blame why he was eager to get rid of it, and waited for so many years, but he was about to fall at this juncture.
The atmosphere in the ward dropped to freezing point for a while.
The nurses passing by were puzzled.
Originally seeing Lou Xiaoya's grief-stricken state and wishing they could go together, they all thought it was a couple in love.But now when the person on the hospital bed woke up, the two of them neither hugged each other affectionately nor confided in each other, instead they didn't even touch hands.
He was polite and alienated, and in the end he couldn't even maintain the polite questioning.
"You...is your wife alright?" Yan Nan was silent for a long time, and when he raised his head again, his face returned to the same calmness as before.
Yan Nan was afraid that Lou Xiaoya would not be able to bear the embarrassment of staying with him, so he hurriedly picked a topic that he thought was safe.
Couples who have just been married for two or three years should still have a good relationship, no matter what, there is always something to talk about.
Even if it hurt his heart, it would be good to keep Lou Xiaoya for a while.
But to Lou Xiaoya, this is tantamount to a thunderstorm.
He paused, opened and closed his lips several times, but couldn't say anything.
"I'm sorry...I." Yan Nan thought he had asked a topic he didn't like, so he quickly apologized.
Lou Xiaoya shook his head, stepped on his shoulders and leaned back, rubbing his eyebrows with a loose suit and tie, "I've been divorced a long time ago."
"what!?"
"She and I are in a business marriage." Lou Xiaoya calmed down a lot when he raised his head again, and told Yan Nan what happened back then, "Her father passed away, and her stepmother is arguing with her for some vaguely defined inheritance. I like the small hotel under their family, and she needs my capital injection and a backer. Anyway, she also knows that I am not interested in women, so she came to me for cooperation with confidence."
Lou Xiaoya lowered his eyes and talked, but he didn't realize that Yan Nan on the opposite side was shocked and completely missed the point.
"Are you not interested in women?" Yan Nan chewed these words repeatedly, still feeling puzzled. Lou Xiaoya was very straightforward when he was in college, "You..."
"I'm not interested in men either." Lou Xiaoya shrugged and answered Yan Nan's question directly before he could ask.
"Yan Nan, I have liked you since freshman year, until now." Lou Xiaoya bent over, put his hands on his knees, and clasped fingers, forming a posture of self-protection.
His eyes were always on the floor, and his tone was so dry that he didn't seem to be confessing at all, but it was almost like a confession.
"I know it's disgusting, I like my roommate or something, but I can't help it." Lou Xiaoya choked up in the middle of speaking, but still insisted, "I originally agreed with myself, at the wedding Inviting you is to see you for the last time. From now on, I will only look at you and never bother you again. But for so many years, I have never let you go. "
After saying what he buried the most deeply, Lou Xiaoya let out a long sigh of relief.
Forget it, it doesn't matter if Yan Nan is disappointed.
"Xiao Ya." Yan Nan called his name.
As if waiting for the prisoner to be judged, Lou Xiaoya exhausted all his strength before raising his head, gritted his teeth and his eyes were slightly red: "Yes."
"Can I hug you?"
Yan Nan opened his arms, smiling softly but firmly.
Lou Xiaoya stayed where he was, his hands and feet seemed to be completely out of control, and every movement made a creaking alarm that would be scrapped.
It took him nearly a century to get to Yan Nan's side.
Yan Nan never let go of his hand, at the last moment when he reached Lou Xiaoya, he pulled down his neck and hugged him tenderly.
Lou Xiaoya bent his waist, looked dully over Yan Nan's shoulder to the sun outside the window.
For more than 1000 days and nights, all the sorrow that he felt so painful that he thought he could not shed tears disappeared at this moment.
He heard Yan Nan's shallow breathing, he said.
"I love you."
☆、Two episodes
Lou Xiaoya and Yan Nan decided to have children when they entered the threshold of 30 years old.
The careers of both of them have gradually stabilized, and they are no longer in the state of expanding their territories all over the world, and their focus has gradually shifted to life.
In fact, Yan Nan is still the same, he is still indifferent to the outside world, and he is so arrogant that he bullies Shuang Saixue, and his responsiveness to Lou Xiaoya at home is better than that of the coin wishing pool.
Lou Xiaoya has traveled a lot in the past few years and met many people, so he has learned a lot of things.Today I took Yan Nan to a high-end restaurant on the mountain to eat beef, and tomorrow I thought about taking Yan Nan to the countryside to catch a small rooster and stew it by myself.We've been together for more than ten years, and it's still the same as when we were in love.
Every time Yan Nan came back from a business trip, he could not rest at home for two days, and was carried away by Lou Xiaoya, and finally couldn't take it anymore.
"Let's have a baby."
Coming out of Lou Xiaoya's parents' house after dinner, the two of them were walking on the snow-covered road, Yan Nan looked at the moon in the sky, and suddenly said something to Lou Xiaoya.
They are not young anymore, and it is indeed time for them to stabilize their lives.
They will be fathers, this is Yan Nan's promise to Lou Xiaoya's parents.
Now that the idea was proposed, the two of them began to prepare.
Two big men face a little girl, it is inevitable that education will be inconvenient and doting, so they made a decision at the beginning, saying that they want a boy.
Originally, Yan Nan wanted Lou Xiaoya to have one first, but Lou's mother insisted again and again, saying that since she wanted twins, she might as well have twins together.
The surrogate mother they were looking for was a beautiful and cheerful Spanish woman. She was frightened for more than eight months, and she finally felt relieved when she finally got the baby.
The two children were born with big eyes and natural curls, and their long eyelashes fluttered like fans, which was extremely painful.
Because there is no milk, she was taken care of by two dads in a hurry since she was a child, and she was raised carefully but not watered.I also drink imported milk powder, and I also drink the ones brought in from the convenience store downstairs when it is temporarily out of stock.
Before they could walk, they were all round Fuwa babies, with their arms sticking out like lotus joints.The face is also chubby, a pair of watery eyes are round and round, and she doesn't cry very much, just babbling and laughing when she hugs her out the door.
The two children are actually like the mother's side, they belong to the kind of brothers who can be seen as brothers when they go out, but they still inherit some small characteristics of their respective fathers.Xiao Xiaoyan has a pair of phoenix eyes, dark brown pupils as beautiful as honey, without the coldness of his father, but very attractive, grandma, aunts, aunts and uncles, there is no one who will not be put down by him.
When Xiao Xiaolou's teeth are fully grown, there is a small milky white canine tooth in the corner of his mouth, and when he smiles, he is almost carved out of the same mold as Lou Xiaoya.
Yuxue, born as a child, is cute, like a chubby bun, and she smiles wrinkledly when she sees everyone. It is inevitable that everyone will dote on her, but the two fathers are very strict.
Xiaoxiaolou's personality is completely like his father's. He has a tendency to be a bully since he was a child. He brought his younger brother to see that he will dominate the community before he goes to kindergarten.
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